Is it worth it?

I closed my eyes, then opened them again, and continued to look at the ceiling.

I didn't even dare to close my eyes, because as soon as I did, it was as if I saw Jin He standing in front of me and said to me coldly, "I'm sorry, Xiao Wu." ”

I'm sorry?

I'm sorry!!

The corners of my mouth unconsciously pulled a smile, and then my eyes fell on the fat man's face, and I said slowly: "I...... I don't know. ”

The fat man's face was very calm, and he leaned over and put the half of the cigarette in his hand into my mouth and let me take a puff. This action made me feel very warm.

"I'm having a hard time." I struggled to squeeze these words out of my mouth, looking at the fat man, and for a moment, I felt very weak...... Really weak!

"I understand." The fat man said lightly: "It's normal for you to feel uncomfortable now." There was a hint of mockery in his eyes: "Do you believe me now?" ”

"W-What?"

"Do you remember what I said to you the day before yesterday...... the fat man said coldly: "In this world, except for your own mother and son, there is no kindness worthy of your life and life!" ”

I raised my finger and struggled, and the fat man took another cigarette and took it for me to smoke, this time simply leaving half of it in my mouth, and he lit another one himself.

"I treat Huan Ge as my father." I gritted my teeth and looked at the fat man. The fat man was stunned for a moment, and his gaze slowly fell on my face: "Father? ”

"Yes." I smiled, but my eyes were a little moist: "My parents were gone when I went to school. Later, I worshipped a master, who was the first great benefactor in my life, but unfortunately his old man died early, and I couldn't repay him. Joy is the second. He gave me everything, he gave me a job, he gave me status, he looked up to me and treated me as his confidant......"

I spoke calmly. said that when I was with Huan Ge back then, I said that Huan Ge was promoted from a little brother who served dishes, and said that Huan Ge asked me to accompany him to practice boxing. said that I would go to the sauna with Huange, and then help him rub his back with my own hands......

At that time, he really was like my father!

I said slowly, the fat man didn't interject again, listened quietly, listened all the time.

After listening, he suddenly sighed, stood up and walked to the window. He looked out with his back to me, and then suddenly smiled. smiled in a somewhat sarcastic tone: "Ye Huan seems to have made a mistake this time." ”

"......" I looked at the fat man, a little puzzled.

The fat man turned around and stared at me: "It's a pity, Ye Huan's heart is ruthless enough, and his ability to control people is sophisticated enough...... It's a pity he misjudged you! You're wrong, boy! ”

I still didn't speak.

The fat man quickly flicked the cigarette ash and said lightly: "I didn't expect you to be such a person...... Boy, I'm out of sight too. You're not attached...... You're so obsessed that you don't know whether to live or die! If Ye Huan was smarter...... Hey! If I were Ye Huan, I would find you directly and tell you face to face, I am facing death now, if you don't die, I will definitely be finished...... If I were Ye Huan, I wouldn't send someone to kill you, but tell you these words myself...... With a xìng grid like you, or with Ye Huan's position in your heart, I am almost certain that you don't need him to send someone to kill you, and you yourself are even willing to voluntarily die for him! ”

Saying this, the fat man laughed, as if he had seen the most ridiculous thing in the world: "The smarter you are, the more stupid!" Ye Huan, Ye Huan! You've done something stupid this time! ”

After laughing enough, he sighed, looked at me, thought about it, and sighed: "Actually...... I can't say that he is stupid, I can only say that with his way of thinking, he would not think that you could take the initiative to sacrifice voluntarily. ”

I was silent.

Indeed, if you think about it carefully, if Huange didn't find someone to kill me, but told me face-to-face very calmly that if I didn't die, this matter would not be solved, and Huange himself would die...... In such a situation, maybe I am really willing to die for the song!

No...... Not "maybe", that's almost certain!

