Chapter 1: Palace Changes
"Miss, let's go, how can you expect love in this palace?" Ji Ruxi saw Su Chan stumbling in, and the place where she walked was bright red. She immediately ran to her and hugged Su Chan, who was about to fall, in her arms. Blood stained the placket of her clothes and dripped, and her shoes red.
She saw that Su Chan's eyes were full of distress, helplessness and sympathy. "Su Chan, I'll help you find the imperial doctor, you hold on." Ji Ruxi shouted anxiously.
"Miss, no, I'm ...... I'm dying, Young Master Qing has brought someone to save you, you go quickly, the emperor knows that you have transferred your power and brought someone to kill you......" Her bloody fingers pointed out the door and asked Ji Ruxi to hurry up, and the person was out of breath.
The rain crackled like broken beads on the window, and from time to time there were a few thunderbolts, casting a haze over the already unquiet night. As if it was supposed to be like this, the world is like this, and you can't see anything clearly, isn't it?
There was a scream outside the palace gate, and the windows were quickly washed away by the heavy rain after the blood stained red, as if nothing had happened.
"It's too late." Ji Ruxi closed her eyes in pain.
She put down Su Chan's corpse, and the day finally came. She changed into a big red dress that she had never worn since the wedding, reflecting her pale cheeks at the moment, and painted her eyebrows, rouge, and red lips, which were so ethereal.
A pair of bright yellow boots caught her eye. He slowly crouched down and gently wiped the blood from her shoes with the sleeves embroidered with dragon lace. As gentle as ever.
She seemed to see her heart slowly shattering, and overnight, the surname Ji was almost extinct in the entire Australian continent. And she, Ji Ruxi, almost ruined the entire family for a man. The man in front of him, whose eyebrows were far away, his eyes were like stars, and he was like a celestial man, slowly becoming hideous. He pinched Ji Ruxi's chin: "Say, where are they hiding?" She had never seen him look like this, cold and cruel.
Ji Ruxi just laughed, and had nothing to say about him. He didn't plan to let her go, Ji Ruxi felt that his jawbone was about to be pinched.
"Still won't say? Tell me when you started to take precautions. His voice suddenly froze.
"Hahaha......" Ji Ruxi laughed. The emperor's acting skills are so clever, but the little woman is beyond her reach. However, for the sake of this throne, the emperor did not hesitate to sell his hue, and staged a scene of deep love between husband and wife with me every day, which really made the little woman admire. ”
The green tendons on his hands flare, obviously enraged. It's just that he regained his composure in an instant, and changed into an evil smile. He let go of the restraints on Ji Ruxi, and Ji Ruxi was taken a few steps back by the sudden force.
"Let's see what it is." He still had a bloody baggage.
Ji Ruxi's bad premonition arose spontaneously. Tremblingly, he opened his baggage, and a human head lay there quietly. Ji Ruxi covered her eyes with a scream, calmed down and looked again. "Brother Qing, no...... No, ......, Brother Qing, aren't you leaving, how can you ...... How could it be" She held Brother Qing's head in her arms, her fingers caressing his eyes, his lips. "How could it be......" she couldn't stop crying.
"This idiot still wants to come back to save you, do you think you can't find the Ji clan if you don't say it. It's not just him, you're all going to die. ”
"Chu Zhehan, I curse you that you will never get what you want, and you will not die well." Ji Ruxi shouted hoarsely, and sat on the ground as if she had drained all her strength.
"Brother Qing, wait for me." After speaking, he poked his heart with a special armor sleeve.
She doesn't know what awaits her, is it the hell that doesn't see the light of day? She was unwilling to swallow this breath. How could that man be so ruthless.
Her consciousness was still there, and she saw Chu Zhehan sitting on the ground decadently. A curling figure walked at the door, a goose-yellow palace dress with a pink skirt, very elegant, and the figure was getting closer and closer. Seeing Ji Ruxi on the ground, she was so frightened that she got into Chu Zhehan's arms, too, her eyes didn't close until she died, and the hole in her chest was still bubbling with blood from time to time, making her red clothes even more colorful.
This is the person on the tip of Chu Zhehan's heart, Mrs. Li, for Ji Ruxi, she is just one of the women who have never been in her eyes.
Ji Ruxi is not a fool, but she was carried away by love and blinded by the person she loves the most. Since ascending to the throne, Ji Ruxi has felt that Chu Zhehan has become indifferent and alienated from him. Although she is still gracious, the indifference that emanates from her bones cannot deceive people, and she becomes more and more uneasy.
Ji Ruxi thought about it carefully, except for Wen Cun's care, Chu Zhehan had never been with her all night. Even though I came to see her every day, I never stayed overnight. If you really love someone, why don't you want to hug her to sleep, is there really so much official business to be busy in the middle of the night? Recently, the power of the Ji clan in the court has been weakened by half, and she has heard about it a little, so she has to be more careful.
