A different kind of candle
Some things are just unsatisfactory, when you try your best to make it come true, you can't always do it, now, Xue Xue has completely given up, and this moment is here again.
Xue Xue's heart was infinitely sour, this moment was what she had been looking forward to for many years, but when it really came, what could she do? She didn't know why Lu Hongyi said these emotions to her at this moment that she didn't know.
"Every bit of being with you is a precious memory of my life, and I will never forget it for a moment." Lu Hongyi shook his head and forgot that if he didn't understand the true feelings in his heart, maybe he would forget everything in the end, but since he knew, he wouldn't choose to forget.
Xue Xue's eyes were full of tears, but she didn't allow it to fall, "Remember what it does, it has no other use than to make people miserable." β
"No, I can't, I'm a bastard, I didn't cherish everything you gave me, I can only cherish the memories between you and me now, because this is the only thing you left me," Lu Hongyi smiled sourly, "You don't understand my heart." β
"I really don't understand, what I don't understand even more is that you obviously love Yuan Han to death, but now you are here to tell me this." Xue Xue said this on purpose, because his choice to come here today is the best explanation, or Yuan Han has seen it thoroughly.
Lu Hongyi resisted the urge to step forward and hold Xue Xue's hand, but he resisted, how many opportunities he had in the past, but every opportunity was consumed by him like this, there was nothing left, he didn't want Xue Xue to misunderstand, he tried his best to explain. "You were wrong, I was wrong, I always thought I liked Yuan Han, but it wasn't until that day that Yuan Han told me that I didn't wake up, maybe my feelings for her are just special, I really love you."
"What's the use of you telling me this now, I'm about to become Qi Xi's bride, what are you saying this for me?" Xue Xue suddenly had a nameless fire that she wanted to vent, "Are you awake now and want me to take off my wedding dress and run away from you?" β
Lu Hongyi looked at Xue Xue with some timidity. Did he think so? Right. That's what he thought in his heart, if she could go with him, he could be desperate, his heart was beating so fast. Nervous but firm with his hands outstretched. "Would you like to? Would you like to come with me? If you want. Let's go now. β
Xue Xue suddenly laughed, laughing irrepressibly, she smiled and pointed at Lu Hongyi. said: "You are really ridiculous, you disdained you when I loved you, and now I have given up, but you want me to go with you, why should I go with you, what reason do you have for me to go with you." β
As soon as Lu Hong saw Xue Xue ask this, he felt that Xue Xue still had feelings for him, so he mustered up the courage to say: "Because I love you, is this reason enough, come with me." Originally, Lu Hongyi just wanted to say a final goodbye to Xue Xue, but who knew that at this point, he wanted to take her away.
Xue Xue sneered when she heard this, and pointed at Lu Hong: "Lu Hongyi, you are really naΓ―ve, are you using this reason to let me go with you?" Why should I go with you, why should I go with you, do you think this reason you said is useful? If it really worked, you wouldn't have driven me away in the first place, so don't be delusional, I won't leave, Qi Xi loves me very much, and he will never hurt me. β
"If you don't go with me, forget it, anyway, I know you won't go with me, I just want to tell you about this belated love." Lu Hong fell into a trough in an instant, and he said this to save a little face.
Xue Xue reluctantly tugged at the corners of her mouth, "Since that's the case, then so be it, we don't need to say more." β
"I'm here to wish you happiness, I'm leaving." Lu Hongyi dragged his lonely body and turned away.
Xue Xue wiped the tears that fell with her sleeve, Lu Hongyi was about to leave, she couldn't help but call Lu Hongyi, every time he left her back, this time, it was the last time, it was really the last time, so she decided to leave her back to him, "I'll go out first." β
Lu Hongyi ignited a glimmer of hope at the moment when Xue Xue called him, but it was shattered, he stopped and looked at Xue Xue sideways, watching her slowly walk out, their distance was closer, and then gradually out of reach.
Xue Xue's nails were pinched into the flesh, her heart was really chaotic at this time, she was actually selfish, the reason why she chose Qi Xi was to avoid injury, because if she didn't love, she wouldn't get hurt.
Xue Xue was guilty at this time, because she lied to everyone, she gave Yuan Han and Qi Xi an illusion, she made everyone think that she was in love with Qi Xi, in fact, her heart has never changed, she has always loved the unlovely Lu Hongyi, the Lu Hongyi who will never take care of her, but her heart will also be tired, and she is also afraid of being hurt, so in the end she chose to escape.
