"Which university are you going to go to?" One day during dinner, An's father inadvertently asked An Xiao, wanting to know his child's future plans. Father Ann has always been very strict with his children's education, but he has adopted a relaxed policy for his children's learning, and feels that his children must rely on their own efforts in the future, so he rarely interferes.

Especially An Xiao has always been very obedient and rarely worries about himself, so Ann's father cares less about An Xiao's study, and it has always been his mother who urges him to study. When I was in junior high school, I was my own rebellious period, and I often went to the Internet café with Yu Xiaona and Pei Xiu, and after An's mother found out, she tried her best to think of a way to forcibly twist An Xiao back from the wrong way, and since then, An's mother will make An Xiao lose face every time she talks about it.

"Zhejiang Normal is my dream, but I'm afraid that the score will not be enough, and I won't be able to pass the exam, so I'd better find a place in Shandong Province." Afraid that Father An knew that he wanted to go to a university of science and technology the most, or for a man, An Xiao was really afraid that Father An would beat himself up.

"Well, the normal school is a good school, but it's a little far away from our house, and you can go out if you want to, but you haven't been out of the house since you were a child, and you also know that your mother is not in good health and is reluctant for you to go far away, so it's better for you to stay in Shandong." Father Ann said earnestly.

An Xiao nodded obediently when he heard this, but he felt an indescribable sense of guilt in his heart.

We are all good children, and we think that we have not done anything wrong in our lives, and we have not been sorry for anyone, but in fact, we are most sorry for our aging parents. We are like a bunch of vampires, drinking the blood of our parents all day and night, breaking our parents' hearts, but we still don't have the heart to think that we owe them nothing, but in fact, we owe them the most.

Listen to your mother, don't let her get hurt, when you grow up, you will start to understand these words, and when you grow up, you will understand why you fly higher and run faster than others.

An's mother was really worried about the question of which university An Xiao applied for, she didn't go to school much, she didn't have much education, she couldn't help her children, so she could only be anxious. But An's mother kept reminding An Xiao, telling her not to forget to check her results, and by the way, find the school she wanted to apply for, and plan in advance.

An Xiao wanted to go to Polytechnic University, and felt that other universities were redundant, so he didn't have much patience to look for it, but he just casually flipped through a few pages of the application guide, and found a few that he thought were okay, and wanted to make up for them.

Before the results come out, the school asks the graduates to go back to school to take a graduation photo as the last graduation souvenir, and then go back to the school to take a photo after the results come out, and by the way, count the score line of this class of students as a reference for the next class of students in the future.

On the day he returned to school, An Xiao wore a loose white T, loose shorts, and canvas shoes, and went to school sloppily without makeup. As a result, the doorman uncle stopped An Xiao and said, "She can go in, but you can't go in." ”

"Why?" An Xiao was very angry, why could Han Xiao enter, but not himself?

"She's wearing a school uniform, which proves that she is a student of this school, but you don't wear it, how can you prove it?" Uncle Janitor pretended to be very serious.

Han Xiao smiled awkwardly at the doorman uncle and said, "We are back to take a graduation photo, we have graduated, I can prove it for her, is this okay?" ”

The doorman uncle looked at Han Xiao, then at An Xiao, and nodded to let him go.

Han Xiao immediately pulled An Xiao and ran into the campus.

When I went in, I found that the juniors and sisters in the first and second years of high school had not yet had a holiday, and a faint sense of superiority surged in my heart.

"After the graduation photo, we have a class reunion, what about you? What are your arrangements? Han Xiao asked An Xiao as he walked. An Xiao glanced at Han Xiao lightly, and replied: "It depends on the situation, the party seems to cost money, I don't want to go, I'm not like you, you are the squad leader, if you don't go, you can't look like it, I'm nothing, it's not a problem to go or not." ”

"Okay, let's go home and go back together, and call when the time comes."

"Hmm."

After the two parted ways, An Xiao went up to the third floor and entered the classroom of his class. There were few people in the class, but An Xiao saw Zheng Hui's chubby body at a glance in the crowd, An Xiao hurriedly rushed over, hugged Zheng Hui's neck, and shouted numbly: "Huihui, I miss you!" ”

"Second sister~~~~" Zheng Hui hugged An Xiao with her backhand, took a few sips on An Xiao's face, and smiled obscenely, "It's getting more and more beautiful." ”

"Haha, that's it." An Xiao casually found a place to sit down, gathered in a circle with Zheng Hui and a few others, and whispered.

A few people were talking, An Xiao accidentally saw Qianqian, Qianqian was laughing with a classmate, An Xiao called her, and she ran over when she heard it.

"Second Sister !!" Qianqian hugged An Xiao, and her delicate appearance made An Xiao feel sorry for her, she was really a good girl.

"Remember to hang out together when you have time." Qianqian and herself are from the same town, and compared to other classmates, the two of them are quite close, so you can consider going out together.

