Chapter 116: Persuading Chongyi to let go of the knot
Hearing Gu Chongyi say this, Song Xingqing felt deeply uneasy in her heart. At this moment, in Song Xingqing's heart, she didn't want the relationship between Gu Chongyi and Zhou Yifan to deteriorate.
"Chongyi, Yifan told me that he didn't know what Bai Xue did."
Gu Chongyi sneered and asked, "Do you believe him?" β
Song Xingqing didn't believe it before, but now, since Zhou Yifan has already told himself everything, there is no need to lie to himself anymore, so Song Xingqing chooses to believe it.
"I believe it."
Gu Chongyi didn't expect Song Xingqing to say this, he was very surprised.
"You believe? Why do you believe it? β
"Because it's so tiring to hate someone, I'd rather choose to believe it now."
Gu Chongyi lowered his head and didn't make a sound.
Song Xingqing took this opportunity to continue to say to Gu Chongyi: "Chongyi, I hope you will stop being hostile to anyone in your heart, because with love in your heart, we will be happy." β
Gu Chongyi raised his head and looked at Song Xingqing with a puzzled look.
"Why do you wake up like a different person? What kind of smile and enmity is just a bridge in martial arts novels, I am not Qiao Feng, nor Guo Jing, I admit that I don't have that kind of mind. β
Gu Chongyi was obviously resistant to this topic, but Song Xingqing didn't want to give up.
"Chongyi, who of us has not made mistakes, and who can really be perfect? What's more, Bai Xue and they didn't do anything unforgivable, it's better to let go of the knot than to be angry, after all, she just loves you too much. β
Song Xingqing's remarks made Gu Chongyi feel more and more strange, and he even reached out to Song Xingqing's forehead and touched it, then frowned and said, "I don't have a fever, why is this nonsense?" β
Song Xingqing sighed helplessly and removed Gu Chongyi's hand from his forehead.
"I'm telling the truth, Chongyi, no matter what, I hope you promise me not to resent Yifan and Bai Xue anymore."
"What did Zhou Fan do to you? Can you suddenly become so protective of him? β
Gu Chongyi was very uncomfortable with Song Xingqing's current transformation.
"He didn't do anything to me, it just dawned on me that we could go to the same university. I think it's a kind of fate to be able to meet and become classmates, and now that the four years of college have passed, why should we spend the rest of our time in hostile resentment? When we graduate later, it won't be easy even if we really want to get together. So we should cherish the time we spend together now, right? β
Song Xingqing's expression looked very sad, which made Gu Chongyi reluctant to argue with her anymore.
"Okay, okay, you just woke up now, your body hasn't recovered yet, let's stop talking about these unpleasant things, Xingqing, you just need to remember. As long as you are there, I will be happy. β
Gu Chongyi lowered his head and kissed Song Xingqing lightly on the back of his hand, which made Song Xingqing's nose sour. Song Xingqing didn't know how long she could have such a kiss, she didn't want to let go of Gu Chongyi, but as long as she thought of what Zhou Zhou Fan had said to her, Song Xingqing felt a deep guilt for Bai Xue in her heart, as if she was the third party now, the third party who occupied someone else's fiancΓ©. Such a change in thinking made Song Xingqing feel painful, she felt a splitting headache, and her whole person was about to collapse.
Seeing Song Xingqing's expression, it suddenly became extremely painful. Gu Chongyi was taken aback.
"Xingqing, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? You wait, I'll call the doctor! β
"Chongyi!"
Song Xingqing called out to stop Gu Chongyi, and then said this sentence, which made Gu Chongyi's face quickly pale, and the whole person was stunned.
"I want to see Shirayuki."
When Gu Chongyi called Bai Xue and told her that Song Xingqing wanted to see her, Bai Xue was also very surprised. But when Bai Xue stood in front of Song Xingqing's hospital bed with a worried heart, what she saw was not an angry face, but a face full of deep meaning, which seemed to have pity, sadness, sadness, and some expressions that Bai Xue couldn't understand.
Song Xingqing looked at Gu Chongyi and said to him, "I want to talk to Bai Xue alone for a while." Chongyi, you can go out first. β
Gu Chong was stunned for a moment, then walked out with a sullen head and closed the door.
