Chapter 372: The Handle
Serious illness still needs to be taken with fierce medicine, and if a dose of strong medicine goes down every night, Shen Guodong will immediately be alive, but she herself was almost killed by herself.
"Now you not only have to ask my eldest brother for leave, but you also have to ask Teacher Hao for leave for me." I slept until dark with a nap every night, and I didn't have to open my eyes to know that Shen Guodong was by my side.
"Baby, can I give you some medicine?" Shen Guodong lay beside Zhou Wanwan and looked at her cautiously, the hot breath he exhaled sprayed on her face, his eyes were as hot as his breath, and he covered up the thick guilt and distress.
Afraid of affecting Zhou Wanwan's sleep, her bedroom did not turn on the light, only a little light from the living room, Shen Guodong did not fully see her current situation.
Zhou Wanwan didn't actually see her own appearance, and she seriously suspected that she might have fallen asleep in a semi-comatose state of hypoxia in the end.
In the afternoon, she only thought about letting Shen Guodong lose control, and when he kissed her at the beginning, she deliberately responded to him lightly, panting, low, moaning, and struggling and twisting slightly under him......
It turns out that the drunk Shen Guodong is still very gentle, and the completely out of control Shen Guodong is really terrible......
Zhou Wanwan regretted and was annoyed, her miscalculation of Shen Guodong made her suffer a big loss, her lips hurt again and again, and as soon as he mentioned it, he raised his hand and hit him, "Aren't you going to send me home?!" Send me back now! Look at my eldest brother seeing me like this, and he can help you! ”
"Baby, I'm ......"
Zhou Wanwan raised his hand to turn on the light. glared at Shen Guodong angrily, "You dare to say that you didn't think so when you saw me?" Then he turned sideways slightly and clearly placed the bruised side neck in front of him, "It's not too late to send me back now!" You don't want to see me anyway! ”
Shen Guodong looked at the kiss marks on Zhou Wanwan's neck, which were blue and purple. Looking at her red, swollen and broken earlobes again, her voice was so distressed that her voice was unstable, "Nan, let's go to the hospital!" It hurts, right? Well, let's go to the hospital first, and when we come back, you can do whatever you want! ”
Zhou Wanwan was really angry this time, and knocked off Shen Guodong's hand to hug her. "What do you say when you go to the hospital?! Are doctors stupid? Can't you see what's going on?! ”
Shen Guodong wanted to forcibly pick up Zhou Wanwan, but he couldn't bear to make her unhappy, "Let's go to the dry rest house to find a doctor with a strict mouth." I won't ask or say, don't worry, I promise no one knows. ”
Zhou Wanwan knocked Shen Guodong's outstretched hand away again, "Then don't go!" You just want to cure me quickly and ignore me! ”
"Hello! You are obedient! Shen Guodong hugged Zhou Wanwan up. Rare tough persistence. "How could I ignore you? Well, let's go to the doctor for medicine, it hurts so much, and my ears are broken. ”
"You bite!" Zhou Wanwan slapped Shen Guodong again, "What are you pretending to be now!" Why don't you stop when I tell you to stop?! ”
Shen Guodong's face turned red all of a sudden, and when Zhou Wanwan mentioned it, he remembered the intimacy between the two in the afternoon, and he was obviously distressed when he looked at Zhou Wanwan like this. The body is hot again.
"I was wrong, I was wrong, I promise never to ...... again" Shen Guodong promised that he couldn't go on. He couldn't get this assurance, and, if it weren't for the control of reason and distress, he would want to do what he had done that afternoon all over again.
"Nothing more?" Zhou Wanwan blinked at him, very serious.
Shen Guodong looked at Zhou Wanwan's immature face and clear eyes, and suddenly smiled gently, he put his forehead on her forehead, his eyes were doting and affectionate, and Zhou Wanwan couldn't understand the complex forbearance, "I promise to be good to my little girl in the future, and I won't make you uncomfortable again." ”
"I told you to be light, and you didn't listen." Zhou Wanwan pouted and complained, her voice was aggrieved but her tone was delicate, her gaze that swept Shen Guodong was light and floating, and her eyes drooped on his face with a slight pause, but it made him lose his breath in an instant.
