When she got home, Su Zhihao carefully helped Huang Zhen'er to the room, and she brought back the hanging needles from the hospital, and she immediately put them on as soon as she lay down.

"Am I okay now? What does a sling needle do? I'm hungry and want something delicious. ”

"This is the doctor's explanation, leave a pipeline on the body, if something happens temporarily, it is easy to do emergency treatment." Su Zhihao said: "What do you want to eat, I'll have someone bring it later." ”

"I want to eat what you made." Huang Zhen'er was coquettish again, in fact, she just didn't want Su Zhihao to see her frowning expression because of the needle.

"I'll wait until the injection is over."

Observing every detail of Huang Zhen'er's treatment, he didn't let go of it bit by bit, he wondered in his heart what Huang Zhen'er was thinking, he could feel that Huang Zhen'er had something to hide from him, even about this disease, she might have been prepared for a long time, but why couldn't she tell him? Why is there a secret between the two of them?

After the injection, he asked the nurse to rest downstairs, and he and Huang Zhen'er were left in the room.

"Really." He opened his mouth to call her.

Huang Zhen'er raised her head when she heard the sound, she was stunned for a moment, she knew what he was going to ask, and began to prepare, no matter what, it was impossible for her to let Su Zhihao know anything.

"What the hell happened to you?" Su Zhihao asked directly.

"Nothing happened, the doctor didn't say there was no problem, don't be suspicious." She smiled again, like the warm sun of winter.

It's better if he's suspicious, and if he can't check it, it's a big problem. Don't you see that the doctors' expressions are the same as serious? If it weren't for some intractable trouble, how could they have reacted that way?

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"You're not a doctor, where do you have so many suspicions?"

"I spend time with you every day. I know there's something you didn't tell me, right? ”

"You also think too much, and you are not familiar with medicine, maybe it is really just ordinary anemia or mental stress, which is well-founded, and it is much better than your random guessing and making yourself nervous." Squinting at his handsome face. Huang Zhener tried her best to tell lies.

Suddenly, there was another rain outside, accompanied by a rumbling thunder, as if to say that her lies could not be trusted. The two were very close, Su Zhihao put his arm on Huang Zhen'er's shoulder, he looked at Huang Zhen'er with worried and incomprehensible eyes, why did she just refuse to tell the truth?

The happier Huang Zhener laughed. He felt that Huang Zhener was lying.

"Brother Zhihao. Why am I lying to you about this? Didn't I worry when I first passed out today? But after hearing the doctor say that there is nothing to do, and now that you have no worries, do you think too much? ”

"You've said so many times that I'm too careful, but that's why I feel more and more wrong, can't you believe me?" Su Zhihao looked at Huang Zhen'er, "I said, no matter what happens, I will take good care of your ......"

There was a reproach in his words. There was disappointment, Huang Zhener didn't know how to answer. has not let him know the truth in order to protect him, if he knows that his current life is exchanged for the rest of Huang Zhen'er's time, what will he think? She wanted to cry, but she tried to raise her head so that the tears that were rolling in her eyes did not fall.

"Brother Zhihao, it's not that I don't tell you, but I really don't know why? If you're going to be angry with me like that, I feel wronged. ”

"I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed." Su Zhihao said.

She didn't want to tell him, tell him the truth, for Su Zhihao, it means that Huang Zhener can't fully believe him, how long have they been together? Maybe it's not decades, but the relationship is definitely not worse than any couple, since it's already like this, Huang Zhener still refuses to say, what is the reason?

Both of them fell into silence, and the rain outside became heavier and heavier, becoming the accompaniment behind this silence, Huang Zhen'er looked up at him, and it was difficult to talk about the sadness in his heart.

She really wanted to tell Su Zhihao, how could she not want to, but she really couldn't bear it, she was afraid that he would be sad, afraid that he would blame himself, afraid of too many unknowns, and this may be regarded as a leak of heaven, she has already told Jin Suyuan, and when the time comes, Jin Suyuan will deal with the next things, maybe because she said it, so the disease will attack early.

She looked at him for a long time, and slowly spoke: "Brother Zhihao, I'm really hungry, didn't you just promise me to cook in person after the hanging needle is injected?" ”

Su Zhihao knew that this was Huang Zhen'er's words to drive him out of the room, and after a pause, he nodded, avoiding the heavy silence, he walked to the kitchen, and when he picked up the pots and pans, his heart was full of sadness and confusion.

How so? While cooking porridge, he thought, since they are already an open couple, and the two have a good relationship, how can they keep saying that they love each other, but one of them keeps a secret? Although everyone has secrets that they don't want to tell, but now that is a matter of life and death, what could be more important than this?

Didn't Huang Zhen'er completely give her heart to him?

And Huang Zhen'er upstairs has a sore nose, her eyes are full of fog, and all kinds of love pictures in the past are churning in her mind like a flood of water, in the future, she can only lie on the hospital bed and look at Su Zhihao silently, and then the memories of the past become history, and slowly these memories may turn yellow and disappear in the wind, dissolving into regrets that no one cares about.

Her tears fell in large numbers.

Hearing the sound of pots colliding downstairs, she reluctantly wiped away her tears, afraid that Su Zhihao would come up and see her appearance at any time.

Never mind! It was her decision, and didn't she think it was a good decision at the beginning? Although the future is very blank, I don't know what will happen, and even the child in my belly may not be safe, but no matter how it changes in the future, she still has six days left to imprint this relationship more deeply in her heart.

There is still a lot to say to him, she must grasp the time well, although it is only a short six days, but what can say more is to explain, and what can say more sweet is warmth, in addition to the condition, she has a lot of things to tell Su Zhihao.

If she doesn't finish speaking, the article in the notebook will convey it for her.

Looking back on the past year, more than 300 days have turned into countless thoughts, which will be the best nourishment in her immobile body, Mother Teresa has a famous saying, "True love is to love until it hurts".

She finally understood the true meaning of this sentence, if it wasn't because she loved it too much, how could it hurt so much? (To be continued......)