Chapter 243: How to Persist?

Watching Xiao Mengyue's back disappear into the depths of the gate of Linjiang County Mansion for a while, Zhao Yan retracted his gaze, and had a very special feeling in his heart, today's Valentine's Day, and Xiao Mengyue broke through the last layer of relationship, 18 years old this year, he transformed from a boy to a man, Xiao Mengyue transformed from a girl to a woman, at this time Zhao Yan was still very reminiscent of the beautiful scenery in the hotel before, I have to say, that feeling is really wonderful, this Valentine's Day is really enjoyable!

This is the emotion in his heart.

After experiencing this incident, Zhao Yan's mentality changed slightly, and he suddenly felt that he had really grown up and was a real man! He feels that he has matured a lot mentally, and that makes him very satisfied.

He smiled slightly, and then started the car and went home.

When I got home, I had already eaten dinner at home, and Zhao Yan and Xiao Mengyue had already eaten shrimp noodles in Zhouji, and they were not hungry, so they briefly responded to my mother's concerned inquiry, Zhao Yan hummed a little song to brush his teeth, wash, and soak his feet.

Then I came to the attic in a happy mood to turn on the computer, and logged in to Youjian Qi to start uploading today's new chapters, "The Great Adult Sword of Rebirth" has been subscribed recently and has been subscribed to more than 100 times, and the resumption of the updated "Smiling Proud Jianghu" has not only returned to its original level with the help of a week-long big seal, but also surpassed. Not only that, but the flow of the sword qi that reopened the station has almost returned to the previous level, and everything has recovered, which makes Zhao Yan feel bad.

After uploading the new chapter, Zhao Yan opened the document of "Rebirth: Dacheng Sword" and prepared to write a new chapter, but he was still thinking about Xiao Mengyue in his heart, especially the scene with Xiao Mengyue in the hotel tonight, as soon as he thought of that, Zhao Yan's heartbeat accelerated a little, and his lips were a little dry, obviously he was satisfied not long ago. Now I think about it again.

couldn't settle down to write the manuscript, Zhao Yan couldn't help but send a message to Xiao Mengyue on his mobile phone.

"What are you doing?"

After waiting for a few minutes, Xiao Mengyue did not reply, Zhao Yan frowned, and logged in to the joint signal again, seeing that she was not online, and found that Xiao Mengyue's avatar was black, but he still sent the same sentence over, and after a few minutes, there was still no reply.

This made Zhao Yan a little disappointed. I can't help but speculate in my heart about the possible cause.

Are you eating? Bathe? It shouldn't be a bath! I was already washed in the hotel just now, who are you talking to? Her mother? Or is it her cousin or aunt?

After finishing things in the hotel before, Xiao Mengyue mentioned to him that her aunt and cousin came over today, so Zhao Yan had such a guess.

Quite possibly!

Zhao Yan judged so in his heart, he felt that with Xiao Mengyue's temperament, her aunt was here, and she should talk to her aunt about her heart or something at night, so it was normal for her not to reply to text messages at this time!

helped Xiao Mengyue find a reason. A smile appeared on the corner of Zhao Yan's mouth, he didn't think about other aspects, and it was impossible for him to think about other aspects, because the two of them only broke through the last layer of relationship an hour ago. So intimate, so perfect, today this Valentine's Day, he is very satisfied. He felt that Xiao Mengyue was also very happy, and he could see that when they were together tonight, Xiao Mengyue was really emotional. He could distinguish the affection in Xiao Mengyue's eyes, and this was also the place where he felt the most happy and perfect.

The day after tomorrow is the New Year, and it should be difficult to see her before tomorrow.

Thinking of this, Zhao Yan felt a little regretful in his heart, he only knew the taste of the marrow today, he hated to be with Xiao Mengyue all the time, but unfortunately, he also knew that it was impossible! He knew that Xiao Mengyue's family did not approve of them being together, and Xiao Mengyue came out today under the guise of buying Wuliu Crazy Vinyl Records.

Hopefully, there will be a few opportunities to date after the year.

Looking forward to the scene of dating Xiao Mengyue after the year, Zhao Yan's heart was hot again, and he couldn't wait.

The more he thought about it, the more beautiful Zhao Yan's heart became, the smile on his face couldn't disappear, and after looking forward to it for half an hour, he reined in his thoughts, and tried to return his thoughts to the plot of "Rebirth: Dacheng Sword", and sorted out the plot that should be written today, and Zhao Yan started to write.

