Chapter 33: Throbbing
"Sitting here again?" Han Jingyi stood behind Bai Xuan and spoke lightly.
After the barbecue, she didn't see Bai Xuan's figure, she suddenly remembered that he was here last night to blow the sea breeze, I don't know if it was the same today, the ghost sent her over, and sure enough, she saw him sitting on the reef.
"Hmm," Bai Xuan replied softly when he heard the words of the person behind him. He had already heard the footsteps behind him, and when he knew that it was her, he had a slight expectation in his heart, expecting that she was coming to him. Sure enough, she walked behind her and stopped.
Han Jingyi sat down by the reef, and suddenly found that she was also sitting in this position last night, can she say that it was a coincidence? Thinking of the appearance of being held in Bai Xuan's warm arms by Bai Xuan last night, a faint smile unconsciously appeared on his face. Looking at the cold boy beside him, his eyes flashed slightly, if, yes, if she stumbled again tonight, would he still pick himself up like that?
As if he noticed that Han Jingyi was looking at him, Bai Xuan turned his head and pursed his beautiful thin lips, "What's wrong?" ”
"Ah, nothing." Seeing Bai Xuan suddenly turn his head to look at her, Han Jingyi looked to the side in a panic, thinking of what he had just thought, he couldn't help but blush, fortunately Bai Xuan didn't know what he was thinking just now, otherwise he would have died of shame.
Looking at the red glow that suddenly rose on Han Jingyi's face, Bai Xuan's good-looking brows furrowed, and her dark eyes were slightly puzzled, why did she blush?
With a faint glance, Bai Xuan continued to look at the empty and deep sea.
"Has your personality always been like this?"
Halfway through, Han Jingyi finally took the lead in speaking, she was afraid that if she didn't take the initiative to speak, she might sit in silence until dawn, she didn't expect Bai Xuan to take the initiative to speak.
"Huh?"
"Uh, I mean, why are you so cold? Why don't you like to talk? "Don't like to laugh anymore?
"Get used to it."
Bai Xuan suddenly glanced at her faintly, and then stared at the distant night, as if he was recalling something. When Han Jingyi thought he wouldn't answer, he spoke softly, his deep voice revealing infinite emptiness and boredom.
The world is the same in his eyes, and his life doesn't need color, he has long looked down on it.
Han Jingyi looked at his somewhat empty eyes, listening to the indifference in his tone that seemed to see through the red dust, and she didn't know why, her heart ached. He must also be a man with a story, right? She suddenly wanted to get to know him.
"Bai Xuan," Han Jingyi couldn't help but call softly.
"Hmm," Bai Xuan looked into the distance and replied lightly.
Han Jingyi suddenly didn't know what to say, she can say I want to know you, are you willing to tell me about you? Obviously this is impossible, they don't know each other, why could she ask that.
"Actually, you really should laugh more and make more friends." After thinking about it, Han Jingyi tilted his head and said, usually he is alone, except for Yao Yixue talking to him, he has never seen him get close to anyone.
"No need," Bai Xuan's eyes flashed, and he said coldly. With that life since childhood, how could he have friends, and he didn't need it anyway.
Uh, Han Jingyi choked, his answer was too direct, what do you mean by not needing?
"You can also treat us as friends,"
Bai Xuan was stunned for a moment, remembering the scene of coming to the island to stay with them, he seemed to feel a little warm in his heart, this feeling was very strange, he didn't reject it, did he really treat them as friends, this was a feeling he had never felt in the past ten years.
"What do you think of coming here these two days?" Seeing that Bai Xuan didn't speak, Han Jingyi pursed her lips and continued to find a topic.
"Hmm,"
What does um mean? Can it mean? Han Jingyi frowned, and glanced at Bai Xuan beside him with some dissatisfaction, can you not be so precious that words are like gold, can't he say a few more words?
"It's good," inadvertently seeing Han Jingyi's pouting appearance, a smile flashed in Bai Xuan's indifferent eyes. She's so cute like this. It's because she's herself so hot-headed that she's here, isn't it?
"Really," Hearing Bai Xuan's answer, Han Jingyi suddenly smiled. She thinks it's good, too.
