Chapter 17: I'm not in the mood to tear bones apart
"After sealing Mei'er, I won't step into the divine realm again, and I don't want to...... Goodbye to you! When Yin Sha's decisive words came out, he strode away, which also made this memory, in my tears, blurred......
I retreated to the cold, snowflake-ridden world of Yinsha.
He......
Or him.
The one who can't laugh and is dead, but always stands silently by my side and guards my brother.
Once, I also loved my brothers, because, like Sasha, I longed for warmth and tenderness. The happiest thing about me in the world is not that I finally saw the Holy Sun, but that I finally have a home, in this family, there is Brother Guangyue who doesn't like to talk, Brother Yin Cha who is lifeless, Brother Diya who likes to joke and mischievous, Brother Yuren who is full of wisdom and clever calculations, and Brother Ting, who doesn't like me very much, but still tries to teach me.
However, gradually, these brothers changed, Di Ya began to like to be close to me, and liked to stick to my side for everything, Brother Yin Cha seemed to see something, and followed me from then on, not letting other brothers get close to me.
He tried very hard to protect, and even refused to explain the changes, just to keep me from knowing the dirty desires in the hearts of men.
I stood for a long time among the huge snowflakes that were flying, staring at the memories of me and Yin Cha in those snowflakes, all his memories that did not seem to be copied, almost all of them were mine, and every day with me would not be repeated every day like the days that followed.
Even if he hasn't changed, even if he sealed me with the original intention of protecting me, it can't change the fact that he sealed me. Hmph, Sheng Yang said that sealing me was the most wrong thing he did, not wrong! Therefore, sealing me is also a sinful thing that Yin Sha has done! Because, I'm not a dead thing without feelings! He doesn't know how much pain this causes me!
Wrong, that's wrong.
If you do something wrong, you will be punished.
I'm sorry, Yin Sha, when I was free, I had already abandoned the so-called great love of the Protoss, so I understand your purpose in sealing me, but I will not forgive you for the fact that you sealed me.
I withdrew from his consciousness and saw his lifeless, eyes that seemed to have accepted any outcome and the future.
I slowly let go of him, and the gentleman and Que Xuan came to my side and looked at me worriedly: "Niangniang......"
"I'm not in the mood to tear down your bones today." I coldly pushed away Yin Sha and got up, Yin Sha sat in place lifelessly, I looked at the front lightly, "Brake, remember what you yourself once said, when he is free, it doesn't matter if he hates you or kills you." ”
Yin Sha was stunned, and a trace of pain surfaced on his pale and bloodless face, as if this pain came from my unforgiveness for him.
I coldly hooked the corners of my mouth: "I think, after three thousand years, you should be well prepared in your heart, right?" I glanced wickedly at him sitting behind the feast, and he nodded silently, his fists tightened a little, let go a little, and his long, pale fingers slid feebly down the edge of the dwarf.
"My palace is still there." I asked indifferently.
"Yes." He replied in a low voice.
"Good. I'll take a day off and come back to you. After speaking, I left coldly, and the gentleman and Que Xuan followed me, leaving Yin Sha alone on this high terrace, and the air was lonely and cool.
"!" Xiaozhu ran up from the side of the terrace, and had changed into a well-fitting robe, which looked white, but faintly surfaced a hint of silver-green, and on the big lapels, it was an emerald green gorgeous pattern like the color of jade.
He happily ran to me, it can be seen that he likes this fairy dress very much, when he ran closer, the gentleman waved his hand to him, he immediately paused, cautiously looked at my face, hurriedly put away his smile to my side, and grabbed my arm: "Niangniang, I will help you." ”
"Yes." I answered in a deep voice, and when I took off, I glanced at the terrace, and on the empty terrace, there was only the figure of a lonely black person, just like thousands of years ago, there was no one by his side, until there was me......
But you did the wrong thing to protect me, and when you buried me deep in the ground, I began to rot in blood and fall into darkness in hatred. You, like Shengyang, didn't try to tell me all this, ask me what I think, ask me, what to do.
But just as directly, a few of you men made a decision to send me to the foot of Kunlun Mountain.
Why don't you ask me?
Do you believe I have the ability to think and come up with a better way?
Or do you not believe that I will dare to face this problem and turn into an evil god to make the future I see a reality?
You have no better way, because you have never seen me as a true goddess, and in your eyes, I am just a woman, like the goddess you created, and I will not have your decisiveness, because you are the true God!
Therefore, you are still so painful and struggling to choose between sentient beings and me, and in the end, you give up for the sake of the common people, and I still seem to be extraordinarily great!
Hmph, arrogant men, if they had been willing to listen to me, they wouldn't be like this today.
This is their own infliction, and this is the real divine punishment!
In the eastern part of the Hades Palace, there is a palace that belongs to me, and when I was still the little sister in Yin Shakou, each of them would have my room in the palace, so that I could live while I was studying.
When I took Xiaozhu and them to fall, the maid was coming out of the palace, and the fluttering figure gradually disappeared into the gloomy air, and I strode into the palace that belonged to me, and the furnishings inside did not change in the slightest.
I didn't stop to miss everything here, but went straight into the dormitory, and when I saw the round bed that was still unchanged and as neat as yesterday, I reclined straight on it, the black silky silk was my favorite, lying on it was so skin-friendly that people didn't want to leave.
I supported my face with one hand, my legs naturally bent slightly, and stuck to the silky silk, and in an instant the whole person was captured by laziness, and I stretched out my hand to the gentleman: "Come." ”
The gentleman glanced at me, and in an instant it turned into a black silk fan into my hand, I looked at the silk fan in my hand, and raised the corners of my lips slightly: "Gentleman, you really have a heart, yes, I like it very much." ”
"It's good if you like it." His steady voice appeared in the silk fan.
"Hmph, you've been with the royal people for a long time, and you can even talk the same way."
The gentleman stopped talking, and I pinched his body and naturally felt the worry in his heart, as if I regretted that I had said the wrong thing, which reminded me of the royal people, and I was afraid that I would not be pleased. (To be continued.) )