Chapter 61: Forgive Others and Redeem Yourself

Song Xingqing didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only continue to rub her legs while whispering to her: "Grandma Fang, if you like it, Xingqing will tell you two every time I come in the future, okay?" ”

Grandma Fang's eyes flashed with tears, and she nodded with a smile again, and said, "Okay, child, my troublesome old woman has caused you more trouble again." ”

"How can it be trouble, I tell jokes, you listen to jokes, we follow together, any unhappy troubles can be left behind, what a beautiful thing, where can it be trouble."

After listening to Song Xingqing's words, Grandma Fang frowned and asked, "Girl, do you have any unhappy troubles that you want to throw away?" Can you tell Grandma Fang? ”

Song Xingqing was stunned for a moment, then lowered her head and was silent.

Grandma Fang said with concern: "Child, although grandma is old and can't keep up with your young people's ideas, but after all, grandma is a person who has lived for more than eighty years, and she has seen more people than you are now. ”

Song Xingqing sighed, and then said slowly: "Grandma Fang, in fact, I have a boyfriend in college, I always thought that he chose to be with me because he had feelings for me before accepting me, and recently I learned that everything was designed and arranged by him, and choosing to be with me was just a gamble between him and others." Grandma Fang, after knowing this truth in my heart, I really feel that I am being played like a monkey, the love I have always been proud of, the lover I have always been proud of, it turns out that they are not as perfect as I imagined, I even began to wonder how much sincerity he has for me, and whether there will be other things to hide from me, I found that I have less and less confidence in this relationship. ”

After listening to Song Xingqing's words, Grandma Fang asked, "How long have you been together?" ”

"It's been a year."

"Have you ever had a fight this year?"

"Hardly."

"So did he always care about you?"

"Yes."

"And how does he care about you?"

Song Xingqing replied without thinking: "He will peel eggs for me every day, he will take care of me carefully when I am sick, he will find a way to coax me when I am unhappy, he will secretly go out to work in order to buy me gifts, he will take me to the supermarket every day to buy my favorite food for me and then accompany me to see the stars and the moon, listen to me say a lot of things that I have and don't, I am bullied, he will not hesitate to stand up for me." ”

The more Song Xingqing spoke, the more choked she became, but Grandma Fang smiled at this time.

"Girl, isn't what you're talking about all this his dedication to your feelings? I believe that this young man has deep feelings for you, because no one in this world is willing to spend so much time and so much energy on a person he doesn't care about, besides, no one is perfect, who will not make mistakes in this life? If you can forgive, forgive, so that you are forgiving others and yourself. ”

Grandma Fang's words seemed to wake up the person in her dream with a word, Song Xingqing suddenly felt enlightened, and couldn't help meditating in her heart: Yes, no one is perfect, who hasn't made a mistake? Let's just talk about myself, haven't you made so many mistakes before you want to come back and make up for it? And who is to blame others? Grandma Fang is right, choosing to forgive is not only forgiveness for others, but also redemption for oneself.

Thinking of this, Song Xingqing felt a lot more relaxed.

"Grandma Fang, thank you, if I hadn't heard your words today, I don't know how long I'd have been struggling with this, you're right, I'll listen to you."

"That's right, girl, you can come and talk to Grandma Fang about anything in the future, don't feel uncomfortable alone."

Song Xingqing's heart was completely relieved, and a bright smile appeared on her face.

She made up her mind in her heart that she would go to Gu Chongyi as soon as she returned to school tomorrow and tell him that she had figured it out, and there was nothing more worthy of concern than the two of them being together now.

Gu Chongyi didn't go back to the dormitory, but walked aimlessly on campus alone, and his mood was very low. A series of factors such as anxiety, worry, and uneasiness have been bothering him, making Gu Chongyi irritable and restless. At this time, the sudden ringing of his mobile phone gave him a glimmer of hope. Could it be that Song Xingqing called him? Gu Chongyi took out his mobile phone with great anticipation, but Bai Xue's number was unexpectedly displayed on it. At this moment, Gu Chongyi's heart added another factor called disappointment.

"Hey." Gu Chongyi answered the phone.

"Chongyi, do you have time today?"

"Is there something wrong?"

"I want to invite you to karaoke, can you?"

"I don't want to go, you can find someone else."

"Chongyi, you quit when you say a word, and now I just want to go with you to sing K, do you still want to reject me?"

Bai Xue's words made Gu Chongyi fall silent.

Bai Xue continued: "Can't we stand on the school stage together and cooperate, can't we even sing together in the karaoke room?" ”

Bai Xue's pleading words made Gu Chongyi unable to bear to refuse anymore.

"Okay."

"Great, so when are you free today?"

Gu Chongyi looked at the watch he was wearing, it was half past nine in the morning.

"I'll be waiting for you at the school gate in half an hour."

"Okay, I'll see you then."

Bai Xue hung up the phone excitedly and began to dress up carefully to prepare for the appointment.

Half an hour later, Bai Xue appeared in front of Gu Chongyi on time, and Gu Chongyi looked at Bai Xue seriously for the first time.

I saw Bai Xue's black and beautiful straight hair leaning on her waist like a waterfall, two silver-white snowflake-shaped earrings hanging on her snow-white earlobes, her milk-like white skin seemed to be blown and broken, and a face with classical beauty was inlaid with delicate facial features: a pair of eyes under the slender and curved willow eyebrows were bright and moving, and the curled eyelashes flickered, as if she was silently talking about something all the time, the high nose bridge, the elegant lips like pink roses, and a light blue tunic velvet dress showed the figure exquisitely, Bai Xue looked carefully dressed up today.

Let's be honest, who doesn't love to look at beautiful women? Of course, Gu Chongyi is no exception, but it is limited to civilized viewing, and Gu Chongyi will never think about it in his heart.

Bai Xue saw that Gu Chongyi had been staring at herself, so she lowered her head shyly: "I'm sorry, I'm late, you've been waiting for a long time, right?" ”

Gu Chongyi retracted his gaze and replied expressionlessly: "No, I just arrived, let's take a taxi." ”

Bai Xue nodded slightly, and followed Gu Chongyi to stand on the side of the road and wait for the car.

Since today was the weekend, the number of buses to and from the school was obviously much higher than usual, and it didn't take long for Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue to successfully hail a taxi to the city.