Chapter 132: Self-esteem and inferiority

In front of the curved ruler wooden building, next to the ancient well with a missing corner, a large osmanthus tree, a grape, a mat is spread on the grape trellis, wine and meat are placed on the table, and five sons are sitting on the table drinking. Drink to the hearty, bare-chested and exposed, profligate corpses, fingers

Point scolding, proud of nothing.

A young man in a green robe drank a glass of wine, staggered to his feet, and said with a snort of wine: "Brother Lu Chan, I will accept your wine hospitality, my brother is not strong enough to drink, so I have to ...... I have to go back. ”

"Hey, Brother Xiaoyu, don't be in a hurry to leave, I've made a new work recently, don't you want to take a look?"

A white-robed boy with a delicate face, a slightly pointed chin, and slightly red eyes because of drunken eyes, grabbed his sleeve and asked with a smile. The white-robed man was about twenty-seven or eighteen years old, and he should not have been twenty-eight years old, not yet the age of beard

age, so the jaw is green stubble.

"Oh? Brother Lu Chan has another masterpiece? The laughing jade brother was full of surprise, sat down again, and urged again and again: "Hurry up, get it quickly, I must have appreciated your masterpiece before I can go, otherwise."

I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep well tonight. ”

The white-robed Xie Lucian laughed, stood up, and walked towards the building. As he walked, he limped, and one of his legs was lame.

The man in the green shirt was called Murong Xiaoyu, and it was Xu Wushuang who was sitting on his right hand and was catching a fat chicken and munching on it, all of whom were close friends. Xu Wushuang saw that Bai Lu Cicada entered the room, then leaned over and said to Murong Xiaoyu: "

Xie Lucicada's wine and meat, it's very delicious, but every time we have to take out his worthless bad paintings, we have to compliment them, which is very unappetizing. ”

Chen Fangzheng, who was on the opposite table, dropped a cleanly gnawed sheep bone and laughed quietly: "Brother Wushuang, where did you get so much nonsense?" This good wine and meat, a table of food, in exchange for a few words of compliment, what is not to do. ”

Xu Wushuang said: "Hmph! I have to pat him on the back every time, I really don't have the words to say, belch! Ma Jia, don't drink it, when you see something that kills with wine, you will say in a while, if you don't make him happy, how can you let us get out. ”

Ma Xi, who was sitting on the side and only cared about the big bowl of drinking, put down the wine bowl and said with a smile: "It's done, it's done, I say it, just pity this good-for-nothing guy." But ......, I don't really look at his broken paintings

But he always said that someone spent a lot of money to buy his paintings, and if he didn't paint for some days, people would come to urge, was it possible? Up and down Jinling, who is so blind, just like his paintings. ”

Murong Xiaoyu pursed her lips disdainfully: "Hmph! It's just that he brags about it, although I don't dare to boast about how good my eyesight is, but I can still see whether his paintings are good or bad, obviously mediocre, even if they are sold, they are not worth a few pennies

He said that a painting sells for twenty dollars for less than ten dollars, do you believe it? ”

Xu Wushuang scratched his head and said, "But...... I remember one time when I was having a drink at his place, someone did come to buy paintings. ”

Chen Fangzheng said with a smile: "He has a good face, won't he make people play for us by himself?" ”

Ma Jia coughed and said in a low voice: "Silence, silence, it's coming." ”

Several people immediately sat upright, looking forward to it.

These people are all friends of Xie Luchan, to be precise, a group of hypocritical friends of wine and meat, but Xie Luchan doesn't know it yet.

Xie Luchan was admitted to the middle school at the age of fifteen, and she is full of talent and has an unlimited future. It's a pity that he flew into trouble, and he had an accident the next year, with a crippled leg, improper facial features, and it was difficult to be an official

No chance, Xie Lucian became furious, and after half a year of madness, he gradually returned to normal. Since then, I have been depressed, depressed, and never touched the book again.

It wasn't until three years later, under the persuasion of his younger sister, that he regained his spirits and became obsessed with a hobby that he had loved since childhood, but was forced to study by his father: painting. In order to learn painting, he sold his ancestral home.

moved to the edge of the city, made money to invest in famous teachers, learned painting, and since then has spiritual sustenance, a mind, and has become a painting idiot.

Although he doesn't know who the buyer is, people always have to come to buy paintings every once in a while, and he can actually ensure that he and his sister have no worries about food and clothing

, is no longer a useless waste, Xie Lucian is very happy. Over the years, he has either devoted himself to painting, or drinking and having fun with his friends, and his life is also happy and happy.

But he didn't know that these friends who he regarded as confidants were just because their family was not as good as him, and in order to rub his wine and meat to enjoy, they would borrow some money from him when they were short of money

Around him, sycophants coaxed him to be happy.

"Come on, come on, a few people appreciate it, and see how my "Gumei Orchid Picture" is. Duh! No hands required! ”

Xie Luchan opened Murong Xiaoyu's hand and said triumphantly: "This painting has already been booked by a buyer, you don't wipe your hands, can you afford to pay for getting dirty?" ”

Ma Jia hurriedly said, "Really? Brother Lu Chan, how much did your painting sell? ”

Xie Lucian pretended to be calm, but faintly with some unconcealed pride: "My painting, it took two months to complete this painting, including wind collection, conception, brewing, and brushwork, if it is less than 30 strokes, am I willing to make a move?" Good

Okay, let's not talk about this, let's see how this painting works. ”

"It's rare, it's rare, it's really rare."

