Chapter 426, I can't go back
Thinking that Kang Xuexi was sensitive to the name "Yang Jinzhu", Jinzhu suddenly understood why Kang Xuexi compromised that year, and even agreed to help her transfer the hukou of her younger brothers and sisters, and even helped them find a good school.
Dare to love him was not moved by Jin Zhu's words, but by the name Jin Zhu.
But it doesn't seem right to think so, Jin Zhu remembers that Xia Keyu said when he and Kang Xuexi met in Beitang Ancient Town later, before that, Kang Xuexi didn't know that she was the one who wrote the ancient town tourism copy, which once again showed that he didn't take her to heart at that time.
The real difference should be that when he saw Jin Zhu crying on the Great Wall, he began to care about her, began to be interested in her, and began to find reasons to contact her.
So, there was a series of temptations later, first to send calligraphy and paintings, calligraphy and paintings, by the way, it was the calligraphy and painting, the thin gold calligraphy and painting that misled her.
Skinny gold body? Song Huizong?
Isn't that a skinny gold body?
Jin Zhu took out his mobile phone and searched for the thin gold body, only to know that the thin gold body was evolved from the slender font of Huang Tingjian, Chu Suiliang, Xue Yao and others in the early Tang Dynasty.
At the beginning of the Tang Dynasty, Huang Tingjian, Chu Suiliang, Xue Yao, thinking of this, Jin Zhu eagerly ran to the attic, turned out Kang Xuexi's words from the painting jar, and then compared them with the thin gold body in the mobile phone, Kang Xuexi's words are just relatively thin and long, and they are not the same thing as the thin gold body at all.
To die, how could she make such a big mistake?
Jin Zhu collapsed to the ground again.
After thinking about it for a while, Jin Zhu suddenly felt that maybe she should be grateful for this mistake, because it was because of her mistake that Kang Xuexi's judgment was also wrong, so he gave up on her.
But then why did he suspect her again?
By the way, listen to the piano, it was that time Kang Xin asked Li Ruizhong to invite Zhao Xin to dinner,
took everyone to a private restaurant in Houhai, where she was actually moved by Kang Xuexi's piano sound and burst into tears again.
Therefore, Kang Xuexi found Li Xiang again and asked Li Xiang to help him design the courtyard, which was called a wedding room, but in fact he wanted to use it to keep her in captivity, otherwise as soon as something happened to the house, he sent Xia Keyu to give her a Tang Qin worth 100 million, which shows that it was premeditated.
Tang Qin, the house, the outer room, the more Jin Zhu thought about it, the more wrong it became, at that time he should still not know her identity, otherwise, there was no reason to raise his original princess as a concubine, right?
He should know Jin Zhu's resoluteness.
At that time, he should have just guessed the identity of Jin Zhu's traverser, and also confirmed that she was not his princess, so he said self-righteously that he wanted to give her a stable and worry-free life, saying that he could protect her.
To put it bluntly, he just wants to find a person with a suitable temperament and talent to be his confidante, marry a person with a matching family background and life background as a wife, and enjoy the blessings of all people.
But the Kang family didn't allow him to do this, Tang Ziyan wouldn't allow him to do this, and Jin Zhu wouldn't agree to do it, so he had to give up.
But this time it's different.
This time he saw the gold leaf that Jin Zhu gave to Tang Ziyan, and once again shook her judgment.
But why did he know that he had the habit of using gold leaves as a bookmark, knew that he liked Lei's piano, and knew that he liked to read local ambitions?
Is it the brother who sued him?
But why didn't he ask her directly if she was Jin Ruiyu's daughter? Wouldn't that be more straightforward?
Jin Zhu was puzzled.
Also, what is she going to do now?
What can be done to dispel his suspicions?
One is a gentleman and the other is a husband, even if they know that they are husband and wife in their previous lives?
I can't go back, I can't go back.
When Jin Zhu read it over and over again and couldn't go back, Kang Xuexi's mind also thought about Tang Ziyan's words over and over again, "Xuexi, let it go, you can't go back, you can't go back......"
Is it really impossible to go back?
If she was Jin Zhu and his wife in the previous life, wouldn't they be able to go back?
He didn't know.
But he knew that he had a demon in his heart, no matter what, he had to come and go this way, and he had to find Jin Zhu for an answer.
Actually, it's no wonder that Kang Xuexi has a demon, every time he decides to give up Jinzhu, there will always be something unexpected that pulls him towards Jinzhu, but every time he walks towards Jinzhu, he can't get Jinzhu's response.
