Chapter 53: Disillusionment

Kuratama was right, the place she brought me here was really good. Although most bars are closed during the day, this is an outlier.

"It's a 24-hour bar that's best suited to the needs of alcoholics." Kuratama smiled and led me into this deliberately shabby and alternative place for decoration.

"There are very few people." I looked at the empty bar hall, the deliberately worn-out wooden bar, very medieval pirate style, a barist with a blurred face standing behind the bar, vigorously wiping a metal cup.

"Of course not." Cangyu smiled: "After all, there are not many real drunkards in this world. ”

Then she led me inside, and as we walked down the hall, she pushed open a worn-out wooden doorβ€”the green rust on it was very realistic, but once inside, I couldn't help but praise it.

This is a small room, the pure wood style decoration makes the room look warm and thick, and the two deep leather old-fashioned sofas and the heavy carpet on the floor make people feel a sense of security when they step on it.

I took a closer look at the fireplace next to it and found that it was a real guy, not a makeup.

"Can you make a fire?" I looked at the fireplace and couldn't help but be intrigued.

"You're still the same as before. Now I can confirm. Cangyu smiled bitterly: "I'm still so interested in these novelties." I remember the first time I took you to play in a casino, and you seemed to be interested in all things gambling, well, your expression was the same as it is now. ”

Seeing that I had already taken the tongs from the charcoal fire rack in the corner, Cang Yu helplessly stopped me: "Please, it's not winter now!" ”

"Okay." I sat back on the couch and leaned back relaxed. In fact, this old-fashioned leather sofa is not comfortable to sit on, and there are some [**] things, but it seems that Cangyu seems to be enjoying it.

"Drink something? What's here? I smiled and said, "When old friends meet, they always have to celebrate, well, why don't you open a bottle of royal salute." ”

Cangyu narrowed his eyes, deliberately looked at me with a very complicated gaze, and then said slowly in a low voice: "Oh...... You're really helpless...... Chen Yang, when you are with a beautiful lady, don't you think that a good red wine at this time will make it more atmospheric? ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Cangyu's gaze, which gradually cooled down, but Cangyu didn't seem to care about my reaction, and shrank lazily in the sofa...... but deliberately put on a lazy and seductive posture.

I don't know when, the bun on her head has fallen out, and a soft hair with some curls has fallen down, half-covering her face, and behind the hair, her eyes are shining like cold stars.

Cangyu picked up an old-fashioned phone on the coffee table next to the sofa, said a few words into it, and soon the wine was delivered.

Sure enough, it was a stick of red wine, and I had never studied red wine, but judging from Cangyu's satisfied expression, this red wine was obviously worth a lot.

See, smell, taste...... Kuratama methodically tastes the wine step by step according to the most standard red wine lover, she does every step deliberately slowly, of course, I have to admit that her movements are very elegant and charming.

When there were only the two of us left in the room, she cocked her little thumb, pinched a goblet with only two fingers, and smiled at me: "Come on, Little Five, a toast to our reunion." ”

Ding, the sound of the cups clashing gently, we took a sip, I just took a sip, but Cangyu drank it all, and soon, the wine steamed, and with the warmth in the room, Cangyu's face and cheeks began to be dyed with a layer of red.

"Nice place." I laughed.

"Of course, this place, I opened it." Cangyu said it so bluntly and calmly, which surprised me slightly. Although I have already guessed it.

"Don't worry, no one knows about this." Cangyu winked at me: "Even Shen Shan doesn't know." I don't usually come here, and this place is left to someone I trust very much. ”

"Oh, so this is a secret stronghold of yours in Shanghai?" I glanced at her.

"Yes." She also nodded dryly in acknowledgement.

At this point, she suddenly stood up from the sofa, and then slowly walked to my side, sat on the arm of my sofa, leaned a little closer to me, pinched the wine glass in one hand, and put the other hand on the back of one of my hands as if inadvertently.

"Little Wu, you say, isn't there something magical about this world...... Sometimes, I can't help but wonder...... Perhaps, there is really a big hand in the dark that controls our destiny. Cangyu seemed to smile very complicatedly, and said faintly: "I still remember the first time we met, I asked you to invite me to a drink, but you said that you are not rich, you are afraid that you will not have enough money and cannot afford it." ”

"Did I say that?" I smiled: "I just remember that at the beginning, I was a poor boy, and you were an elegant and charming mature woman...... Besides, you must be richer than I am. ”

Cangyu smiled, and she suddenly leaned closer to me a little, and I felt a fragrance in my nose.

