After thinking about it, let's put the concentrated gratitude at the forefront, during this time, the friends are too popular, and the gratitude is inexplicably inexplicable.

Thank you for the generosity of yesterday's reward, the peerless Tian Crazy Shao, I don't understand her Xu, Da Zi Luotian, chilama, the end of the song is scattered LJ, Duanmu is gloomy, tomorrow the wind is just right, mnyy, February 3, Fire Feather Fairy Tale, Peak Xuan, Wang Zhengwei, Ice Trace, Wind Passing Fragrance, 1152365294, qertddd, Buddha has love in his heart, hack bayonet, book friend 151004203719612, female donor, don't wait for new and old book friends...... Well, the last one is a friend.

With you here, I'm not alone.

Now, let's talk about it!

In January of this year, I entered the online literature circle, probably in March and April, and adjusted the routine to go to bed early at about 10 o'clock in the evening, and get up from 4 o'clock in the morning to 4:30 in the morning.

Yesterday as usual was to get up at 4 o'clock, a chapter is finished, go out with the child in the morning, play until more than 2 o'clock in the afternoon before going home, the writer is also a person, I agreed with my daughter-in-law, 7 days off to give me 4 days, then there are always 3 days I want to accompany my wife and children.

My daughter-in-law is very supportive, and I didn't bother much in the past 3 days, let me go home at 2 o'clock to make up for sleep, thank you here, I am very warm with your care.

Go home to brush the background collection.,This week's recommendation is weak, there's nothing new to the collection.,Newcomers.,You can't expect to push all the way.。

However, I saw that the original 180,000 words were left with 140,000 ......

My heart sank suddenly, it was hard to describe how I felt at that time, and there were only four words in my mind - finally here!

During this time, the gods made a move, the starting point was turbulent, and all the writers were panicked, but now, is it finally my turn?

After careful inspection, 18 chapters were cut directly, and some chapters were seen from beginning to end, is the key word because of "flowers and branches"?

I sat in front of the computer in a daze, in fact, I was even dressed and --- tuo, ready to look at the collection and go to sleep, but this result, let me sit in a room that was not warm for half an hour, scolded in the writer's group, and my temper was unusually bad, and then laughed, there was an urge to laugh out of tears.

As you can see, now I have to use this way even the above three words, I'm worried that you won't see this complaint, do you want to laugh? I thought so!

In this crackdown, I have already undergone three revisions, and the number of words I have deleted alone has exceeded 20,000, and the attractiveness of the full text has dropped significantly.

I opened a book with my friends at the same time, everyone understands the city, if there is no ambiguity at all, don't write about women, it's a world that is --- base, and the three views are ruined......

For this point, Heavenly Court uses the mode of verbal chat, while I use the ambiguous plot. So he's relatively easy to change.,You only need to pay attention to the keywords and probably survive.,And some of my plots had to be painfully deleted.,The impact is still there.,Some places seem to be unreasonable.,Just because the originally set plot was hastily killed.,It's inevitable that there is a feeling of temporary patchwork of things that are made up.。

I even shaved my hair and stripped my skin, and in the end, it was still like this......

After a few hours, my body was cold, but I only felt colder inside. I used my last strength to get rid of the first chapter, and then I reached out and turned off the monitor, and started looking for comedy movies to watch, I had to forget about these terrible realities.

It has been nearly 1 year since I entered the industry, and there are many reasons. Including their own limited ability, including their lack of understanding of online articles, including their ridiculous persistence, including the lack of stability in their mentality, and so on.

In mid-August, I read the creative beginning of my friends, and I was amazed and excited, and I directly chose to give up the old books to follow the trend. Yes, needless to say, there is heaven first and then there are heroes, I remember that night we talked until 1 o'clock in the morning, all kinds of brainstorming, brainstorming, and the most basic prototype of these two books.

However, after 1 o'clock, my friend fell asleep, I was still excited and couldn't sleep, turned on LOL, and played for two hours, all kinds of strength 1V5, violent five kills......