"It is impossible for a selfish person to understand the selflessness of others." The fat man shook his head with a smile and sighed: "Actually, Ye Huan can't be helped, a little brother like you, no one is willing to kill him...... There are so few faithful people these days! Are you willing to serve him, abandon your family and wife to the end of the world, which boss doesn't like this love? He wants your life to protect himself...... In these years, what kind of righteousness, what kindness, when it comes to life and death, I still think about myself...... It can't be regarded as selfish, it's just that it's too chilling to treat you morally! ”

I'm still speechless.

Chilling......

The fat man was right. I'm as cold as ice right now!

Smiling reluctantly, I gasped, "Anyway, thank you." ”

The fat man shook his hand: "I may not be a good person, I think it's a pity that a kid like you died like this, just save your life." ”

I really think it's a little ridiculous.

The song of kindness is like a mountain, I insist on not giving up for his daughter's death, but he wants to kill me! And a fat man who has never known anything in his life saved my life because he looked at me well!

I sighed, "What kind of place is this?" ”

"A safe place." The fat man smiled: "That doctor has good skills, but his temper is a little stinky." I used to carry guns, were born as hygienists, and went to the battlefield. Now I work as a veterinarian...... But the craftsmanship is really good. He smiled: "Don't worry, he said that if you can't die this time, you won't die." The guy's face was a little stinky, but his vision was still very accurate. ”

Then the fat man walked up to me, gently touched the bandage on my body, and said with a smile: "But it's a pity that you have good skin and flesh, and you will wear fewer clothes in the summer in the future, don't scare the girl, you look very jīng, and there will be more scars on your body in the future." Pickled girls are estimated to be affected by points. ”

Where am I still interested in saying this? He smiled faintly and didn't speak. The fat man raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "Okay, in fact, you don't have to worry...... Man! Don't eat on appearances! Women only eat with their faces! If a man has the ability, he has everything! ”

He sat down slowly and looked at me, "Have you thought about what you're going to do after that?" ”

"I don't know."

I'm telling the truth.

I really don't know what else I can do...... I don't even know where the road is.

It turns out that the goal in my heart is to protect Duoduo and let that girl be safely delivered to Brother Huan! Now that her matter is over, Brother Huan wants to kill me. Who else can I go to?

Where else can I go?

"Hate?" The fat man looked at my face and asked coldly.

"Hate, and don't hate." I shook my head, my neck shaking and pulling the wound, a little painful: "I can't tell." ”

At this moment, I suddenly heard a knock on the door outside.

The fat man frowned and said loudly: "Old-fashioned, you knock a fart!" Don't have a key? ”

No one answered, still knocking on the door.

Bang bang. Bang!

Three sounds, two long and one short!

The fat man's face immediately became solemn. Slowly stood up, looked at me quietly, then looked at them in the distance, and muttered to himself, "Damn, this kid is really dead-eyed......"

He smiled and slowly reached under my bed, and drew a pistol against the underside of the bed. looked at me coldly: "Lie down and don't move." ”

He sat down slowly, leaned back in his chair, one leg crossed at the head of the bed, and sighed: "Come in, knock around and bother!" ”

The door opened silently, and the doctor, who looked like a pig-killing pig, in a dirty white coat, stepped back step by step from outside the door with us on his back. His hands hung at his sides, and his eyes looked out coldly.

Then I saw him with a gun on his forehead!

Then there was the arm, and finally, Kim Ha Majesty's body slowly walked in from the outside, with a gun to the doctor's forehead in one hand and a pistol in the other, pointed at me as soon as he entered the door.

Jin He's face was cold, his eyes were blazing, although he didn't even look at me, but I felt like I was being targeted by a poisonous snake!

The fat man was still leaning back on the chair, he squinted his eyes, the fat on his face was so squeezed that there were only two slits left in his eyes, and he looked at Jin He quietly, and when Jin He came in, he kicked the door shut with his foot, and the fat man sighed faintly.

