Kangkang's vision gradually blurred, he couldn't see the people around him clearly, the whole world became hazy, the light was distorted, and the human figure was also distorted, but in the haze he clearly saw his father, he was as tall and handsome as in the photo, he was smiling to himself, he stretched out his hand.

Colorful light filled the world Kang Kang saw, he stretched out his little yellow hand to throw himself into his father's arms, this embrace he had longed for many years, and today he can finally be held in his father's arms, Kang Kang feels unprecedented satisfaction.

The person who is regarded as a father by Kang Kang is Li Xiujie, looking at the light that suddenly bloomed in Kang Kang's eyes, Li Xiujie leaned down and gently held the poor child in his arms, Kang Kang was very light, as light as a leaf, his face became darker and darker, but his eyes were getting brighter and brighter, and the flame of life was about to be extinguished, but at the last moment it bloomed with dazzling brilliance.

Kang Kang stretched out his hand to touch his father's face, but he no longer had the strength to raise his hand, the thin little hand was half-hung in the air, and it was difficult to take a step forward, Li Xiujie understood what he meant, he lowered his head lightly and pressed his cheek against Kang Kang's little hand.

The moment she touched the cheek of the "father", Kang Kang smiled, a satisfied and bright smile, Zhang Anqi had not seen her son smile like this for a long time, and at this moment she couldn't help crying bitterly, Xie Shimeng stretched out her hand and hugged her, and the two women looked at Kang Kang in Li Xiujie's arms while crying.

Kang Kang opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say a word, he suddenly clenched his fists and said with all his might: "Dad, Dad......"

The hoarse voice came into everyone's ears, and a child who was suffering from illness cried out to his father in the last moments of his life, he missed his father very much, he wanted to be held by him all the time, and such a simple wish was never fulfilled.

Li Xiujie held back his tears and whispered: "I'm here, I'm here, Kang Kang is good, sleep for a while, I'll sing you a song, okay?" ”

Li Xiujie didn't want Kang Kang to delay like this, he was too tired and painful, and death at this time was a relief for Kang Kang.

Kang Kang wanted to nod vigorously, but his head only moved slightly, he was holding Li Xiujie's clothes with one hand, and holding the pendant tightly with the other, he slowly closed his eyes, and his breathing became weaker and weaker.

Li Xiujie's choked singing voice came softly: "Dear child, have you cried today...... Beautiful child, did you cry today......"

It was very quiet in the ward, and the only sound was Li Xiujie's choked and soft singing, he sang while gently shaking Kang Kang in his arms, a wisp of wind opened the curtain and suddenly broke in, it hung in the room, and then blew around Li Xiujie and Kang Kang in his arms.

Kangkang's yellow hair on his forehead was gently lifted by the wind, and then gently lowered by the wind, the expression on Kangkang's withered yellow and dark face gradually solidified, and the pain was gone, leaving only attachment to his father and nostalgia for that warm embrace.

Li Xiujie hummed and sang softly, unconsciously tears slid down the corners of his eyes, and fell on Kangkang's gradually cold face, Kang Kang left, with nostalgia for his father, with the attachment to his father's warm embrace, one of his hands was still holding Li Xiujie's clothes, as if he was afraid that his "father" would disappear as soon as he let go, and the other hand hung down weakly at this time, and the palm of his hand was still tightly holding the pendant.

Li Xiujie slowly put Kang Kang on the hospital bed and took a step back and lowered his head, his hands clenched into fists, and the green tendons on his top were exposed.

Zhang Anqi burst into tears, and then threw herself on Kang Kang and cried loudly, Xie Shimeng raised her head and couldn't bear to look at it, turned her head and walked out in despair.

Zhao Nannan and the girls were already crying silently at this time, Chen Yan kept wiping her tears, Zhu Tengfei raised his head to prevent the tears from falling, and he left with a long sigh.

Gao Shuai looked at Kang Kang on the hospital bed in confusion, he couldn't believe that Kang Kang just left.

Lin Runqing didn't know when he came to Li Xiujie's side, leaned his head on his shoulder, and let the tears fall drop by drop.

Wu Sinan looked at Kang Kang quietly, and whispered softly: "Let's go, little guy, may you be well in heaven." ”

After more than an hour, Zhang Anqi finally stopped crying under the persuasion of Lu Wenli and others, she walked out in despair, she was going to buy a new dress for Kangkangzai, she wanted to be strong to take care of her son's future generations.

Li Xiujie leaned against the wall of the corridor and watched Zhang Anqi walk out, at this time, two nurses came over with a stretcher cart, and there was a man with a painful face lying on the car, he kept **, this man Li Xiujie seemed to have seen there, but he couldn't remember it for a while.

Zhang Anqi suddenly stopped when she saw the man, she looked at him in disbelief, and the man was also stunned when he saw Zhang Anqi, but the next second he was in pain again.

Zhang Anqi smiled sadly, and then didn't look at him, and left resolutely.

