"Probably, it's because I'm a mother." Feng Ling added another glass of wine to Xuanyuan Shaofeng.

"Sometimes, I really feel very lonely, this huge world, the huge harem, I don't know who to talk to, think about it, it's only you." Xuanyuan Shaofeng took the wine in the cup and drank it all.

"It's not cold in high places, isn't that the reason?" Feng Ling chuckled and shook his head.

"yes, it's cold in the heights. In this palace, everyone has their own ** and purpose, some for the family, some for themselves, they all come to compliment me and please me. I also want to play with them for the balance of the previous dynasty, so that my wife and children are not like my wife and children, and the emperor is not like the emperor. Xuanyuan Shaofeng smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Isn't every emperor like this? Give up your feelings for the sake of the world. The emperor enjoyed the life treatment that ordinary people could not enjoy, and naturally he had to endure the loneliness and loneliness that ordinary people could not bear. However, your Majesty, you are a good emperor. Feng Ling suddenly sympathized with Xuanyuan Shaofeng, and she didn't want to become an emperor in the first place.

"What about you, Feng Ling? Don't you hate this place too? "Xuanyuan Shaofeng is already a little drunk.

"There is only one emperor in this palace, but the women in this harem are like this endless flower. At least the emperor doesn't have to worry about his life, but we open our eyes every day and think, who wants to harm me. In this palace, it is so realistic, the world is hot and cold, and you can't live without love and children. It's so hard to survive here, so there's no one. We are qualified to be called hypocritical and vicious. Feng Ling told the voice of the women in the harem.

Xuanyuan Shaofeng was stunned for a moment, no one had ever told him this. He didn't know where to start, as if the truth was what Feng Ling said. So it's so difficult to find a sincere person in this harem. Gu Yingxuan's innocent smiling face appeared in front of Xuanyuan Shaofeng's eyes again, I am afraid that there will be no more such a her in this world.

"Is the emperor thinking about the queen? I heard that the emperor hasn't seen Xiang Concubine for a long time. When Feng Ling saw Xuanyuan Shaofeng's sad expression, he knew that he must have remembered Gu Yingxuan, and Gu Yingxuan was the only one who loved him. A woman who wants nothing from him.

"A similar face, but doing something she would never do, that superficial. Power. Goodbye, it will only slander Xuan'er's image in my heart, simply, out of sight is pure. Xuanyuan Shaofeng closed his eyes in pain. In his heart. Gu Yingxuan is a taboo, she doesn't want to be said casually by Feng Ling, and she is not as angry as she imagined.

"Everything has cause and effect, and the emperor doesn't have to worry too much, it's good that the emperor has no love." Feng Ling persuaded Xuanyuan Shaofeng, people always know how to cherish when they are lost, and they don't want to remember the old people at this cherished moment, and ignore the present.

"I think so, too. She's been gone for fourteen years. I had no love when she was there, and after she was gone. I'm even more loveless, that's good. Xuanyuan Shaofeng let out a sigh of relief, which had been held in his heart for many years. Xuanyuan Shaofeng, who was in his forties, no longer had the anger he had at that time, and his face was less charming and a little more heroic.

"Why don't you ask me about the Licchu, the others seem to be very enthusiastic." Xuanyuan Shaofeng smiled bitterly.

"Didn't you say it, it's hard to be an emperor, it's even harder to be a good emperor, and there are too many things that need to be sacrificed by yourself. I don't want to be an emperor in the first place. When Feng Ling talked about the beginning, his expression became gentle.

"You're right, but among my sons, you were the best at the beginning, and you taught them well." Xuanyuan Shaofeng was willing to succeed to the throne at the beginning.

"Your Majesty, aren't you here to talk? Let's stop talking about these state affairs, I've been busy for most of my life, how can I not be busy enough. Feng Ling shook his head helplessly.

"Yes, it's just that I haven't been sleeping well lately, and when I close my eyes, I always think about the past. Especially on the day of Xuan'er's execution, I don't know if she is old. Xuanyuan Shaofeng coughed a few times, his recent body has been greatly reduced, and then he remembered that it was time for him to become a prince.

"Maybe the emperor misses the queen too much, I heard that the queen left miserably, fortunately, Master Mu accompanied her, and it was not in vain to come to this world." Feng Ling's mind also came up with the scene at that time, Gu Yingxuan and Mu Yunfan kissed affectionately, and they were engulfed by the fire together.

"Say no more." Xuanyuan Shaofeng excitedly covered the position of his heart, and every time he remembered that scene, his heart would involuntarily ache.

"What do you women want most?" After a long time, Xuanyuan Shaofeng's blurred voice came into Feng Ling's ears again.

"A man who truly loves himself." After Feng Ling finished speaking, he looked at Qingcang in the distance and smiled happily.

"It's time to choose a wife for the beginning, he is now an adult, I think the young lady of the general's family is good, what do you see?" Xuanyuan Shaofeng diverted the topic.

"The young lady of the general's family, I haven't seen it, and I don't know what the character is, since it's a marriage, it has to be the best to like it at the beginning, and the family background is not important." After listening to Feng Ling's words, Xuanyuan Shaofeng nodded, turned around and left Feng Ling's bedroom, he knew that Feng Ling would not keep him, I don't know when, he and Feng Ling were no longer husband and wife, but more like confidants. They could talk about everything, and Feng Ling also reassured him.

"Actually, he's quite pitiful." Feng Ling watched Xuanyuan Shaofeng's back disappear into the vast snow.

"Yes, most emperors are like that." Qing Cang smiled softly at Feng Ling, no matter what Ji Ruxi became, even if he entered Feng Ling's body and changed his face, he was not uncomfortable at all. What he loves is Ji Ruxi's soul.

"Have you noticed that something has been wrong lately?" Qing Cang looked into Feng Ling's eyes and asked.

"I don't know what's wrong with that child, I've been hiding lately, and the child is older and has more things on his mind. Do you say that our children will be like this when the time comes? Feng Ling pouted and said, this is really not an easy thing to do with children.

"Perhaps, I always feel that the way he looks at you is a little abnormal, it doesn't look like a child seeing his mother." Qing Cang frowned, thinking back to his expression at the beginning.

"You think too much, he grew up together with us, what's wrong, probably because he is too dependent on me, so whenever I say I want to leave, he will have such a big reaction." Feng Ling couldn't help but worry about what kind of damage he would cause to the beginning when he left six years later. (To be continued......)