Chapter 185: Worship

Here Chu Xiangwan and Huangfu Jingyao returned to Zhou Ying, it was late at night, Chu Xiangwan didn't say anything, just silently entered the tent and lay on the bed.

Xiao'er was worried about Chu Xiangwan and followed up the tent, sure enough, Chu Xiangwan kept her eyes open and looked at the top of the tent, of course, how could she close her eyes and fall asleep peacefully.

"Sister, I know you must be sad and disappointed now, but life always has to go on, at least you can see the true face of Helian City, and you will no longer be deceived by him." Xiao'er comforted Chu Xiangwan, if anyone knows how Chu Xiangwan and Helian Cheng fell in love with each other all the way, it must be Xiao'er. In fact, in Xiao'er's eyes, Helian Cheng is as amiable as an elder brother, maybe because she is always with Chu Xiangwan, so she is not aware of Helian Cheng's dark side, and once she notices it, she will inevitably feel sad in her heart, not to mention that Chu Xiangwan once fell in love with this man, and her decision in Crescent Lake tonight has already explained her disappointment and pain.

"Is it worth my sorrow for such a man?" Chu Xiangwan sat up and asked rhetorically.

"Sister, how can people be ruthless? I know the pain in your heart, you used to love Helian City like that, how could you say let go and let go? Xiao'er also asked rhetorically.

"I'm just feeling sorry for my children." Chu Xiangwan whispered, "As for Helian City, I will be a stranger when I see him again. ”

Xiao'er stopped talking, everyone had their own decisions to make, and Chu Xiangwan had already made her most correct decision.

"Xiao'er, where is my child buried?" Chu Xiangwan choked up and asked, child. It was the most painful in her heart.

"Sister, are you going to worship the child? I'll go with you. ”

Chu Xiangwan nodded and got out of bed.

Two men went out of the tent. saw Huangfu Jingyao and Ning Yanchen still standing outside the tent talking.

"Senior brother, prince, why don't you go to rest?"

"Jingyao is not at ease, so we are here to guard." Ning Yanchen didn't say it carefully, but who else could be worried about here besides Chu Xiangwan?

Chu Xiangwan glanced up at Huangfu Jingyao and did not speak.

"Where are you going?" Ning Yanchen saw Xiao'er and Chu Xiangwan wearing cloaks, and asked.

"Sister - she wants to see the child's grave."

"Why don't I go with you?" Huangfu Jingyao looked directly at Chu Xiangwan and said.

Chu Xiangwan looked at Huangfu Jingyao again, this is Helian City's child. How could he

Just when Xiao'er thought that Chu Xiangwan would refuse, Chu Xiangwan actually nodded and said softly, "It's okay." ”

Huangfu Jingyao got on the horse. Stretched out his hand to Chu Xiangwan, Chu Xiangwan hesitated, but still put his hand in Huangfu Jingyao's hand, such a night does not distinguish things. Chu Xiangwan wanted to see the child soon.

The emperor shook his head. Chu Xiangwan sat in front of him. "Sit down! Drive! The emperor pulled the reins and walked away.

"Senior brother, let's go back." Xiao'er looked at the dust flying in the distance, Chu Xiangwan was certainly commensurate with Helian City, but compared to Huangfu Jingyao, he still lacked a little bit of heart.

"Senior brother?" Seeing that Ning Yanchen didn't react, Xiao'er shouted again.

"Yes." Ning Yanchen came back to his senses, turned around and walked towards the tent.

Brother. Why are there some different feelings hidden in your eyes, should I ask clearly? Xiao'er shook her head. also returned to his own account.

Huangfu Jingyao took Chu Xiangwan to gallop all the way, and actually returned to Crescent Lake.

"Why did you bring me here again?" Chu Xiangwan asked suspiciously.

"Because the child is buried in the woods over there." Huangfu Jingyao pointed to the woods not far away.

Chu Xiangwan dismounted and couldn't wait to rush into the woods, it was too dark inside, and at this time, the night owl was the most active time, Chu Xiangwan just rushed in and alarmed the night owl in the forest, they "roared, roared" and flew towards Chu Xiangwan, so shocked that Chu Xiangwan remembered the days of the middle owl Gu again, just when she was stunned, the night owl was already about to catch her.

"Be careful!" Huangfu Jingyao stepped forward and hugged Chu Xiangwan in his arms, and used his internal force to swing away the night owl's attack with one palm, and several night owls couldn't get close to them, so they shouted and flew away.

"It's okay, it's okay." Huangfu Jingyao patted Chu Xiangwan's back in his arms and comforted her.

Chu Xiangwan raised her head from Huangfu Jingyao's arms, her face was a little embarrassed, and she said softly, "Thank you." ”

"You and I have never been so polite." Huangfu Jingyao said behind Chu Xiangwan's back.

Chu Xiangwan's body paused for a moment and did not answer.

"Follow me." Huangfu Jingyao lit a torch, grabbed Chu Xiangwan's hand again, and led her forward. Chu Xiangwan wanted to break free, but Huangfu Jingyao said, "Just let me do it this time, okay?" Chu Xiangwan stopped struggling.

But after walking for a while, he came to a small tombstone, Huangfu Jingyao stopped, but Chu Xiangwan slowly walked to the front of the monument. She squatted down, stroked the words on the stele, and by the firelight she saw that the stele was written "The Tomb of My Beloved Daughter", and the bottom was written "Mother Mengyan", looking at it, Chu Xiangwan was already crying, she hugged the tombstone and said: "Child, my mother is sorry for you!" And then there were heart-rending cries.

Huangfu Jingyao didn't step forward, just stood silently behind Chu Xiangwan, here and now, it is the most important thing to let Chu Xiangwan mourn without being disturbed.

After a long time, Chu Xiangwan finally stopped crying, she sat in front of the tomb and hummed "The Ballad of the Stars", Huangfu Jingyao was shocked, such a familiar singing, how many years, he finally heard it again. Over and over again, knowing that Chu Xiangwan's voice was hoarse, Huangfu Jingyao stepped forward to stop her, she said: "With a mother like you, it is not in vain that your mother-daughter fate is in vain." ”

"A daughter?" Chu Xiangwan asked in a trembling voice.

"Yes, it looks like you, it's beautiful." Huangfu Jingyao replied lightly with a smile.

"You had the words on this tomb engraved by you?"

"Yes."

"Why do you write that?"

"This is the child of you and Helian City, the child you conceived as Meng Yan, this child has nothing to do with Chu Xiangwan, I buried her here because it is very close to Tata, and it can be regarded as being with my father."

"You have a heart, I have always been so considerate of you and me everywhere, I should thank you."

"As I said, we don't have to say the word 'thanks.'" Huangfu Jingyao looked at the sky and said, "We should go back, and when the world is peaceful in the future, I will bring you back to worship the child." ”

Chu Xiangwan nodded, but he was no longer as desolate and painful as when he came, and there was a trace of warmth, which quietly grew from the bottom of his heart. (To be continued......)