This is a woman's aroma mixed with the taste of red wine, and there is no doubt that this taste has a very stimulating effect on men's hormones.

"Elegant and charming...... Well, thank you for the compliment. Cangyu said in a low voice: "It's just a pity that I'm already an old woman." ”

"If you're in your thirties, you're old...... Then those female stars in Hollywood don't have to mix. I laughed.

"Hmm......" Cangyu suddenly groaned, and then leaned over and looked at me closely, her voice was a little hoarse, with a hint of strange charm: "Xiao Wu, I want to ask you a question." ”

"What?"

"Hmm......" she looked into my eyes, and there was still a hint of red wine at the corner of her mouth, "What the hell...... How many times do you want me to touch the back of your hand before you understand my hint and stand up and kiss me? ”

Ever since she sat down next to me, her hand has been rubbing back and forth on the back of my hand.

I laughed.

Looking at Cangyu, I suddenly sighed, then put down the wine glass in my hand, and I stood up......

Of course, I didn't kiss her, but stood there and looked at Kuratama silently for a while.

My eyes were calm and clear, without any emotion, such a gaze made Cangyu a little unnatural, and she seemed to unconsciously change her sitting posture.

"Kurayu." I sighed, "I don't believe it yet. But now, I believe it. ”

"Believe what?"

"You know what......" I shook my head, "just now, in the box of that business center." I heard Shen Shan say that in recent years, you have become a famous courtesan in Shanghai Tang circles...... At the time, I didn't believe it, because the Kuratama in my memory was not such a woman. But now ......"

I said this, paused deliberately, and then looked at her with calm eyes.

Cangyu's hair was slightly scattered, and she looked lazy and charming, but she didn't know when she quietly unbuttoned the top button of the long skirt, revealing her snow-white neck and a section of pectoral muscles.

Her body instantly stiffened.

We stood in silence for a long time, Cangyu suddenly fell weakly on the sofa, the wine glass in her hand was thrown on the ground, the red wine immediately soaked the carpet, she covered her face with both hands, rubbed it vigorously, and then suddenly raised her head, staring at me with flashing eyes: "Chen Yang, what do you want?" ”

"Not what I want." I looked at her: "It's you, what do you want?" ”

"What do I want...... What do I think? She suddenly grabbed her hair hard, and suddenly raised her voice: "Hahaha! What do I think? What can I think? I'm a woman, what else can I do!! ”

My eyes seemed to make Cangyu a little uncomfortable, and she couldn't help but look at me and smile presumptuously: "You know that this place is mine...... So do you know what this place I'm used for? Ha! I tell you, this place, is a place I used exclusively to sleep with men!! ”

She smiled as if she was a little nervous: "Who am I?" I am Brother Huan's person and Brother Huan's woman! It's also a bargaining chip under Brother Huan! My job is to help him build his network as much as possible in Shanghai! I'm a courtesan, a dancer, a mistress, a toy, and a jΓ¬ girl! That's what I am!! ”

She ate and laughed, then suddenly raised her hand and stretched out a pointed finger to the couch across from me: "You know what? It was on this couch that I had sex with at least a dozen men on it! Their names, their identities...... Hey! Even if it's Shen Shan's bastard! A month ago, I was still lying on his bed, and he swore that he would promise to help Brother Huan's batch of goods go ashore in Shanghai! But now? Just now, in that box, he called me a bitch! ”

I still didn't speak, but Cangyu stared at me: "Who do you think I Cangyu is?" In the past few years in Shanghai, I have been painstakingly managing a network of Brother Huan, and I just want to deal with men of all shapes, deceive them into believing them, make them happy, and accompany them to bed when necessary...... Courtesan, yes, I was originally a courtesan! I've been doing this job since the first day we met! ”

Speaking of this, she suddenly stood up again, walked up to me with a graceful look, hooked my neck, and then laughed grinningly: "How is it?" Little Five, do you want to taste me...... I know that a lot of men will like me and want to taste me...... You're a man too. Hmph, from the first time you met me, I noticed that you were looking at my legs......" She looked at me teasingly, and said softly, "How is it?" Do my legs look good? Do you like it or not? ......then," she lowered, but as if whispering in a human ear, "then you must not know that when we ...... At that time, my legs moved at that time, what is it like to be a man! ”

She said it very explicitly and seductively, but I was still unmoved, although I let Cangyu hook my neck, I always just looked at her calmly, just watched, watched......

