Chapter 92: Forced Smile
"Do you think you've lied to me now? I won't believe what you say, and if you want to break up with me, I'll wait for him to tell me personally."
Yang Xiaorou put away her smile: "Chu Lingxi, you really don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin, don't you don't believe what I said?" I'll show you the evidence right now."
She pulled the photos out of her bag, along with a list of her recent prenatal checkups.
Chu Lingxi picked up the envelope on the table, she opened it and saw the photo inside, although the important parts of the two people in the photo were marked with mosaics, their faces were still very clear, the man was the man she was familiar with, Gu Ran, and the woman next to him was Yang Xiaorou sitting in front of her.
These pictures stung her eyes deeply, she really couldn't stand it, she put away the photos, she believed that the prenatal check-up list, she didn't have to look at it anymore, the facts were all in front of her, she really couldn't think of a reason to help Gu Ran exonerate.
Chu Lingxi told herself to be strong, she was no longer the Chu Lingxi she was, and she held back her tears
"How? Believe it this time, I might as well tell you a little more, and lie to you that he was with me the night I went to the company.
He told me not to look for you, and he said he would tell you personally, and he said he was afraid that you would be hurt, but it had been so long, and he hadn't told you, and I thought -- he really couldn't speak.
If you want to find out and ask for verification, I won't stop you, but I advise you not to humiliate yourself, and I'll give you a preventive shot first, so that you don't get hit when you get it."
Chu Lingxi suddenly laughed, "Then I have to thank you for your kindness?" ”
"Thank you, you don't have to," Yang Xiaorou left after packing up her things
Chu Lingxi sat there alone in a daze, tears flowing wantonly in her heart, but there were no tears in her eyes.
She sat alone in the café for a long time, and when she got out of the café, she walked alone on the street, as if her soul had been drained away, and she looked at the crowded streets, and suddenly felt lost, she didn't know where she was, and she didn't know which way she should go.
Before she knew it, she had walked to a park, and she sat on a park bench and looked at the people in the park with smiles on their faces.
She was the only one sitting there, trying to make herself laugh, and what she should accept must be bravely faced, and escaping will never solve the problem.
After this period of training, her willpower has been honed, and her endurance has also been honed.
After Chu Lingxi cleaned up her mood, she returned home, although she was very disappointed in Gu Ran, even if she wanted to leave, she must not leave any regrets for herself in the last time.
She is no longer the weak Chu Lingxi she used to be, she didn't expect that in the half a year that she left, such a thing could happen.
Since Gu Ran chose to be with Yang Xiaorou again, why did he still show that in front of her, was it really like what Yang Xiaorou said? He doesn't want to get himself hurt? Want to make yourself a little happier at the end of your time? She didn't want to believe that a person could be so good as she pretended.
Mother Liu saw that Chu Lingxi's face was not very good, "Xiaoxi, are you uncomfortable?" Why is the face so ugly."
Chu Lingxi smiled reluctantly, "It's okay, Mom Liu, I'm just a little headache, I'll go up and sleep."
"Well, then you go up and rest."
Chu Lingxi nodded and went upstairs, she didn't lie, her head really hurt, as if it was about to explode, she slept very unsteadily, she kept dreaming, she dreamed that Gu Ran broke up with her, he said that he wanted to be with Yang Xiaorou, and then dreamed that she was walking alone.
There were also a lot of fine beads of sweat on her forehead, and Gu Ran drove back home
"Mother Liu, where's Xiaoxi?"
"Young master, I saw that Xiaoxi didn't look very good when she came back from outside today, so I asked her what's wrong? She said she had a headache and wanted to go up and get some sleep, so I didn't bother her."
Gu Ran said "um", "Then I'll go up and see her" turned around and walked upstairs
He gently pushed open the bedroom door, and saw Chu Lingxi on the bed at a glance, he walked to the bed, saw that she was asleep, and Gu Ran saw a lot of sweat on her forehead.
Turned around and went to the bathroom to get a towel to help her wipe it gently, but then Chu Lingxi woke up, and she saw Gu Ran
Gu Ran smiled at her, "Baby, did you have a nightmare?" Why do you sweat so much? ”
Chu Lingxi sat up and hugged him and said, "Yes, I'm so scared, I dreamed that you were going to break up with me, you don't want me anymore."
Gu Ran's heart suddenly ached, "No!" Feel relieved! I won't leave you."
"Really?" Chu Lingxi looked at him seriously
"Hmm" Gu Ran hugged her
"Does your head still hurt?"
Chu Lingxi shook his head, "It doesn't hurt anymore"
Chu Lingxi obviously knew that Gu Ran was lying to her, but she was still willing to be deceived by him, is this love? Will someone who loves you willingly be deceived by her?
Chu Lingxi forced herself not to think about today's events for the time being, at least in front of Gu Ran, she didn't want to show it
"Xiaoxi, let's go down to eat"
"Hmm" Gu Ran took her hand downstairs to eat
Chu Lingxi hadn't seen the poplars since he came back, and Chu Lingxi proposed to Gu Ran during the meal
"Yes, you said last time that Ling Shaohan brought Xiao Meng back, but we haven't met yet, why don't we find a chance to get together, and Baiyang, I haven't seen him for so long?"
"Well, okay, then I'll ask them to sing together tomorrow, okay, go where we went last time"
Chu Lingxi nodded "Okay"
The next day, Chu Lingxi went out again, she didn't want to stay at home, she felt that the house was very boring, which would make her think of those unhappy things, and she didn't know where to go.
She got on a bus casually, from the starting point to the final station, then sat back, and finally changed to another bus, just like this, she hadn't been on the bus for a long time, she looked at the fast-moving scenery outside the window, and finally she got off the bus in a place, it was an amusement park.
Chu Lingxi looked here, there were a lot of good memories of her and Gu Ran, she walked over and bought a ticket and walked in, one sat on the Ferris wheel, as if she saw Gu Ran sitting opposite, he smiled at her, Chu Lingxi also smiled, laughing and laughing but shed tears, she still couldn't control her emotions, she thought she could be strong, but she still didn't do it
"Chu Lingxi, you can't cry, you can't cry," she tried to encourage herself
At this time, Gu Ran called, "Xiaoxi, where are you?" ”
Chu Lingxi sorted out her mood, "I came out to go shopping, but is there something wrong?" ”
"Oh, it's nothing, I've already made an appointment with a few of them and booked a private room, and Lan Ling will go there in the evening."
"That's good, I'll wait for you at home at night"
"Well, you should go back early, too"
After hanging up the phone, Chu Lingxi sat on the Ferris wheel for another long time before coming down.