Chapter 220: The Mourning of the Spirit
It's late at night!
The chirping cicadas of Xia Yue always refuse to let such nights be quiet, as if they were in this noisy city. Everyone has their own agenda, and the noise and toiling of the day makes it impossible for people to have time to think about these issues. Only at night, when the scorching sun fades and the moon hangs in the sky, the sorrow hidden in the heart can no longer be hidden.
Man is such a strange animal. Unlike animals, we are able to think, so we feel that we are better off and happier than animals. However, it is precisely because we are able to think that we lose the simplicity of life. No matter who it is, a poor street beggar, a wealthy daughter, a big politician who controls the lifeblood of a country, and an ordinary ordinary person. Everyone has their own troubles to think about.
Life! Life!
It's so simple that you are born and live, but people's thinking and imagination must make your life turbulent. Those who are not well fed and clothed will pursue a rich life of food and clothing, and when they are full of food and clothing, they will have a desire to think about silver, and even expose the greater ambition and ** of human beings little by little.
Power, money, women, are all things that make people fall.
People's ** is gradually expanded in the realization of the goal step by step. It is the truth of the world that the human heart is not enough to swallow the elephant. The ravines of ** can never be filled, and it has no end.
However, it is precisely because of people's ** and people's greed. Only then will society progress and science and technology will develop. Science and technology are the primary productive forces, but in fact, what drives the progress of the entire human history and society is still the expansion of human beings.
Surin was now lying in his room, but he was sleeping on a newly erected air mattress bed. He was snoring with his mouth open, but his mind was dreaming wildly. His dreams are long, chaotic and beautiful.
The world inside the dream was very strange, and Su Lin never remembered what dreams he had. Some people say that dreams are what they think in reality, and they think about it, and they dream at night! There are also people who compare people's delusions to dreams. But now, Su Lin feels that these changes are taking place in his ordinary life, which can only happen in a dream. These are all brought to me by the best beauty cultivation system.
Today's warm lunch and dinner for a family of four made Surin feel that family and affection can have such warmth for the first time. Thinking that after he went to college, he was going to leave the city where he had stayed for eighteen years, leaving this place where he would not get lost if he had his eyes closed, and leaving this home with a scolding mother and a father-in-cheek face all day long, Su Lin felt a little lost in his heart, and his heart was empty.
An unfamiliar environment, a bigger city, and a gorgeous stage of life. Surin knew that it was a place worth conquering. There, it's like a desert full of treasures, and although you are not familiar with the place, you will definitely be able to break out of your own world with your own efforts and special functions.
The most feared thing in people's hearts is that there is no sustenance. This kind of sustenance can be a favorite person, a relative, a dream, or even a ** for hard work to get something. As long as there is sustenance, there is a goal to strive for. If you believe that human power is unlimited, you can do it.
And now, Su Lin's sustenance is his parents, his relatives, and the people he loves. Su Lin smiled in his dream, and smiled happily, because he seemed to have traveled many years later, watching his parents enjoy Qingfu, and his relatives and friends were living a good life one by one, and his brows couldn't be wrinkled for a long time. What made Su Lin's heart even more happy was that in his dream, Yingying Yanyan was surrounded by all kinds of beauties.
But in the end, they were all found out. Qin Yanran took his hand, and Sister Zhu grabbed his ear. Aunt Ping stared at him with her hands on her hips, while Teacher Lin bulged out with her cheeks bulging and walked over and knocked Su Lin on the head. There was even a savage policewoman, Hua Han Xiaoxiao detoured behind Su Lin's back, and her little hand crackled at Su Lin's ass.
"Surin, let's sing a song together!"
This was the voice of the big star Yun Yiyi, but Su Lin couldn't see her person, and followed the voice and raised her head.
Oh, my God! Yun Yiyi was actually flying in the sky, dressed in white, really as beautiful as a fairy.
"Brother Xiaolin, and Lingling......"
Turning around again, Su Lin saw his cute little cousin Han Lingling again, and just wanted to speak. was knocked to the ground head-on, how soft, so big, so soft, this is ...... This is Sally of the blonde **......
Oh!
Su Lin, who was in a dream, didn't know that he was dreaming, he was completely dizzy, one dream after another, shuttling through his mind, and his brows were sometimes furrowed, sometimes soothing, and from time to time snickering......
