Chapter 82: Inner Entanglement, How to Let Go

Song Xingqing stood far away outside the door of the art building, wandering non-stop. Her heart was extremely conflicted, she was afraid to see the scene when Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue were together, but she really wanted to see Gu Chongyi, even if it was just to look at him from a distance.

Song Xingqing misses Gu Chongyi's singing, Gu Chongyi's gentle and considerate past to her, and the painful and happy love.

Song Xingqing struggled in pain, and a big hand suddenly put on her shoulder, making her turn around in fright, and what she saw in her eyes was Zhou Fan's worried and distressed expression.

Zhou Zhou Fan picked up Song Xingqing with one hand and said to her, "Come with me for a walk." ”

Song Xingqing didn't say anything, Zhou Zhou Fan pulled Song Xingqing and walked straight in the direction away from the art building. Song Xingqing didn't speak, but just let Zhou Zhou Fan lead forward.

One night, Zhou Zhou Fan and Song Xingqing didn't say a word again, they just walked hand in hand, but Song Xingqing's heart was slowly calming down at the moment.

Zhou Zhou Fan warmed not only her cold palm, but also Song Xingqing's already cold heart, Zhou Zhou Fan brought her at this time, in addition to warmth, there was companionship, silent companionship.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Wang Qi, Du Juan and Lu Xiang returned to the dormitory together, opened the door, and the three found Song Xingqing lying on her own top bunk, listening to music, and reading with a book in her hand.

Wang Qi kicked on the edge of the bed and shouted, "Song Xingqing, you come down for me." ”

Wang Qi was about to kick the second kick when he was stopped by Lu Xiang.

"Hey, Kiki, what are you telling her to come down and kick me in bed? You think you're going to be able to kick the bed down. ”

Seeing that Song Xingqing didn't react at all, Wang Qi was furious.

"Song Xingqing, do you still think we are your roommates? Why didn't they tell us about Gu Chongyi and that Bai Xue? ”

Song Xingqing sighed, closed the book, turned off the music, and slowly climbed down the bed ladder on the side.

Facing Wang Qi's reprimand, Song Xingqing just replied to her calmly: "I have broken up with him, does it have anything to do with me who he likes to be with?" ”

Wang Qi snorted coldly and retorted: "At this time, you still want to hide it for him, let me tell you, there is no impermeable wall in this world, and now everyone knows that the reason why you and Gu Chongyi broke up was all because of the intervention of that girl named Bai Xue, right?" ”

Song Xingqing was secretly shocked in her heart, but she didn't fully reveal it.

"Who passed on this, why is it so gossip."

Lu Xiang said with a look of pity: "Xingqing, you are so stupid, you have hidden it for them for so long, such treacherous people and hateful juniors should tell them to the world, so that everyone can see their true colors!" ”

The cuckoo asked sadly, "Xingqing, is this really the case?" Did Gu Chong abandon you at first sight? ”

Abandoning this word, for Song Xingqing, it sounds so worrying.

"Cuckoo, it's not as exaggerated as you say, what kind of abandonment, I broke up with him peacefully."

"What?"

Wang Qi looked incredulous.

"You've been bullied like this, and you still broke up peacefully? Are you a pig? It's just going to be slaughtered? ”

Wang Qi's words made Song Xingqing very uncomfortable to listen to.

"Kiki, I know you care about me, but now that the matter has come to this, what else is there to pursue? I don't want to talk about it because I don't want to live in the past, I want to start a new life, not to be comforted and immersed in pain, you know? ”

"I don't understand! You keep saying that you want to start a new life, but in fact you just keep running away, otherwise why wouldn't you dare to go to the game today? Because you still can't let go of it in your heart, can't you? ”

Wang Qi's words made Song Xingqing speechless to refute.

Yes, how did you let go? It's just that I keep putting it in the darkest corner of my heart, and then carefully avoid it everywhere and ignore it everywhere. But no matter how much you deceive yourself, it has always been hidden in your heart and never let go.

"I haven't put it down, so please don't ask me any more and give me a little time to forget, okay?"

Song Xingqing's words were weak, and her face was full of sadness and exhaustion.

Wang Qi and the three of them looked at Song Xingqing's expression at the moment, and they all dispersed in silence. It's just that at the end, Wang Qi dropped a paragraph: "Their program was selected, and a crystal song was sung by them with deep love." As for you, you should face it bravely, and you should let go decisively when you should let go, others are already affectionate, and you are still licking your wounds alone, do you know, it's not you who are sad, but us who are looking at you. ”

Song Xingqing couldn't help but shed tears after listening to it, and Lu Xiang next to her silently picked up a tissue to wipe the tears on her face.

Song Xingqing couldn't hold back anymore and sat on the ground and cried loudly, she wanted to turn all the suppressed pain in her heart into tears and release them, and when the tears were dry, maybe she could start again.

Bai Xue took Gu Chongyi's arm and walked excitedly on the way back to the girls' dormitory.

"Chongyi, I knew we were going to win! School evening, here we go. ”

Compared to Bai Xue's excitement, Gu Chongyi seemed much calmer and colder.

"Is that all you want to win?"

Bai Xue asked incomprehensibly: "Isn't it good to win the game?" Haven't you always wanted to go to the school evening? ”

Gu Chongyi shook his head, a chill in his eyes.

"For me, everything doesn't make sense anymore. I used to want to stand on the school stage and sing her love for her, but now, it's no longer possible. ”

Bai Xue's heart sank suddenly, and her heart trembled uncontrollably. Although she had been mentally prepared, Bai Xue still felt unbearable when she heard Gu Chongyi express her love for Song Xingqing so naked in front of her, but now, apart from her silent heartache, what else could she express? It's all something you're willing to bear, isn't it?

At noon that day, Song Xingqing, Du Juan, and Wang Qi went to the cafeteria to eat together, and happened to meet Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue in front of the queue to eat.

Wang Qi was angry when she saw Bai Xue sticking to Gu Chongyi's side, and was about to step forward to say something, but was pulled back by Song Xingqing.

"Kiki, don't make a fuss."

"It's not that you're splitting your legs, what are you afraid of?"

Wang Qi shouted loudly without hesitation, and the people around him all cast their eyes at them, only Bai Xue and Gu Chongyi did not look back, but Bai Xue let go of the hand that was holding Gu Chongyi, for fear of stimulating Song Xingqing and them again and causing an embarrassing quarrel.

Song Xingqing couldn't help lowering her head and whispered to Wang Qi, "Please be quiet." ”

"Why, you know it's a shame? I thought you could live with anything. ”

Wang Qi didn't lower his voice, just kept staring at Gu Chongyi and Bai Xue.

Du Juan also began to persuade Wang Qilai.

"Kiki, forget it, we're here to eat, not to make trouble."

"Eat? This looks like I'm already unappetizing now, so what kind of food can I eat. ”

Wang Qi's unyielding attitude made Song Xingqing unable to stay any longer, and she turned around and ran out of the cafeteria.

"Xingqing."

The cuckoo shouted and glared at Wang Qi.

"Okay, now you're satisfied, why are you so upset about having a meal, I'm still out of sight, and you're left alone."

After saying that, the cuckoo also left the cafeteria.

Bai Xue suddenly said to Gu Chongyi beside her: "I'm not hungry now, let's eat later." ”

After speaking, he also pulled Gu Chongyi and walked away from the cafeteria quickly.

Wang Qi looked at everything coldly, suppressed the unhappiness in her heart and didn't step forward to stop her, she actually didn't want to make a big deal about it, but she really didn't vomit and was unhappy in her heart.