Chapter 54: Do You Care About My Attitude?
Han Jingyi stayed at home alone with boredom, looking at the cold medicine on the table, and felt sick to her stomach.
I don't know what's going on, she has been having a fever repeatedly for the past two days, she has taken two days off, and finally the fever subsided last night, and her throat doesn't hurt anymore today, but she still coughs. After taking medicine for three or four days in a row, she felt like throwing up, and Jiang Huixin and the others had been boiling porridge for her to drink in the past few days, and she thought that she would definitely never drink porridge again for a while.
I really don't know what's wrong, I've never been so seriously ill like this.
Han Jingyi suddenly grabbed her hair irritably, picked up the western medicine in front of her and threw it aside. She decided that she should not take any more medicine, the medicine was so many and bitter, she felt that her mouth was full of medicine all day long, and she couldn't eat anything else at all, which really tortured her to death.
In short, in a word, it is uncomfortable to die.
She decided that from today onwards, she would free herself and end this painful ordeal.
Because she has been sick for the past few days, she has not been to school, so she has not seen Bai Xuan, but Gu Xi has come to see her several times, and her concerned and anxious appearance made Jiang Huixin and Liang Xiaowen joke about her for a long time.
Although Bai Xuan didn't come to see her, she would always think of the way he took care of herself that evening, and the warm and reassuring appearance of being held in his arms, thinking of this, she couldn't help but blush and giggle alone.
She thought, maybe it's because she likes Bai Xuan, so she feels very happy, right? It's a pity that they are not boyfriend and girlfriend, just her unrequited love. Thinking of this, Han Jingyi's eyes darkened.
Bai Xuan stood under a house, his hands in his trouser pockets, and he looked up slightly in a certain direction. He happened to have nothing to do in the past two days and didn't go to school, and when he heard that she had been sick at home since that night, he was worried all the time, and before he knew it, he went downstairs to her house.
Didn't you say that you should be indifferent to her and not want her to be in danger? Didn't you say you couldn't have any feelings for her? Why did I see her so weak that day, and my heart was uncontrollably tense and painful? Why was she so anxious and worried when she heard that she was so sick these days? Will you go downstairs to her house and want to see her?
Bai Xuanjun's eyebrows were furrowed, his dark eyes were full of complicated looks, and he lowered his head and turned around to leave.
"Bai Xuan?" Suddenly, the girl's crisp and surprised voice sounded.
Bai Xuan was stunned, and when he looked up, he saw Han Jingyi, who was standing at the top of the stairs at some point, looking at him in surprise, his bright eyes flashing with surprise. Seeing her slowly raise the corners of her lips and come to him, Bai Xuan's heart tightened, she was very happy to see herself? Bai Xuan thought suspiciously, somehow, because of this cognition, his heart was inexplicably happy.
"Why are you—Why are you here?" Han Jingyi looked at him expectantly, hoping that he would say that he was coming to see her.
She stayed at home and suddenly received a call from Jiang Huixin, saying that she had been bored at home alone for so long, and asked her to come out to breathe, and by the way, help her get the bicycle she ordered. Because she went home today, Liang Xiaowen also happened to ask her to go back at home, and Mo Lingyun couldn't leave today because she had something to do, so she called Han Jingyi to help pick it up.
As a result, as soon as she came, she saw Bai Xuan, and she was immediately overjoyed, she didn't expect Bai Xuan to be downstairs in her house. But judging by the way he seemed to turn around just now, didn't he come to see her? Otherwise, why didn't you see her and leave? Thinking of this, Han Jingyi's expectant eyes darkened.
Seeing that her bright eyes suddenly dimmed, Bai Xuan, who was originally a little unnatural, was slightly puzzled, and looked at her still pale little face with a flash of concern, "I heard that you have been sick for the past few days, are you better now?" ”
"Much better," Seeing that he didn't answer his question directly, Han Jingyi's heart crossed a trace of loss, but when she heard his concerned tone, her heart became happy again.
"That's good," Bai Xuan said lightly.
Han Jingyi suddenly didn't know what to say, and was silent for a moment before raising her head to look at him, "Why don't we go for a walk?" ”
Bai Xuan glanced at her when he heard this.