"Hmm," Seeing that she was happy because of her words, Bai Xuan's heart was also happy, and he smiled softly. She seemed to have taken off her usual polite and detached smile mask, revealing the most real smile, which is the innocence that should be at this age.
Han Jingyi looked up and saw a shallow smile on the corner of Bai Xuan's mouth, he was slightly stunned, his face was no longer the usual cold, but softer, and even his deep eyes were not as indifferent as usual, overflowing with brilliance.
It was the first time she had seen Bai Xuan with such a gentle aura, but she liked him like this so much that her heartbeat had already been beating wildly.
Seeing Han Jingyi staring at herself blankly, her beautiful big eyes didn't blink, her pretty little face was red, somehow, Bai Xuan's heart moved, and an emotion that she had never felt before spread in her heart. He could clearly feel his heart beating irregularly in his chest.
Time seemed to stand still, and all he had in his eyes was the girl in front of him. Even he didn't realize how tender his gaze was at her at this time.
Suddenly, a gust of sea breeze blew, and Han Jingyi felt cold, and couldn't help hugging her arms. Only then did she realize that she was stunned when she looked at Bai Xuan, and turned her head shyly, not daring to look at Bai Xuan again. He frowned a little in annoyance, it's over, what's wrong with me, how could I stare at Bai Xuan for so long, he wouldn't think I was a nymphomaniac, right?
Bai Xuan, who came back to his senses, was slightly stunned, and lowered his eyes a little unnaturally. Would you stare at her and lose your mind? And his cold heart would beat so fast?
At this moment, the sea breeze blew, and the sky began to rain lightly.
"It's raining," feeling the raindrops hitting her body, Han Jingyi exhaled softly, and her body trembled unconsciously. She suddenly felt so cold.
"Is it cold?" Bai Xuan caught a glimpse of her movements and asked softly.
"Hmm," Han Jingyi nodded, wondering, why did it stop after a few drops of rain.
"Go back," seeing her in her skirt, the sea breeze blew, and her skirt fluttered in the wind. She was wearing such a thin dress, it was no wonder that she was not cold, thinking about it, Bai Xuan got up and subconsciously stretched out his hand to her.
"Okay," Han Jingyi just wanted to stand up, when he saw Bai Xuan's outstretched hand, his hand was white, his fingers were slender, and his bones were distinct.
Han Jingyi was stunned, was he afraid that he would be like yesterday? Thinking of this, Han Jingyi only felt warm in her heart, put her little hand in his palm, borrowed slightly, and stood up.
Bai Xuan didn't know how he could reach out to her, he only knew that when her small and soft hand was put into his palm, he was reluctant to let go, and there was an idea in his mind that he would hold her hand like this for a lifetime.
This is the first time he has held his hand, his hand is wide and warm, and there seems to be a thin layer of calluses in his palm, but it does not make Han Jingyi feel prickly, but it makes her feel at ease.
Han Jingyi suddenly looked up at him, why did his palms have calluses? Did he suffer more than he did? My heart suddenly hurt faintly.
"Let's go," Bai Xuan said lightly and walked forward, Han Jingyi followed his pace closely.
The two seemed to have forgotten their clasped hands, and walked in silence one after the other.
In fact, the two of them didn't forget, but they didn't want to let go, so they continued to hold on as if they didn't know.
Bai Xuan didn't know why he didn't want to let go of her hand, why he felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart when he held her hand. It must be that her hands are too cold, I just helped her warm up, Bai Xuan ignored the emotions in his heart and made an excuse for himself.
Han Jingyi looked at Bai Xuan who was walking in front of her, her heart throbbed, and the warmth from his palm warmed her heart. She didn't know what Bai Xuan was thinking, she only knew that she might really like him. She loves to be held by him like this, she likes to look at him, and she loves every moment with him.
It seems that Xiaowen and the others are right, they have already liked Bai Xuan since they asked him to come camping, but they have been avoiding him.
What about Bai Xuan, do you like her too? Otherwise, why would you agree to come to camping, why would you be different from her, and why would you hold her hand now and not let go?
Han Jingyi looked at the two of them shaking hands, her bright eyes flashed, I will go back tomorrow, if I think too much, then please let me enjoy his warmth for the time being