Originally, I really wanted to talk to this girl. But she looked very resistant, her face was very tugging, although her cigarette was put away by me, but I took a piece of chewing gum out of her pocket and chewed it for an hour.

For a whole hour, she sat on the couch, chewing gum, and if I opened my mouth to say anything to her, she would roll her eyes, and she wouldn't listen at all, not even say a word.

I smiled, stopped talking, turned on the TV in the living room, and sat down next to her. She immediately moved to the side, as if I had a virus on me. I ignored her, took the remote control and crossed my legs on the coffee table to watch TV, and after a dozen turns, I stayed on the recording of a European League football match.

I've seen this game before, but now I'm deliberately pretending to watch it with relish.

Sure enough, a child is a child after all, and her patience can't be compared with an adult, she pretended to be cool for an hour, and finally couldn't help it, first her body kept moving around on the sofa, as if there were insects on her body, and then she kept chewing gum and blowing bubbles, blowing more than a dozen, but I didn't even look at her, my eyes were just staring at the TV.

"Hey!" Ni Duoduo suddenly shouted: "Uncle! What do you want? Do you make this your home? In the end, if you want to kill or chop, you give me a word! ”

I smiled, "What? Ken spoke? ”

Ni Duoduo still rolled her eyes at me: "Are you sick?" Somehow came to mind my business, I don't even know you! ”

I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know you either...... If it weren't for your father, a little sister like you, I wouldn't have bothered to pay attention to you. ”

Ni Duoduo rolled her eyes again: "Do you know that Wang ......" Seeing me glaring at this, she quickly swallowed back the three words "bastard", and continued: "You know him, what does it matter to me?" I don't want you to care! Please, I'm an adult! Have an ID! You are violating my human rights, do you know? I can report jǐng! ”

I didn't move: "Whatever you want." ”

Ni Duoduo jumped up suddenly: "What do you want?" Her cheeks bulged out and almost pointed at my nose.

I then raised my eyes to look at her: "First, I ask you to get your hair done, this hairstyle is very bad." It's ugly. ”

"You have to take care of it! It's none of your business if I shave my head. ”

I didn't pay any attention to her shouting: "Second, I need to have a good talk with you, if you have such an attitude, we can't communicate." ”

"Okay...... Let's talk! Ni Duoduo sat on the coffee table and took out a cigarette from my cigarette case with great skill, but when he saw me glaring, he quickly put it down and said dissatisfiedly: "Can't you smoke?" ”

I sighed and pulled out the picture: "You're the one up here, right?" I looked her in the eye and tried to sound sincere: "You took this picture a few years ago, right?" How nice it looks like here, isn't it a very pleasing little girl? ”

Ni Duoduo didn't speak.

I continued: "When your father asked me to take care of you, I saw this picture and thought you should be a very cute little girl, but after we met, I felt quite disappointed. ”

Ni Duoduo raised his eyebrows: "That's my business!" Don't pretend to be fucking pure in front of me! I don't think you're a good thing either! In the singing room today, what did you do to those people? Are you a good person? ”

I snorted and stared into her eyes, "If I hadn't beaten those guys down today, I'm afraid you'd be done today!" I sighed, thought about it, and pulled out a cigarette and handed it to her.

Ni Duoduo was stunned for a moment, took the spot, and took a sip.

I shook my head and told myself not to be in a hurry, but to take it one step at a time.

"Do you know what your male classmate did today?"

"I don't know." Ni Duoduo didn't look me in the eye.

I sneered: "When you went to the toilet, they discussed how to drug you in the private room!" When I went in, there was a packet of psychedelics on the table, do you know what happens when you eat it? ”

"Cut! I don't know! Ni Duoduo said loudly: "I haven't eaten it again." ”

I felt a little relieved, fortunately, she hadn't touched that kind of thing yet, psychedelics and ecstasy belonged to the category of drugs, Ni Duoduo hadn't touched that kind of thing, that is, she hadn't been bad enough to that extent, which was a blessing in misfortune.

"That thing, if you eat it, you're going to be delirious...... Well, it's like getting drunk, and then you lose your sense of judgment, and you will do what others tell you to do...... And also...... You'll ......" I thought about it, but I still didn't say the words "xìngyù大发". just hidden: "I was taken advantage of, and I didn't know it." ”

Ni Duoduo thought about it and didn't speak.