At this time, Li Xiujie suddenly remembered who this man was, he was the man in the pendant, Kang Kang's father, Li Xiujie didn't expect Kang Kang to come as soon as he left, but he didn't come to see Kang Kang for the last time, but what kind of illness was sent to the emergency department, what an ironic encounter.

Li Xiujie didn't have a good impression of this ruthless man, he actually wanted to drag him off the stretcher, drag him by the hair and take him into Kangkang's room, and let him see Kangkang, who had lost his breath of life.

But Li Xiujie knew that he couldn't do this, because he was a doctor, and at this time he suddenly hated his profession, which restricted him from saving people, not hurting people.

Li Xiujie took a deep breath and stepped forward and said, "What's wrong with him?" ”

"Fell and broke my ribs." A nurse carefully answered Li Xiujie's question, and his face was ugly and scary at this time.

Li Xiujie nodded and motioned for them to push the man away, and the man's painful ** sound floated in the corridor.

Li Xiujie didn't want to stay in the emergency department, he couldn't breathe here, he stepped out of the emergency room and walked to the small garden on the left, he wanted to be alone, but as soon as he arrived in the garden, he saw an emaciated figure, it was Xie Shimeng, at this time she was sitting on the ground, holding her head and shoulders with her hands and twitching.

Li Xiujie let out a long sigh and walked over.

"Here you go, wipe your tears." Li Xiujie's voice came.

Xie Shimeng raised her head slightly, her tears blurred her vision, but she still recognized that the person in front of her was Li Xiujie, she took the tissue handed by Li Xiujie and wiped her tears, choked and said, "Why are you here?" Xie Shimeng didn't want outsiders to see her crying, especially her students, although it was difficult for her to treat Li Xiujie as her own now.

Li Xiujie sat down beside her and looked at the blue sky and said softly: "I'm in a bad mood like you, cry if you want to, don't hold back and it's not good for your body, you can be my non-existent." ”

When Li Xiujie said this, the haze in Xie Shimeng's heart lightened a little, and she looked at the sky with a somewhat empty voice like Li Xiujie: "Am I useless?" ”

The corners of Li Xiujie's mouth rose to reveal a faint sad smile: "Thinking about Kangkang?" You have done your best, doctors are not gods, not all diseases we can cure well, in fact, this profession is sometimes very helpless, obviously it is a profession that treats diseases and saves people, but many times it can't save people, just like today, you can only watch patients leave, isn't it very contradictory? ”

Xie Shimeng's tears fell again when she thought of Kangkang, she stretched out her hand to cover her head and said bitterly: "I'm really useless, I can't save Kangkang." ”

Li Xiujie stretched out his hand and pulled away Xie Shimeng's hand covering her head, looked directly into her eyes and said: "No, you did a good job, very good, Kang Kang is really lucky to meet you, you are just as lucky to meet Kang Kang, please always remember what you thought when you first met Kang Kang - do your best to save him, as long as you remember, you will be a good doctor, forever lucky!" Kang Kang is watching you from heaven, and he wants you to save others as you saved him. ”

Xie Shimeng finally couldn't help but throw herself into Li Xiujie's arms and cry loudly, in this hot afternoon, Xie Shimeng lost Kang Kang forever, but also gained a lot.

When Li Xiujie returned to the emergency room again, Wu Sinan was still there, but the man who was still smiling heartily had a sad face at this time, and he saw Li Xiujie walking over and said, "Let's go, go drink, Lao Tzu is in a bad mood." ”

Li Xiujie nodded and said, "Okay, but I'm waiting for me, I still have some things to do." Speaking of this, Li Xiujie came to the nurse's station, asked about the ward where Kangkang's father was, and he walked over.

Kangkang's father broke three ribs, and he was in pain, but fortunately, the doctor gave him an analgesic pump, and as soon as it hurt, he gently pressed the button, and Durolin dripped into his body to relieve his pain.

Li Xiujie pushed the door and walked in, he was not wearing a white coat, which made Kangkang's father a little stunned: "Are you?" ”

Li Xiujie came to the bed and looked at the analgesic pump and suddenly smiled, smiling brightly, but in the splendor, it was difficult to hide his anger, he said softly: "It doesn't matter who I am, the important thing is that Kang Kang has just left, leaving this world forever, he was dying and expecting your appearance, but you never appeared, you are not a qualified father, you let Kang Kang leave with regrets." ”

Speaking of this, Li Xiujie suddenly pulled out the analgesic pump, he took two steps back and said: "Start enjoying the pain now, in fact, this pain is not comparable to the pain that Kang Kang has endured for so many years." ”

"You can't do this, I'm going to complain about you, complain about you......" The man's roar came from behind, but Li Xiujie didn't look back, and he put the analgesic pump in when he passed by the trash can where the medical waste was placed.

"Let's go, let's go drink." After Li Xiujie finished speaking, he walked out.