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Memories of the Afterlife (2)

"Why did the queen mother fight for the He family, and now she has to fight for her eldest daughter, she is tired all her life, she dares to hurt people today, and she is afraid that she will be able to do more and more ridiculous things in the future, you are also old, it is better to let go and return this child home, isn't there a side concubine who is the sister of the first one? My aunt takes care of it, and it's finer than you. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info What's more, the one in front of you is not a weapon, and your face is slapped, is it possible that this is a big tool? Don't go out of your way to protect and raise, and raise a shameless He Xingzhaolai. ”

"Is it possible that if you can't make it, you won't raise it?" Empress Dowager Fang also laughed while holding her crutches, "Our family is not the Chen family, we have to use it to raise and hold it, and if we lose it, we throw it away if it's useless - since you gave birth to the second princess, on the grounds that you are weak and slightly ill, after Min Jirou took over the power of the head of the palace, how long has it been since Mrs. Chen entered the palace to see you?" An abandoned son who can't give birth to a son and has no one to do it, he also has the courage to come to Cihe Palace with people to block the mourning family. First wipe the blood of Brother Huan in the Fengyi Palace, and then come to Xingshi to ask for guilt! ”

Empress Chen's body trembled, and finally endured it, and finally turned around and returned to the palace.

When a woman speaks, she pays attention to a straight heart.

My ears were pressed to the window lattice, and Mimi glared at me and heard the words "Brother Huan", and her crying and swollen eyes suddenly opened, isn't that my brother who died young?

Brother Huan's blood in the Fengyi Palace... Wipe clean...

I was panting heavily, and after a long time, my strength did not slow down.

"The county lord..."

It was Mama Jiang who was calling me softly.

I turned my head to look, but found Mama Jiang standing under the dim and faint palace lamp, looking very hesitant.

But I suddenly realized that it was my aunt who was giving me a strong drug.

Afterwards, Queen Chen chose to settle the matter, although the princess felt pain under the majesty of her aunt for a long time, she couldn't speak, Chen Xian was seventy and eighty years old, and it was too late to practice Tai Chi to recuperate, where would the two little girls fight for the matter of raising the teacher and mobilizing the public, if it spread, it would not sound good.

This thing stopped, but I was seriously ill, the illness was soft, as if I had slept for a long time, and when I woke up, my front teeth burst into a millet tip, not only did I grow up, but I also seemed to understand a lot of things, at least I understood how my brother who died early walked, and what kind of attitude my father had to treat me.

In the middle of the illness, my father came into the palace to ask An Shundao to turn around and look at me, with a warm jasmine aroma, I was looking through the tent, and I looked at it about the tent, so I opened it, moved a stool to sit next to me, and asked me in a soft voice, "Does my head still hurt?" ”

I shook my head at the horns.

"Can you eat?"

My chick pecked rice and nodded.

After a long time, there was silence and silence, and then I asked.

"Do you still want to live in the palace? Why don't we go home. There are many nobles in the palace, our identity is not so precious, and if you provoke people's eyes, I can't protect you. It's better to go back to the Jin Palace, there are few people and few things, and the Empress Dowager Fang is also old, don't worry about her. ”

The corner of the quilt in my hand loosened, and then I looked up at my father, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, and he looked hesitant, as if he was tentatively trying to say this.

I turned my head to look at Mama Jiang standing beside me, Mama Jiang buried her head low, and I couldn't see what she meant, so I had to twist my head back again, swept the mustache on my shoulder, tilted my head and asked him softly, "Daddy is afraid that I will also die in Fengyi Palace?" ”

Aunt Lianyu gasped.

Dad turned his head to look at Mama Jiang, but Mama Jiang didn't let her go at all, and she didn't move.

Father's hand was propped up on the edge of the chuang, the green tendons were protruding, his eyes were facing down, he was silent for a long time, and finally got up and walked out, while softly dropping a sentence, "Take good care of the county lord..."

As the people walked away, I leaned over and lifted the curtain to peek out, but I happened to see my father standing on the edge of the door frame with his head down, his hand on the high vermilion lacquer door, and his back shaking and moving.

I asked Mama Jiang, "Is Dad crying?" ”

Mama Jiang helped me tuck the corners of the quilt, and Shen Se was very calm, and replied, "Probably yes." As he spoke, he laughed, "When the princess passed away, King Jin didn't even show up for the funeral, and now it's the first time I've seen him cry." ”

But what's the use of crying?

Even I know that no matter how many tears I shed, the dead bunny will not come back, let alone the people who have already gone.

At that time, I didn't know whether my father would go back or not, but after turning the years, I still honestly packed up my things and went back to the Jin Palace, where I lived for a long time - my mother's death day came, and my father invited a few monks who had attained the Tao to recite the scriptures of 7749.

As soon as I went back, the monk saw it, the tablet also worshipped, and the lamp oil was also lit, I didn't believe in these with my aunt, and after living for two or three days, I pondered packing up my things and going back to the palace to take a look at my aunt, who knew that my father, who had not seen me for a long time, found a dusk and led me to the Pearl Garden, and said a lot of words at dusk, and the irises that came out of a few branches in the fence, and talked about a enamel wine jug that my mother used to like on the wooden table, and my father asked me if I remembered.

