"Tell me first, why do you have to kill me?" Huan Wen looked at the small flame, and naturally understood the danger contained in it, "Is it just for the words I left at the beginning?" ”

"What if I say yes?" Xie Xiaoman's tone was light.

Huan Wen smiled and replied to her word by word: "I, no, I believe it." ”

There was a lot of determination in these words.

He looked at Xie Xiaoman's slightly raised eyebrows, and chuckled: "I said before that you Xie Xiaoman and I are the same people. For the sake of a huge belief in a heart, it will not be easy, because of a little thing, to do something that will destroy a big thing. ”

This sentence was a bit awkward, but Xie Xiaoman understood.

understood, but at the same time laughed: "General Huan, what do you think is the big thing in my heart?" ”

"I don't know." Huan Wen replied calmly.

Xie Xiaoman sneered: "You don't know, but you decide that I won't kill you?" Huan Wen, are you too conceited? ”

Huan Wen also smiled: "The reason is actually very simple. If you really wanted to kill me, you would have done it a long time ago, so why wait until now. ”

Xie Xiaoman played with the flame in his hand, and the light jumping feeling was very charming.

"I don't like your attitude now, it's such a stinky fart."

Huan Wen frowned slightly: "Did anyone fart?" ”

Xie Xiaoman was speechless and gave him a blank look.

Behind him, Xi Chao wiped the sweat from his forehead.

He still couldn't see the situation clearly, and couldn't figure out what kind of confrontation was going on between the two. As for those words, they obviously entered the ears word for word. However, Xi Chao always felt that some of the things that he seemed to understand were nurturing in it, and they were constantly steaming and fermenting.

Outside in the night. The frost has been falling like a flocculent.

"Actually, you're right."

Xie Xiaoman said slowly: "I really didn't want to kill you before, because I admired you very much, although you are a tragic person, but I have always liked tragic heroes, and I think that kind of cool." Reading novels, watching movies, watching TV series, I like those things that abuse the master. I guess it's because these are the only things that can satisfy the little dark side of my heart. That's why I've always admired you. ”

This passage. Huan Wen heard vaguely, but he seemed to understand something, but a hint of strange color flashed in his eyes.

"I'm stupid," Xie continued. His gaze did not take away from the small flash of fire. "I know very few things, I haven't read thousands of books, and I haven't traveled thousands of miles, so I don't understand any big truths, and I can't figure out what it means to take care of the overall situation. Even, so to speak, I don't understand what the definition of 'big picture' is. ”

Xie Xiaoman looked into Huan Wen's eyes. Eyes like torches: "Just like the current generation, what is the overall situation?" Is your life and death the big picture? Is the victory or defeat of the Western Army the overall situation? Is the rise and fall of the Jin Dynasty the big picture? Or rather. Is the continuation of the Han bloodline the big picture? I really don't understand. These things, really, really, confuse me. ”

"I used to think about it for a long time, especially after experiencing something, and I wanted to know what kind of thing life is, life and even human beings. If all the behaviors are just for the continuation of the species, in fact, all the current behaviors are inexplicable, and it's good to raise people as pigs, and personal pursuit or something is completely a side quest with an overly long plot, without any substantive meaning. ”

"Of course, I also understand that these questions are the ultimate questions of philosophy, and even those philosophical masters can't give answers that everyone agrees on, so people like me naturally can't."

"So, I thought about it for a long time, thought about it a lot, and finally realized a problem."

"I, Xie Xiaoman. No matter how the world changes, no matter how time and space change, it is only Xie Xiaoman after all. ”

"If my life didn't exist, then the world would have no meaning to me."

"A cuckoo in the mountains, if I close my eyes and can't see it, then it doesn't exist for me."

"That's it."

"My life is my eyes, my life is my everything. Or, to put it more insanely, I am the center of the universe. ”

"Without me, everything would be nothing."

"That's it."

"That's the answer I came up with."

"Correct or not. is the answer I am most convinced of now. ”

"So, based on the above reasons," Xie Xiaoman looked at Huan Wen's eyes and smiled easily, "I'm going to kill you." ”

The tent was silent, and there was no more sound.

Only the sound of the wind can reach the ears.

Outside, the soldiers were no longer as noisy as before, and the well-trained soldiers of the Western Army had returned to their usual normal, one camp after another searching for the possible existence of the assassins, seriously and quickly.

No one would rush to disturb Huan Wen, even if Huan Wen was the target of the Assassins.

This tent has long been surrounded by people on three floors inside and three layers outside, let alone an assassin, not even a fly can fly.

Xi Chao listened to Xie Xiaoman's tirade, and was slightly stunned, but after all, he broke out in a cold sweat because of the inexplicable turn at the end, got up suddenly, and pulled out the sword at his waist.

