An Xiao has to take care of his own feelings when taking care of his good friend Xue Chen, An Xiao can't say how much he likes Yang Zhendong, after all, he didn't have much emotional foundation at the beginning, and he could deceive others, but he couldn't deceive himself. An Xiao's feelings for Yang Zhendong were purely based on the mentality of a driftwood in the deep sea as a life-saving straw at the beginning, and An Xiao's affection for Yang Zhendong was not more from the bottom of his heart between men and women.

But who can blame this, once the words are spoken, it is like water spilled out, and it is difficult to collect it.

An Xiao didn't force himself to like Yang Zhendong, after all, he noticed him first. But An Xiao can't say that Yang Zhendong is the lover he pursues and yearns for, because everything here can only be called a general.

Yes, that's the future. An Xiao thought sullenly.

I want to be in love, I want to know what it is to be in love, and there is just a ready-made one, so it is reasonable to come together.

However, what An Xiao didn't expect was that the blow he suffered in the early stage of the budding love root far exceeded the pain and desolation that Liu Yubin brought to Xue Chen.

An Xiao fell out of love, fell in love for the first time in the real sense, and broke up hastily by being dumped.

An Xiao cried bitterly under the quilt for an early morning, wanting to pretend that everything was just a dream, but the reality came too suddenly, and An Xiao's body was incomplete.

The person who initially decided to be with An Xiao was Yang Zhendong, and the person who finally decided to break up with An Xiao was also Yang Zhendong.

Although there is not much time to be at the mercy of the people, this love An Xiao talks about the joy that love should have at all. From the beginning when the two of them really established their relationship until they broke up, before and after combined, a total of no more than 20 days, and their relationship lasted a full 19 days.

An Xiao didn't know where he was wrong, he didn't know what was wrong with him, he just didn't know anything anyway, and he was dumped in a daze. An Xiao wanted to cry for herself.

Yang Zhendong's reason for breaking up is very funny, An Xiao was chatting with him, he treated An Xiao coldly for a while, and then lightly put forward our inappropriate reasons as an excuse for breaking up.

An Xiao didn't believe it at first, but he was fine when he was separated on Friday afternoon, how could he propose to break up for no reason? An Xiao thought he was joking with himself, so he asked, "Why?" ”

It took a long while, just before An Xiao's patience was about to be worn out by him, An Xiao received his reply:

"I think your presence has affected my studies, I told my mother about us, and she said that you are a good girl, but now we are not suitable for a relationship, so, Anxiao, let's break up first."

An Xiao looked at the indifferent words he sent in the chat box, An Xiao was really sad, it turned out that this is the consequence of falling in love with youth and ignorance, not to mention hurting others, and more importantly, the most hurtful thing is himself.

An Xiao's mind was blank at the time, he felt that it was nothing, he broke up and broke up, he didn't like himself anymore, he didn't value himself anymore, why did he still rely on others in vain, so An Xiao replied simply: "Okay." ”

So he disconnected the network and went offline.

But An Xiao, who is lying in bed and not playing with his mobile phone, can't sleep, An Xiao doesn't want to go online, because he will see things he doesn't want to see, which will make him even more sad. So An Xiao lay on the bed and closed his eyes to recall the funny love between himself and Yang Zhendong.

He agreed to be with him a week after he picked out and said that he liked him, it was a rainy night, just after the evening self-study, Yang Zhendong asked Ningbo to come over and tell An Xiao that she should accompany Yang Zhendong later, An Xiao excitedly just said "okay".

Xue Chen lent An Xiao her own umbrella very politely, saying that they should spend a good day together, and return her umbrella when they go back to the dormitory. As a result, not long after school, Xue Chen and other classmates left with an umbrella, leaving An Xiao embarrassed to face Yang Zhendong.

When An Xiao and Yang Zhendong walked side by side, An Xiao thought that he had finally found the right person, and his heartbeat jumped far out of his control.

It was my first time in love, with a little nervousness, a little sweetness. No matter how heavy the rain is outside, there is a sunny day held up by Yang Zhendong above his head, how happy An Xiao is. It was also on this rainy night that could be regarded as romantic, Yang Zhendong said to An Xiao personally: "I promise you, let's be together." ”

At that moment, An Xiao felt as if she was in Alice in Wonderland, as if she had seen a rainbow hanging in the sky at night.

An Xiao, who decided to fall in love with Yang Zhendong, didn't want to change his original intention even after receiving a text message and phone call from Mu Yongzhi to seek peace one night, and just wanted to keep the happiness in front of him.

But the good times didn't last long, and the love affair that was not very favored and blessed was ended in just 19 days. An Xiao felt very helpless and ashamed, but he couldn't complain about others.

An Xiao cried very sadly, fortunately her parents were not at home, otherwise An Xiao really didn't know how to explain the reason for crying to her parents. An Xiao felt very aggrieved, why was I so good to you, but in the end, I was disgusted by you. So An Xiao hurriedly sent a text message to Yang Zhendong, saying:

"I don't agree, Yang Zhendong, why do you say break up when you say break up, where did I do wrong, you treat me like this." An Xiao knew that it was a waste of words to bargain with Yang Zhendong like this, but An Xiao was unwilling, why was he playing like this.

An Xiao still remembers a series of stupid things he did for Yang Zhendong in the name of his girlfriend during his relationship:

An Xiao would fold a heart and put it in a small box every night when Yang Zhendong sent him back to the dormitory, wanting to save up to a certain extent and then give it to him, representing his single-mindedness towards him.

On the night when Yang Zhendong didn't go to dinner, An Xiao would secretly go to the store downstairs to buy him his favorite biscuits and sweets, braving the cold wind of the night to shuttle between the classroom and the supermarket alone, just to keep him from starving.

An Xiao would give his meal card to Yang Zhendong on the days when he was sick and had to go home to recuperate, and let him spend it as he pleased, remembering to eat and drink well, just to show that he really cared about him.

An Xiao would look up at him and walk to the door of the classroom every night when Yang Zhendong didn't send him back to the dormitory, just to say goodnight to him.

An Xiao would ask his good friend to say good night to Yang Zhendong on his behalf during his absence, just to remind him not to forget himself.

Thinking about it now, An Xiao had to laugh, it turned out that in this drama, An Xiao himself had always written and acted by himself, singing a one-man show.

If life abandons you, in fact, that's just it.