Mother Li looked at her daughter's appearance, she really couldn't bear it, but she was helpless, so she sighed softly, comforted Qingzhao a few words, turned her head and slowly left the room, and closed the door gently.

Li Qingzhao's eyes opened, staring closely ahead, his lips opened slightly, but he suddenly closed them, held it for a long time, and finally held back the sound of crying.

Seeing this, Haoyue hurriedly stepped forward to see Miss, reached out and stroked Miss's back for a long time, and said anxiously to Miss: "Miss, how are you?" Do you have a headache? ”

Li Qingzhao only cared about crying, but he didn't hear Haoyue's voice.

Haoyue didn't hear Miss's words, so she thought to herself, "Does Miss have a headache?" ”

Hurriedly pulled his body away again, went to the table to bring hot water, hurriedly twisted the hot towel, and then folded the hot towel and put it on Miss's head, and put it on her head, and then asked, "Miss, how is your head?" ”

He went over and brought the water cup on the table and said to the young lady, "Miss, you drink water." ”

Li Qingzhao shifted his gaze and looked at Haoyue, but he was still stunned, his eyes were blank, and he suddenly opened his mouth slightly, as if he was very weak, and asked, "Haoyue, how is it outside?" ”

Haoyue wondered, "What? Outside? It's dark outside. ”

Li Qingzhao said in a daze: "It's dark? ”

Suddenly raised his head to look outside, only to feel that the sky outside the window was bright, Li Qingzhao stretched out his hand and pointed outside: "What is that?" ”

Haoyue turned her head to look outside, then turned her head back, looked at the young lady and said, "It must be the moon." Miss. Today is October 16, the moon is 15th and the 16th is round, and now is the time to be round. ”

Li Qingzhao asked suspiciously, "Full moon?" When is the bright moon? Ask the sky for wine. Humph......"

Haoyue said with concern: "Miss, don't drink anymore now, your body is important." ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said: "Don't drink it, Xianggong is not by Qingzhao's side, who is Qingzhao going to drink with?" Hehe, I'm going to get drunk and sing about wine. Strong music is still tasteless. Qingzhao was a lot haggard for Xianggong, but he still couldn't wait for Xianggong, where did Xianggong go? Why hasn't he come back yet? ”

Haoyue bowed her head. Secretly pondered: "Miss still misses Zhao Xianggong, helpless, Miss is infatuated, and at this moment it has become the source of her lovesickness." The pain of lovesickness. It's worse than any other disease. Miss has a headache. Haoyue can find a doctor for her, Miss is lovesick now, which doctor will come to see? ”

Li Qingzhao was chattering alone, and she couldn't help but shed tears, crying alone, her face was extremely ugly, which really did not match her identity as a young lady.

For Yi to make people haggard, the clothes and belts are gradually widened and do not regret it. The young lady did not regret it, but she was extremely sad. How could Haoyue help her?

Haoyue stood aside, shaking her head and sighing, while Li Qingzhao only cried alone, and didn't listen to Haoyue's sigh in his heart.

Li Qingzhao cried alone for a while, sighed, turned his head, and said to Haoyue: "Haoyue, Qingzhao is groggy again, his eyes are foggy, you can go back first, let Qingzhao be alone for a while." ”

Haoyue nodded and said, "Yes." ”

So Haoyue slowly took off the towel on the young lady's forehead, took the hot water away, opened the door gently, and closed the door after going out.

Li Qingzhao suddenly felt that he was weak, and suddenly fell on the bed, staring out the window, but the moon was still bright. At this time, although the windows have been closed, there are still some small gaps, which are not as simple as the luxury houses in the capital, with simple houses and leaky wind and rain, and naturally there are many small holes. Li Qingzhao looked out through the small hole, and saw the moonlight pouring down like a light veil, silvery white, and there was a feeling of coldness at a glance.

The moonlight poured down, like a jade rabbit running under a jade plate, Li Qing looked at the moonlight, and couldn't bear to think in her heart: "When Chang'e accidentally ate the elixir, so that she became an immortal alone, leaving Hou Yi alone, what did she think in her heart?" What is the point of being alone on the moon, even if you become an immortal? ”

His hands were tightly wrapped in the quilt, wrapping his body, Li Qingzhao turned his eyes, looked at the roof, and thought in his heart: "Xianggong, if you go back to the capital alone, even if you become a big official and have a prominent status, what do you mean by not having Qingzhao by your side?" ”

Thinking suddenly, Li Qingzhao laughed to himself, thinking about his current haggard appearance, and secretly thought: "Li Qingzhao, do you think you are Chang'e?" Would he think so? ”

