Chapter 188: A Wandering Heart
It was very late that Fang Xiao came to her room.
"Spent a day in the palace." He looked a little tired.
Gu Pan's brows furrowed slightly, could this emperor have some moths again, and what kind of ghost ideas did he have?
Seeing her frowning, he also frowned: "I only found out about the news of this concubine when I came back." ”
Gu Pan's mind was not on this, but he just said "oh".
"Yi's decree has been issued, I'm afraid I can't refuse." Seeing her bleak appearance, he thought that she was unhappy about the concubine, so he immediately apologized, and immediately assured her: "I won't give her this real power anymore no matter what, Ming'er won't need her to take care of the house from now on, you can take it yourself." ”
"Don't, I don't have time to care about these trivial things." She hurriedly waved her hand: "Let her continue to manage." ”
Fang Xiao wondered: "Isn't your body much better?" You will always have to be in charge of the house in the future, and now you can get used to it. ”
"If there's a big thing, I'll take the idea and make it happen." Gu Pan said perfunctorily.
Fang Xiao said: "No matter what title she is given, in this mansion, I still have the final say." The palace has slapped me in the face like this, so naturally I have to pay back some color! ”
Thinking of the Queen Mother's methods, she shuddered in her heart: "After I came out of the emperor, the Queen Mother summoned me again." ”
Fang Xiao became nervous: "Why did you go to the Empress Dowager's palace again?" Didn't she embarrass you? He stayed with the emperor all day, and he didn't know that Gu Pan later went to the queen mother.
Gu Pan had a bitter face: "It's not that she's angry, and she's angry with me, the scapegoat!" ”
Fang Xiao had a calm face: "What did she say?" ”
Gu Pan said: "It's nothing. Just a few threats, and then let me meet someone. ”
Fang Xiao asked, "Who did you meet?" ”
Gu Pan said: "Lu Xuan'er." ”
Fang Xiao was surprised: "She? Also in the Queen Mother's Palace? When they returned home, they found that she was no longer in the palace, and they were busy entering the palace, and they did not pay attention to the whereabouts of this woman.
Gu Pan nodded, thinking of her appearance, she couldn't help but sigh: "Look at her appearance, I'm afraid she won't live long." ”
Fang Xiao was stunned and said, "Don't be afraid, I will protect you." Although he didn't know the details, he was used to the dirty things in this palace. Think about it for a moment. You can see what's going on.
"She finally entered the palace as she wished, but unfortunately, she was also dying." Gu Pan was still sighing and said, "The emperor loved her so much, and it was only a few months. It ended up like this. ”
She didn't mean to say it. Fang Xiao's face became solemn. He turned to the railway: "Don't worry! As long as I live, I will protect you for one day! ”
Gu Pan didn't listen to it, but he was thinking about another thought in his heart.
It is precisely because Lu Xuan'er is hidden in the palace. Only then did he have the plot development of being admitted by King Shen. Could it be that the emperor didn't pay attention to Lu Xuan'er at all, and that woman was just a child on his chessboard? Now that she has used it, it is useless at all, so she immediately gave up and let her be tortured by the Queen Mother. Thinking of this, she felt a chill in her body again. I feel more and more that I have taken a wrong step, and I really can't stay here.
Seeing her in a daze, Fang Xiao thought she didn't believe it, and repeated: "I will do what I say!" ”
She looked up and looked dazed: "What did you say?" ”
Fang Xiao was a little helpless: "What are you doing in a daze?" ”
What Guan Xingji told her, and what she thought in her heart, she couldn't tell him, so she looked very depressed: "I'm afraid the days ahead will be difficult." The thought that he was still kept in the dark, working hard and being a pawn used by others, made her feel compassion in her heart, and she was especially sympathetic to him.
Fang Xiao said: "I will never let them bully you." ”
She raised her eyes to look at him, these days outside the wind and rain, his face was a little thin, she was a little distressed: "What does the emperor mean?" Are you ready to do something to King Shen? ”
He shook his head: "The queen mother's current attitude, I'm afraid that the emperor won't be able to move if he wants to." Seeing that she seemed to be in a daze again, he touched her head: "Don't worry about these things, forget what you've heard." ”
Gu Pan said: "Can you forget?" "Looking back on this experience, it is really incredible, and it is exciting and interesting to face life and death situations several times, but they have all turned the danger into a disaster.
The two men were silent for a moment, each thinking about their own thoughts.
After a long time, he finally asked, "Have you ever regretted coming back to the capital with me?" ”
She hesitated and nodded.
Although this answer made him a little sad, she did not hide it from him, and he felt a little happy. He looked at her, thought for a while, and couldn't help asking, "If you don't want to come back, I can't do anything." He reached out and took her hand: "I just want to ask, why did you come back with me?" ”
Why did you come back with him? It's a question she's never asked herself. Although she vaguely knew something, she never dug this answer out of her heart.
Seeing that she was in a daze, he held her hand and made some effort: "I know, you don't like this kind of life." What you dream of is a free sky. And here, it's so boring, and it's so gloomy. He remembered that she had used the word to describe the royal family: "You have had such an opportunity to get away from all this, why did you come back?" ”
His eyes grew hot, and with anticipation, he wanted an answer that he liked to hear.
She was silent and did not speak for a long time.
He couldn't help it anymore, she didn't take the initiative, it was better to take the initiative herself: "Is it for me?" You came back because of me? ”
There was some nervousness in his voice, and she looked up into his eyes, and a strange feeling swirled in her heart.
If it is not for him, it is a lie. Although she has a lot of scruples, and the idea of running away at any time has never been broken, it cannot be denied that she is very willing to be with him when danger is not coming.
This time of getting along made her know more about him, and it also moved her heart.
She's really starting to like him.
However, if she was asked to give her heart to him wholeheartedly, she was unwilling and impossible.
In such an environment, if you lose yourself, in the future, maybe you will become another Cao family, another Lu Xuan'er, or another queen mother.
She didn't want to be like that herself.
So, she can't be tempted.
She can become his wife, her princess, she can like him, she can enjoy time together, but she must not let herself be trapped.
But looking at the pair of warm eyes on the other side, and his own beating heart. She couldn't help but ask herself, can she control all this.
She suddenly became frightened, maybe everything in the future would go off the track she had set.
She suddenly woke up, she shouldn't have come back! (To be continued.) )