The doctor didn't speak, just slowly stretched out his hands to show that he had no intention of resisting, and then stepped back to the edge of the wall. Jin He stared at him for a moment, and slowly lowered the gun pointed at him.

Only then did he turn his face and look at me: "Little Five." ”

To be honest, I'm feeling weird at the moment...... Very strange!

Jin He was able to chase me down and point a gun at me, and I didn't even mean to be scared at all!

Yes, not even the slightest fear! I felt as if I was relieved, as if I had simply felt ......

So be it!

It was as if a voice in my heart said to me, "So be it! It's good that it ends like this. ”

"Xiao Jin, do you have to be like this?"

It was the fat man who spoke, his tone was calm, not half murderous at all, and even with a bit of lazy taste, he looked at Jin He with a pair of squinted eyes.

"I didn't have a choice." Jin He looked at him, and the gun in his hand was still pointed at me: "If he doesn't die, Huan Ge will die, and if Huan Ge dies, many people will die!" ”

The fat man didn't move, he just held the gun in his hand, but he didn't raise it, but sighed, with a hint of pity in his eyes: "Ye Huan said this, right...... Do you really believe it? ”

"I believe it!" Jin He replied lightly, then slowly took a step closer and looked at me: "Xiao Wu, people are alive, there are some things that cannot be done, and some things must be done!" There are some things that you don't have to choose! Do you understand? ”

Suddenly, that trace of anger surged out of me!

It was as if my empty heart was filled with monstrous anger again!

I sat up abruptly from the head of the bed! Although the multiple wounds on my body were in severe pain, and my facial expression was already distorted in pain, I looked at Jin He deadly, and my voice was hoarse: "Jin He, I don't answer your words, can I ask you a question?" ”

"......" Jin He hesitated: "Okay, you say." ”

I laughed.

I don't even understand why I can laugh at such a time! But I just laughed!

"You said you didn't have a choice...... Very good! "I had a complicated look in my eyes. But stared at Jin He: "Choice!" I ask you, when you entrusted Duoduo to me, did I talk to you about the choice! Did I choose not to?! When Duoduo was caught by the son of the big boss, did I choose not to get into this trouble and not to wade into this troubled water?! I gave up my life for this. Have I chosen not to? At that time, did I say to you, 'I don't have a choice?' ”

The muscles on Jin Ha's face twitched.

I faced his muzzle and continued to say coldly: "Okay, now I want to die, you said I have to die, so there is no choice?!" When things require me to bleed, I can bleed and I can protect myself. But I chose to bleed! When it's your turn to kill me, you say there's no choice! The smile on my face gradually brought out a hint of anger, and I faced Jinhe. Then he pointed to his forehead: "Shoot here!" ”

The expression on Jin Ha's face changed slightly, and he had already turned on the safety of the pistol. But he didn't pull the trigger for a long time.

The fat man sat up straight slowly, and then finally raised his gun and aimed it at Jin He: "Xiao Jin, you have changed." ”

"I haven't changed." Jin He shook his head: "That's the way this is, if he doesn't die, Huan Ge will die." ”

"You're brain!!" All of a sudden, the fat man was furious. jumped up from the chair and stared at Jin He: "Let me ask you, Ye Huan wants to kill this kid, because he is afraid that if this kid doesn't die, he will die...... Do you believe that?? And what about his daughter? What about Ye Huan's daughter? Why can't Ye Huan's daughter not die!! ”

"Because of course we have a way of finding an entity to replace it." Jin Ha replied quickly.

"Then this kid can do the same. Why not? The fat man said coldly.