"I promise to be lighter in the future......" Shen Guodong closed his mouth after saying half a sentence, and the desire in his voice was so thick that he felt ashamed.
"I'm crying, you can't stop." Zhou Wanwan was extremely aggrieved, and her white and soft fingers poked at Shen Guodong's chest.
Zhou Wanwan only clicked a few times, and through his clothes, Shen Guodong's heart was almost overwhelmed, and he jumped like a drum. He could even feel the slight coolness and softness of Zhou Wanwan's fingers, and he was now as hot as fire all over his body, desperately longing to be close to her.
"Promise never again." Shen Guodong tried to clear his head a little more, and he had already given up controlling and betraying his voice.
His mind was now full of tears under him with tears in his mind, panting, moaning, and her tears at that time would only make him more crazy, how could he stop? Even now, when I think about it, he is also on the verge of losing control.
If it weren't for looking at Zhou Wanwan's scarred appearance, his distress would have overcome his longing, and now he wanted her to cry again......
Shen Guodong took a deep breath, picked up the thin quilt and wrapped Zhou Wanwan, only showing his head, only to show his head, then carefully hugged her and discussed with her, "Nannan, Brother Shen is wrong, I will definitely listen to you in the future." Let's go see the doctor first, and when you don't feel uncomfortable, you can punish Brother Shen as much as you want, be obedient now, okay? ”
Zhou Wanwan lowered her eyes and sighed in her heart, so she could only give up her plan.
When she came today, she thought about it, it was best to let Shen Guodong lose control until the two of them took the last step, and then Shen Guodong would definitely not be entangled in those things anymore.
What he heard that day was true, and she didn't want to explain it to him or hide it. She couldn't explain it, and she couldn't hide it.
Then replace this fact with a more convincing one.
If they make the last step today, what Shen Guodong has to think about is to be responsible for her, with this major premise in front of him, with Shen Guodong's character, he must be thinking about how to live a good life for the two of them, and everything else will be put down.
When they really live a good life, who will have nothing to worry about why they are together? At least Shen Guodong won't, she knows him too well. He's someone who never looks backwards.
These days, what Zhou Wanwan thinks most clearly is that she doesn't want Shen Guodong to be sad, this is more important than anything else in her heart.
She is also willing to spend her life with Shen Guodong. Love will turn into family affection in the end. The last thing they lack is family affection, and they can live a good life in the future.
It's a pity that her plan was only half successful, Shen Guodong was out of control, but even to that extent, he didn't move her, and even the two buttons of her clothes that she deliberately spread out were tied by his trembling hands.
Zhou Wanwan sighed again in her heart, I don't know if it was because she was not attractive enough or if Shen Guodong's willpower was too firm. Anyway, don't look at her miserable-suffered-ravaged-ravaged-she looks like she is now, it's just looking ambiguous. In fact, they are the same as before, and there is no real progress.
Zhou Wanwan endured the throbbing pain on her lips and was even more depressed in her heart, damn that there was no progress, but she suffered such a crime!
But. At least Shen Guodong is back to normal. No longer looking at her like when they first met, the sadness and loss in the depths of their eyes were suppressed, and they were no longer awkward and hesitant to get along with her, and they were back to their previous state.
But this is not enough, since Zhou Wanwan has made such a big determination, of course the purpose will not be so simple. Even if she can't untie Shen Guodong's heart knot today, she can't let him dwell on those words anymore, at least she has to divert his attention.
Zhou Wanwan doesn't know if they can be together for a lifetime, and maybe they will be separated for various unexpected reasons in the future. But she would never allow her brother Shen to leave her because of this incident.
If that were the case, the sadness and loneliness she saw in his eyes today would always be pressed on his heart. She must not let him face the rest of his life with such great harm.
"You didn't look for me for twenty-three days, you didn't talk to me!" Zhou Wanwan tried to squirm in Shen Guodong's arms, so that he could see her grievances and dissatisfaction, "Are you really planning to leave me alone?!" ”
"Nan, I'm afraid of ......" Shen Guodong paused, gritted his teeth and said it, "Xiao Er and Dunzi are right, I have been bullying you......"