"Yuan Han is sorry, I lied to you, Qi Xi is sorry, in fact, I don't love you at all," Xue Xue would meditate on those apologetic words in her heart with every step she took, "Lu Hongyi, this time, I can be yours forever, and you will never know that I still love you." β
There were already a lot of people gathered in the hall, including Prime Minister Lu Cheng, because he really didn't know that Lu Hong would suddenly appear, which made him feel a sense of guilt, if something went wrong during this period, how would he face everyone.
Fortunately, when they were worried, Xue Xue came out, Xue Xue, who had not yet put on her hijab, smiled like a flower, Qi Xi was in front of Xue Xue's eyes, she saw Qi Xi's tense expression, she couldn't bear it, and stepped forward a little shyly: "I'll let you worry, look at you sweating profusely." β
"I'm fine, just come out, I don't have anything more satisfying." Qi Xi said that he was not afraid that it was a lie, he was really afraid that it was Lu Hongyi who took Xue Xue's hand and walked out of it, if it was really that kind of picture, he thought about it, didn't say anything, turned around and left, and fulfilled them.
Xue Xue took the initiative to hold Qi Xi's hand for the first time, met his gaze, and said, "Qi Xi, don't be afraid, nothing can take me away from you, believe me." Xue Xue looked at Qi Xi, and she made up her mind that even if there was no love, they would have a very happy life with such respect for each other.
Prime Minister Lu Cheng's sweat was finally not in vain, and he saw that there was no chaos. I was afraid that the news of Lu Hongyi's entry into Xue Xue's boudoir would let the Qi family know that it would be unfavorable to Xue Xue, so he stepped forward and said: "Xue'er, Uncle Lu has watched you grow up since childhood, Hongyi and you also grew up together, you are like brothers and sisters, today you got married, and Uncle Lu also prepared a small gift for you, which is considered a dowry for you." β
"Uncle Lu is polite, Brother Hongyi is my brother, I might as well be respectful here." Xue Xue also understood what Prime Minister Lu meant at this time. He also received Prime Minister Lu's heart.
Prime Minister Lu Cheng will be in tears if he says a few more words. Xue Xue is a child he is particularly satisfied with, well-behaved and sensible, but he has nothing to do with Lu Hong.
"Qi Xi, thank you Uncle Lu yet." Xue Xue wanted not to make Qi Xi feel uneasy. Holding his arm, he smiled and said, "Don't thank Uncle Lu with me." β
Qi Xi listened to Xue Xue's words. Smile comfortably. Respectfully said to Prime Minister Lu: "Thank you, Uncle Lu." As soon as he said that, the meaning was extraordinary.
Of course, General Xue was still afraid that Qi Xi would be too careful, so he wanted to explain. But before he could speak, Qi Xi preemptively said: "Father-in-law doesn't need to say much, everything is in a word, I, Qi Xi, can be fortunate to marry Xue'er in this life, and I will definitely not disappoint him." β
General Xue nodded knowingly, and had nothing else to say, "I'm relieved to have your words." β
Xue Xue got on the sedan chair, Lu Hongyi looked at Qi Xi's happy cheeks in the crowd, he sighed, and disappeared into the crowd silently, maybe this is the best ending, he told Xue Xue today, maybe, she will remember him in this life, that belated love that is no longer needed.
Yuan Han's lively scene began, she sat alone in the new house, and thinking of the previous marriage, she lifted her hijab, and there was no tablet in the new house that scared her.
Luo Jun was busy this day, first to welcome relatives, and then busy socializing, although Luo Jun knew that Yuan Han was not dead and cheered up and offended many people, but with Yuan Han's provenance to help resolve it, he did not set up any enemies, everyone was you singing and I was drinking, and Luo Jun was also accompanied one by one.
Hong Tao and Li Kezhao have already discussed, because there are more people who come to congratulate, and they must be indispensable, but Luo Jun is the night of the cave room today, how can he get drunk, so these two planned to help Luo Jun replace the wine, but the two of them didn't drink very well, and they didn't help a few glasses, and they were also drunk.
By the time it was quiet in the middle of the night, Luo Jun was already drunk into a puddle of mud, Yuan Han waited for Luo Jun all night, who knew that as soon as he came in, he fell asleep.