"I'm just weird." I finally spoke, but I still looked at Cangyu very calmly, as if I didn't care that her whole body was sticking to me: "Cangyu...... You're seducing me, aren't you? But why? I smiled, "I don't think it's any use for you to seduce me." What can you expect from me? You wouldn't be naΓ―ve to think that after I was seduced by you and slept with you, I would give up my grudge with Ye Huan, and then pat my ass and go back to Canada from Shanghai, right? ”

Cangyu seemed to be stiff for a moment, but immediately returned to normal, his mouth came up, and he laughed in a low voice: "Oh? Really? ”

"No, of course not." I pouted: "The Cangyu I know is not so stupid. The Cangyu I know is at least a very smart woman. ”

I sighed, gently pushed her away, and looked her in the eye, "So." The only explanation is that you seduced me to sleep with you, did you kill me while I was in a trance? ”

At this time, Kurayu's face finally changed, but I smiled and touched my nose: "Well, it must be like this." Only if I die, Ye Huan can eliminate a big threat. You, me, and Ye Huan, we all know that the grievances between me and Ye Huan are irresolvable. Therefore, the most effective thing you can do for Ye Huan is to find a way to make me die. ”

Looking at Kurayu's pale face, I grimaced at her and couldn't help but laugh: "However, I'm still a little skeptical...... Cangyu, you know me and know me. You know I'm good. Although you are a very healthy woman, if you want to kill me, then under normal circumstances, you have no chance at all. Even if you have a gun in your hand, I can easily deal with you. I nodded, thought for a moment, and said, "Well, this is your place, even if there are your subordinates in this place, but how many people can there be here?" Up to eight? Or ten? That black bodyguard in my land can kill all of your people without me even having to do it...... Moreover, it is enough for him to use only one hand. ”

I still looked at her: "Well, that's not right, just now you saw the skills of this bodyguard of mine, he knocked down Shen Shan's men, and it only took a few seconds." And, I can tell you that at this moment, just outside this bar, there must be two cars parked on the side of the road, and there are my men inside. Well, I usually have a bad habit of running around alone, and I've had a few times in trouble. Later, the people around me got into the habit of driving behind me even when I wasn't going out with anyone. ”

I looked at Cangyu's face, and suddenly my heart moved: "It's still not right, you must be able to think of this." How could I run around with just one bodyguard...... Even if you want to kill me, you know you can't do it. Then you ......" I leaned over and whispered in her ear, "your only chance is to seduce me, and then strike while I'm in a daze, right?" ”

Cangyu's body was trembling slightly, and she couldn't help but raise her eyelids and glanced at me, although she tried her best to hide it, but unfortunately there was still a bit of panic in her eyes.

I suddenly grabbed her wrist, Cangyu was startled, as if she wanted to struggle, but where could her strength beat me? I was so relaxed that I grabbed both of her wrists with one hand and pinned both of her hands behind my back.

"Alright, Cangyu, let me see if you have some tools with you." I smiled, then bent down slightly, and with one free hand, gently lifted her skirt, and groped up from Kurayu's calf.

Cangyu couldn't help but exclaim, her face was red, her body writhed desperately, but I caught her hands, and her strength was even more invincible to me, although she tried to twist the two sets of legs together, but I broke it hard, and separated her two legs.

When my fingers touched Cangyu's calves, the smooth and soft feel made me smile, and I even deliberately looked up at her: "By the way, you were at least right just now, when I first met you, I did peek at your legs, and I really think that you do have a pair of beautiful legs." ”

The expression on Cangyu's face didn't know whether he was anxious or angry, his face was flushed, and he almost fainted. I deliberately moved very slowly, and my palm slowly groped up from the skin of her calf inch by inch, and after passing the knee, it went all the way up the inner thigh.

"I can't believe it...... I'm going to do this to you someday. I deliberately teased her, and Cangyu was so angry that her body trembled. I suddenly tore open her skirt with a sneer, and immediately, the snow-white thighs were exposed to the air, and my hand touched her left inner thigh, and suddenly my eyes lit up: "Oh, look, what I found." ”

Two pieces of tape, tightly glued to a one-time xìng needle tube that was only the thickness of a finger, were attached to the inside of Cangyu's left leg, and there was still green liquid in the needle, and a plastic hose was sleeved on the needle.