That day, Ji Ruxi asked Su Chan to prepare a set of palace maid's clothes for her. Sleep obediently as usual. After making sure that Chu Zhehan got up and closed the door, he secretly followed him, he never knew that in fact, she could hold her breath and avoid many obstacles when she walked. Ji Ruxi saw him hugging Mrs. Li's cheerful face, which was a sincere smile I had never seen before.
"Didn't I tell you, don't come out and wait for me when it's cold at night," the tip of his nose pressed against hers, "Look, my hands are cold." ”
"I just want to wait for you, I can't sleep without you." The woman lowered her head with a smile, and the man scratched the tip of the woman's nose affectionately, "little fool". Picked up the woman and walked into the house.
Ji Ruxi stood in place for a long time, unable to move. It's like someone stabbed in the heart from behind, and the heart is broken.
I see, if it weren't for this, the Ji clan would not have escaped the catastrophe, and I am glad that I still have a trace of sanity while fainting.
It's just that Ji Ruxi still has a little expectation for him, even if he loves her a little bit, after all, he was so good to her. She would rather kill herself than be killed by the person she once loved the most, and in this way she ended her love for him. She gouged out her heart, and from then on she was not bound by any emotion.
Brother Qing, there will be no one in this world who is better than him, but unfortunately she has never had a male and female affection for him, and can only live up to his love. But he continued to love her in his own way, never gave her any burden, and finally died to save her, if he didn't care too much about her, how could he be easily arrested.
Ji Ruxi selfishly killed too many people who were good for her for her love. If the obsession is too deep, it will harm others and oneself. The only thing she can't let go of is Shangguan Qing, she will always remember her Qing brother.
When she was three years old, she peed her pants, and he took off his pants and gave them to me, saying that he would remember to return them.
When she was six years old, she was naughty and cut her teacher's beard, and he slapped me with a board and said that she would remember to return it.
At the age of ten, she wanted the snow lotus behind the mountain, and he lay down for more than half a month in order to pick it off, saying that he remembered to return it.
Thirteen years old. She was sent to the mountains to practice alone, and she cried in fear. He sneaked up, hugged her, and said don't be afraid, and me.
At the age of nineteen, she met her beloved, and for the sake of her loved one, he still hugged me and said don't be afraid, there is me. It's just that the bitterness in his eyes she never reads.
Whatever she wants, he will do his best to give it to her, and no one in this world will love her so much.
At the age of twenty-five, he ended his young life for her. Whether it's just to come back, continue to hold her, and say, don't be afraid, and me.
Ji Ruxi seems to have seen her life, a short twenty-four years of youth. If she still has any nostalgia for this world, it is only Qing. The moment she held his head, she felt an emotion sublimated, and she no longer called him brother. It turned out that the last thing she could do without in this world was him. Despair of his death, he gave up the idea of life and just wanted to go with him. She hated the person who killed him, and insulted him in this way, even if it was what she Ji Ruxi once thought was the beloved.
She stripped off her wrong heart, resolutely chose this path, and will not be soft on Chu Zhehan next time.
Ji Ruxi was chosen as a saint at the age of ten and began an endless cultivation, with only Qing accompanying him.
At the age of seventeen, he went down the mountain to experience training and saved Chu Zhehan who was unconscious. The moment he opened his eyes, those eyes settled in her heart. Bright as a pearl, brilliant as a star.
At the age of nineteen, his life is turning and he is about to get married. It's just that there is still such a pair of eyes hidden in my heart, that man who is like a celestial. The moment I lifted the hijab, I hugged him in surprise with those familiar eyes, I was so happy that he didn't remember her anymore.
At the age of twenty, she helped him use the power of the Ji clan to ascend to the throne from an unfavored prince, and he has always been kind to her, but his smile does not reach the bottom of his eyes.
At the age of twenty-two, she began to be lonely, and found that her lover did not love her so much, and she was worried all day.
At the age of twenty-four, the power of her family was slowly dwindling, and she always thought that she was overly conscious, and felt guilty many times for her suspicions. Finally discovering his hidden secret, she quickly shifted her power and kept her face quiet in secret. The Ji clan's power in the imperial court is completely gone, and he still refuses to let her go, wanting to annihilate her in one fell swoop.
After he knew that what he was trying to get rid of was just an empty shell, he was completely angry, and finally tore off the mask of disguise, and he couldn't pretend to be able to hold it anymore.
Her life can only end by herself. The resentment in my heart is too heavy to turn back, and I can no longer protect the family. She knew she wouldn't be able to get out today.