My name is Zhou Fan, complicated and complicated.

My father likes to call me Ah Fan, but my mother doesn't let him call me like this, saying that it is "a good girl, Ah Fan and Ah Fan's call, I always feel that I want to be called a little Langjun with strong limbs", my father seems to be happier when he hears it, and he doesn't dare to call it again in front of his mother, but he often does a set in front of his face and behind his back, and usually calls me secretly behind his mother's back, "Tut-tut, A-Fan, Tut-tut, tsk, here, come this way." ”

My father's attitude is still very kind, but I always feel like he is like those big dogs called Brother Ashu.

My mother comforted me and said that it was because it was born in autumn, so it was full of flowers.

I was depressed, and I felt that she was clearly lying to me.

This name, obviously the famous sitting on the Yiyuan Palace, the little sixth uncle to personally take it, is the meaning of prosperity, listen to the grandmother said that I will be born, not two hours later, the palace emperor Yubi Qin gave the word "Fan" was sent into the palace of the king of Yu, the name of the palace was given a little, the entire palace from top to bottom all breathed a long sigh of relief.

As for why Changshu breathed a sigh of relief, I thought about it and thought about it, but I also thought clearly, I don't have to worry about food and clothing in the royal family in this life, I am afraid that I will stand in the wrong team and offend the wrong person - I was born in the first year of Longhua, when the new emperor ascended the throne for less than half a year, just avoided the "Wuxu Change", the sixth uncle and the rebellious ministers and thieves fought inextricably Chenguang, I heard that the sixth uncle did not suffer less at that time, and almost lost a life in Jiangnan, although I have not seen it with my own eyes, I can also hear some truths in the false rumors.

That rebellious minister and thief have to wave a big banner to cover his shame to be justified, but who is the big banner?

It's my bright and sad father.

This level of grievance is in it, even my father's abacus can't figure it out. But in the eyes of others, it is not like that.

I was just in time for the new emperor to come to the throne. By the way, take me to test whether the emperor wants to take the second brother who he has always respected. Who knew that my little sixth uncle not only did not take a knife, but was sent into the palace of King Yu with rewards and favors.

Grandma Milk is about to express the emperor's grace, every time a birthday, I am holding a small spoon to eat longevity noodles in small bites, Grandma Milk is beside me and squeezing her throat, lifting her body as if singing, read it aloud, every year with "think about the past." The holy decree that came out of the palace passed through Shuangfu Street, and then passed through the eastern suburbs, the white horse took the head, the two horses were parallel, and the first person in the Yiyuan Hall was Li Gonggong, who was riding on the horse, holding the red tassel in his hand.

Then with "My eldest girl, your life is very valuable, it weighs six pounds, who doesn't dare to look down on you, and the emperor can't spare the love of giving the name!" "The volume has increased dramatically. Jump straight into the passionate ** part.

In the end, "Even if you don't have a brother or a younger brother, you are confident." No one needs to be scared! Let's make sure that the capital is not a country fence - we have to rely on whose sons talk more about heroes! "A decisive soothing ending.

Milk Mama is an old grandmother for many years, it was sent by the Hou Mansion in the mother's maiden letter early in the morning, served my grandmother and then served my mother, and finally I fell into the hands of her old man, Mama sees things and people thoroughly, and her words are not rough, and she belongs to the status of saying one or two under the servants of Zhengyuan, and she dares to say anything, but she doesn't mention my bright and sad father in three or two sentences.

I'm also depressed - Grandma Grandma seems to have an inexplicable hostility and defensiveness towards her father, not a big servant, but a sense of disagreement and avoidance that emanates from the inside out, "You bad person, stay away from our main garden".

I didn't dare to poke my mother's place, and I asked my mother in private.

After being stunned for a while, Mama touched my head and smiled perfunctory to me, "Sister is too careful." Turning his head, I secretly heard my grandmother tell my mother, "Everyone has ridiculous times, but our prince has made a long mistake." The bad guy doesn't commit it now, in the end, it's my sister's father, there's really no need to mention those bad things in the past, right? ”

What a past!

What an old thing!

My curiosity is very heavy, blocked my heart so that I haven't eaten well and slept well for more than ten days, and all I think about is the mysterious "old things" in my mother's mouth, my mother often says that I am with my father, since I follow my father, then simply break the casserole and ask in the end, with a pair of black eyes and ask my mother.

The mother smiled very calmly, and turned the conversation to the topic of Pingxi Hou's brother not seriously endorsing and being whipped by his father.

When I pushed the door out with a secret smile that knew about gossip, I suddenly realized that the topic seemed to be biased.

So maybe my dad and I can't compete with my mother together, and I'm about a little better than my dad - at least I realize that I'm being led by the nose.

I asked, Mama's attitude seems to be much better, in fact, my father seems to have infinite tolerance for the people, things or things in the mother's garden, not to mention the old mama who has always trusted her mother.