With a slight pinch and pull of my two fingers, I pulled off the needle, pinched it in my hand, and shook it in front of Cangyu's eyes: "Oh." It was really unexpected, I thought you would be very old-fashioned to hide a gun in your thigh. Looks like you're pretty creative. "[Heaven's Kiss Hand Punch]

Cangyu's face was already miserable, so he simply closed his mouth and looked at me coldly.

"Tu!" I shouted at a loud voice, and immediately, like a ghost, Tu pushed open a crack in the door and slid in silently from the outside.

I threw the syringe to him: "Can you tell me what's in there?" ”

Tu pulled out the hose, leaned in front of his nose and sniffed, then looked at me and said coldly: "I don't know what it is." But I am sure that this is supposed to be a concentrated poison for snakes. If you get a prick from this thing, even if it's just a little bit of skin and a little bit of it, then within a maximum of an hour, unless you have a dedicated antidote serum, otherwise, boss, you're dead. Even if you can get to the hospital within an hour, you're dead. Because of this detoxifying serum, the average hospital certainly does not have it. ”

"Thank you. You can go out...... Remember to keep the door closed. I smiled, then took the needle and threw it into the fireplace.

I didn't let go of Cangyu, I had to search for her very carefully...... Where a woman might have hidden something, I had to check it hard before I let go of her.

Cangyu sat weakly on the sofa, and after a long time, he raised his head and looked at me with blazing eyes: "Chen Yang, how are you going to kill me?" ”

"How to kill?"

"Of course!" Cangyu seemed to have been released, her face still had a hint of redness, but her eyes had already cooled: "Don't think I don't know, your current identity!" Hmph, Vancouver's fifth master, the biggest smuggler on the West Coast. If you can sit in this position, it is naturally paved step by step with human life. With your current status, you naturally won't leave my life behind. ”

"Ugh." I sighed, sat down slowly, sat down across from her, and I even took a blanket from the side and handed it to her: "Here, I'm sorry to tear your dress." ”

Cangyu took it without saying a word, gritted his teeth, and still put the blanket on his legs.

"Actually, why bother." I smiled wryly and shook my head: "I saw you today, it was completely an accident. I just wanted to just talk to you...... Putting aside Ye Huan's affairs, aren't we old friends? Why do you have to kill you? ”

Cangyu had calmed down, to my surprise, she listened to my words, thought about it carefully, and then when she looked up at me, the fire in her eyes had disappeared, but with a faint helplessness: "Chen Yang, it's impossible!" You are so naΓ―ve. She stared into my eyes: "Can we still put aside those grievances now?" Is it possible to simply chat with friends? I'm telling you, I'm Brother Huan's woman! I've been with him for more than ten years, and for his sake, I'm even willing to go to bed with other men! For him, I can make myself a high-class bitch! But now I understand that you're back, and the only thing you have to do is to defeat Brother Huan! You will trample him under your feet, and you will give him back all the suffering he gave you back then...... So I ......"

"So, you don't have any old love at all, so you can only kill me, right?" I said lightly.

"Because you're not the little five you used to be! He's not your brother either! Cangyu said coldly.

Suddenly, my heart was full of anger, and a resentment that had been suppressed in my heart for many years erupted at this moment!

"Why is that? Don't you know why!! I stood up suddenly, clenched my fists, my face was hideous, and walked in front of Cangyu step by step: "Brother Huan! Brother Huan! Ha!! In the past, of course, he was my brother! It's my big brother!! I was willing to die for him! Willing to give up everything for him. I haven't even frowned once!! But in the end! Finally, when Jin He pointed a gun at me...... "I gritted my teeth and poked my temple with my finger, and I laughed angrily: "At that time, do you think I should continue to call him 'Brother Huan'!" ”

Kuratama didn't speak. I felt my face burn, the muscles in the corners of my eyes kept beating, and I hissed, "I used to see him as heaven!" Treat him as an elder brother and a loving father! But what did you get in the end!! It's like a dog being hunted down! Forced to leave home!! Kuratama! Is it my Chen Yang who is sorry for him Ye Huan, or is he Ye Huan sorry for me Chen Yang!! If one day, he will not hesitate to abandon you for the sake of profit, and even when the muzzle of Jin He's gun is pointed at your head, how will you feel!! ”

