Chapter 373
She was very sad in her heart, feeling that her father had hurt her, she was embarrassed in front of her classmates, and her strong self-esteem made her pessimistic about her future life, her fate was the same as Ding Deshun's son Ding Cong, but he still had his mother to take care of him. This is much luckier than her, and she lost her mother who loves her the most in a short period of time, and what is the fate of her father is still unknown, listening to people outside, Dad's crime is very great, and Mom was killed by him, and he has killed several people for money.
Is this possible? In her mind, her father is the most amazing person, the smartest and most capable man in the world, no one can compare. This made her proud and proud, but she was surprised by the development of events, and overnight her father became a wanted criminal, and finally was finally caught by the Public Security Bureau.
She had fantasized that it was a nightmare, and she didn't believe it was all true, and she had a wealthy family, with a mother and father who loved her kindly, which was enviable. However, when she woke up from the nightmare, the truth was still the same, and there was a strange gaze everywhere, and I don't know what people were talking about, and when they saw her, they all stopped talking, apparently talking about her, and for this her heart was broken, and she felt that her heart was bleeding.
There is another thing that she never expected is that her aunt suddenly brought back a boy, this boy looks very similar to her father, although the aunt did not say anything to her, only said that it was a relative's child, playing at home for a few days, judging from the aunt's expression, she seemed to be a little unspeakable, some things were hidden from her, could it be that Dad still had a home outside, this boy was his illegitimate child, she was eighteen years old, with her own logical thinking, she didn't dare to imagine it anymore, In any case, I can't accept this cruel truth, my father would be such an irresponsible person, and he deceived her and her mother, which is the most intolerable thing for her.
Thinking of this, her heart was completely desperate, she lost the courage to survive, the blows to her one after another were too great, her brain thought went to the extreme, she really got into the tip of the horns and couldn't get out again, she felt the darkness in front of her, and she couldn't breathe. Now no one can help her, and she has become an isolated and abandoned girl.
So, she thought of running away from home, leaving the place where she couldn't survive, and going her own way. However, due to the teachers and classmates who took care of her all the time for her safety, for fear that she would not be able to think about it for a while and do something irrational, after all, she was still a child, and she suffered the pain of losing her mother's love prematurely, and her father's life and death were uncertain, how could her childish shoulders bear such a big burden, and the pressure could be imagined.
When she returned to her aunt's house on Saturday afternoon, she said that she had something to do and left her alone at home and not to go out, and took the boy away, locking the yard gate before leaving, obviously not at ease with her, which hurt her self-esteem even more. thinks that adults are hiding everything from her, and still treats her as an ignorant child, she is eighteen years old, she can be said to be an adult, she should make the facts clear to her, and she can't always be coaxed around like a child, which makes her really unbearable, which exacerbates her rebellious psychology, and sees that there is only one person at home, thinking that the opportunity has come.
Thinking back on her experience, she strengthened her belief in running away from home, to get out of this world that made her resentful, so that she could be completely liberated and open up another world that she thought was ideal, and soar freely in the sky like a bird. There are no worries and sorrows, and there is no sad gaze, there will be no discrimination, and you can surpass yourself and return to the beautiful nature.
Thinking about it, she felt more and more that there was a wonderful rainbow beckoning to her, that was her true destination, touched the only few hundred yuan on her body, and suddenly found that the dark world had a glimmer of light, which was the hope of light, her psychology suddenly became much more cheerful, and she took advantage of her aunt's time to go out to do errands, and she had to leave this disgusting place immediately, otherwise she would have no chance in the future.
Wu Hao remembered her aunt who was taking care of her now, she was a little hesitant, which would make her aunt sad, her aunt was kind to her, took care of her like a mother, and treated her as her own child, she really couldn't bear to make her sad, but she couldn't face this cruel reality, those rumors really made her unbearable, she finally chose the path she thought was bright, and her aunt would forgive her in the future, in order not to let her aunt worry about her, Wu Hao left a letter to her aunt.