"Those guys, you're all seeing each other for the first time, right? This kind of little gangster, who is not in the stream, will only drug you, and then at most [**] you. If the people you meet are more ruthless, maybe find a few people to turn you over first, and then take photos or VCRs, and then come to blackmail you endlessly in the future! Some people will even inject you with shè drugs to make you addicted! In the future, you will become a drug addict, and when you become a drug addict, they will appear in front of you and sell you drugs! Your whole life is ruined, you know? ”

Ni Duoduo listened to me quietly, and to my surprise, she didn't interrupt me this time, nor did she refute me, but after I listened, her eyes showed a little indifference, and she snorted: "If it's ruined, it's ruined, anyway, my life has been ruined a long time ago, what ......are you afraid of?"

Although this is a stubborn tone like a child, there is a bit of depression in the words...... The smell makes my heart tremble......

Looking at this girl with heavy makeup, sitting in front of me smoking sullenly, with an indifferent look, I felt a little helpless in my heart......

"Ni Duoduo...... Why are you doing this? I spoke.

"What?"

I looked into her eyes to keep her gaze from dodging: "I'm asking...... Why did you become like this? That picture proves that, at least in previous years, you shouldn't be what you are now, right? ”

I stood up and looked around the living room.

This house is clearly the kind of family apartment built in the early 90s, with two bedrooms and one living room, which is not very large, but it is large enough for a small family.

There were two existing rooms, one of which I had just entered, it was Ni Duoduo's room, and the other one, the door was closed, and I walked over and pushed it open to take a look.

It's a slightly smaller room, and I think the furniture inside is like an older person...... Because the furniture was obviously handmade from the sixties and seventies, the paint was ruthless and deep, and the bed was a trampoline, which is now almost extinct. The whole room was very clean and the sheets looked conservative...... And there is a lacquered wood box in the corner.

From all this, it can be seen that the person who lives here should be an old man.

"I heard you lived with your grandmother a few years ago?" I turned my head and glanced at Ni Duoduo. The muscles on Ni Duoduo's face trembled obviously, but then she said coldly: "It's also your business?" ”

I shook my head: "I'm just asking. ”

Then I approached her: "She...... When did he die? ”

"Two years ago." Ni Duoduo said quickly, and then took a hard puff of cigarette.

I nodded, then digressed, "It should be noon by now...... Are you hungry? ”

Ni Duoduo squinted at me: "If you're hungry, please leave quickly!" You're not welcome in my house! ”

I ignored her and went to the kitchen myself to rummage through it, but the refrigerator was empty, there was nothing to eat in the kitchen cabinet, not even a grain of rice!

"Let's go, I'll take you out to dinner." I sighed.

"Don't go! Don't eat! Ni Duoduo sat and refused to get up.

I smiled: "I'll invite you to eat, I'll leave after eating, okay?" ”

"Really?" Her eyes lit up.

"Really."

Ni Duoduo stood up at this time, ran to the door, and shouted, "Open the door!" Go out to eat! ”

As I opened the door, I said, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Korean food, I want to eat barbecue, eat tofu hot." Ni Duoduo mentioned eating, and his face looked a little better: "You said you had a treat!" I planted it, don't hurt you! ”

I patted my pocket: "You forgot I have a card here?" It's all your money here, and how much you eat is deducted from the card! ”

Ni Duoduo wilted suddenly, and she looked like she was out of spirit: "Then go down and eat noodles!" ”

I thought she was just talking casually, but when I got downstairs and I was about to drive, she actually led me to a small noodle shop at the intersection.

It was a very ordinary noodle shop, the shop was very small, and only three or four tables could be placed, the tables were greasy and dirty, the walls were covered with newspapers, the roof of the house was made of simple plastic material, and the corners of the tables were covered with stainless steel.

Ni Duoduo skillfully found a corner table to sit down, and then shouted two bowls of beef noodles.

"Look at what, look!" Finding that I was looking at her with strange eyes, Ni Duoduo glared at me angrily and said.

"You're actually eating noodles here?" I'm a little funny.

