When An Xiao was in the sixth grade, she was still a very pure girl, purer than a big white paper. At that time, she watched several pairs of men and women in the class always fighting and making trouble, you pull my arm, I pull your braids, chase around, as if she was acting in a big Journey to the West. She will often see a girl in the class crying because a boy has done something disgusting, or scolding, glaring at each other, or being teased by other classmates when the two of them are fighting together, making a big red face, at that time, she is ignorant to know what is called opposites attract, what is called liking.

But at this time, she hadn't met the person who made her desperate. As Stefanie Sun sang: I fell in love with someone who made me desperate, and then I thought this was the world I was pursuing.

Even at the age of the beginning of love in the sixth grade, in a class, there were two boys who had a good relationship with her who seemed to be a little bit interesting to her, and often asked her strange questions when they met her on the road, or often wrote a small note to her, asking her something or something. But she can only blame her for being too innocent at that time and couldn't understand what the two of them were doing. Fortunately, her pure heart was retained for another year.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, Jiang Minglei said that I just saw a woman in the supermarket, and she is very similar to you."

"Don't listen to Jiang Zhichao's nonsense." Jiang Minglei hurriedly concealed the unnatural expression on his face.

An Xiaobai glanced at the two of them, didn't bother to pay attention to them and walked away.

It's not that I don't want to pay attention to the two of them, it's not that I have a big temper, it's that I really don't understand how the two of them can be so boring, and they will be wordy and rambling on and on.

An Xiao clearly remembers that he gets along with these two people very well, likes to play and make trouble, likes to make girls happy, as a girl who is not very good at dealing with others, An Xiao gets along with them very well, enough to see how much these two can make trouble, but at that time he was young and ignorant, and he had no intention of developing in that direction at all.

It was his other good friend Pei Xiu, who vaguely seemed to have a little meaning for Jiang Zhichao, but then he didn't know why, so he couldn't do it.

Later, every time I was asked when I was chased for the first time, An Xiao always remembered a rainy recess, Jiang Zhichao blocked An Xiao under an eaves where no one sheltered from the rain, and the rain was loud outside, and there was harmony under the eaves. Jiang Zhichao, whose eyes were squinted into a slit, smiled elegantly, his lips were red and his teeth were white, and he was clean, and said to An Xiao under that roof: "I think we should have a good talk." ”

How could An Xiao, who has completely underdeveloped emotional intelligence, understand what he meant, he only feels that there is a difference between men and women, even if I play well with you, but it is still very embarrassing when you and I get along, so I blushed and pushed him away: "I have nothing to talk about with you." After saying that, he ran back to the classroom in the drizzle.

An Xiao thought that he was joking with himself at that time, and he didn't dare to think about it at all, he was ugly and fat, how could it be? Even if someone quietly stuffed cards into his drawer on his birthday, An Xiao was excited but didn't dare to think about it, because he was afraid that the ending was not what he wanted, but then he thought about it carefully, he was not bad, and his personality and temper were good, why not?

However, who will pick up the past again? An Xiao can only blame himself for being too simple at that time. When I met Jiang Zhichao in the first year of junior high school, I would still greet him cordially, but there was an innumerable sense of distance in his smile, and An Xiao was also very weak. It's not that you don't want to maintain this friendship, it's that if God destined you to have no fate with him, then no matter how much you do, it's redundant.

Until the third year of junior high school, An Xiao was finally assigned to the same class as Jiang Zhichao, but at this time, he was playful, skipping class, causing trouble, and doing all kinds of evil, An Xiao had long lost his original intimacy with him, and the gap between them had long been unforgettable.

Sixth-graders don't seem to be very mentally mature, and they always like to give people nicknames. Of course, the good-tempered An Xiao can't escape the poisonous mouths of those boys. An Xiao is angry when he thinks of those hurtful nicknames, these boys are too cheap. What An Pig Pig, An Pig, Big Fat Pig、、、 An Xiao is very angry every time he hears someone call him like this, but because of the face of his classmates, he can't be angry with them, An Xiao can really hold himself out of internal injuries.

