Chapter 14 04

Achi, I probably won't be able to go to your place to find you. Can our fate finally be on the Internet? After knowing the result, An Xiao didn't react for a long time, how to think about it and regret it. Looking at An's mother's uncontrollable tears, looking at An's father's increasingly clumsy back, An Xiao suddenly felt so ruthless.

How can you be ruthless and just go? How can you leave everything you want wherever you want? An Xiao suddenly couldn't understand what he was thinking.

It's as if I don't even know myself anymore.

We all envy that others can take a trip that we can do and go, but we can't. Because our situation does not allow it, too many constraints hinder our pace of progress, and we can only stop and watch and appreciate the joy and excitement of others after enjoying the beauty.

Just because, we have more or less responsibility on our shoulders.

But now, are you planning to leave everything behind and fly away?

Alas, this is the first time I have sighed today, and An Xiao can't count them.

An Xiao told Mu Yongzhi the news, and also told Han Xiao and Yang Muchuan. Their reactions were different, and An Xiao didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Mu Yongzhi said: "It doesn't matter, even if you can't come to me, it's the same anywhere, you can't escape from the palm of my hand." ”

Han Xiao said: "My dear, then we will be separated from now on, but don't forget me, take good care of yourself alone outside, and remember to contact me when you come back." ”

Yang Muchuan said: "It's quite far, but it doesn't matter, bear with it for a year, and I'll go to you next year." ”

Is this really what you want? Originally, Han Xiao planned to leave here, but now he was going to another place.

Seeing An Xiao lock himself in the room and sulk, Father An persuaded Mother Ann to talk about it, and Mother Ann calmed down after hearing it and thought about this matter carefully, An Xiao is not wrong, is it?

After all, she is a child, she will always be a child in her eyes, and it is good for her to go out and see the world, after all, the child cannot be by her side for the rest of her life, and she cannot always be demanding that she be by her side, which will restrict her development, which is not good for her and the family.

But as long as he thinks that the daughter he has worked hard for eighteen years is about to leave his side, and he will not see her for a long time, how can he be reluctant?

If you are reluctant to leave her for the rest of your life, then the child will not have any great development in her life. Ann's mother comforted herself like this.

At night, after dinner, An Xiao left the living room early and entered his boudoir, and after An's mother cleaned up the dining table, she poured a glass of water into An Xiao's room. As soon as An's mother pushed the door open, she saw An Xiao sitting at the desk in a daze, holding her mobile phone in her hand and not knowing what she was doing. An's mother put the water cup on the side of the desk and sat down against An Xiao, An Xiao was stunned for a moment, but got up to make way for An's mother.

Mother An looked at An Xiao lovingly, touched An Xiao's head with her hand, and sighed: "In the blink of an eye, you are so old." ”

"Mom."

"Huh? You're so old, you have your own ideas, just do what you want to do, and your mother will support you behind you. ”

"Mom!" An Xiao's voice was trembling, and tears were rolling.

"Well, it's okay, it's the same wherever you go to school, it's not that you won't come back, you have to be careful when you go out alone, you have to think twice about everything, don't suffer a loss, you know?"

"Hmm."

"That's okay, promise my mother to take good care of herself, then I'll be relieved."

"Thank you, Mom."

"Silly children, parents, how can there be a reason not to love their children."

Yes, who in this world can love themselves as much as their parents?

The next day, An Xiao got up early, and after talking to An's mother, she was in a much better mood, and she felt that she was very energetic in what she was doing now. An Xiao plans to go to work today to see Yang Muchuan for the last time, and the two of them are about to resign from there, and it will be very difficult to meet in the future.

Let's make some things clear by the way.

When An Xiao came to the office, Brother Yang was not there, and Liang Mu didn't seem to be here, maybe because the work was over soon, Brother Yang no longer needed so many people. An Xiao didn't come here for work, but told Brother Yang in advance that he would come here to go online if he had nothing to do.

As soon as An Xiao entered the door, he turned on the computer and got on the Internet. After a while, An Xiao received a message from Yang Muchuan.

Where are you?

You're here to work, I'm here to play.

Who else but you?

No, it's just me, come on.

Well.

When An Xiao was browsing the Internet, he suddenly saw such a sentence: Walking in the world, there are all monsters. It seems to be a very funny, difficult sentence to understand, but after carefully tasting it, I feel that it is very right.

I got to know more people, and I gradually became fond of dogs. A very uncivilized sentence speaks to the problems that exist in the current interpersonal interactions.

If people want to live at the top of this world, they must continue to pursue, struggle, experience strong winds and waves, and pass thousands of sails in order to be invulnerable, and they will naturally become monsters.

Feelings are the same, someone once said that in this world, there is no relationship that is not full of holes. We were able to meet each other, and we should cherish it, and we shouldn't be grateful.