Flipping his body over again, Li Qingzhao turned his back to the window, simply pressed his head against the pillow, and directly pressed his face down, thinking in his heart: "Li Qingzhao, Xianggong is not by your side now, no matter what, don't think about Xianggong indiscriminately." What Xianggong does, that's his business. Now that you have given birth to a child for Xianggong, blood must be thicker than water, and Xianggong will definitely come back to you. Both of you already have children, and you can't change your status as husband and wife. ”

Tilting his face outward again, Li Qingzhao blinked, and thought to himself, "Didn't Xianggong come back once?" He is worried about me, and he must not have gone far, and he will not leave me. If I don't even believe him at all, how can I be worthy of being his wife? Xianggong keeps calling me a lady all day long, I want to have a lady's appearance, if he comes back, I will accompany him seriously, if he doesn't come back......"

Li Qingzhao pursed his lips, and then thought, "He will definitely come back." ”

At this time, Li Qingzhao turned his body over again, then looked out the window, and saw the moonlight through the small hole.

This time, Li Qingzhao turned his body and directly saw the huge moon, the jade plate was bright, and the moonlight poured down, like a fairyland.

Li Qingzhao exhaled a breath of cold air, and thought to himself: "Raise a glass to invite Mingyue, and the shadow will become a trio." If Xianggong was by my side at this time, Qingzhao would definitely have a big drunk with him. It's a pity that Xianggong is not by my side. ”

Gradually, the moon moved westward, and it rose a little more, Li Qingzhao put her body down to take a look, and when she saw the moon, all the things of the past returned to her heart.

Drinking?

Drinking with the Xianggong?

Li Qingzhao's heart trembled, and the corners of his mouth also showed a smile.

But she remembered when she was younger. I couldn't help but chant: "Drunk and don't know the way back." Strayed into the depths of the lotus flower, fighting, fighting. Startled a shoal of gulls and herons. Hmph, when we sisters got on the boat together to fight for the ferry, where am I going to get on the boat now? If you want to get on the boat, I'm afraid I'm going to get on the boat alone? Where are the sisters? What about them? ”

Thinking of this, Li Qingzhao thought in his heart: "The old days are gone, and the sisters must now be married and live a happy life." What about Qingzhao? Qingzhao still has to be here alone. Secretly lovesick, thinking about Xianggong, but he couldn't see Xianggong's face. Thinking about partners. The friends are gone, right? ”

Stretching out his arm and putting a cushion under his head, he raised his head high, Li Qingzhao blinked, and thought in his heart: "If I can have a piano at this time." and he shall go up to the boat of Delam alone. With the flow of water at will, and then play gently, looking into the distance, looking at the empty place, waiting for Xianggong to come back. ”

Slowly getting up, Li Qingzhao reached out and took off his coat, curled up, and went directly into the quilt. He closed his eyes tightly and thought, "Forget it." Don't think about it, Qingzhao doesn't know where the prince is. Qingzhao is thinking nonsense here, isn't it blasphemous? ”

But as soon as he closed his eyes, Li Qingzhao had to think about Xianggong, Xianggong's smiling face was in front of him.

Li Qingzhao couldn't help but reach out and touch it, and suddenly thought again: "No, how can Xianggong be in front of me?" ”

Suddenly opened his eyes, Li Qingzhao took a look, and saw that his hands were reaching into the air, but they were touching the void, except for the cold, there was nothing else.

Li Qingzhao put his hands down and thought to himself: "Qingzhao, you are hallucinating again, how can Xianggong be in front of you at this time?" ”

Sighing, Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "Forget it, since Xianggong is not here, I won't think about him." ”

But as soon as he closed his eyes, Li Qingzhao seemed to hear Xianggong calling softly in his ear: "Lady." ”

Li Qingzhao smiled and agreed: "Xianggong." ”

Suddenly opened his eyes, Li Qingzhao sighed again, blinked his eyes violently, and thought to himself: "Xianggong is not by Qingzhao's side, why do Qingzhao have to agree?" Don't think about Xianggong anymore, just wait for him. ”

But as soon as he closed his eyes, Li Qingzhao's mind was full of Xianggong's face, and his mind was really confused, Li Qingzhao reached out and put his palm on his head, pressed it hard, and thought to himself: "Xianggong, you are not beside Qingzhao, but you make Qingzhao lovesick tightly, you make me think so bitterly." ”

Suddenly got up, Li Qingzhao couldn't help but shed tears, and thought in his heart: "Xianggong, Sauvignon Blanc and long memory, Sauvignon Blanc is endless." How long will you let Qingzhao miss you? Can you come back soon? ”

The more he thought about Li Qingzhao, the more he had a headache, he reached out and touched it next to him, but he touched the cold bed, Li Qingzhao took a breath, and thought to himself: "The child has been sent away, why do I still think he is next to me?" ”

At this time, he suddenly missed his father-in-law and his children, Li Qingzhao didn't know how to restrain himself, he only felt gloomy in his heart, and reached out to gently caress his chest, but he still couldn't heal the pain in his heart.