"Because Ye Huan is not at ease at all!" The fat man's cold words were like knives, instantly piercing the layer of paper that had been covering this poem: "Because Ye Huan is not at ease!" He valued his life very much...... In order to guarantee his life 100%, the safest way is to let this kid die! Because the dead will not speak, the dead will not leak his news, and the dead will not betray him! He doesn't kill the girl. Because that girl is his daughter, he can't do it! And this kid, although he has a good relationship with him, is not his own son after all, he is just a little brother, and he will be sacrificed if he suffers from pain! That's what the hell is all about! Right!! In the final analysis, Ye Huan doesn't believe in others, he only believes in himself! The root of the matter is that if this kid doesn't die, Ye Huan is afraid that he will be in danger, and that is just a possibility! But Ye Huan is not even allowed to exist the 'possible xìng' that endangers him! ”

The muscles in the corners of Jin He's eyes were trembling.

The fat man said so many words in one breath, and then sat down slowly, and put down the gun in his hand: "This kid can't die, in fact, Ye Huan may not be in danger, he is just afraid that this kid will be found and betrayed by others." In fact, it is completely possible for you to find someone to replace him, and every day there are so many corpses in the morgue in the hospital, just find one and find two countries to deal with it, wouldn't it? It's just that Ye Huan is a person, for his own safety, he is too careful, too cautious! ”

The gun in Jin He's hand was still pointed at me.

At this time, the fat man suddenly spoke in an unusually calm tone, and slowly said the last sentence......

This sentence immediately broke Jin He's psychological defense!

He said slowly: "I'll ask you a question, if you can answer it, I'll let you kill this kid, I won't stop you!" ”

"What?"

"If ......" The fat man said in a light tone, word by word: "If it is not this kid who takes care of Ye Huan's daughter this time, but you Jinhe himself, in this situation, do you guess that Ye Huan will also decide to kill you in order to ensure his safety!" ”

There seemed to be a light in Jin He's eyes that slowly dimmed......

The fat man smiled: "This kid is only eleven mirrors...... Xiaojin, can't you see Ye Huan's personality clearly now? When he saved you back then, was it really for righteousness? If you don't have this good body, will he save you? Can't you see through this kid's business? ”

He shook his big head and said quietly: "This thing makes people look at it, it's chilling!" ”

Jin He suddenly put down his gun!

He looked at me silently for a moment, then suddenly took out his wallet from his bosom and took out all the cash from it, a thick stack, with RMB and US dollars. Then he slowly put it on the ground, thought about it, and pressed his gun on the money.

"Don't use your card, it will leave a record, and you can catch up with you by following the card." Jin Ha's tone reverted to that mechanical indifference, without any mood swings.

He glanced at the doctor in the corner: "Old-fashioned, I'm sorry, let's ask you to drink and make amends another day." ”

"Sorry for your mother's ghost!" The doctor scolded coldly, and then added: "Next time you come to me to treat your injuries and save your life, Lao Tzu will receive double!" ”

Jin He didn't look at him, then walked to the door and looked at me deeply: "Let's go, the farther you go, the better!" Never come back! Your family will be fine, I promise! He seemed to hesitate for a moment, the muscles in his face trembling a little, and then gritted his teeth......

Jin He suddenly smiled, it was a very bitter smile: "Xiao Wu, I actually admire you very much!" ”

The door was closed for a long time, and I was still looking at the door a little blankly, and the room was quiet, only the stack of banknotes on the ground and the gun that Jin He left for me!

After a while, the doctor suddenly jumped up, pointed at the fat man and scolded, "I'm cāo! You're sick in the sea! You don't know how dangerous this guy is! Why don't you fuck with a gun! You stand and be a bodhisattva! ”

The fat man suddenly looked angry, smashed the gun in his hand hard, and scolded with a smile: "Fuck your mother!" I still want to pump you! Why is there no bullet in this gun in your house! Lao Tzu's heart was also hanging just now! Damn, everyone has guns, so I'm not afraid of Xiaojin! But I don't have any bullets in my gun! ”

The doctor was speechless, and then rubbed his nose after a while: "There are no bullets in the gun...... Damn, I forgot to put ......."

The fat man then came over and patted me on the shoulder, pulling me out of my contemplation: "Boy, now the matter is over temporarily. Pack up and I'll get you out of here now. ”