"Well, are you going to the party later?" Qianqian asked An Xiao, An Xiao thought for a while and said, "I don't really want to go." ”

"I don't want to go either, I made an appointment with Xiao Xuexue to go shopping together, will you go?"

"And the money? Then I'm not going. ”

"Huh? Do you want to do that? Qianqian held her mouth aggrievedly and glared at An Xiao, An Xiao smiled and twisted her nose, in fact, she didn't know where to go.

While playing, An Xiao saw Sanjay's figure, he was still the same, tall and thin, a neat and tidy white T, light-colored jeans, white sneakers, and his body was full of the smell of sunshine. You're still like that, the way I used to be, but has anyone told you that I'm not sensitive to you anymore.

When you held up an umbrella for me from the wind and rain, the sky was clear; When you cook for me and prepare water, I can't eat, you don't understand, what is called late, what is called irretrievable.

An Xiao sat quietly in his seat, listening to the laughter and noise of the classmates next to him, without saying a word, just quietly, in a daze.

After the graduation photos, everyone who wanted to go to the party left, and those who didn't want to go to the party went home, but Anxiao didn't know where to go.

Looking at the vehicles and pedestrians coming and going on the road, An Xiao doesn't know where to go, sometimes, it is clear that you are not lonely, you are not empty, but the reality repeatedly tells you: you are lonely, you are empty.

An Xiao looked down at the canvas shoes on his feet for a while, looked at the sky for a while, and finally decided to stay in the Internet café for a while.

Mu Yongzhi, I miss you.

An Xiao immediately chatted with Mu Yongzhi after going online, but after waiting for a long time, no one replied. An Xiao entered Mu Yongzhi's space with nothing to do, wanting to see what he had been doing lately, but all he saw was him playing games. According to the prompt, An Xiao also clicked into the game, she also wanted to see if she could play, and she also wanted to learn about Mu Yongzhi's world.

After a while, Mu Yongzhi replied to An Xiao: "Are you playing a game?" ”

"Well, how do you know." An Xiao was excited, could it be that he could read himself?

As a result, Mu Yongzhi sent a screenshot to An Xiao, it turned out that he automatically generated a message after entering that game, and was accidentally seen by Mu Yongzhi.

"Well, I see you're playing, so go in and have a look." I want to know more about you, so that you can understand my heart for you.

"Well, you turn on the microphone and I'll teach you how to play."

Microphone? An Xiao was a little stunned when he heard it, although he had also been to an Internet café and used the Internet, but it was not a regular Internet café, and he had never used a microphone, let alone used a microphone to speak in front of so many people. An Xiao replied at a loss: "Don't do it." "An Xiao is very shy and doesn't like that.

"Afraid of what? Hurry up. Mu Yongzhi said to himself as if he hadn't received An Xiao's request for help, causing An Xiao to be embarrassed and at a loss.

Thinking that he finally came to the Internet café once, and finally played games with Mu Yongzhi, he couldn't be too disappointed, An Xiao put on headphones and prepared to talk to him.

It didn't take long for Mu Yongzhi's voice of "hey, hey" from the earphones, and An Xiao was very excited to hear it. Although I used to talk to him on the phone often, the voice in the mobile phone was still different from the voice coming from the headset at this moment, and An Xiao's heart was pounding.

"Can you hear me?"

"Hmm." An Xiao shyly answered, but Mu Yongzhi didn't hear it, and sent a series of words to An Xiao.

He said, "Why don't you speak?"

An Xiao listened to the sound of his fast typing in the headset, and felt envious, typing so fast.

An Xiao smiled and replied, "I said, you shouldn't have heard it." ”

"Say a few more words, I'll try."

No. An Xiao thought, it's not that he doesn't know his shy personality, and he really can't say it. An Xiaomo didn't speak for a long time, but Mu Yongzhi shouted on the other side for a long time.

Mu Yongzhi saw that An Xiao didn't respond for a long time, and An Xiao didn't reply when he spoke, and said angrily: "Why are you so stupid? If you really can't play, you won't talk about it. ”

An Xiao looked at the cold words in the dialog box he sent, and An Xiao's heart was cold. Unconsciously, a tear crossed his cheek: it turned out that at this moment, he was alone, and even the person he liked did not understand him. No one hurts, no one understands, it's lonely, it's all by yourself.

An Xiao turned off the dialog box established with him aggrievedly, turned off the phone, and left the Internet café.

After going out, the cars outside were noisy, and the pedestrians were in a hurry, but there was no one who walked with him. I'm really lonely.

Ah Zhi, you still don't understand me, what I want is just a single-minded person, but you don't even have the slightest patience for me, so why should I be desperate for you?

Then, I will regard this application as an assessment of the fate between us, if it is destined, I want to go to ** Polytechnic University, it proves that the two of us are destined, and I will persevere to the end for you. But if I can't go, then I will give up and say goodbye to you.

My mind, can you understand it?

I have entrusted my fate to our fate, because I love you more than I do.