He also wears a sword, but the sword body has never been stained with blood, even if he has a famous sword in his hand, it is difficult to have half a cold breath.

Therefore, Xie Xiaoman did not look back at all.

Xie Xiaoman was just looking at Huan Wen, looking at those dark eyes, wanting to see some waves from them.

There were indeed waves inside, but it was not the horror that Xie Xiaoman wanted to see, but a simple surprise.

Not even surprised, just slightly surprised.

"I don't quite understand your logic." Huan Wen said.

"It's a bit complicated." Xie Xiaoman nodded.

"Then please be brief." Huan Wen gouged his ears, "People like me who don't like to read don't like to listen to this kind of too profound remarks very much. ”

"Okay." Xie Xiaoman's head was full. "To put it simply, I feel like I'm the center of the universe. So, I'm going to live for myself. ”

"Accordingly, I want to live my life to the fullest. However, the killing made me feel very unhappy. ”

"I want to put an end to this troubled world."

"Use my way!"

Xie Xiaoman said these shocking words bluntly, and his tone was firm, as if he was saying that she had a total of ten fingers.

Huan Wen fell silent. Thought about it.

"You think you're the center of the universe?" Huan Wen asked.

"That's the case for me. ' For me' are important two words. Xie Xiaoman explained sincerely, "I don't want everyone to think about it." I'm a rampant person to the extreme. ”

"Even with the addition of the word 'to me', in fact, your personality is still very rampant." Huan Wen commented.

Xie Xiaoman rolled his eyes.

Huan Wen smiled lightly: "Killing, is it a very annoying thing for you?" ”

"Yes!"

"So. You will not obey military orders. Saved those 100 people without permission? ”

"Yes!"

"Even if you know that your behavior like this is likely to attract Zhao Jun's suspicion and cause more people to lose their lives? Have you ever thought that although you have saved a hundred people, it is very likely that I will die more after I conquer the Western Army? Hundreds, if not thousands, of dead people? ”

"Thought. But I'm not worried. Xie Xiaoman replied firmly.

"Oh?" Huan Wen raised his eyebrows, "Why aren't you worried?" ”

Xie Xiaoman raised his head slightly. The real underwhelming: "Because I can stop this from happening." ”

This sentence is really too rampant.

In this world, how can anyone make such a guarantee? Leave a guarantee to protect the lives of thousands?

Huan Wen is the person who really controls the lives of these thousands of people, and when he goes on the expedition, he never guarantees anything. Not because you don't dare, but because you can't.

There are so many things that change on the battlefield, and walking is just a road with your head pinned to your belt. Maybe the next moment, he will be in a different place, how can he guarantee others?

"I promise to keep you alive."

This sentence is definitely the biggest joke in the barracks.

And now, Xie Xiaoman said this joke.

Even, thousands of times more rampant than the original joke. Because her words contain the life of the previous one.

Huan Wen listened to the joke and stopped talking, but he didn't laugh.

Xi Chao didn't laugh either, he just held the sword, looked at Xie Xiaoman's back, and suddenly felt that this kid was a little pitiful.

Anyway, she's just a teenage girl, just a half-grown child.

She hadn't even seen the real battlefield, hadn't really met the Grim Reaper, and didn't know what the real danger was like on the battlefield.

She is just a child, a child with a simple heart and a sincere heart who wants to protect life.

Such an idea is too simple, too simple, and even, too stupid!

Because this is the land of the Central Plains, from the Western Zhou Dynasty to the Spring and Autumn Period, from the Warring States to the Three Kingdoms, it has always been proven with blood. That is the inevitability of war. The inevitability of death.

It's something that can't be changed.

Just like human life, old age, sickness and death, things cannot be changed.

So Xi Chao looked at her and suddenly smiled sadly, with a hint of pity in that smile.

"I know what you're thinking," Xie Xiaoman spoke again, turning his head slightly to look at Xi Chao, "You must think I'm stupid and pathetic." You must be thinking that war is completely inevitable, just like life and death, irreversible, right? ”

"Miss Xie, you are still too young, and you don't understand many things yet." Xi Chao smiled bitterly, and the tip of the sword in his hand had fallen to the ground.

"Nope! If you don't understand, you're the one! Xie Xiaoman's face was resolute, "I don't know about other things, I only ask you one word!" Since people can practice and transcend birth, old age, sickness and death, why can't war? ”

Xi Chao's body shook suddenly, suddenly raised his head, and looked at Xie Xiaoman in amazement.

Huan Wen didn't speak, he just subconsciously played with the wine cup full of cold wine, and he didn't even notice that the wine was spilling and wetting his fingertips. (To be continued......)