In the villa of Xiao Mengyue's house in Linjiang County, in Xiao Mengyue's room on the second floor, Xiao Mengyue saw the text message sent to him by Zhao Yan, but he didn't reply, holding his mobile phone and looking at the text message that Zhao Yan had just sent, she knew that Zhao Yan wanted to talk to her at this time, and she also knew that as long as she replied, he might say a lot of sweet words to her, she wanted to hear it very much, and she wanted to reply, but reason stopped her, which made her expression complicated with a trace of sadness.

Barely smiling and sighing lightly, Xiao Mengyue put the phone on the bedside, and picked up the Wuliu Crazy Album that had been placed at the bedside before.

The record is beautifully packaged, but it is a second-hand record, and it can only be a second-hand record.

Wuliu Crazy Life is already a figure in the past, and his records can't be new, but even second-hand records are extremely valuable, Xiao Mengyue has looked on the Internet for a long time before, and no one is willing to sell.

Out of print!

Many works of art are even more precious when they are out of print!

There is an example of Van Gogh in the world of calligraphy and painting, when Van Gogh was alive, his paintings were unpopular and worthless, but after his death, his paintings soared to sky-high prices, and I have to say that this is a very ironic thing.

The Wuliu Maniac is slightly similar to Van Gogh, when the Wuliu Mania was not dead, although his music also had fanatical fans, but more people blamed and scolded him, at that time, people saw that his music gave people a gloomy power, which led to a suicide incident.

It wasn't until many years after his death that the music scene and people gradually began to give him a fair evaluation, believing that his musical works were not simply decadent, but decadent and new!

There is a new force in decadence.

It's like the cover of this vinyl record in Xiao Mengyue's hand - a gray background of ruins, a bare dead tree, a crow resting on the branches of the dead tree, and a halo of hazy red sun in the distance of the ruins.

Xiao Mengyue knew that when this record came out, most people thought that the red sun on the cover was the sunset, and the ruined sky was about to fall into eternal silence.

It was suggested later that it might be the morning sun.

Wuliu was born wildly, as his name suggests, he is arrogant, he never explains his music, only that it is difficult to find a bosom friend.

Xiao Mengyue touched the cover of the record with a complicated expression, then silently opened the record and walked to the windowsill. Put the record on the record player, press the switch, and the low heavy metal sonorous sound flows out as the record slowly turns.

The low sonorous sound had a slow rhythm, and as soon as it entered her ears, it made Xiao Mengyue feel a tingling sensation on her scalp, and when Wuliu's hoarse and broken singing sounded, her heart trembled slightly, and a strange feeling spread from her heart.

"Mushroom clouds rose up on the earth...... Is it despair that overwhelms our vision, devours our homes, and trembles our hearts? Is it fear? Or is it powerless depression? We will be destroyed, we will be destroyed, we will destroy ourselves...... Let's develop! Let's forge ahead! The world of technology is changing with each passing day, and today's era is soaring! We move forward. Run to the most brilliant tomorrow, and then the fireworks are brilliant, illuminating the whole land, light and sound let us be eternal in splendor! Perish in eternity, repent in annihilation! Meet the eternal darkness in repentance! ”

This is the classic masterpiece "Mushroom Cloud" by Wuliu Madness.

Most people say that this song was written about the times, satirizing the development of science and technology, which once made the official very angry, but some people heard love, family and friendship from it.

There are also people who hear about morality and humanity.

The most special thing is that someone heard about the reincarnation of the world from it. From this song. Some people say that prehistoric civilization is actually more powerful than our current civilization, and the destruction of prehistoric civilization is because that civilization has developed to the extreme, and the ultimate result is destruction.

Like our mythological age. Like the Egyptian civilization in the West, if ancient Egypt had not been highly developed, how could the pyramids have been built?

There were also civilizations such as Atlantis, Maya, and so on, and their destruction was not due to backwardness. It is not because of natural disasters, but the inevitable result of the development of civilization to the extreme.

Civilizations that have been destroyed have left us with relics that cannot be explained by modern technology, and we are tempted to think that those civilizations are inferior to our current ones. But if we do, we can't explain the remnants of those civilizations.

Wuliu's crazy songs are always covered by clouds and mountains, he never explains the real meaning of his lyrics, and lets the world understand, even in the years when he was officially banned, he never explained.