Therefore, no matter how the grandmother rolls her eyes, droops her eyebrows, and purses the corners of her lips, there is nothing unusual about her father.

To be honest, I selfishly think that my father didn't see that my mother treated him differently at all.

He can taste the difference between fifteen years of Huadiao wine and fourteen and a half years in one sip, and he can also tell at a glance whether this red lantern is Chengxintang paper paste or peach blossom paper, but it is far from being clear to my mother in terms of seeing people, so which brick to change in our family, which tile to pry, all are up to my mother.

Take the early registration of the county lord as an example, the daughter of the clan was crowned when she got married, probably to show the emperor's grace, I will be ten years old, and the emperor's imperial pen will come down with personal approval, and I have become the first county lord in the Great Zhou Dynasty to be stamped with the emperor's eight seals.

Dad and Mama were all about the emperor, only my mother told me, "The emperor is not the first emperor, and he can pretend to be in the inner house in his eyes - this is the queen mother is making face with you, and the next time I see the queen mother, I will affectionately call the sixth aunt to go." ”

I naturally responded, and when I entered the palace and saw the queen's mother, I first squeezed my eyebrows and eyebrows after Ah Shu, who was sitting behind the desk in the same manner, and then honestly gave the queen a big gift, according to my mother's explanation. I didn't call the queen mother. Affectionate and affectionate called. "Ah Fan, thank you, Aunt Six."

didn't say anything thanks, but Queen He smiled at her mother, "Ah Fan's wit is up to you." ”

My mother looked at me very gently, "She is blessed with her father." ”

Queen He smiled very much, "Like the second brother, he is blessed, he can't suppress his heart for anything, and he is happy to live."

I didn't even listen to what I had to say. Because Ah Shu dragged me with one hand, and led the second prince who had only learned to walk in the other hand, to look at his infant third prince.

I think that the sons of the Zhou family were all born to the queen, and the sons of the emperor's harem all came out of the belly of Empress He.

Well

It's also a little difficult to get out of someone else's belly, because there is no other woman in the harem except Queen He.

Queen He jumped out one son after another, and she had the strength to not give birth to ten or eight vows.

Looking at our family and the fourth uncle's family, the fourth uncle's family is alone and an only son, and our family is even more miserable, leaving me alone and a single seedling, so that I will not die. It's still a single girl.

I felt a little sorry for my father, but I didn't dare to show it. For fear that my unscrewed father would twitch his brain, he brought me home a concubine to use to extend the children and grandchildren.

The word "again" is not because my father once brought it back, but I heard my grandmother say that I used to have a concubine, surnamed Shi, Dingjingren, and it seems that she is still a girl from the Guogong Mansion.

"There is still a noble family surnamed Shi in Dingjing City? Why am I not impressed at all? ”

I looked up and asked Mama.

"Because they did it for their own family, and then they themselves died."

Mama replied with a blank face.

I shrank back invisibly, this is Mama's standard "don't mention her to me, mention her again, believe it or not, I'll go and dig her grave immediately" I was looking for death.

I wittily stopped the topic in front of my grandmother, but my curiosity couldn't stop it, I didn't dare to move on my own when it was about my father, but it was not much taboo to ask about this matter, and I found a few servants to ask, and I immediately knew the whole thing - the Shi family of Anguo Mansion stood on the opposite side of the sixth uncle in the "Wuxu Change".

That's it.

This kind of big event of fighting for the world and fighting for the community, who is stained with whom, doesn't talk about it at all, Concubine Shi didn't know where she went overnight, some people said that she was ordered to be killed, some people said that she was sent to Pingxi Pass with a crazy woman who was talking nonsense, and some people said that she hanged herself.

Either way, people are gone anyway.

In the backyard of King Yu's Mansion, there was only one of us left as a family of three.

I still remember when I was very young, my grandmother took my mother to pray to God and worship Buddha, what famous mountains and rivers have been all over, for a while the whole garden was full of medicinal smell, Mama came in with medicinal soup, I lay on the warm kang and fell asleep, and I heard my mother say to Mama in a daze, "This kind of thing talks about fate, and it doesn't stay long if you force it to come, I have a Fan It's enough, it's about paying off the child's debt in the early years." ”

"Look at what you say! When you were going to spread out that incident and tell the prince, I said that you can't do it, but you just insisted on going your own way, and sure enough, the two of them cried together, right? But because of the blessing of misfortune, I didn't think much of the prince's reaction, alas, you can think that you don't owe each other, and a write-off is probably the best ending."

Mama put the medicine bowl on the wooden table, and drank it with her mother.

I listened in a daze, but I didn't understand, I hugged the quilt and turned over again, turned over behind me, and there was no more speech outside.

