Chapter 474: Figuring Out Feelings
After Yuan Han went back, he said the date of Xue Xue's marriage, and everyone thought it was incredible, but they didn't expect it to be the same day.
Yuan Han smiled, his heart drifted to another place, other crossing girls married in dresses designed by themselves to enter the marriage hall, Yuan Han wondered if she would also make such a trip.
Yuan Han felt that it was feasible, so he worked silently for more than a month, needless to say about the hardships, first of all, he had to learn acupuncture, it was a finger that blew up one side in turn, and finally looked decent.
When Yuan Han unveiled her perfect design in front of everyone, she was not praised, but unanimously opposed.
Because modern people's wedding dresses are all white wedding dresses, Yuan Han also chose white light yarn and designed a dress himself, but it was confiscated by Aunt He before he could get on it, on the grounds that wearing white was too unlucky and very exposed.
"Yuan Han, you can be your bride with peace of mind, you don't have to worry about these trivial matters." Aunt He was afraid that Yuan Han would toss something again, so she told her vigorously.
Yuan Han was quite reluctant to wear this wedding dress, so he begged: "Godmother, I don't wear it, but don't throw it away for me?" Leave me a souvenir. ”
"It's ugly, no." Aunt He was reluctant to put such an obscure thing in Yuan Han's new house.
Yuan Han cried with a sad face and said: "Godmother, this is the result of my busy work for more than a month, what a pity you threw away, please." ”
Aunt He felt so sorry for Yuan Han, how could she bear to throw away her things. said: "Okay, but you are not allowed to come nonsense, otherwise the godmother will not recognize you." ”
"Got it." Yuan Han wrapped the wedding dress and stuffed it into a bag, she was not allowed to wear it during the wedding, and no one cared about her when she was in the cave room.
For such a long time, the flower bed repaired by Aunt Yuan's four people has almost been repaired, and Yuan Han asked people to transplant all the flowers that Luo Jun confessed into this flower bed, which can be regarded as a good thing.
Aunt Yuan has been a lot more settled for a while, and she doesn't complain or scold Huai. Gradually, their standard of living has also improved. I don't usually eat gruel, I don't have to do heavy work, and I don't have to wear people's clothes.
However, all this they enjoyed was the credit of Aunt He, and Aunt He always felt that she had robbed Aunt Yuan of her position. I'm embarrassed. Let Yuan Han be kind to them.
Seeing that they are about to get married. Yuan Han also agreed to treat them well, but he also wanted them to be interesting, if they did anything that made people angry. Yuan Han didn't mind beating them back to their original shapes.
There is another thing that makes Yuan Han think differently, the invitations from her and Xue Xue have been sent to Lu Hongyi's house for many days, why haven't anyone come.
Yuan Han was busy with the things in hand, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, if Lu Hong didn't come, she could always go.
When I arrived at Lu Mansion, the people below looked at Yuan Han's eyes and seemed to be a little wrong, Yuan Han didn't mind, and when I went in and asked Lu Hongyi's personal servant, I knew that Lu Hongyi had been drunk recently, and he always called them by their names when he was drunk.
"I'll go see him." Yuan Han sighed when he heard this.
The little girl said with some embarrassment: "Miss Yuan, don't add fuel to the fire." ”
"I know." Yuan Han glanced at the little guy and went in.
Lu Hongyi's house was full of the smell of alcohol, and he didn't know how long it had been closed here, Yuan Han slapped his nose with his hand, "Lu Hongyi, Lu Hongyi." ”
Yuan Han screamed twice that there was no one, so he searched everywhere, and finally found it in a mess of quilts, and it seemed that he had fallen asleep.
Yuan Han sighed, saw that Lu Hong was sweating all over his sleep, so he twisted a handkerchief and wiped him gently, and then he was about to leave.
"Since you're here, why don't you just say a word and leave?" Lu Hongyi raised his head and looked at Yuan Han in a daze.
Yuan Han turned around again, sat on a chair not far from Lu Hongyi, and sighed, "Aren't you asleep?" I don't want to wake you up. ”
"Where did I sleep, I haven't slept well in a long time." As soon as Lu Hongyi raised his face, Yuan Han saw clearly that Lu Hongyi's eyes were blue, and they were called panda eyes as the saying goes.
"Lu Hongyi, there are some things I have to say," Yuan Han looked at Lu Hongyi, who really couldn't bear to say that, but he couldn't let him be depressed all the time, "My attitude towards speaking that day may not be good, I'm sorry." ”
Lu Hongyi smiled palely, shook his head and said, "What are you sorry for me, it's just that I made a mistake." ”
"I really treat you as a friend, Lu Hongyi, really." Yuan Han really didn't want to make it for such a thing, the fate of the two people was over.
