Chapter 44: The Eve of the Master's Storm
Li Yun went back by himself, because Ling Feng planned to stay with the Meng family for a while, and then he would pack up and leave here, and return to his master with his wife and children.
Li Yun hurried all the way anxiously, and when he finally rushed back, he was still picked up by Xiyan, looking at Xiyan's paralyzed face that had not changed for a hundred years, Li Yun suddenly felt relieved, no matter how he said it, there are still people who are worried about him, it is enough to have this heart, as for the other worries, it is superfluous, although I don't know how the master will punish himself, but since the master is willing to give up the glacier condensed milk, he is also his subordinate, he should not want his own life, and he will not complain about what else to do.
"Stupid." Xiyan lightly opened her red lips, and there was a hint of reproach in her eyes. also spit out her unhappiness. Although she really won't have too many emotional ups and downs now, but this time Li Yun happened to such a thing, he was really angry, so she wouldn't be reluctant to scold when it was time to scold. Even if Li Yun is indeed reluctant to scold people sometimes, but this time something like this happened, I am afraid that the master is also very angry, how can the master spare such a person who does not cherish himself? obviously said that he could let go of the past, but he turned out to be mad, what did such recklessness give him? It's only harm, but the person in front of him doesn't understand. Is the past really that important? It was so important that he would rather use his future as a burial object. "Sure enough, Bai Feng is right, if you haven't let go of the past, you are also not worthy of liking people. Because you can't afford to give someone a future. You just want to give your burden to someone else. Li Yun, you idiot. In addition to reporting the situation to her master, I'm afraid this is the longest sentence she usually says.
Li Yun froze in place because of her words, Bai Feng looked at himself like this, he saw it better than anyone else but never said it, the strength he believed in was actually so fragile, he really couldn't forget the pain, the kind of relatives who were slowly tortured to death in front of his eyes, but he didn't even have the right to close his eyes, that kind of despair had been with him for so long, it was Bai Feng who was by his side all the time, and accompanied him out of the world of despair, Let himself have an excuse to vent, but he is also the person who knows himself best, so it is useless to disguise himself in front of him, he lets himself kill in every mission just to find a vent for himself, he never mentions his past in order to make himself no longer think of that incident, not to tear open his wounds, but he still can't let go of that incident after so long, so even if Li Yun knows what he thinks, he never gives him any response. It's just that he can't extricate himself from the past and can't give him a future life. Even like this time, if he left like this, he would give Bai Feng some future.
It was only at this time that Li Yun realized that everything was his fault, and he let Bai Feng retreat far away, because his impulsiveness and obsession that he couldn't let go of couldn't give him any future at all.
Such a self is not worthy of liking people? Such a self is not worthy of liking people! Don't say that the person is still Bai Feng who has always accompanied him. Bai Feng, who saved himself and took himself out of a desperate situation to a new life.
Bai Feng hung his head in despair, blaming himself and guilty, and there were a thousand words to think about what he wanted to say to that person.
"Let's go and see the master first, Bai Feng is also there." Looking at Li Yun's appearance, Xi Yan couldn't bear to blame, Li Yun entered the organization later than any of them, but he was able to become a leader because of his persistence and the pursuit of Bai Feng's footsteps, and now it may be painful for him.
Li Yun raised his head and looked at the back of Xi Yan leaving, Bai Feng and Xi Yan were right, if he couldn't let go of that obsession, why should he be with Bai Feng, just to let Bai Feng share his pain for him? Bai Feng also has his own pain, why should he add to him. Bai Feng, believe me, there will be no next time. Just this once, and then I'll be behind you.
Li Yun knelt on the cold floor, fortunately, the weather is still early autumn, so there will be no cold, but after kneeling for an afternoon, even if his internal strength is profound, he can still feel the slight numbness of his knees, but the master still did not say anything about himself, this time the incident really angered the master, even if he failed in the mission before, the master would not punish himself like this in important things, and he silently didn't say a word, just busy with his own affairs, okay, the master is never busy, and he is still that calm and pure when it comes to urgent matters.
The night was quietly covered, and someone in the room had already placed the Night Pearl in a specific place. There is neither the smell of candle flames nor the wax droplets of red candles in the room. Full of brightness.
"How's the mission going this time?" This is the first time that Long Jichen has asked about the task by himself, and it was all Bai Feng who helped to ask before, or said it himself.
Even Bai Feng was a little stunned, but he thought that the master had his own plans, so Bai Feng didn't say anything this time, the master was still very concerned about this matter, otherwise he wouldn't let himself immediately take the glacier condensed milk to save people overnight. To say that the master really has no anger at all, in fact, Bai Feng doesn't believe it very much, cryolite himself trained such a good person, and in the end he went mad because of his own demons, it is normal for the master to be angry, anyway, he is very angry.
Bai Feng didn't say a word when he looked at his nose and nose.
"The Meng family has already agreed to the master's matter, and will wish us a helping hand at the end, and the restless elements in Shenwu City will also be eradicated in the shortest possible time, please rest assured." I don't understand what I have already said to my master in the letter, why does my master have to ask again.
"That's all?" Long Jichen raised his eyes and glanced at Li Yun.
"The subordinates saw Lan and lost control." Li Yun replied.
Bai Feng glanced at him casually, he was able to say this, it seems that he has recovered well, could it be that Cheng Bin is very condensed milk and has the effect of healing the wounds in his heart?
"What about the secret of purifying your heart that this king gave you?"
"This time it's the subordinate's fault, the subordinate assured the master that there will be absolutely no such thing in the future, ask the master to punish!" Li Yun decisively asked for punishment.
"Li Yun, you are the last child of the Li family, this king doesn't want to cut off the last trace of the Li family, you should know why this king saved you."
"My subordinates understand, thank you for saving your life."
"Xiyan, take him back to the Dragon Kingdom, since the demon in his heart is undecided, then go to Lengxin Peak to stay for three years, and he is not allowed to come down without the order of this king." Long Jichen said lightly.
"Thank you, master." Li Yun knew that this was a gift from his master, and he also used it to calm his demons.
Xi Yan and Li Yun had just stepped out of the threshold. I heard Long Jichen's faint tone, "Bai Feng, you have also reached the age of marriage, this king has already made the decision to marry the Qingshan County Lord, after this incident, you will go back and marry the Qingshan County Lord." ”
Li Yun's feet were fixed in place.
Xiyan silently turned to look at his master.
Bai Feng didn't know why and turned his head to look at his master.
It turned out that it was not that the master did not punish Li Yun, but the master was really angry. It was just the eve of the master's anger, and the real anger can really burn people, but it hurts the heart.
Li Yun, you don't know what is really lost, since you don't know how to cherish it, then this king will let you understand what is lost and what you have lost. In this way, you can understand that forgetting the pain of the past and bearing the pain of the present is the greatest pain.