When Yang Muchuan came in, he saw An Xiao staring intently at the computer screen in front of her, Yang Muchuan walked behind her and gently covered her eyes.

"Yikes! Yang Muchuan, I know it's you, let go of me quickly. ”

"Hehe, how do you know it's me?" As he spoke, he sat down next to An Xiao.

"I can smell the smell of sweat on your body from afar."

"Is there one?"

As he spoke, Yang Muchuan also raised his arm and sniffed it himself.

"Go away!" An Xiao turned his head away in embarrassment, not daring to look at him, because he came in with his upper body bare, although his body was thin, but he still had muscles, which may be the result of playing basketball and sports all year round, in short, it looked very delicious.

An Xiao swallowed unnaturally.

Yang Muchuan touched An Xiao's head with a smile, and said unceremoniously: "What's the matter, I haven't seen you for two days, you miss me?" ”

"I miss you." An Xiao gave him a blank look and continued to stare at the computer.

"Hehe, okay, if you have nothing to do, let me go on the net for a while, okay?"

"What are you going to do?"

"Look at the game, look for Kobe's video."

"Oh, okay." As he spoke, An Xiao moved his ass and gave him the place.

Yang Muchuan naturally took the notebook and began to get on the Internet.

An Xiao reached out and patted his back, slippery, without the greasy feeling after sweating in summer, An Xiao was very shy, so he asked, "Why did you come out without wearing a dress?" Not afraid of sunburn? ”

"It's fine."

In this way, the two spent an afternoon in greasy and crooked.

The next night, An Xiao went out to play with Han Xiao after dinner, and did not meet Yang Muchuan for two or three consecutive days, after all, the work over there has ended, and An Xiao often goes over there to find him, it will be very abrupt, An Xiao is afraid that An's mother will scold herself when she finds out, so she has always refused his proposal to meet.

It wasn't until after two or three refusals that An Xiao decided to meet with him. An Xiao doesn't know what kind of attitude he has towards him, and he doesn't want to see each other, he doesn't feel so strong, maybe he really doesn't like it enough.

After all, he is not Sanjay, not as shy as Sanjay, not as beautiful as Sanjay, and not as kind to himself as Sanjay. I remember that An Xiao once asked Sanjay why he didn't like kissing with her all the time, and Sanjay's answer was very direct, he said: "Our family has a history of genetic diseases, I don't know if I have it in me, I'm afraid of infecting you, so ・・・・・・ please forgive me." ”

After hearing this, my heart warmed, it turned out that he was thinking about himself like this.

I never forced him again.

Not fear, but respect.

After three days of meeting, Yang Muchuan missed An Xiao very much, so the moment he saw An Xiao in the grove, he couldn't wait to integrate her into his arms.

It was summer, and the two of them were dressed very thinly, so when they hugged each other, they soon had some irrepressible feelings, which made An Xiao ashamed. Yang Muchuan was good, not only did he not care about these, but he kneaded An Xiao who was attached to his chest, touched her hair for a while, kissed her face for a while, and saw An Xiao's blushing cheeks, he couldn't help but want to bully her even more.

Just when An Xiao wrapped his hands around Yang Muchuan's narrow waist, the whole person was buried in his chest, the two of them were chest to chest, legs against legs, close together, Yang Muchuan suddenly stretched out his hand to An Xiao's chest, and rubbed it a few times on the round round of An Xiao's chest. An Xiao was startled, and just wanted to take a few steps back, but he was more compact.

"What are you doing, bastard?"

"I miss you, I haven't let me see you all the time, can you not want to?"

"Hey, hey."

In the final analysis, it's also that I'm not good, I've always rejected his proposal, and now I'm finally seeing it, how can I let myself go?

Just when An Xiao was in the fugue, Yang Muchuan leaned over, his lips caught An Xiao's mouth, and he couldn't breathe if he was close to An Xiao.

An Xiao was forced to respond to his kiss, but like the previous times, he was not very engaged and even a little disgusted.

Kissing Fang Xiu, Yang Muchuan stroked An Xiao's hair and kissed her cheek affectionately, looking very loving.

Just when the two of them embraced, An Xiao heard the sound of the motor vehicle starting, An Xiao pushed Yang Muchuan's tall body away, and said, "Let's change places, someone may be here." ”

"Hmm." As he spoke, Yang Muchuan took An Xiao's hand and walked along the grove to the other side.

walked until he walked to the end of the grove, a dilapidated house, An Xiao looked around, and after making sure that there was no one here, he let go of Yang Muchuan's hand, brushed his hair, and said, "It's the same as **." ”

"Huh." Yang Muchuan smiled faintly, locked An Xiao into his arms again, smelling the faint smell of sweat on his body, An Xiao's heart had an indescribable sense of stability.