The noodles came up quickly, two bowls of hot beef noodles, the portion was very large, the soup noodles were floating with fragrant green onions, and the noodles were covered with a few pieces of braised beef, Ni Duoduo picked up the chopsticks and compared, forked up a few noodles and sucked them into his mouth, and then chewed on the beef.

I was a little surprised to see how delicious she was eating: "The food here is delicious? ”

"Well, I've been eating it for years." Ni Duoduo didn't care to talk to me, and said vaguely: "When my grandmother was hospitalized, I didn't know how to cook, so I ate here." ”

I put down my chopsticks and looked at her quietly.

The girl sitting in front of her had an explosive head, a look of arrogance, and heavy makeup on her face. But I don't know how to have this picture in my mind:

A very delicate little girl with long hair, wearing a school uniform and carrying a school bag, sits in a small noodle restaurant and eats noodles, in the morning, at noon, and at night.

How did she get over that kind of rìzi?

Looking at this noodle bowl in front of me, looking at the steaming ...... But I seemed to remember the pork rib soup that Master made for us on the night when I lived at Master's house and practiced.

"You ate here three times a day at that time?" I asked in a low voice.

"Nonsense!" Ni Duoduo pursed her lips, picked up the noodles and blew: "Don't eat here, you raise me!" ”

I quietly took a bite of the noodles...... To be honest, the taste was good, the noodles were very chewy, and the soup was very fragrant, but I didn't have much appetite, so I put down my chopsticks and took out a cigarette and lit it.

The girl didn't eat much, and after eating a few bites of noodles, she concentrated on eating beef. Girls don't like to eat meat, but Ni Duoduo seems to be different, she eats beef very sweetly, but how much beef is in a bowl of beef noodles? Soon she finished eating.

I put down my cigarette, picked up the chopsticks and picked out the beef from my bowl one by one and put it in her bowl: "You eat, it's clean, I haven't touched it." ”

The expression on Ni Duoduo's face stiffened for a while, she suddenly raised her head and looked at me deeply, and then without saying a word, she lowered her head and ate the noodles violently.

She moved so much that she even made a very unruly purring sound...... But within a minute, I discovered her secret......

She deliberately made these sounds! Just to disguise!

Ni Duoduo's head hung very low, but I found that she was crying!

Sensing that I was looking at her, Ni Duoduo suddenly threw away the chopsticks, pushed away the bowl, and lay on the table, buried her head deep in her arms, and sobbed.

She started crying very quietly, but gradually she cried a little louder, and finally her body kept shaking. I sat on the sidelines, as if I wanted to pat her on the shoulder, but halfway through, I didn't know if I should fall or not.

At this time, Ni Duoduo had already raised her head, she quickly wiped the tears and snot on her face, and still glared at me coldly: "Look what I'm doing!" I've never seen a woman cry! ”

She glanced at the noodle bowl in front of her, but pushed the bowl hard, slapped the table, and said loudly, "Don't eat it!" The beef you've eaten is dirty! ”

After saying that, he stood up and walked outside. I pulled out my wallet, took out the banknotes, put them on the table, and followed.

Ni Duoduo walked very fast, but in the direction of home, and I didn't follow immediately, but walked about two steps behind her.

Walking downstairs to her house so silently, Ni Duoduo suddenly stopped, turned her head, and looked at me viciously: "Hey! I've had dinner with you! You should also be the talker! Let's go, don't follow me! ”

I smiled, "Okay, I'm not following you anymore, you can go home." ”

"Humph!" Ni Duoduo immediately turned around and walked into the cave.

I walked to the front of the car and sat in the car, flipped out a CD and put it away, lit a cigarette, listened to music, opened the window and smoked silently.

About five minutes later, as soon as I finished smoking a cigarette, I saw Ni Duoduo rushing out of the hole in the building angrily, running to my car quickly, and banging on the door.

I laughed and said, "What's wrong?" ”

"You don't talk a lot!" Ni Duoduo said angrily: "You said you left after eating!" Why are you still here! ”

"I just said I had dinner and left...... I didn't say I couldn't stay downstairs from your house, right? I smiled and asked, "How do you know I'm not here?" ”

"I'm watching you in the hallway!" After saying this, Ni Duoduo regretted it, and her face turned red.

