Listening to a series of questions thrown by Xia Jiuying, Xiao Yuan fell silent.

Xia Jiuying saw that Xiao Yuan was silent, looking directly at Xiao Yuan's eyes covered by long eyelashes, sighed lightly, and asked, "Xiao Yuan, are you worried about my body?" ”

"Yingying, I'm ......" Although Xiao Yuan had already made a decision in his heart, when the words came to his lips, when he was about to say them, he found that it was so difficult.

"I'm sorry." After a long time, Xiao Yuan squeezed out three words from his mouth, but when these three words came out, he felt that he should not say such words to shirk responsibility, and hurriedly explained, "Yingying, don't get me wrong, I don't know if I'm shirking responsibility, it's just ......."

"Just what?" Xia Jiuying asked.

"It's just ......, Yingying, do you believe my feelings for you?" Xiao Yuan asked.

"Believe, if not, do you think I'm going to convince my mom to leave us alone in the United States? If you don't believe it, do you think I'll tolerate you, knowing that you still have another woman in your heart when you're with me? If not, do you think I'll give you a chance to explain? Xia Jiuying sat up, looked at Xiao Yuan again, and after throwing four rhetorical questions in a row, her breath was a little unstable, and her body was trembling slightly.

"Yingying, don't get excited, no matter what, you must pay attention to your body." Xiao Yuan saw that Xia Jiuying was emotional, but he was startled, and he didn't care about anything else, so he hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Xia Jiuying in his arms, patting her back gently to soothe her emotions.

Xia Jiuying didn't push Xiao Yuan away, let him hold him, leaned his head on his chest, sighed lightly, and said again: "I know that my own illness can't be cured in this life, and I am not qualified to enjoy love, but God's will makes me fall in love with you, Xiao Yuan, do you know, I love you, I really love you." ”

"Yingying, you are a very good girl, in my heart, it is as crystal clear, no one can replace it, I love you very much, I really love you." Xiao Yuan felt something, lowered his head and looked at her flawless and delicate face, love grew in his heart, and said softly.

Xia Jiuying stretched out her arms and hugged Xiao Yuan's waist, and continued: "I long to be with you, enjoy love and enjoy your care like ordinary girls, but I know that if I do this, it will only drag you down and bring you endless trouble and pain, because of my family, but also because of my illness, so, I am very conflicted, in the days when I left you, I hesitated for a long time, and decided to write you a letter of renunciation, and I will never see you again, but when I put pen to paper, I talked about a lot of trivial things, The breakup was not written in the end, and then I thought again, anyway, I can't live long, if you can die a day earlier, maybe you will be sad for a while, but time will make you forget me, and then, you can find a girl you like again, and enjoy love and a happy life together. ”

"Yingying, you're too kind." After listening to Xia Jiuying's words, Xiao Yuan said.

"Is it kind?" Xia Jiuying said, "Maybe if there is love in my heart, I will be kind, so after I have this idea, I no longer deliberately suppress my emotions, and even deliberately indulge myself, that is, during that time, I became good friends with Xiao Miao's crazy girl, playing crazy everywhere, and even with her, like two sisters, causing trouble everywhere, and even fighting." ”

"You're still fighting?" Xiao Yuan asked with some surprise, Xia Jiuying gave him the impression that she had always been as warm as water, and it was hard to imagine what she looked like when she was dressed as a sister, causing trouble everywhere, and even fighting.

"There's a lot of things you don't know about me." Xia Jiuying said with a mischievous look on her face, "For a while, I was crazier than Xiao Miao. ”

"Don't you care about the teacher?" Xiao Yuan asked.

At first, Xiao Miao didn't know my origin and identity, let alone my illness, so he dared to go crazy with me, in fact, the Liang family and our Xia family have a good relationship, there was a chance that Liang Xiaomiao was taken to my house by his father as a guest, only to know my life experience, and also knew my illness, she was frightened, and she was very unrighteous and exposed me on the spot, my father and grandfather were very angry, and worried that something was wrong with my body, so they took me to the hospital for repeated checks, and they were not at ease, and took me to Jiangzhou to find my grandfather for treatment, do you remember the time we met in the bookstore outside Jiangzhou University, that was the time, and guess what the conclusion was? ”

"What's the conclusion? I think it's good, I remember that time you were in a good mood and complexion. Xiao Yuan said.

"It was at that time that your grandfather finally came to the conclusion that he could help me suppress the disease, although it may not be completely cured, but it can make me live like an ordinary girl and fall in love, and also told me not to deliberately suppress my emotions in the future, just keep a normal heart." Xia Jiuying looked at Xiao Yuan and said to live like an ordinary girl, in love, her two eyes flashed with bright light, Xiao Yuan could tell that that kind of light was a kind of desire, a desire to live a normal life.

"Xiao Yuan, that time we met, I remember what you said and the oath you made, and then I dreamed a few times that you said to me that you would smash the knife mountain for me, extinguish the fire, face the sea with me, and the spring flowers bloomed, although you were not by my side at that time, I was really happy, I could wake up with a smile in my dreams, and my body was getting better and better." Xia Jiuying continued to tell, glanced at Xiao Yuan with bright eyes, and said, "But not long after, Cousin Xiaodong came to tell me that you have a close relationship with a woman named Tang Sa, saying that you are a big carrot. ”

"At that time, Sister Sa and I were very close, and a lot of things happened between us, but at that time we were completely innocent." Xiao Yuan said.

"At that time, I was very angry, very disappointed, I was sick, but it was not serious, but my limbs were numb, I lay in bed for a few hours, and I took some potassium supplements, and my mother happened to be at home that time, she was very angry, and scolded Xiaodong's cousin and drove him away, but she was also very angry with you, that is, that time, she went back and began to investigate the matter between you and Tang Sa, and the results of the investigation were a little different from what Xiaodong's cousin said. also let me see Tang Sa's photos, she is really beautiful, my mother said that you can control yourself in that situation, and even in order not to violate Tang Sa, you would rather hit the wall by yourself, you are a responsible man. Xia Jiuying said.

"You can do that, I'm very proud, but I also blame myself, because my mother said that Tang Sa has always been very good to you, I think if it weren't for me, you might not have to hit the wall at that time, you were already together, and then my mother said that the old man of the Tang family wanted to marry Tang Sa to you, but you also refused, I also know that you are still because of me, unwilling to accept another woman, although that woman is very beautiful, very good to you, and even has no regrets about doing so many things." Xia Jiuying continued.

"So, later, cousin Xiaodong came to tell me again, at the funeral of Old Man Tang, he saw you, and said that you were the son-in-law of the Tang family at that time, although I was a little sad, but I didn't get angry, because I knew that something must have happened that I didn't know, so I asked you to do that, Xiao Yuan, what happened between you and Tang Sa, can you tell me?" Xia Jiuying asked.

ps: The emotional drama is too difficult to write, I am asking for hardship, and I have to avoid writing this kind of bridge in the future.