When I am an adult, I often see it in some books or TV shows, and some people say that the way children or adolescent immature teenagers express their love for the people they like is often to bully them.

Are you that popular? An Xiao thought it was funny. It's not really how popular you are, it's that you look really easy to bully.

When she was in junior high school, An Xiao finally met the first boy in her life that she liked, but it was also this boy who completely subverted her concept of love.

On the first day of junior high school, An Xiao and Han Xiao came to the school happily and became junior high school students with all their peers. Fortunately, at the beginning of the class, Han Xiao and An Xiao were placed in the same class, which made the two who were already on good terms really happy for a long time.

Different from primary school, military training is required at the beginning of junior high school, saying that military training is too much to look down on the middle school in the town. As a result, a group of freshmen were exposed to the sun all morning under the leadership of the grade director. What's even more infuriating is that on the first day of registration, their first-year director gave everyone a dismissal. As soon as he said that he was disbanded, An Xiao just wanted to scold his mother, what the hell is this.

An Xiao has been influenced by his parents since he was a child, and he prefers a boy who doesn't like to talk too much, and has a slightly ** personality, and it is better to be a tall and thin boy with a good face, and he is more Man. Because I'm a little fat, I've hated fat boys the most since I was a child, because I'm too good to eat. Most of the boys in the class who have just entered the first year of junior high school are still hairy boys, and they have not begun to develop, and they belong to the dry flat ** silk shape.

So on the first day of school, when the class guide asked everyone to take turns on the podium to introduce themselves, An Xiao had already carefully looked at every boy in the class, and then shook his head at Han Xiao helplessly.

"Hello everyone, my name is An Xiao, I am from *** village, it is a pleasure to meet you, please take care of me."

Growing up with An Xiao from childhood to adulthood, Han Xiao certainly knew what An Xiao was thinking, and knew what she meant by knowing her by knowing her, let alone guessing. But for these boys of the same age in the class, she had no interest in spicy hands. The boys she yearns for must be full of righteousness, sunshine, and gentleness, not these boys who look like non-mainstream.

As someone said, there is no culture, there is no quality, and shrimp is not mainstream. What Han Xiao hates the most is that he is angry, a boy who hangs his son, feels unreliable at all, has no responsibility, and can't protect himself.

Therefore, An Xiao and Han Xiao, who put aside the love between men and women, live a carefree junior high school life, riding bicycles to and from school every day, and playing with other friends in the village, and life is like this. Until one day, she met the second-year junior high school senior named Yin Xuankai, and her joys, sorrows, and sorrows all changed.

You can never predict who will appear in your life in the next second, all you can do is accept the reality, for better or for worse.

When An Xiao first met Yin Xuankai, it was at a sports meeting, as a national treasure who was too lazy to move all year round, An Xiao would never leave the audience to sign up for the sports meeting. But contrary to An Xiao, Han Xiao is a rare athlete, so without Han Xiao's company, An Xiao can only hold a bunch of snacks in the audience in a daze until he gets moldy.

The sports events are held in the order from the upper grades to the lower grades, and it may be that they are afraid of delaying the study time of the seniors in the third grade of junior high school. When the sports meeting was carried out, the crowd in the audience was also enthusiastic, shouting and cheering, and An Xiao also ate**. Just when she was eating a lot of french fries without any image at all, she accidentally glanced at a tall boy with long legs running past the crowd seat in their class, and in an instant, the sky was spinning, and her heartbeat skipped two beats.

A man like the wind. An Xiao watched his handsome back fade away, and then withdrew his eyes that were drooling and red-hearted.

Until one day a long, long time later, when she recalled this scene with Han Xiao and the others, she still clearly remembered how much the young man who rushed past the audience that day made her heartbeat.