Time and time again, he was about to be tormented and crazy by this incident, and it was difficult not to think about it.
This is still the case.
Originally, on the day of Jinzhu's wedding, he was going to say goodbye to Jinzhu, wanting to see her marry someone else with his own eyes and confirm that she was not his old friend, so he gave up and went home to be a good husband and father.
But this peaceful life didn't last a few days, and there were waves out of thin air, which made his originally stable heart sway again.
Here's how it happened:
That day, he accompanied Tang Ziyan back to her mother's house, and it happened that Tang's father was not at home, after dinner, Tang's mother pulled him and Tang Ziyan to talk about a long set of parenting scriptures, Kang Xuexi was lazy to listen to these, Tang Ziyan also knew him well, so he asked him to go back to her room to get a few books.
Kang Xuexi saw that Tang Ziyan gave him a look, and knew that she was not really looking for any books, but wanted to find a suitable reason for him to go upstairs to be quiet for a while, so he went upstairs and entered his wife's room.
Speaking of which, he and Tang Ziyan have known each other for three years, and they have been married for more than half a year, but he really hasn't come into his wife's boudoir a few times, every time he accompanies his wife back to his parents' house, he has a meal and accompanies Tang's father to sit and go, and even most of the time Tang Ziyan goes back to his parents' house alone.
So when he came in this time, he took a good look at Tang Ziyan's room, the room area is not small, it should be two rooms open, on the right side of the door, that is, on the south side is the tatami mat of the small half room, both sides of the tatami are bookshelves, which are full of books, in the middle is a lifting table, there is a chessboard on the table, and under the wall by the window is a row of pillows, and a few books are placed next to the pillows, which must be read by Tang Ziyan often.
On the left hand side of the door, that is, on the north side of the house, is the bedroom, with a large pink and purple bed in the middle, two large pink and purple pillows at the head of the bed, a pink and purple chaise longue at the end of the bed, and a row of pink and purple wardrobes against the west wall.
Seeing this pink and purple eyes, Kang Xuexi decisively walked to the tatami mat, sat cross-legged on the tatami mat, and casually picked up a copy of "Fat Yan Zhai Re-evaluation of the Stone Record" placed next to the pillow and flipped it over, and this time he turned out the gold leaves in the book.
Kang Xuexi's face changed, and he casually picked up a book of "How Much Do You Know About Li Shimin in Spring Flowers and Autumn Moons" written by Jin Zhu, and the bookmark in it was also a gold leaf, and the rest of the books were naturally all gold leaves without exception.
Looking closely at the bookshelves on both sides full of ancient books and the chessboard on the table, Kang Xuexi fell into deep thought.
Could it be that he has been misguided all along?
Tang Ziyan is also a time-traveler from ancient times, maybe she is the real golden pearl?
But he quickly denied his speculation, Tang Ziyan can't play the piano, her calligraphy and painting are also very mediocre, and the only Go that she can do is only slightly stronger than ordinary people, not to mention a master, even if she reads more, but I don't see her have any amazing talent, and her ancient literary attainments are not as good as Kang Xin.
But how could she have thought of using gold leaves as bookmarks?
Could this be another coincidence?
Kang Xuexi felt that he was really stunned, and he thought of Jin Zhu for a small coincidence, but it seemed that he still hadn't completely let go.
It's also weird, so far he doesn't know what his feelings are for Jin Zhu, say love, it doesn't seem to be so deep, say no love, it seems that he can't let go of it, he often worries, he doesn't like himself like this, he is too indecisive in dealing with Jin Zhu, he can't take it or let it go.
Just when Kang Xuexi was looking at the gold leaf in his hand in a daze, Tang Ziyan went upstairs, and when he saw the gold leaf in his hand, Tang Ziyan's face flashed with a hint of understanding, and at the same time, it was also gloomy.
She thought that Kang Xuexi knew that the gold leaf was given by Jin Zhu, and knew that Jin Zhu had the habit of using gold leaves as a bookmark, and was about to explain a few words, Kang Xuexi saw her, put down the gold leaf in his hand, and closed the book.
"Okay? Can I go home? Kang Xuexi's voice was very gentle, and if he listened carefully, he should still be a little apologetic, he wanted to compensate her.
Tang Ziyan nodded, pretending not to see his movements.