"I know." Kuratama's words slammed into my heart like a whip: "I understand what it feels like. There seemed to be a strange sadness in her voice: "Little Five...... Actually, I understand, I really understand. Your heart is not just hatred for Brother Huan...... And feelings for him! The resentment in your heart now comes more from being emotionally betrayed and betrayed. It is precisely because the deeper your feelings for Brother Huan in the past, the deeper your hatred will be now. ”

"Hah! You understand? You know a fart! I couldn't help but scold: "You understand, but you still want to kill me!" Jin He understands that he still wants to kill me!! You were all once my friends! You are my sister Cangyu, he is my brother Jin! However, you all watched me being betrayed by Ye Huan and sacrificed by him! You're still going to turn your guns on me!! Ha! Friend! What is a friend! What is the old love! What is love!! You understand? If you had understood, would you still be holding a needle and trying to kill me today!! Kuratama!! ”

My chest couldn't stop heaving, and I stared at her through gritted teeth: "Kill me...... Do you have a clear conscience? ”

I sneered, looked at Cangyu, and just stared at her eyes tightly: "Cangyu, you tell me, you treat me like this, do you have a clear conscience?" ”

Her face was complicated, and it seemed that after a fierce inner struggle, she finally ......

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Little Wu, kill me. Cangyu lowered his eyelids and sighed.

"Kill you......" I suddenly felt the urge to smash everything, and I said these two words silently over and over again: "Kill you...... Kill you...... Kill you......"

Kill! Could it be that there is only one word "kill" left in everything?

My heart was stirring, and I could never vent my incomparable resentment and grievances.

Ha! What a feeling!

I missed the old feelings, and I came to her rescue. But when she turned her face, she wanted to kill me mercilessly! Jinhe is like this, and so is Kurayu!!

Are you all blind? Can't you see that it's him, Ye Huan, I'm sorry for Chen Yang!! Why do you have to help that Ye Huan to kill me! Come and deal with me!!

Mutual affection...... Ha ha! Mutual affection!!!

I suddenly laughed, my laughing voice was very strange, the laughter was cold, such a smile made Cangyu's eyes a little chilly.

I walked over to her side, then reached out and gently pressed it on her shoulder, Cangyu sighed, closed his eyes and waited for death.

My hand didn't fall on her throat, and I didn't crush her throat any further, but landed lightly on her cheek and stroked her cheek.

"Kuratama...... Sister. I took a deep breath, and my voice no longer carried any emotion: "Actually, I want to thank you, thank you for what you just did." I looked into her eyes and whispered, "You have shattered the last illusion of old love in my heart with your own hands." ”

With that, I left her and turned and walked towards the door.

"You're not going to kill me?" Behind her, her voice was confused.

I ignored it and reached out and pulled the door open.

"Wait!" Cangyu suddenly shouted loudly.

I turned around and looked at her.

"Chen Yang......" Cangyu bit his lip hard, and then said in a low voice: "Actually...... That needle was prepared for Shen Shan. I didn't expect to meet you today...... But ......"

"It doesn't matter anymore." I said lightly, "But you still chose to kill me just now, didn't you?" ”

With that, I closed the door and strode away with Tu.

I walked out of this place that was depressing me and came out into the street, and I took a deep breath.

"Tu." I suddenly felt so tired, there was no one else around, and I could only speak to this indifferent killing machine: "You know what? I really want to kill someone right now. ”

"Yes, boss." Tu still replied to me like a machine: "Who do you want to kill?" I'll do it now. ”

"No......" I shook my head, then looked at Tu, and said in a low voice: "This person, I must solve it myself, must!" ”

You know what? I used to think that when I came back, I would use my strength to get back everything that belonged to me!

But today, I suddenly found out very sadly that everything that was before, all the warmth, those old things, had long since disappeared and did not exist.

Even if I kill Ye Huan, kill Jin He, or even kill Cangyu...... Kill all of them who have betrayed me...... Can you get back what you've lost?

Summer has just passed, the climate in Shanghai is still a little hot, and the autumn sunshine still carries a little bit of summer heat, I am standing on the street, and there is only one Tu quietly following me.

I couldn't help but tighten my clothes...... Well, it's a little cold.

Inside, it's really cold.