Li Qingzhao shook his head and sighed softly: "Li Qingzhao, you miss you too much, how can you get Xianggong back?" Can you think of him back?

Hey, if you are now holding the piano and going on the boat alone, still in the capital, drifting with the boat and playing a song, maybe you can still attract Xianggong over. But now, I don't know where the husband is, what else do I play? ”

Touching his chest with both hands, Li Qingzhao shook his head again and again, sighed again and again, and thought to himself: "I can't imagine that I am already sick now, but it is a feeling of longing, which is difficult to get rid of." In this way, Qingzhao is sick in his heart and sick in his body. This disease can entangle me, how can I get rid of it? ”

Suddenly, his eyes lit up, and Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "If Xianggong comes back, Qingzhao's illness will definitely be cured." ”

But she suddenly gloomy, and thought to herself: "Xianggong is not by my side at this time. ”

Messire!

It's Xianggong again!

I think about it, but I still can't get rid of Xianggong, where is Xianggong?

Li Qingzhao sighed again and again, shook his head again and again, and said, "Xianggong, where are you?" ”

Suddenly shouted: "Haoyue." ”

Li Qingzhao immediately put on his coat.

The door slammed softly, and Haoyue entered.

Li Qingzhao just spoke subconsciously, but he didn't expect Haoyue to really come in, so he asked, "Didn't you go back?" ”

Haoyue said: "Haoyue looks at Miss's appearance, I really don't feel at ease, so I stay at the door!" ”

Li Qingzhao was very moved, and hurriedly waved his hand to Haoyue and said, "Quick, get a pen and paper." ”

Haoyue felt strange in her heart, but she didn't dare to ask more, so she hurriedly took the pen and paper and put it on the table.

Li Qingzhao sat at the table, by the faint candlelight, slowly lifted the pen, and when the tears fell, he thought to himself: "Xianggong, where are you?" Qingzhao thinks about you, misses you, but never sees you, since I can't see you, then I will write a letter with you, and when you come back, let's read it slowly. ”

Thinking about it suddenly, Li Qingzhao said in his heart: "I want to drive the boat, play the piano with both hands, and attract Xianggong over." ”

Although there is no boat now, there is a piano, Li Qingzhao stretched out his hand and Haoyue and said, "Go and get my piano ......"

After thinking about it in his heart, Li Qingzhao secretly thought again: "Forget it, Xianggong is not here, who will I play the piano to?" ”

So waving his hand, Li Qingzhao said to Haoyue again: "That's it, Qingzhao has no intention of playing the piano." ”

Lowering his head again, Li Qing looked at the white paper on the table, so all the mixed tastes entered his heart.

Li Qingzhao picked up the pen and wrote on the white paper:

A cut plum

The red lotus fragrance remnants of the jade in autumn. Lightly untie Luo Shang and go on the Lanzhou alone. Who in the clouds sends the brocade book, when the goose word returns, the moon is full in the west building.

The flowers float and the water flows freely. One lovesickness, two sorrows. There is no way to eliminate this situation, so I frowned, but I was in my heart.

After writing the words, Li Qingzhao put down the pen, took a breath, and thought to himself: "I just frowned, but I was in my heart." Well, well said. ”

Haoyue read softly beside her, and after reading it, she couldn't help but feel very sad, and hurriedly reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Li Qingzhao shook his head and sighed: "Who in the clouds sent the brocade book?" No one can send a brocade book, so who can you send this book to? ”

Haoyue said: "Miss, what should I do with this word?" ”

Li Qingzhao said: "Fold it." Waiting for Xianggong to come back, if Xianggong can come back, Qingzhao will show him and let him know how much Qingzhao has missed him in the past few days. ”

Haoyue nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Immediately, Haoyue folded the paper, slowly put it aside, put it away, and then came over and said to the young lady: "Miss, it's too late today, you better rest." ”

Li Qingzhao looked at the front blankly and said, "Okay, Qingzhao go rest, Haoyue, you go back, you don't have to wait outside, Qingzhao is going to sleep." ”

Haoyue nodded and said, "Hey." (To be continued......)