Xiao Mengyue stood in front of the record player and listened to this song in a daze, with mixed feelings in her heart, what she heard was love, and Zhao Yan.

The door behind him was quietly pushed open a gap, and then the gap became larger, Li Jiexin outside the door, Li Jiexin at night was wearing a silver-white nightgown, and saw her daughter standing in front of the record player listening to Wuliu's crazy "Mushroom Cloud", Li Jiexin was slightly stunned, and then looked at the sad color on her daughter's face, the expression on her face also became a little complicated, her daughter is her heart's meat, her husband is not here in Xicheng all the year round, her emotional sustenance can only be on her daughter, but her daughter is obviously unhappy now, She thought of what Xiao Wen said to her daughter this afternoon.

The daughter had a boyfriend, and she only found out about it recently.

She was also not satisfied in her heart, because the boy really couldn't match the Xiao family, and he couldn't match her daughter.

Therefore, she originally wanted her daughter to be separated from the boy, which has nothing to do with disliking the poor and loving the rich, but she thinks that the daughter and the boy cannot have a good future, even if her husband does not object, the future of these two children will not be good!

The reason is very simple, Li Jiexin thinks that wealth and status are not equal, even if the daughter and the boy fall in love again, the boy's mentality will gradually become unbalanced, either become inferior and suspicious, or become submissive, flattering and flattering, and no matter which of the above mentalities becomes, it is a taboo in feelings, and in the end, no matter how good the relationship is, it will deteriorate!

She was also young and had experienced this firsthand, so she didn't want her daughter to have the same experience as herself.

However, seeing her daughter's sad and lonely expression at this time, as a mother, Li Jiexin's heart still hurts, her daughter is her heart, and she is also the little angel in her heart, of course she hopes that her daughter will always be happy and happy, like the past ten years!

But now that my daughter has grown up, she has become unhappy.

A little unbearable in her heart, Li Jiexin hesitated, walked into the room with light steps, and gently closed the door, the slight sound of the door closing still startled Xiao Mengyue.

Xiao Mengyue was slightly startled, turned her head to look, and looked at Li Jiexin.

"Mom......"

The softly whispered word made Li Jie's heart ache, and her daughter's confused eyes pierced her heart.

Taking a light breath, as if to eliminate the depression in her heart, Li Jiexin came to her daughter, touched Xiao Mengyue's face, and said faintly: "Yueyue! You're still young, don't listen to the songs of Wuliu Crazy! It's not good for you! ”

Xiao Mengyue's eyes lowered slightly, and she hummed softly, but she didn't turn off the record player, Li Jiexin was silent, and said, "Break up with him!" You guys don't fit! ”

Xiao Mengyue looked up at her mother's eyes in a daze, her eyes full of weakness and pleading.

"Mom, I like him!"

Whispering a few words, the tears in her eyes rolled out as soon as she brushed them, which made Li Jie's heart tremble, and she couldn't bear to look at it, she shifted her gaze slightly, took a breath, looked at her daughter again, and reached out to help her daughter wipe the tears on her face, Li Jiexin bit her lip, and still said ruthlessly: "Yueyue!" I know! Mom knows you like him, that's why you need to break up with him! ”

"Mom, why?"

Xiao Mengyue asked with teary eyes, her eyes full of heartache.

She can't understand the truth of her mother's words, why do she need to break up with him if she likes him? What is the rationale for this? How can this make sense?

This is Zhao Yan's first love, and it is also her first love, and they have just become intimate today.

Seeing her daughter's heartache, Li Jiexin was also sad, but she still said the reason: "Yueyue! If you continue to be with him, you will hurt him! You may be able to resist the pressure, but can he? A word from your dad can ruin him, you understand? ”

Xiao Mengyue's eyelashes trembled, and two lines of tears rolled out of her eyes, she understood, really understood.

However, it is precisely because she really understands that her heart is more painful and powerless, this is not something she can withstand the pressure, if they don't break up, there will be a lot of pressure on Zhao Yan's side, she knows the power of her father's words.

Although she had a premonition, although she had been mentally prepared, and therefore chose to give herself to Zhao Yan completely today, she still felt a burst of despair when she heard this sentence from her mother's mouth at this moment.

If you stick to it, you will ruin Zhao Yan!

Only by separating can he be saved.

How does this make her hold on?

"Yueyue! In this world, there are many good boys, and you will meet even better ones in the future! The Su Minghui family that your aunt said has a good family background, maybe you will like it too! (To be continued.) )

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