Aunt:
I'm sorry for you, you took care of me like a mother, which gave me a little comfort in my painful heart, but I couldn't stand it in my heart, I couldn't face this cruel truth, because my father was so sinful, I could never hold my head up in front of my classmates, I hated him very much, why did he do this. My mother left silently, he killed my dearest mother, and left me alone in this world, how could he be so ruthless, and completely abandoned his own daughter homeless. I can't face this complicated world, I want to leave here, go to a quiet place, to find my own home, you don't worry about me, I will take care of myself, I will repay you when I have the opportunity. If you see my hateful dad and tell him that I will hate him for the rest of my life, that he has made me a man who is not loved by my mother, and that I will never forgive him for the rest of my life. Thank you for taking good care of me these days and forgiving me for saying goodbye.
With tears in her eyes, she slowly climbed the courtyard wall and jumped out, she came to the highway, waved and stopped a taxi, and after getting into the taxi, she didn't know where she should go? There was confusion in front of me, and I couldn't help but cry again.
"Little girl, what's wrong? Don't be too sad, where are you going? I'll send you there. The driver said gently.
He saw the sadness in her heart, but he didn't know what was happening, and thought that the child was angry with someone, and he couldn't turn around for a while, and didn't think too much about other things.
"Where do I go? Where is my home? Wu Hao thought to himself.
At this time, she thought of her dear mother, before leaving, she should go to her mother's place to see, and tell her what was in her heart, her mother was her closest person, she would not leave her alone, she would help her in secret, and she would definitely bless her to an ideal world, where there would be no sorrow and trouble, and there would be no disgusting gaze, and she didn't know if she would come back in the future, and she didn't want to know, but she didn't want to make her mother sad.
She said where she was going, praying silently in her heart, and the taxi drove towards her mother's grave.
Wu Hao came to his mother's cemetery, the grandfather who watched the grave was no longer there, there was such a big thing, it was impossible for the old man to stay here anymore, so people would insult him, saying that he was a loyal dog, and he was still helping Wu Haitao at this time, which was simply dead.
She stroked her mother's tombstone, she couldn't control her feelings anymore, she fell on the tombstone and cried loudly, and said to herself: "Mom, why are you so ruthless, leaving me alone, do you really want me?" I'm your favorite daughter, how can you let me live alone, and you tell me where I should go? Where is where I belong? I really don't know what I'm going to do next? Why don't you answer? Can you tell me a word about it? Mom! Mom! ”
She wept for a long time at her mother's grave, the sun had set, and a breeze blew, making her feel a little cool, looking up at the sky, and bowing deeply at her mother's present.
"Mom, I'm leaving, I hope your spirit in heaven will bless me and send me to an ideal place, and I will definitely come back to see you." Wu Hao whispered. Reluctantly left the cemetery.
She wants to go to Beijing for a few days first, visit the beautiful scenery of the capital, vent her long-depressed emotions to her heart's content, and then think about the way out in the future, as for where to go in the future? She hadn't thought too much about it, she just wanted to get out of this place that had annoyed her as soon as possible, and no longer be looked at by that discrimination. It wasn't too far from the train station, and it was an hour's walk away, and she stumbled onto the road, her mind in confusion, and only her mother's loving face was smiling at her, and she couldn't help but quicken her pace.
When Wu Shuzhen returned home, she disappeared from Wu Hao, I don't know where she went? There is a bad omen in her heart, this child is too serious, and ordinary adults can't accept this fact, not to mention an ignorant child, she regrets very much that she shouldn't go out at this time, even if she goes out, she has to take her with her, if she has three long and two short, sorry for her mother who just died, her conscience will be disturbed.
found the letter written by Wu Hao to her on the table, and couldn't help but be shocked when she saw it, Wu Hao, this child's eyes can't stand the stimulation, he ran away from home, where will he go at a young age? Don't have any more accidents, otherwise this home will be completely ruined, and I hurriedly came to the public security bureau to report the case.
Zheng Wanjiang was very anxious when he heard it, he carefully inquired about the situation when Wu Hao ran away, Wu Shuzhen told him that he had something to go to the neighbor's house in the afternoon, so he asked Wu Hao to rest at home, and locked the door of the courtyard, I thought nothing would happen, but it still happened, after coming back, the child was gone, it is estimated that he jumped over the wall, she regretted it very much at this time, and handed the letter to Zheng Wanjiang, Zheng Wanjiang read it carefully, and analyzed where Wu Hao might go.
Zheng Wanjiang can feel the child's mood at this time, such a big thing happens at home, it is difficult for an adult to accept, not to mention that she is still a child, and the psychological pressure can be imagined. (To be continued.) )