Kang Xuexi got up, the two went downstairs one after the other, got into the car, Kang Xuexi suddenly asked with interest about Tang Ziyan when she was a child, asked her why she chose to return to China to study, why she likes to learn Chinese, who she learned Go with, why she didn't have a boyfriend in college, and so on.
Tang Ziyan has never seen Kang Xuexi who talks so much, a little inexplicable and a little flattered, but she is very cooperative, and she has told her all the troubles and interesting things from childhood to adulthood.
The two went back to Kang's house with a smile, although Tang Ziyan's answer was a little disappointing to Kang Xuexi, Kang Xuexi still maintained a happy mood.
It's a pity that Kang Xuexi's good mood didn't last long before he fell to the bottom in an instant.
It is also a coincidence that Tang Ziyan was in such a good mood because she saw Kang Xuexi, so after lying on the bed, she coquettishly asked him to read to the fetus, saying that it was prenatal education, and the fetus listening to her father's voice would help the fetus's brain development.
This reason is very sufficient, Kang Xuexi took the "Grimm's Fairy Tales" handed over by Tang Ziyan, and opened the page with the bookmark, which was not a gold leaf, but a small card.
"Why don't you bookmark this book with gold leaves?" Kang Xuexi asked casually.
Tang Ziyan glanced at Kang Xuexi, the good mood just now suddenly disappeared, and said with a forced smile: "How can there be so many gold leaves?" ”
"I'll buy some for you tomorrow, buy some of all sorts, enough for you to bookmark."
Tang Ziyan didn't want to listen to it now, "Xuexi, if you can't even put down a golden leaf now, why didn't you marry her directly at that time?" Why do you want to marry me? I'm not her, you can see clearly, no matter how much gold leaves you send to me, I'm not her! ”
Tang Ziyan, who got into the tip of the horns, will really hate Jin Zhu, she really can't understand, these two people obviously have a concubine who has a concubine, why don't they just get together, they have to marry men and women, now it's okay, she is not happy, Li Xiang is not happy, doesn't this hurt the four people?
Kang Xuexi's heart cooled inch by inch, he understood Tang Ziyan's words, but he still couldn't believe it, so he looked at Tang Ziyan and asked word by word, "You mean, this gold leaf was given to you by Jin Zhu?" ”
"You, you don't know?" Tang Ziyan was dumbfounded, because she found that something was wrong, she seemed to have said the wrong thing.
But it's too late to regret it, and the water that is spilled out of the words can't be recovered.
At this time, Tang Ziyan hated herself to death, why didn't she calm down?
I've endured it for so long, why haven't I held back?
But then again, she has all the children, why do you have to endure it?
She also wanted to be presumptuous once, she was also raised in the palm of her parents' hands, why did she send him to the door and let him trample on it again and again? Is it because she loves him?
Yes, she loved him.
Really love, very love, love to the depths without complaints.
"Xuexi, wake up, you can't go back, you can't go back, the two of you have a wife and a husband, Jinzhu is already married, you also have to be a father's ......"
"When was it delivered?" Kang Hak-hee interrupted her.
"We got married some time ago."
"Before we got married? Why didn't you sue me for such a big thing? Why are you hiding it from me? Kang Xuexi only felt a wave of anger rushing out of his chest.
He never wants his wife to marry someone else, even if it is separated by a time and space, even if it is separated by a thousand years, even if they all change their identities, but he is in his memory, and he is in her memory, she should be his wife!
Otherwise, why would God arrange for them to meet again, why would he arrange for them to reunite with the memories of the previous life, isn't it so that they can make up for the shortcomings of the previous life?
But the problem is, he's still a step too late.
That's the end of it.
He got married, he was going to be a father, and she was married, married to someone else.
Since then, men and women have been married, each unrelated, like strangers.
Willingly?
Unwilling.
Originally, he had a chance, if he had known that Jin Zhu had sent a box of gold leaves to Tang Ziyan to make bookmarks, he would definitely have guessed that she was the princess of his previous life.
Because he remembered that Jin Zhu's brother said that his sister had a strange hobby, liked to use gold leaves to make bookmarks, liked to exchange his monthly money for gold leaves, and liked to collect all kinds of gold leaves.
Of course, not directly to Jinzhu, but to Jinzhu's brother.
He originally put his heart into her, and originally wanted to live with her for the rest of his life, but who knew that such a change had happened, and what he didn't expect was that she would be so decisive.
What about the good Huangquan Road? What about the promised atonement for sins in the underworld? (To be continued.) )