I think my mother is a good woman, with a good background, good appearance, good manners, and even dealing with people is also a kind and graceful posture, she hasn't made a move, and my father rushed to the forefront - there are officials and eunuchs who don't want to die, and they dare not admonish that Queen He is the only pet in the pepper room, immoral and jealous, and the production value of several sons under the knees is extremely high.

If you want to chew your tongue behind your back, you put your eyes on our house.

I didn't say my mother directly, but behind my back said that my grandfather's family "can't raise a daughter", "has no children and no virtues, and men are not allowed to take concubines", my father was furious when he heard it, rolled up his sleeves and posted a post to invite those families to drink tea, and he started to drink and drink - my father unilaterally beat others, others did not dare to fight back, one became a pig's head, and the other became a sausage mouth.

The emperor single-handedly suppressed this matter, and my father's heroic appearance when he beat people was also spread in the capital, and my father's words were recited along with this feat, "It's good to have a girl!" Life is not easy to live in the world, and you don't care about the behind you! What if you don't have a son! And what can it be! It's enough for Lao Tzu to have a good daughter-in-law! ”

The men thought he was ashamed, and the women probably had stars in their eyes.

I was immediately squatting in the corridor of Pingxi Hou's Mansion and pinching mud with Brother Zhao'er, and vaguely heard Brother Zhao'er and his mother say, "After a thousand sails, that person is in the lamplight."

Two sentences that don't match at all.

I was confused, but I seemed to understand something.

After the father's big hair and power beating incident, there was a crowd brawl incident in Dingjing, Brother Ashu secretly led me to look at Brother Zhao'er, who was lying on the bed with a blue nose and swollen face Seeing that it was me, grinning with teeth, "Those little rabbit cubs who chewed the root of the tongue said that your mother was not good for me to hear."

I laughed, and tears followed.

Then the Pingxi Hou Mansion came to the door to propose.

My father laughed so much that he didn't even want to accept the dowry, and he couldn't wait to buy one get one free, for fear that people would regret it.

The day before I went out, Brother Zhao sneaked over the wall into the palace of King Yu, and I don't know which eyeless little hoof saw it and turned over and made a small report, and was caught by my father, and reached out with a cold face and patted the back of the head twice, I screamed, my father raised his hand and endured it, in the end, he endured it, and dragged Brother Zhao to drink among the flowers.

After a few rounds of changing cups, my mother and I were doing needlework outside, and I heard my father crying and howling.

"Treat me well! It's not easy for a woman's family to live, sometimes she doesn't say it, she remembers in her heart that there is no overnight feud between husband and wife, and two people spread out their words and say anything! ”

I put the needle and thread back in the cage, got up and wanted to go in to persuade me, but I didn't know that my mother would pull me up.

I looked up, but I saw that my mother's eyes were shining.

Dad estimated that he was drunk and spoke with a big tongue, but he had to continue talking.

"Men can't be too ridiculous! is ridiculous and ruthless, a woman's heart is light, a woman's heart is light and cold, and she can't cover it back! I am lucky, plus A Fan, her mother is a good woman, after a big event, I woke up, even so, I coaxed for a long time to coax back, in the middle of the night, the third watch went to the eastern suburbs to buy fish skin wontons, I learned to carve the chapter, tsk, tsk, I learned that my hands are full of blisters to go out, even the mare does not ride, and I listen to my daughter-in-law's words."

"I'll tell you that Ah Fan is not used to talking to me, she is not as easy to talk as her mother, you kid dare to be ridiculous, believe it or not, Lao Tzu personally went out to break your legs"

At the end of his speech, his voice gradually lowered.

I looked up at my mother again.

The mother's eyes were full of tears, like a deep spring washed by wind and rain in the early autumn season. (To be continued......)

ps: [I don't write extras, I don't even dare to come out and reply to tat, it's too cruel! ] 】

[I know that many little babies want to see how the second child wakes up, and how Min Jirou turns over as the master, but is this Min Jirou really happy? A-Yuan likes the role of Min Jirou, and also likes the role of the second child, A-Yuan feels that letting Min Jirou be heartbroken like Queen Fang without a trace, and live this life, even if it is too cruel. But is it really happiness to empty yourself to a woman and only care about her son? I am a layman, my wife and children are hot on the kang, and I always feel that this is happiness. In that era when she couldn't get along, Min Jirou could only fight to the end with the second child, whether to say goodbye, stay apart from each other or find an ending that was not so hurtful to others. To err is human? In this marriage, is Min Jirou completely wrong? Since both of you are at fault, why can't you make yourself a little better and let others be a little better? Life and marriage are not addition and subtraction, who is more wrong and who is less wrong, it is incomprehensible. Ah Yuan boasted that he had achieved a very beautiful ending for Min Jirou. 】

[A-Yuan thought about it, and the pressure on the extras was too great, so he was tired of the next few extras until the fifteenth of April, and everyone didn't have to wait to watch them halfway, just come and read them all on the fifteenth~]