Lu Hongyi shook his head and said, "Can we still be friends?" ”
Yuan Han hurriedly nodded and said, "Of course, we must be friends, otherwise we wouldn't be chatting together like this." ”
"I like you so much, but you tell me you love someone else." Lu Hongyi didn't forget to laugh at himself at this time, this was the first time he was ruthlessly rejected.
Yuan Han smiled when he heard this, and said, "Lu Hongyi, in fact, you don't love me, how many times have I told you, do you love me?" No, it's just that some of my behaviors make you pay attention, because I'm different from other women, they all admire you, if you hook your fingers, you will definitely not fall short, because I'm an exception, that's why you pay so much attention to me and care about me. ”
"I like you because of that?" Lu Hong wanted to laugh, his feelings were so worthless in Yuan Han's mouth.
Yuan Han shook his head, regardless of whether Lu Hong listened to it or not, and continued: "It is precisely because of my special that you are impressed, Lu Hongyi, you recall carefully, when did you start liking Xue Xue?" ”
Lu Hong thought about it, like Xue Xue? It seems that it was since Xue Xue left him.
Yuan Han didn't wait for Lu Hong to speak, "You must think that you only liked Xue Xue after she left you, but in fact it's not, you have always liked Xue Xue in your heart, it's just that Xue Xue has always been by your side in obscurity, doing anything for you, so she is inconspicuous in your eyes, but as soon as she leaves you, you feel her existence." ”
Lu Hongyi thought about Yuan Han's words, yes, when he knew that the clothes he was wearing were embroidered by Xue Xue one by one, it was indeed indescribable, and it was at that time that he was sure that he was also in love with Xue Xue.
"Hongyi, I told you at the time, the person you like is not me, but you don't believe it, with your person, if you really don't like a person, you can drive her away, but you always stop at the most critical time, that's why you subconsciously want Xue Xue to stay." Yuan Han was finally able to tell Lu Hongyi how she felt, and he was able to listen calmly.
When Lu Hong heard this, he buried his head between his hands, and said after a while: "I'm still not sure." In fact, he had gradually realized that what Yuan Han said was right.
"Actually, there is also my fault here, there is a saying that what you can't get is the best, the reason why you put all your energy on me is because although I may leave, but do you think Xue Xue won't, she is waiting for you there at any time, as long as you want to turn back, but you forget, a person's waiting is limited, she is scared, don't wait." Yuan Han very regretted that Lu Hong once saw that he loved Xue Xue, and it was also a pity to let him know that Xue Xue no longer loved him, and all this was caused by himself.
Lu Hongyi suddenly choked up, yes, how many times did he firmly think that Xue Xue would turn back, even that time, Xue Xue finally said that he was leaving, he also felt that Xue Xue wanted to capture the old man, until now he knew that he had killed his love with his own hands, and his love was strangled to death by him before it matured, "What should I do, I'm so empty now, I feel like I have nothing." ”
"Hongyi, what you can do now is to accept the facts, Xue Xue is going to marry Qi Xi, you have no choice, you can only bless her." Yuan Han felt that she was cruel and said such cruel things to such a hurt person.
Lu Hong nodded in confusion, "Yes, I should accept it, I want to accept it, accept it, I will lose her forever." ”
Yuan Han squatted down, shook Lu Hongyi's hand, and said, "Don't be sad, for you, losing is possession, it's better than not knowing your feelings for the rest of your life." ”
"And how do I feel about you?" Lu Hongyi can't think anymore, the love he always thought was not love, what he always thought was not love, what he always thought was not love turned out to be love.
Yuan Han smiled, "You like me, but this kind of liking is not between men and women." ”
Lu Hongyi glanced at Yuan Han sadly and said, "Did I do too many stupid things before and hurt you, the most important thing is to hurt Xue Xue." ”
"I don't think Xue Xue will blame you, you have to be good, don't drink so much anymore, you know?" Yuan Han took the opportunity to persuade Lu Hongyi, and thought that the father-son relationship between her and Prime Minister Lu Cheng was so tense, so he said: "You didn't listen to me in the previous relationship, which made you regret it, now I want you to understand your heart, your feelings about your father, Lu Hongyi, there are many kinds of love in the world, family, friendship and love, you don't want to erase it." ”
"I ......" Lu Hong was disgusted that Yuan Han mentioned Prime Minister Lu Cheng, but when he thought of Yuan Han's previous words, he endured it, "You say." ”
"If Prime Minister Lu Cheng dies now, are you happy?" Yuan Han didn't know how to persuade him, but he just said the most relieving method.
Lu Hongyi was still hesitating, and the little guy outside the door ran in and shouted, "Young master, it's not good, the old man fell off the bed, now, now ......" (to be continued......)