Several fox friends gathered together in pretended admiration, Ma Jia wiped the wine on his mouth, and praised: "Wonderful, really wonderful, a ancient plum, a plum blossom, a few plum blossoms, and a bird squatting on the branch." A few stalks of orchids, graceful and graceful,

Scattered on the side of the strange stones. The whole picture is quaint, quiet, and strange. The pen is elegant and natural, skillful and vivid, and it is a rare masterpiece. ”

"Yes, yes, Brother Lu Chan, the little brother is envious, Brother Lu Chan is still young, and he has such attainments in painting, in time, won't he achieve a generation of painting sects? Oh, oh, when that happens, don't forget about today

Brothers. ”

A few people said a word, coaxing Xie Lucian to smile, very proud, at this moment, a voice came from outside the door: "Excuse me, is this the Xie family?" Xie Lucicada Xie Gongzi is available? ”

"Liar! A swaggering female thief! ”

Even if it is an ordinary family, how can it accept a woman who behaves so badly? He knows my details, he knows everything I've done, and once he sees me, how can he accept me? Even if he is now

Don't mention it, I will be a husband and wife in the future, how can I hold my head up in front of him? Why should I be a housewife with my husband and children? Will he accept me because of sympathy? Will I like him because of gratitude?

"No, no, no......"

The further she went, the more frightened Xie Yufei became, if it weren't for the home she could never abandon, and there were relatives she could never abandon, she would have turned around and fled a long time ago, fled to the ends of the earth, and never came back.

She didn't want this, she didn't want to be like this, but she had no way out, really no way out, tears swirling in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to shed them.

When she was five years old, she was still an innocent and lively little girl who didn't know anything about the world. At that time, her brother was still the pride of her heart. Every time she goes out, the most compliments she hears in the neighborhood are for her brother, because her brother is ten

was admitted to Xiucai at the age of five, and people said that he was a Wenqu star and was destined to be a big official in the future, so even the little sisters in the neighborhood didn't dare to bully her, she has always been proud of the Xie family's brother and such a character

Pride.

Although she was still young at the time, she clearly remembered the day of the accident. She begged her mother for a penny, bought a candy man, ran and played with her friends in the streets, and then a very luxurious carriage rushed by

Come, she was so frightened that she didn't know how to dodge, and then her brother rushed over and pushed her away at once, and the wheel ran over her brother's leg, and she still remembers her brother's scream of pain.

It was a car of a wealthy minister's family, and it was over after losing a few bills. The elder brother's leg was crippled, Wenqu Xing fell, and the brilliant future, which was destined for a brilliant future, suddenly became bleak. My brother was mad and angry,

In those days, he was in a trance, and everyone thought that he would never wake up again for the rest of his life, and that he would become a madman from then on.

The mother, who was depressed because of his father's death, became ill again because of his brother's affairs, and when his brother's condition just improved, his mother, who was holding on to his sick body, died and went with his father.

If it weren't for the fact that there were two loyal old family members in the family at that time, she really didn't know how this family would survive.

Some years later, she grew up.

Some years later, my brother became obsessed with painting, and although he had her encouragement and support, he did not succeed in his studies, and the family gradually became too poor to open the pot.

Some years later, the two old family members had to leave her home and go to earn a living on their own. There is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, let alone a family member, people have done their best to thank her family, she only has gratitude in her heart, but she will not have it

A little resentment.

At this time, she met Feifei and Feifei's mother, a woman who used to crisscross the south of the Yangtze River and could even enter and leave the prince's mansion at the most beautiful time, and had close contact with the envoy's daughter and Mrs. Xuan, and now she has washed her hands and is good

Yu is a bland former female thief, a master in the wind word gate.

So, she began to use her weak shoulders to support her home.

People say that the eldest brother is like a father, but she is a younger sister like a mother.

She didn't have a formal apprenticeship, but with her talent, she became a new generation of female snitch by relying on the bits and pieces of trickery and thousands of tricks she learned from Nan Feifei's mother

Ming's mind, at a young age, deceived many adults who were dizzy.

Her brother's painting is finally "appreciated", the Xie family's family situation has begun to improve, she is very satisfied, the only regret in her heart is probably that her father has been missing the family she promised to marry since she was a child, so that she is young

The sisters became a laughing stock because of this incident.

Now, he's finally here, but ......

"Will he like me? No! ”

In Longxing Temple, what he said to that Miss Peng has always been deeply remembered in her heart, she also lies, but she will not lie to the people closest to her, and if she says it to the closest person in private, it must be the truth.

What's more, as soon as he sees himself, he will immediately know his identity, who would accept a female liar? It's not worthy to be a concubine, and you still want to be the wife of a very decent master?

"Sister?"

When the two arrived at the gate of the courtyard, seeing her stunned and staring, Nan Feifei couldn't help but be a little worried.

"Huh?"

Xie Yufei came to her senses, blinked her eyes busily, blinked away the tears in her eyes, and her stubborn and strong personality drove away the apprehension and panic in her heart: "After so many years, without you, I haven't survived alone?" I'd rather

I will never marry for the rest of my life, and I will not allow anyone to destroy everything I have maintained for so many years! You can look down on me, I can't look down on myself, why should I be afraid of you? I'm not afraid of you! ”

Xie Yufei bit his silver teeth, like a warrior stepping into the battlefield, and said resolutely: "Go!" ”