Chapter 203

"Sister, you have a good heart, of course God will treat you well......" Mo Xiaomei's eyes also filled with tears, "I have always believed that people who are kind and hardworking will be blessed by God." ”

Mo Xiaoqin looked at her sister's expression, how could she not know what she was thinking, so she sighed and said with a distressed face: "You still can't pass the threshold in your heart, right?" ”

"Hey......" with a long sigh, Mo Xiaomei smiled bitterly, "Sometimes, people think they can do it, and they want to force themselves to do it, but it's too difficult."

During this time, Ye Guan has been staring at the decoration, Mei Yiyi will also go over from time to time to see the progress, and many times they will naturally bump into each other, to be honest, she has never made a performance to rob Ye Guan with me, but I just can't avoid being hostile to her.

I knew that she was observing me, but it was difficult for me to face her calmly, and I always wanted to compete with her everywhere, and in the end I couldn't help but secretly feel sad that I was inferior to her in many aspects.

Sister, in front of her, I have no self-confidence, but I am very sensitive, I know where my own problems are, but I can't control myself at all, and I can't hold back and want to quarrel with Ye Guan.

Every time, I forcibly swallow the ugly words when they come to my mouth, but it is too uncomfortable to hold in my heart, I have thought a lot in the past two days, if it really goes on like this, even if Ye Guan is willing to be with me, I don't dare.

Really sister, if I can't tie the knot in my happiness, the consequence of the two of us being together will either suffocate me or drive Ye Guan crazy. ”

"I understand......" Mo Xiaoqin's eyes were full of distress, "Xiaomei." Your biggest problem is that you have been too good since you were a child, so there are some things that you can clearly understand, but you can't pass the level of self-esteem.

But you have to know that the difference in family background is not something that can be solved by your hard work and excellence, and you also said that people start from birth. It is destined to be unequal.

Since it is known that this inequality exists. Knowing that this is not something you want to change, why do you have to torture yourself? Or, you just just find someone who is on the same level as you, and you won't have these troubles.

Sister actually thought about it. If my sister met not Guo Qiang. It's a condition that is much better than him. Willing to be with me, can my sister really be as at ease as she is now?

So my sister knows that she has no personal experience. I don't have the qualifications to accuse you, if it really comes to my sister, my sister will definitely not do better than you, then, my sister wants to say that you have thought it through yourself, no matter what kind of choice you make, your sister will support you.

Also, no matter what kind of choice you make, you can't complain about Ye Concern, he is a responsible and good man, and it is your fate to meet him, if you can't go together, your fate is not so deep.

Sister said this, it's not because he got his light that he spoke for him like this, if it wasn't for you, how could he help my sister worry about these hearts, right?

In general, in these times of being your boyfriend, he is extremely qualified, and his kindness to his sister, my sister will remember it for a lifetime, and do her best to reciprocate, you will do it according to your own heart, and my sister will not make irrational decisions because of your choice, rest assured. ”

It turns out that her sister is clear about her concerns! Mo Xiaomei felt a trace of guilt in her heart, when she was young, she looked down on her two sisters, felt that they were too cowardly, had no opinions, and basically didn't have a good face for them.

But her sisters didn't care about her, and when she was admitted to college, she did her best to help, and it was from that time that she really began to look at her two sisters and made up her mind to repay them well.

But at first, she just thought about it like this, and didn't make any substantive moves to repay them, if it weren't for the eldest sister being forced to come to her helplessly, or her return to her sisters would have stayed at the stage of thinking.

Because for her, her sister is good to her, but subconsciously she always feels that they are a little embarrassed by her, with low knowledge and little knowledge, if others know that she has such a sister, will they look down on her?

It is precisely because of this concern that after Li Xiaoqiao revealed her actual situation, she hated the other party to the core, if it weren't for the fact that her thinking had changed a lot during this time, she thought that one day, she would give Li Xiaoqiao a surprise retaliation.

Looking back now, she has always been too naïve, always living in her own imaginary world, and always feeling that all her thoughts are right, it seems that everyone owes her, in fact, who owes her?

Even if Li Xiaoqiao said that her actual situation was malicious, isn't what people are saying the truth?

She actually felt that the sister who helped her was a part of her shame, her conscience, was eaten by a dog?

Even if her sister has stayed here during this time, she knows her sister much more thoroughly than before, she still doesn't think that her sister can read her heart.

Before, her sister persuaded her to have a relationship with Ye Guan, she listened to it, but she was also a little unimpressed, and now looking back, what she lacks more than her sister is that generosity and self-knowledge.

If she had been self-aware from the beginning, today, there would not be so many troubles.

Are you happy with Hawan?

The answer is yes, he has such a good personality, and when he is with him, there is always a feeling like a spring breeze, but when she is not together, her heart is always uncertain.

She will uncontrollably think about what he is doing, who is around, is there a girl approaching him again, and what is his attitude? The problem is that she thinks like this, in order to show her generosity, she never asks, and tortures herself like that.

If it weren't for her sister coming, or one day, without any outlet for her outlet, she would really torture herself and go crazy.

"Sister, you are no worse than me at all, you and the second sister did not strive to continue to go to school, so I had the opportunity to go to school, if you also insist from the beginning, then no matter how much trouble I make, it is useless.

It seems that I am the smartest, but in fact I am the most selfish, you use the opportunity you give up to fulfill me, and I still look down on you and think you are stupid.

If it weren't for your generosity and not bothering me, I wouldn't be able to stay here today, eldest sister......" Mo Xiaomei looked at Mo Xiaoqin with a serious face, "I have to solemnly say sorry to my eldest sister today!" ”

"What are you doing here?" Mo Xiaoqin looked at her sister a little panicked, "Xiaomei, if you are unhappy, just say it, don't scare your sister like this, okay?" (To be continued......)