Chapter Ninety-Eight: Emotional Frustration Gain and Loss
Gu Chongyi didn't come to Song Xingqing again yesterday, not even a text message, which made Song Xingqing even more uneasy.
When she went downstairs with Wang Qi, Du Juan and Lu Xiang in the morning, she didn't see Gu Chongyi standing there waiting for her, Song Xingqing already knew the answer in her heart, but this answer was difficult for her to accept.
Seeing Song Xingqing's lost soul, Wang Qi quietly clenched Song Xingqing's hand and said to her: "There is nothing to fight with a woman who can even live without her life, such a woman is destined to be just a poor worm, what she gets is not love, just pity." ”
Song Xingqing smiled back at Wang Qi with red eyes and said, "Don't worry, I've lost so many times, and I've long been invulnerable." ”
Just as Song Xingqing was talking to Wang Qi, the cuckoo beside him poked Song Xingqing's waist with his hand, and said urgently: "Xingqing, look, isn't that Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue?" ”
Song Xingqing's body shook, turned her head to look behind her, and sure enough, she saw Bai Xue holding Gu Chongyi's hand with a sweet smile and walking towards them.
Song Xingqing's heart instantly fell into the dark and endless abyss, and kept falling.
Faced with such a scene, Song Xingqing felt that she could no longer move forward, she felt dizzy, and the whole person seemed to fall to the ground, but fortunately, Wang Qi and Du Juan, who were standing beside her, reached out to support her.
On the road, there were classmates standing in twos and threes, they looked at Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue for a while, and then looked at Song Xingqing who was standing aside, and then began to have different opinions.
Song Xingqing looked at the bright smile on Bai Xue's face, and felt that this was the biggest mockery of herself.
"Kiki, I'm not feeling well, you can help me take a leave of absence."
After speaking, Song Xingqing turned around and walked towards the dormitory again.
Wang Qi, Du Juan and Lu Xiang shook their heads and sighed, and Lu Xiang even said: "Lost and regained, gained and lost, this kind of blow is simply double." ”
Wang Qi pushed Lu Xiang and said, "It seems that we have to pay attention to what we talk in front of Xingqing in the future, try not to mention these things again, I hope she can get out of the haze as soon as possible." ”
Song Xingqing walked upstairs and opened the door, threw herself on the table and cried, as if she wanted to cry and disperse all the pain and loss in her heart.
Obviously, Gu Chongyi had already made the final choice between her and Bai Xue, Song Xingqing originally thought that she would not lose nine times out of ten, but in the end, she didn't expect to lose completely, this time, Song Xingqing felt that the relationship between herself and Gu Chongyi was really going to be blocked and broken.
All day, Song Xingqing nested in the quilt and didn't eat or drink, which made Wang Qi, Du Juan and Lu Xiang very anxious.
At night, Wang Qi stood under the bed with the food he bought in his hand and shouted at Song Xingqing: "Don't you really want to be martyred?" How can you do without eating or drinking? Come down and eat some. ”
"I'm not hungry."
Song Xingqing didn't respond after saying three words.
The cuckoo was also anxious, and said, "How can you not be hungry if you are not beaten with iron?" Eat as much as you want, your body is your own. ”
Lu Xiang sighed and asked, "Xingqing, is it really worth it for you to lose your love and health like this?" No one will help you bear the pain, your own pain can only be borne by yourself, but if you give up on yourself like this, won't you ruin yourself better than others? Do you really want to do such a stupid thing? ”
At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door.
Lu Xiang opened the door, and Li Xiaoxue walked in unexpectedly.
"Xingqing, what are you doing?"
Li Xiaoxue's voice quickly caused Song Xingqing to sit up.
"Xiaoxue? What are you doing here? ”
Song Xingqing was surprised.
Since coming down from the back mountain, Li Xiaoxue has not looked for Song Xingqing again, and Song Xingqing has also consciously not looked for Li Xiaoxue again, but she didn't expect Li Xiaoxue to suddenly appear today.
"I'm here to see if you're miserable."
Li Xiaoxue's words aroused the dissatisfaction of Wang Qi, Du Juan and Lu Xiang.
Wang Qi spoke first: "Xiaoxue, at this time, you still deliberately came to fall into the well?" ”
Cuckoo then said, "Yes, Xiaoxue, how can you say that. ”
Li Xiaoxue didn't pay attention to it, just looked at Song Xingqing on the top bunk and said, "If you don't die, give it to me, I have something to say to you." ”
Maybe it was the guilt in her heart for Li Xiaoxue that was causing trouble, Song Xingqing obediently walked off the bed and stood in front of Li Xiaoxue.
Li Xiaoxue took Song Xingqing's hand and walked straight to the door.
"Hey, where are you going to take her?"
Wang Qi's shout came from behind him.
Li Xiaoxue pulled Song Xingqing downstairs and walked under a big tree.
"Xingqing, what happened last time, I hope you don't blame me."
Faced with Li Xiaoxue's sudden attitude of admitting her mistakes, Song Xingqing suddenly couldn't react.
"No, no, I never blamed you, it's me who is bad, I shouldn't hide it from you......"
"Now that I think about it, I was actually too stupid to see what Yifan thought about you. As early as in the bits and pieces of weekdays, every look of Yifan is full of love for you. ”
Song Xingqing tried to find a flaw in Li Xiaoxue's seemingly calm face, but she didn't gain anything, and she began to believe that what Li Xiaoxue said to her was true.
"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry."
"You don't feel sorry for me, it's just Xingqing, you're sorry for Yifan, I'm sorry for his deep affection for you. Especially the way you look now, if Yifan sees it, he should feel distressed, so Xingqing, can you cheer up, for the sake of the people around you who love you, cheer up again, okay? What is the loss of a Gu Chongyi? You still have us by your side, he has made a choice, you should know how to accept it. ”
Li Xiaoxue would say these words to herself, which really surprised Song Xingqing, but it was more of a heartfelt touch.
"Thank you Xiaoxue, I'll be fine."
"Alright, then let me accompany you on your brave first step."
Li Xiaoxue took Song Xingqing's hand as she said and walked towards the cafeteria with her.
What surprised Song Xingqing even more was that when Li Xiaoxue took her hand and walked into the cafeteria, Song Xingqing actually saw Zhou Zhou Fan sitting not far away, and his eyes kept following his footsteps.
"Xiaoxue, I saw Yifan."
Song Xingqing was a little nervous in her heart, she didn't know how Li Xiaoxue would react when she saw Zhou Zhou Fan also.
Who knew that Li Xiaoxue was not only not surprised, but said to her with a smile: "I know, I called him here." ”
"You called him?"
Song Xingqing's eyes widened and looked at Li Xiaoxue.
"yes, the three of us haven't eaten together for a long time, wouldn't it be nice to be lively together."
Song Xingqing opened her mouth wide and didn't say anything for a long time.
Li Xiaoxue's transformation surprised Song Xingqing. What she didn't expect was that Li Xiaoxue would be able to face herself and Zhou Yifan so quickly and calmly, which is really not like the style that Li Xiaoxue will have.
"Xiaoxue, do you mean it really?"
Song Xingqing wanted to confirm again.
"What really?"
"Are you really going to eat with us?"
"Haha, of course, you are my best friends, who will you eat with if you don't eat with you?"
Song Xingqing carefully studied Li Xiaoxue's expression, but she didn't find anything suspicious.