"You know what others say, why don't you listen to me?" Zhou Wanwan glared at Shen Guodong, "I said that you didn't bully me, I was willing to do it, why didn't you take it to heart?" ”
"You are willing because ......" Shen Guodong couldn't say those two words, thinking about it, his heart was dripping blood.
"Kindness." Zhou Wanwan didn't hide or avoid, and looked directly into Shen Guodong's eyes, "Why is it really so important to be together?" I just want to be with you, because you are kind to me, because you are good to me, this is a fact, but have you thought about it, if this is all there is, would I be willing? ”
Zhou Wanwan looked at Shen Guodong like a fool, "Guo Kejian also saved my life, do you think I would be willing to be with him if I replaced you with him?" Will I let him kiss me? I would be willing to ......."
Shen Guodong lowered his head and blocked Zhou Wanwan's mouth, not letting her say any more, "Don't say such things again, I can't stand it, you say that the next time I see him, I will directly dig a pit and bury him!" Shen Guodong warned on his lips on the evening of Zhou Wanwan.
"Don't kiss me!" Zhou Wanwan turned her head away from Shen Guodong, "I said that I would like to be with you, but you didn't listen!" I said you weren't allowed to kiss me, and you wouldn't listen! Anything that listens to me is a lie! ”
"Who told me to pick her up? Who held me and didn't let go? Shen Guodong hugged Zhou Wanwan and shook it twice, smiling against her forehead, "Nannan, this time you want me to kiss you!" You also said that if I smoke again, you won't let me kiss you, and I will definitely not smoke in the future! ”
"You don't care about me anymore! I'm coming for you, and you're going to send me back! What's next? Zhou Wanwan glanced at Shen Guodong, "You send me back!" Anyway, my eldest brother reluctantly agreed that I would be with you, and if you don't want me, maybe he can worry a little less. ”
"I'll send you back now, when my eldest brother sees you like this, he will definitely detain me and let us both get married!" Speaking of Zhou Yang, Shen Guodong's eyes immediately turned into relaxed excitement, "He doesn't want you anymore, I'll send someone back to get food in the afternoon, he told you to stay here and don't go back!" ”
"Yo! The mouth is quite sweet, when did you change your name to big brother? I haven't called it for so many years, and it's too fake to call it now! Zhou Wanwan despised Shen Guodong, "That's my eldest brother, what are you calling nonsense!" ”
"It's my big brother too! My grandfather, aren't you also called grandpa? You've been calling me for so many years, and I haven't said anything! Shen Guodong finally relaxed.
"I still have a second brother! When are you going to change your mind? Zhou Wanwan didn't give up, "See if you dare to ask him to beat you or not!" ”
"Beat it up! I should be beaten! Shen Guodong buried his face in Zhou Wanwan's hair and took a deep breath, "Nan, Brother Shen is too selfish, I don't want to let go of you, and I can't let go of ......."
"Brother Shen, I'm willing to be with you, let's not think about why I'm willing, just remember, I'm only willing to be with you in this world, okay?"
"Nan," Shen Guodong raised his head, looked at Zhou Wanwan seriously, and said very heavily and hard, but he still tried to let himself say it, "If, if in the future, you meet the ...... you like"
Zhou Wanwan struggled to break free of the quilt that wrapped her, exposed her bruised neck and collarbones full of tooth marks in front of Shen Guodong, and asked him to swallow back the words immediately without saying a word.
"Fuck if! There is no such as that if! Shen Guodong hugged Zhou Wanwan tightly, "You are mine!" No one will give it! For the rest of my life, I don't believe I can't make you like me! ”
Zhou Wanwan despised herself in her heart, and at the same time felt that her own handle was very useful, she was reluctant to let herself get better so quickly, with it, he had to be obedient to Shen Guodong whatever he did! Look how he still has to be awkward with her!
The last time he was drunk, how could she be so stupid that she cured herself! (To be continued.) )