Then along the way, with the support of all of you, the care of the editors, the help of friends from all walks of life, and my personal little efforts, "Call the Hero" has come to this day, I can't predict the future of the first order, I can only say that looking at the trend, compared to myself is a lot of progress, I think this is enough for me, if I can improve every time, what else do I want? I never wanted to take one step to the top, I just wanted to take it one step at a time.

Xilai is a part-time job, and the job itself has two characteristics: idle and no money.

So he thought about change, coupled with his long-standing love for novels, and devoted himself to the online literature circle. My family is very supportive, and I want to make a little bit of success to repay them.

My daughter is more than two years old, and I know that in order for her to grow up healthy, happy, and dignified, this society needs me, as a father, to provide the necessary living conditions, but it seems difficult for me to do this completely. There are also parents on both sides, who are not in good health now, and it is foreseeable that in the near future, a small illness will be a big problem for ordinary families......

People have no foresight, but they must have near-term worries. Therefore, money really can't really be treated as bullshit with a sentence of indifference to fame and fortune, because in the final analysis, I will only find out that I am the biggest bullshit.

Maybe it's based on this mentality, so the utilitarianism is still stronger, and the pursuit of grades is also a bit strict.

The words you see, maybe a lot of unsatisfactory, maybe a lot of jerky and naïve, the West can only say that the level of the new industry is still far from it, please forgive me. The only guarantee is that Xilai has done his best to write this story, to organize these words, and that's it.

So far, the results have been very good, relatively satisfactory to me, and in the process of writing, I clearly feel that I have learned more rules and skills of online writing, and maybe in the future, I can go to the next level.

But yesterday, the bad news came, and I wanted to cry without tears.

Later, lying on --- chuang (hehe, magic expression, isn't it?) ), first casually watched "Breaking the Wind", it didn't mean anything, I watched it absent-mindedly, and then "Safe Haven", a work that followed the trend, although they are all small actors, but the director works very hard, and the plot is a bit collapsed in the later stage, but I can see that he tried his best.

The last is "I Am a Passerby", this film is really-egg, because the special sense of substitution is too strong, it just happens to be the struggle experience of a group of low-level extras who want to climb up, how similar to me now.

So, seeing Gao--chao, I'm also high--chao, a man in his 30s is lying on a pillow and crying, I don't know what's wrong, I don't know why I'm trying my best, it's still such a result, I don't know how much enthusiasm I still have to consume, I don't know how long I can fight......

From 4 o'clock in the morning to 11:30 o'clock in the evening yesterday, my eyes were still bright, and it turned out that sadness can also make people sober and unexpectedly discovered.

Then I knew that I had to sleep, I could continue to read even all night, however, there was still text to write, and I had to continue to update today, plus the 18 chapters to be modified, I was not qualified to fall for too long, I was not in a position to cry non-stop.

I turn off the alarm clock at 4 o'clock in the morning, and who doesn't want to be willful?

However, at 5 o'clock, I still got up, pressed the monitor, and looked at the shield first.

The good news is that the blocked chapters are all back, maybe it's just a joke? Or is it a test of the heart? Anyway, I was roasted worse than a duck.

Anyway, I finally don't need to make a disgusting 4th revision, and then I clicked on the page and saw your tips from yesterday to the early hours of this morning.

Brother Dao, Xiaotian, Fenghui, mnyy, LJ......

I'm sorry, but I've shown it at the beginning of the article, so I won't repeat it here. At that moment, I wanted to cry again...... Is there something wrong with low tear spots, do you need acupuncture?

That's all there is to say.,Next, you have to code the words well.,After all, the plot of Go has come to an end.,You have to try to write it as satisfactorily as possible.,Unsatisfactory places.,Or please forgive me.。

There is still about a month before it hits the shelves, and as long as my "Hero" is still there, even if I break my hands and feet, I will see that result.

Even if the situation is difficult, we must endure the pain.

Jianxilai.2015.10.6 early morning.