I pushed the door and got out of the car, stood in front of Ni Duoduo, and examined her for a long time, she was a little uncomfortable by me, staring and scolding, but I suddenly reached in front of her and whispered: "Don't move!" ”

Then I quickly flicked off a piece of veal residue at the corner of her mouth, took out a tissue and wiped the grease on her mouth, and sighed: "Don't you wipe your mouth when you eat?" What about hands? Show me your hands! ”

Ni Duoduo was stunned, raised her hand mechanically like wood, I grabbed her hand and wiped the beef soup stained on her palm vigorously: "Remember to wipe your mouth and wash your hands when you eat in the future!" ”

Ni Duoduo seemed to be stupid, her mouth was open for a long time, but she finally didn't scold a word, raised her eyes and looked at me carefully for a long time, her eyes were a little loose, but finally she looked angry again, and shouted loudly: "What are you doing!" Who do you think you are! Who do you think you are me? You don't have to worry about my business!! Don't worry about it!! ”

With that, she opened my hand vigorously, then threw the tissue on the ground, stepped on it twice, turned around and rushed into the hallway.

I still smile, just shake my head.

It's still a young man...... Only anger will be used to hide the shock in the heart.

I sat at the front of the car and waited quietly...... In fact, I already noticed that Ni Duoduo didn't go upstairs, she was in the corridor on the second floor, hiding behind the wall battlement and peeking at me.

I didn't poke her, but took a bottle of mineral water from the trunk of the car, took a sip, and stretched leisurely.

Ten minutes later, Ni Duoduo finally came out again.

But this time, she didn't rush out like a storm, but walked out of the corridor slowly, walked in front of me, and seemed a little helpless: "Uncle, what do you want?" Either you go or you go up, and you're staring at me downstairs in my house, what's it? ”

I chuckled. This little girl is still a little girl after all. Young children, no matter how much they try to hide their inner emotions, still can't hide their inner emotions like an adult.

I know that Ni Duoduo has softened, and the few seemingly subtle actions I made just now have successfully opened a little gap in this girl's heart...... It's a little, but it's enough.

To put it bluntly, she is actually very conflicted, and her heart is stretched out and maybe she doesn't want me to go.

This feeling may be difficult to explain...... But what I remember very clearly is that after I was taken away from the gate of the detention center by Master, for a long time, I felt like a fledgling being by Master's side, and I was even afraid that Master would leave my sight!

When a helpless person suddenly appears around you a real, sincere person who is good to you, even if it is just a little bit of warmth...... Then she instinctively gave birth to a trace of attachment and reluctance!

Because people who live in the cold world are actually very obsessed with warmth!

It's like why I like to hang out in such noisy and chaotic places...... In fact, a big reason is that I am afraid of the cold feeling of being alone at home, and in the discotheque, countless people are frantically shouting, screaming, and carnivaling, which can bring me a lively feeling...... That's what I feel like when I get obsessed!

I didn't answer her words, just smiled gently: "I'm hungry, I didn't even eat that bowl of noodles just now." Let's go out and find a place to eat, the noodles are good, but I'm not a big fan of pasta. ”

Then I got into the car myself and pushed open the door of the passenger seat: "Come on." ”

Ni Duoduo stood in front of the car, she stared at me for a long time, then looked down at her toes for a while, and finally came over and got into the car, and then slammed the car door with a bang, and said in a vicious voice: "Where are you going!" Let's go! ”

Many years later, I once asked Ni Duoduo why she hid in the hallway to watch me that afternoon, and why she got into my car again.

Her reply was: Except for her dead mother, no one would ever wipe the scraps from her mouth with a tissue, wipe the grease off her hands, and then count her down with the kind of nagging woman she did.

That feeling is actually quite "family".

•；

My relationship with Ni Duoduo has finally improved a little, little bit.

I took her to a restaurant I liked very much for a meal of sauerkraut fish, I drank a bottle of beer, and at her protest, I allowed her to drink a small half glass. But she was never allowed to smoke again.

In the morning at her house, I allowed her to smoke because I needed to use a gesture to lighten the mood a little, but now I firmly do not allow her to touch the cigarette.

Girl, it's better to be delicate. Smoking is really not a good thing.