I shook my head.

Dad laughed in the afterglow, "You were so young at that time, so long. He weighed the length and continued, "I can't even call my father and mother, where do you remember... This is your mother's favorite wine jug, every year the northwest sends grape wine, your mother pours wine into this jug, you have to babble to taste, your mother will take the chopsticks and dip a drop of wine for you to taste..."

Daddy looks very happy, I rarely see Daddy's happy look, um... Actually, I rarely see my father.

The Pearl Garden was quiet, but there were still a few lanterns hanging on the wooden table.

I happened to see the silver light reflected in the enamel flask.

The two of us walked from the inside to the outside, and then from the outside back to the inside, the rouge paste used by my mother has been condensed into a lump, but the bronze mirror used by my mother is still very clear, my father's face and I are all reflected in the bronze mirror, and my father looks at me, as if it has passed through decades.

After that, I didn't mention that I had to pack up my things and go back to the palace, anyway, it was only forty-nine days.

During the day, the monks want to recite the scriptures, I listen to the book in the small garden, the concubine He who crosses the courtyard is very annoying, often runs over to disturb me with the food box, the words are close, and the mouth keeps calling "Sister Hui", I am impatient, I only say "Mother calls me Sister Hui, my aunt calls me Sister Hui, and Concubine He calls me the county lord to be polite." ”

As if she had poked her backbone, she cried so much that she yelled with rain, nothing more than "I am your mother's sister and an elder, is it a humiliation to call Sister Hui?" The county lord thinks that my status is low, but he doesn't want to think that I and the princess are sisters who have broken bones and tendons..."

I sighed, Aunt Lianyu treated her as an old acquaintance, pushed her to the door, and then sprinkled a basin of boiling water on the ground with her hands and feet.

The ground was steaming hot, but she was still yelling.

I don't know how it got to my father's ears, anyway, I haven't seen Concubine He again, and I heard that I was sent to Zhuangzi to care for the elderly.

It's funny, it's not even thirty years old.

Forty-nine days passed quickly, and when it came, I couldn't find wine, and I didn't want to find a small kitchen, so I made a god and stuffed a bunch of grapes in my sleeve and went to the Pearl Garden, near the flowers, but I heard a movement inside, and hurriedly shrank into a ball, poked a crack and looked in, but saw that my father was drinking wine with the enamel wine jug, muttering that I didn't know what he was saying, I put it lightly under my feet, and got closer and closer, so I heard it clearly.

"Ahh I know that I can't live with you, the only person I can live with in my life is her, and the only person I care about is her. She said that she was unintentional, she said that her brother slipped under her feet and fell into the pool, and she said that when she asked people to scoop up Brother Huan, Brother Huan had already lost his life. I was stupid at that time, I believed everything she said, she cried and knelt and begged again, I thought forget it, I can't fight the Chen family left and right, and it is in vain to fight with her, not to mention that she is still innocent..."

I froze in the corner, my whole body pressed against the wall, my mouth covered in ash, holding my breath.

The voices in the room can be heard drunk.

"You said I was stupid, but I didn't believe it. Now that Ah Hui is in the palace, I am worried all day long, and when I heard that Ah Hui and the second princess were fighting, I was so frightened that I didn't change my court clothes, and I shrank in the Taiye Pool to wait for her, do you know what she said to me? ‘… What I don't want, no one else wants. If Brother Huan didn't die at that time, you and the He family could always get together slowly, what should I do then? I'm still alone...'"

"After Brother Huan'er went, you were so distressed that you couldn't afford to get sick, and the root of your illness fell at that time. But I didn't understand, I only thought about how to cover up this matter, and even took out the position of the concubine to perfunctory you..."

"Ahh Why do you think I'm so stupid... Why is it so stupid! ”

The people inside cried so hard that I couldn't help but redden, tightened the bunch of grapes in my cuffs, thought about it, and bent down to rest the bunch of grapes on the porch.

After returning to the palace, my aunt asked me if I wanted to go back to live, I shook my head, and my aunt didn't say anything more.

When I was eleven years old, I was a little uneasy both inside and out—Chen Xian walked the royal road on the central axis of Shunzhenmen.

That night, the three inner shi of the Yiyuan Hall were beaten to the flesh and blood and dragged to the East Garden, and Concubine Min Xian Niangniang went to the Fengyi Hall in person, but after two or three hours, she came out again, and then the inner shi sealed the door of the Fengyi Palace.

Cihe Palace up and down is not calm, the princess dragged the second princess to move to the Cihe Palace, I led people to clean up a small courtyard next door, I and the second princess of the beam is not all good, but when I saw the second princess carrying a face, I was really shocked.

Chen Xianruo really wants to rebel, no matter who wins and who loses, the two daughters under Queen Chen's knees are all pitiful, and they are not human beings inside and out. rs！。