"If you have something, forget it," Seeing his faint expression, Han Jingyi hurriedly said. If she took the initiative to ask him to walk with him like this, would he feel that he was very casual?
"Okay," unexpectedly, Bai Xuan agreed.
Han Jingyi opened her mouth in disbelief, she didn't think he would agree.
"What's wrong?" Seeing her surprised appearance, Bai Xuan curled the corners of his lips amusedly.
"It's nothing," Han Jingyi shook her head awkwardly, "Huixin and Xiaowen both went back today, Huixin asked me to help her get the ordered bicycle, don't you mind accompanying me?" After speaking, he looked at him cautiously.
"Let's go," seeing her cautious look, Bai Xuan smiled, and a touch of tenderness flashed in his eyes.
"Oh, good." Seeing the faint smile on the corner of Bai Xuan's mouth, Han Jingyi was stunned, but immediately came back to her senses, nodded and walked forward. Ever since she came back from camping, Bai Xuan has been cold to her, and she hasn't smiled! Now that she saw Bai Xuan smiling at her again, this feeling was so good, Han Jingyi thought excitedly in her heart.
Bai Xuan looked at the girl beside him who was obviously in a good mood, and a faint smile appeared in his eyes. I've been frowning and silent these days, and it's rare to see her smile sincerely, is it really because he is cold to her? Thinking of this, Bai Xuan's eyes flashed, and he pursed the corners of his lips. Since he was seen by her when he was about to turn around, maybe this was also a kind of fate・・・・・・ glancing at the girl beside him, Bai Xuan sighed secretly・・・・・・
took the bicycle, Han Jingyi was originally pushing it by herself, but was suddenly picked up by Bai Xuan. Watching Bai Xuan pushing the bicycle, Han Jingyi was stunned and a little stunned. How did she feel that Bai Xuan had become weird? Is he still the cold and arrogant Bai Xuan who is so caring? It stands to reason that she should be very happy, but now she is more confused than happy, he was indifferent to her a few days ago, and suddenly after she got sick, he made a 180-degree turn in his attitude towards her, which surprised her and made her a little uncomfortable.
Looking at Han Jingyi, who was slightly puzzled, Bai Xuan suddenly became unnatural, he didn't know why he took the bicycle in her hand and pushed it by himself without going through his brain, didn't he want her to be tired?
Silence all the way.
Han Jingyi took Bai Xuan and sat down in a nearby park.
"Bai Xuan, why do you feel that you are a little different?" Han Jingyi lowered her head and asked her doubts.
Bai Xuan's eyes flashed, "What's the difference?" ”
"I always felt like you've come back from that camping and you've been a lot colder. And now, you're suddenly less apathetic again. Han Jingyi thought about it, and finally bit her lip and said what was in her heart.
Bai Xuan suddenly looked at her steadily, his dark eyes were complicated. What was he going to say? Could it be that he told her that he was cold to her because he had discovered his feelings for her, and that they were people from different worlds, and that he couldn't be with her?
Feeling Bai Xuan's gaze, Han Jingyi was slightly unnatural, seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, her eyes darkened. "I'm just asking, you can leave it alone." She thought he didn't want to say, and hurriedly explained, she was afraid that if she asked like that, he would be as cold to her as before.
Seeing her nervous and flustered appearance, Bai Xuan frowned slightly, and a trace of distress crossed his heart, maybe it wasn't as bad as he thought, maybe his ability was enough to protect her? Suddenly remembering the boy who sent her back to the classroom that day when it rained, and the scene when she threw herself into Gu Xi's arms that night, Bai Xuan's heart was filled with a trace of sourness and pain, maybe she didn't have her own in her heart, right?
"Bai Xuan?" Han Jingyi, who couldn't wait for an answer for a long time, couldn't help but turn her head to look at Bai Xuan who was sitting next to her, only to see that he didn't know what he was thinking with an expressionless face, and his deep eyes seemed to be a little sad. She had never seen him look like this, and she was startled and called him tentatively.
Bai Xuan came back to his senses, looked at her who was close at hand, and suddenly spoke, "You care about my attitude?" ”