Chapter Seventy-Four: Goodbye Chongyi The heartache is still there
Song Xingqing lowered her head, not daring to look up at Gu Chongyi, she was afraid that her heart would melt without a trace.
Gu Chongyi's slightly hoarse voice sounded in his ears: "Have you really decided to break up?" ”
Hearing Gu Chongyi's question, Song Xingqing's heart ached.
"I never imagined that we would have such a day, but it backfired, and it turned out that I could not escape this ending at all."
Gu Chongyi firmly grasped Song Xingqing's arm with both hands and begged her, "Xingqing, let's not break up, okay?" I've always had you alone in my heart! ”
"What about the snow? Tell me why things are the way they are? ”
"Xingqing, you have to believe me, I was really drunk that day, I couldn't think of anything at all, and I don't know how things came to be the way they are!"
Song Xingqing held back her tears and didn't look over.
"Is it still useful to say that now? Do you know how I felt when I saw the picture of you and Bai Xue? I was worse than dead. I can't accept the fact that in the end, no matter what reason you have, in the end you betrayed me and betrayed our love! ”
Gu Chong was so confused that he didn't know how to explain it to Song Xingqing.
Shaking off Gu Chongyi's hand, Song Xingqing took a few steps behind him.
"Chongyi, maybe we are really destined in this life, I really have no way to face you anymore, even if I still love you......"
After Song Xingqing finished speaking, she squatted on the ground and burst into tears.
Looking at Song Xingqing's sad and desperate appearance, Gu Chongyi's heart ached even more.
What can I give Song Xingqing besides pain and sadness now? Gu Chongyi's tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.
He even seems to have lost the right to comfort Song Xingqing, every appearance he appears now is a physical and mental torment for Song Xingqing, what can he do to comfort Song Xingqing?
"Gu Chongyi."
Behind him, Zhou Fan's voice came.
Gu Chongyi didn't look back, just froze in place.
Zhou Zhou Fan walked up to Gu Chongyi and said to him in a stiff tone: "Don't torture Xingqing anymore, let it go, there are still people waiting for you." ”
Gu Chongyi didn't respond, but let the tears keep flowing down his face.
Zhou Zhou Fan walked up to Song Xingqing again, stretched out his hand to help her up from the ground, and then took her out of this place without saying a word.
Gu Chongyi didn't stop him, but just watched Song Xingqing walk farther and farther away from him.
Gu Chongyi's mind kept echoing every word Song Xingqing had just said, and suddenly, with a slightly sober consciousness, he remembered what Song Xingqing had just said: Do you know what kind of mood I felt when I saw the photo of you and Bai Xue? I was worse than dead.
Song Xingqing's words made Gu Chongyi full of doubts.
What photos? Gu Chongyi didn't know.
After calming down, he decided to go to Bai Xue to ask for clarification.
Bai Xue ran downstairs excitedly and saw Gu Chongyi standing downstairs in her bedroom waiting.
Bai Xue didn't know how long she had been looking forward to this kind of scene in her heart, and today she was finally waiting for her.
"Chongyi."
Bai Xue ran in front of Gu Chongyi with a charming smile.
"You're here for lunch with me, aren't you?"
Gu Chongyi had a cold face and asked her, "Bai Xue, I came here to ask you something." ”
"What's the matter?"
"Did you send any pictures of us to Xingqing?"
Bai Xue's smile stiffened at the moment when Gu Chongyi finished asking.
She lowered her head and said with a panicked expression, "Why did you suddenly think of asking me this?" ”
"You answer me yes or no."
Bai Xue bit her lip and became nervous in her heart.
Seeing that Bai Xue was silent and looked nervous, Gu Chongyi affirmed his conjecture in his heart, which made him angry.
"What kind of pictures did you send her?"
The snow hung her head lower.
Gu Chongyi was anxious, and said to Bai Xue: "Bring me your mobile phone." ”
The snow did not move.
Gu Chongyi was annoyed and shouted, "Take it out and give it to me!" ”
Bai Xue was startled, and tears began to roll in her eyes.
"What if it's given to you? Is there anything you can change? It's already happened, hasn't it? Why am I waiting for not your acceptance, but your reproach? Chongyi, I'm afraid to see you like this, and I don't want you to look down on myself. If you really don't want to accept me, I don't want to force you, after all, everything is voluntary by me, even though I know that I may end up bruised all over my body, I still do it without hesitation, because I really love you, and I am willing to give everything to you, including myself......"
Looking at the snow falling like tears, the softness in Gu Chongyi's heart was touched again.
After sighing, Gu Chongyi calmed down a lot. He looked at Bai Xue and said to her, "Bai Xue, you should know very well that I have always had only Xingqing in my heart. I'm sorry for you, and I really blame myself, I can't even remember what I've done, and I feel like my mind is still confused. Bai Xue, it's not that I want to shirk my responsibility, but you won't be happy with me, because there is another girl living in my heart, do you still want me like this? ”
Bai Xue sniffed, looked at Gu Chongyi with a firm look, and said to him, "Yes, as long as you let me stay by your side, I will be satisfied." ”
Hearing Bai Xue's words, Gu Chongyi seemed to have no reason not to accept Bai Xue. He could only stand there in silence, without saying a word.
Bai Xue slowly approached Gu Chongyi, reached out to wrap her arms around his waist, and rested her head on Gu Chongyi's chest. At this moment, Bai Xue felt extremely happy in her heart.
She finally had this embrace. Although she can't have Gu Chongyi's heart for the time being, Bai Xue believes that with her own efforts, she will definitely make Gu Chongyi fall in love with her. Because Bai Xue has always believed that there is only one place where she loses to Song Xingqing: time.
Song Xingqing followed Zhou Yifan to the playground, and a cool breeze blew in her face, blowing away the haze in Song Xingqing's heart and drying the tears on her cheeks.
"Yifan, I originally thought that people's fate could be in their own hands, but now I find out that we only have to accept our fate, and we have no choice at all."
Zhou Zhou Fan stopped and took a step forward in front of Song Xingqing.
"Who says there is no choice? Don't you know you have a better option? ”
"What?" Song Xingqing stopped.
"Choose me, stay with me, I will never do this to you like him."
Song Xingqing smiled bitterly, crossed Zhou Fan and continued to walk forward.
Zhou Fan followed closely and didn't understand what Song Xingqing's smile meant.
"What are you laughing at? I'm serious. ”
Song Xingqing stopped again, turned around and looked at Zhou Fan with a focused face.
"Well, then I'll answer you seriously, we can't do it."
"Why? Why are you so sure that you haven't tried it? ”
Song Xingqing laughed, and silently thought in her heart: Who said that he hadn't tried it, but he didn't want to repeat the same mistake after he tried it.
"Yifan, I think you should have something more important than me in your heart, or something more than I want to get."
"What's that?"
Zhou Zhou Fan frowned, puzzled.
"It won't be long before you'll find out."
After speaking, Song Xingqing turned around and walked towards the outside of the playground.
"Let's go back to the dorm, I want to go back and sleep for a while."
Zhou Yifan frowned, he didn't understand why Song Xingqing thought so, let alone why Song Xingqing would be so sure of him and repeatedly refused. After thinking about it, Zhou Zhou Fan thought of a person, Li Xiaoxue. Is it because of Li Xiaoxue?