"Brother Xiaolin, this is ...... Are you dreaming? ”
Han Lingling was awakened by Su Lin's laughter, and secretly poked his little head out of the bed, looking at Su Lin's silly appearance, he suddenly had a very down-to-earth feeling in his heart.
I don't know how long it has been since I have slept in the same room with Brother Kobayashi. Han Lingling's memory goes back a long time, remembering that when he was not in school, he often went to Brother Xiaolin's house to play, took a lunch break at noon, and rested at night, just lying on the same bed with Brother Xiaolin. Hehe! Han Lingling remembered that he would wet the bed at that time, and he wet Brother Xiaolin's bed several times.
Especially once, Han Lingling remembered that the second aunt had warned him not to wet the bed again, but in the end, he still urinated, and in the end, it was Brother Xiaolin who carried it down, saying that he peed......
Thinking of these childhood events, Han Lingling's memories can't be recovered, all the pictures are floating in his mind, and the protagonists are undoubtedly himself and Brother Xiaolin. It turns out that in his life, Brother Xiaolin occupies such a large part.
Although it is said that after going to school, Han Lingling rarely comes to Jian'an City. However, the impression and memory of Brother Xiaolin in her heart have not changed, and every time there is a family gathering, Han Lingling is also the most sticky to Su Lin.
"But, Brother Xiaolin, are you ...... It's my brother after all......"
Thinking about it, Han Lingling's big eyes couldn't help but burst into tears. In the past, Han Lingling always felt that his brother Xiaolin was his sister's love for his brother, but later, Han Lingling's spring heart also sprouted, and he knew that there was such a feeling as the love between men and women. I saw the female classmates in the school, and my girlfriends all had the boys they liked. Han Lingling was surprised to find that the feeling of liking and loving people that others said was only experienced in Brother Xiaolin.
When you see him, your heart pounds, as if a fawn is bumping around.
I always want to stick to him all the time, hold his hand and never let go for a while, I want to be like this for the rest of my life.
Looking at him, he will blush again and dare not speak, but he is even more afraid that he will ignore him, and he will often make trouble unreasonably.
Only by his side can he feel secure, happy, and down-to-earth.
……
Such a feeling made Han Lingling feel that his heart was full of his brother Xiaolin. But the more fulfilling this feeling was, the more empty Han Lingling felt in such a quiet night.
I don't know how many nights like this, I just looked at the white ceiling, thinking about Brother Xiaolin, how much I hoped that Brother Xiaolin could be by my side.
And now, it seems that he is very close to such a dream, and he has successfully lived in Brother Xiaolin's house, looking at Brother Xiaolin's stupid sleeping appearance, Han Lingling smiled, and his big eyes were bent like a crescent moon.
"Hey...... It would be great if I could be by Brother Xiaolin's side forever! ”
Thinking that Su Lin is going to go to college in a month or two, or going to other cities, I'm afraid there is no one who can't see him in a year and a half. Han Lingling's heart was extremely uncomfortable, this was his brother Xiaolin, but he was about to go away.
It was a strange city, and Brother Kobayashi might meet a lot of people and experience more and more things. So, will Brother Kobayashi forget about himself? Perhaps, when Brother Xiaolin arrives in college, he will like other girls, he will have a girlfriend, and he will ......
Can't think about it! Han Lingling originally felt that her mood was very beautiful, but the more she thought about it, the worse she felt. She remembered Sister Yanran at her uncle Su Guoguang's birthday banquet that day, yes! Sister Yanran is so excellent and so beautiful, and Brother Xiaolin is the best match.
It stands to reason that Brother Kobayashi can have such a good and beautiful girl with him, I should be happy. But why is it that my heart is sad for a while?
In my mind, I imagined the scene of Qin Yanran holding Su Lin's hand and the two of them sweetly together. Han Lingling covered his heart, feeling that he was about to suffocate. Such a scene, such a picture, must not be allowed to happen. Brother Xiaolin is his own, and no one else can take it away......
Han Lingling, who was thinking wildly, quietly got out of his bed, wearing thin pajamas, the two chests that were already as big as steamed buns were soft enough to stretch the pajamas apart, Han Lingling gently touched his chest, bit his lip and hummed to himself: "Why haven't I grown up yet, my brother said when I was a child, let me be his bride when I grow up......"
With a trace of grief and a mourning, Han Lingling lay on Su Lin's narrow air cushion bed, and whether it would wake Su Lin up or not, he lay down beside Su Lin, gently holding Su Lin's hand and pilling it on his chest. (To be continued.) )