But our agreement is gradually changing.

"I'll leave after dinner, okay?"

After eating, I took her to eat ice cream: "I'll leave after the ice cream, okay?" ”

Then I took her to buy clothes: "After buying clothes, I'll go, okay?" ”

Although we had a little argument when we were shopping for clothes, because she was choosing the standard Taimei clothes, she liked the kind of clothes with metal chains and full of pockets and holes, and of course I wouldn't let her buy them. I chose clothes that looked lively but were "normal".

In the end, I helped her buy a set of only brand sweaters with small lapels and a pair of green jeans, and at her insistence, I also bought her a set of "Taimei" outfits that she insisted on buying.

But I noticed that when she tried on clothes, she tried on the only girly outfit I had chosen for her, and when I looked in the mirror, there was a moment of a smile on my face.

And when she walked out of the changing room in a girl's dress, at that moment, I almost thought it was the Ni Duoduo in the photo who came out!

Of course, the exploding head is still very glaring.

After buying clothes, Ni Duoduo took the soda I bought for her and bit the straw. Although she still treats me badly, it is very clever in one thing...... She didn't say anything about letting me go.

"Well, now...... We're going to give you a haircut. I looked at her and smiled, "After the haircut, I'll leave, and I don't care about you, okay?" I promise not to lie to you this time...... After the haircut, I really go! I promise to talk this time! ”

Ni Duoduo had an aggrieved expression on her face, looked at her toes, and waited for half a minute, then she raised her head and said in a somewhat soft tone: "I...... Can I go without a haircut? ”

I laughed, walked over and laughed in a low voice: "Ni Duoduo, do you want to get a haircut?" Still don't want me to go? ”

Ni Duoduo raised her head, blushed, and said loudly: "Phew! I wish you were missing from my eyes right now! ”

I didn't get angry at all, because I felt that I had some grasp of this girl's xìng character: "Okay, let's go get a haircut, and after the haircut, I'll go, okay?" ”

"Ignore it! If I say ignore it, I ignore it! ”

"So what do you want to do?" Yan Yue and I sè.

"I ......" Ni Duoduo lowered his head, not daring to look at me: "...... I think...... Think...... Craving ice cream. ”

I smiled, a little smug in my heart, my face was silent, and deliberately understated: "Then I will eat after the haircut." ”

"Well, okay." Ni Duoduo replied quickly...... I noticed that the little girl's eyes seemed to be relieved.

Actually, I understood that she didn't want ice cream, but wanted to find something after the haircut...... In that case, I wouldn't have left immediately......

Actually, no one is born fallen, is there?

I looked at the little girl in front of me and thought she was actually quite cute.

I drove to an image design salon, this shop has some fame in Nanjing, Qiao Qiao often gets her hair here to do her own image design, and several masters here are also makeup artists on TV stations.

Of course, the fees here are also quite high, and a simple haircut will cost three or five hundred!

When I brought Ni Duoduo into the door, I found a hairstylist and pointed at Ni Duoduo: "Please help her get her hair done." ”

The hairstylist glanced at Ni Duoduo a little weirdly, probably because he was a little amused by this explosive head. After all, the skin and face shape of the yellow race are really not suitable for this hairstyle with an explosive head.

The hairstylist circled around Ni Duoduo, glanced at me, and then called an assistant to come and take Ni Duoduo to wash her hair first.

I pulled the hairstylist aside, he looked at me and said with a wry smile: "Where did this young lady's hair be made?" It doesn't match her temperament and face shape at all! What do you want me to do for her? Or do you want to do this kind of xìng look? ”

"Of course not!" I shook my head: "Find a way to make it a little girly, a little more normal!" Good looking, cute, just that's it. After thinking about it, I took out a bill from my wallet and handed it to him: "One more thing...... Can you do it for me...... It's the makeup on her face...... If you want to make a little accident, it's best to let her 'accidentally' wash off the powder off her face when she washes her hair! Then please give her a new make-up...... At least make it look like a person, not a ghost, okay? ”

“ok。” The hairstylist quietly accepted my tip.

Alas...... I suddenly felt a little tired...... It's really hard to bring children nowadays! I suddenly admired those parents...... It's not easy to be a parent!