Facing Song Xingqing alone, Bai Xue looked a little nervous. didn't wait for Song Xingqing to speak. Bai Xue said to her apologetically: "I'm sorry Xingqing, but I did something wrong before, I don't expect you and Chongyi to forgive me, I just ask you to give me a chance so that I can make amends, okay?" β
"Make it up? How are you going to make up for it? β
Song Xingqing wanted to hear Bai Xue's thoughts.
"I don't dare to want to get Chongyi's love anymore, I just want to be by my side like a friend and care about him silently, I don't want to be treated like a stranger by him. I hope we can talk together, talk about dreams, or have a meal if we have the chance. β
Song Xingqing couldn't help laughing, and she began to ask Bai Xuelai: "If you were me, would you allow your boyfriend to have such a girl by his side?" β
Bai Xue was speechless, and she lowered her head silently.
Song Xingqing carefully observed Bai Xue, although she lowered her head, her fair skin was still visible at a glance, Song Xingqing couldn't imagine that such a young woman would die early, just like a blooming flower, it would be impossible to escape the day of withering, but Bai Xue, a flower, bloomed for too short a time. Thinking of this, the pity in Song Xingqing's heart surged up again, she looked at Bai Xue, who bowed her head and was silent, and asked, "Is Chongyi really that important to you?" β
Bai Xue raised her head and met Song Xingqing's gaze.
"Can I tell the truth?"
"Of course."
After getting Song Xingqing's reply, Bai Xue replied with a firm look in her eyes: "If I can exchange my life for Chongyi to love me sincerely, even if it is only for one day, I am willing." β
Bai Xue's answer shocked Song Xingqing's heart, she felt that compared with Bai Xue's love, her love for Gu Chongyi seemed to have become much smaller, if there was no herself, Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue might really live a very happy life, just like what you can see in that photo, Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue smiled so sweetly and happily, although happiness is very short, but a relationship, as long as it is in our hearts. It's been a long time. Just like he has always cherished in his heart the love with Gu Chongyi that has been painful, happy and happy, although it failed to blossom in the end, in Song Xingqing's heart, it is enough to reminisce for a lifetime.
Song Xingqing thought of this in her heart. There was a sudden knock at the door, and then the door was opened, and Gu Chongyi walked in.
first glanced at Bai Xue, and then locked his gaze on Song Xingqing.
"It's not too early, and Bai Xue should go back."
"Hmm. Chongyi, you send Bai Xue back to the bedroom. β
Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue were both very surprised by Song Xingqing's words, Gu Chongyi's face was even more pale, Bai Xue hurriedly said when he saw this: "No need, there are not many ways anyway, I can just go back by myself, Chongyi should stay here and take care of you." β
Song Xingqing didn't reply to Bai Xue's words, but just stared at Gu Chong.
"Chongyi, it's so late, you might as well send Bai Xue for me. After all, I called her. β
Now that Song Xingqing had already said this, Gu Chongyi couldn't refuse anymore, he coldly spit out two sons to Bai Xue: "Let's go." β
Bai Xue showed a hint of surprise on her face, smiled at Song Xingqing and nodded, and then walked out after Gu Chongyi.
Along the way, Gu Chongyi kept walking in front, and Bai Xue followed closely behind. Regarding Song Xingqing's abnormal performance tonight, Gu Chongyi was incomprehensible in his heart.
Bai Xue wanted to say a few words to Gu Chongyi, but Gu Chongyi walked briskly all the way, without the slightest intention of talking to her.
"Chongyi. In a few days, our department will hold a concert, and there will be my singing program at that time, I would like to invite you to watch it with Xingqing, can you? β
Gu Chongyi suddenly stopped, causing Bai Xue to almost hit it.
Wait until the snow is on its feet. Gu Chongyi said to her with a serious face: "I don't know what Xingqing said to you, but what I said to you, please don't forget, this time it's because Xingqing wants to see you, otherwise we can't meet again, I said that we are just strangers when we see each other, so there is no need for you to invite me and Xingqing to participate." We're not going either. β
Gu Chongyi pointed to the front and said to Bai Xue: "The front is the girls' dormitory, I don't think you can get lost, I'm leaving, Xingqing is still lying alone on the hospital bed waiting for me." β
Gu Chongyi ignored Bai Xue, who looked lonely, and left without looking back.
Gu Chongyi, who returned to the hospital, sat quietly on the side, and Song Xingqing could see that Gu Chongyi was really sulking.
Song Xingqing sat up and walked out of bed, walked straight to Gu Chongyi's side, and put her hands on his shoulders.
"Chongyi, I have a question for you."
"What?"
"Remember when Bai Xue was by the river that day? If Bai Xue really had three long and two short things that time, would you feel guilty for the rest of your life? β
"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"
"You answer me first."
Gu Chongyi was always reluctant to answer, and Song Xingqing smiled bitterly: "Actually, you already told me at that time, if Bai Xue really had any accidents, you would never be at ease in your life." β
"That was before."
"And now? If something really happens to Bai Xue, can you really feel at ease? β
Gu Chongyi was silent, Song Xingqing sighed, and said: "Actually, whether it was before or now, you have always been very clear in your heart how deep Bai Xue's feelings are for you, but what you can give her is very limited, and it is precisely because of this clear understanding that you have an extraordinary sense of indebtedness to Bai Xue in your heart, even if others say that feelings should not be reciprocated, but there is someone around you who loves you like Bai Xue, in addition to being a kind of pressure for you, it has also inadvertently evolved into a kind of touch, isn't it?" β
Gu Chongyi didn't answer, Song Xingqing knew that he recognized his statement in his heart.
"So Chongyi, I'm sure you also want Bai Xue to live happily, and you don't want to see any accidents happen to her, right? Otherwise, even if we stay together, you will be uneasy in your heart, right? β
"Xingqing, what exactly do you want to say?"
Song Xingqing leaned her head on Gu Chongyi's back and said to him in a sad tone: "I just want to tell you that we are a little better for Bai Xue, and we are also a little better for ourselves. β
Gu Chongyi had to admit that the estrangement in his heart towards Bai Xue was being melted by Song Xingqing's words little by little, and he began to feel that what Song Xingqing said made sense, Bai Xue was not unforgivable, she was just a woman who was persistent for love.
Song Xingqing's first step was very successful, she already felt that she had slowly untied the knot in Gu Chongyi's heart, so that Gu Chong dispelled her hostile attitude towards Bai Xue and Zhou Yifan at first, and soon she might be able to start the second step of the plan, which was to return Gu Chongyi to Bai Xue. The word "also" made Song Xingqing's heart ache like being pricked by a needle, or did it give Gu Chongyi to Bai Xue? But whether it is let or returned, the final result is to separate from Gu Chongyi again, and this separation must be the final end of the story, this realization makes Song Xingqing almost suffocated. She could only hug Gu Chongyi tightly, cherishing every moment she was with him now.
There were not many people in the school cafeteria at ten o'clock in the evening, and it was all night, Li Xiaoxue just watched Zhou Zhou Fan drinking beer bottle after bottle, no matter how much she persuaded her, it was useless.
"Yifan, don't drink anymore, it's past ten o'clock, I'll send you back to the bedroom."
Li Xiaoxue looked at Zhou Fan, who was drinking red and full of alcohol, and was very worried.
"It's only ten o'clock, what's the hurry, I can't go back today."
Zhou Zhoufan's tongue was so big that he couldn't speak clearly.
Seeing Zhou Fan like this, he must be drunk, Li Xiaoxue began to think in her heart about how to get Zhou Zhou Fan back to the bedroom.
"Yifan, you've drunk all the beer in this restaurant, let's go back."
Li Xiaoxue stood up as she spoke, walked to Zhou Fan's side, and wanted to reach out to help him up.
"This house is gone, let's change homes and continue to drink!"
Zhou Zhou Fan shook off Li Xiaoxue's hand and stood up crookedly.
"Okay, okay, change your home and continue drinking."
Li Xiaoxue promised him in his mouth, but he was already thinking about helping Zhou Yifan back to the bedroom.
Zhou Zhou Fan stumbled all the way, Li Xiaoxue really couldn't stand it, whether Zhou Yifan wanted it or not, she stood next to her and held Zhou Yifan tightly, and the two staggered towards the direction of the boys' dormitory.
"Xiaoxue, where is there any wine to drink in the dark and black area here! Let's go to a place where there is light......"
After Zhou Yifan finished speaking, he was about to turn around and return to the direction of the school cafeteria, Li Xiaoxue was in a hurry.
"Don't, you've drunk all the wine over there, I'll take you to a place where no one is, where there is a lot of wine, so you can drink enough." (To be continued.) )