Yuan Han called it a grudge, she heard the maid ring outside say that the banquet was going to disperse, she couldn't wait to put on the wedding dress she made herself, but she was busy in vain.
"Luo Jun, wake me up," Yuan Han patted Luo Jun's face, he was ruthless enough, not gentle at all, "How can you get drunk, didn't I call Li Kezhao and Hong Tao to help you drink?" Why are you still drunk, get up? β
Luo Jun was already drunk, where could he still hear Yuan Han's words, but he just fell asleep.
Yuan Han was so angry that he couldn't wake up, and he couldn't push it, so he had to reach out and pinch Luo Jun twice, "You give me up, I'm angry." β
Yuan Han really had no choice but to sit on the side and sulk.
There is a custom in some places, that is, there must be one or two boys hiding under the bed in the new house, Yuan Han complained and complained, and suddenly heard laughter from under the bed, and was startled, "Who?" β
As soon as Yuan Han screamed like this, there was no sound under the bed, but Yuan Han was sweating all over, and she shivered in her heart, Mom, she swaggered and changed her clothes just now, now it's gone, she squatted down and the lamp shone under the bed, two boys about ten years old hid under the bed, Yuan Han shouted, "Come out." β
Two boys under the bed came out. Yuan Han sweated profusely, "Who are you and why are you hiding under my bed." β
The two boys didn't speak, just stood there with a grin, Yuan Han had no choice, he knew to call someone in and take the two children down.
But Yahuan didn't dare to bring it, saying that it was Mrs. meant, this was a kind intention, saying that she would definitely give birth to a boy if she was pregnant in the future, Yuan Han had to suppress the anger in her heart when she heard it, and then Yahuan didn't make a noise, took the two children out, and by the way, Yahuan wanted to bring a bowl of sobering soup.
Yuan Han picked up the sobering soup and pinched Luo Jun's nose and poured it into his mouth, almost choking Luo Jun to death.
After such a strong irrigation by Yuan Han, Luo Jun finally woke up, he choked and coughed for a long time, and then he covered his chest and said, "Yuan Han, are you trying to murder your husband?" β
As soon as Luo Jun woke up like this, Yuan Han felt aggrieved, tears rolled in his eyes, threw himself into Luo Jun's arms, and said sadly: "You married me but got drunk and left me alone." β
"I'm sorry," Luo Jun rubbed his eyebrows, gently hugged Yuan Han, and kissed her forehead, full of apologies, "There are a lot of people socializing today, and as soon as I am happy, I will drink too much, Yuan Han, I am so happy, I am really happy to be able to marry you." β
"Me too, you know? I've been looking forward to this day for a long time," Yuan Han wiped the tears from his face and snuggled in Luo Jun's arms, "You will be my husband in the future, and I will be your wife." β
Luo Jun smiled and said, "What is a husband and a wife?" β
Yuan Han pursed his lips and smiled, "The love between husband and wife is called." β
Luo Jun smiled when he heard this, stood up and poured two glasses of wine on the table, and handed a glass to Yuan Han, "Come, I drank countless glasses of wine today, but this glass of wine of ours is indispensable." β
Yuan Han saw that Luo Jun was still drunk, pushed the wine glass away, and said, "Don't drink, I don't want you to get drunk, it's okay for you to talk to me." Yuan Han didn't make trouble when he saw Luo Jun like this, after all, his body was important, and drinking too much wine hurt his body.
When Luo Jun heard this, he put down his wine glass, stopped Yuan Han's shoulder and said, "I'm sorry, the wedding night made you feel wronged." Seeing Yuan Han as docile as a kitten, Luo Jun's heart was warm.
"What kind of grievance is this, not wronged," Yuan Han sneered, in fact, she just wanted him to accompany her.
"By the way, I almost forgot one thing," Luo Jun suddenly seemed to remember something, "I have to go to the ancestral cemetery tomorrow, I built a tomb for you there, and now that you are back, I should also tear it down, otherwise it will be unlucky." β
Yuan Han's heart moved when he heard this, lay on Luo Jun's chest, and asked, "Really?" You also built me a mound of clothes, in what name did you build it for me? β
"In your husband's name, of course." Luo Jun smiled dotingly, in his heart, Yuan Han was already his wife.
Yuan Han tilted his body when he heard this, and said: "Then I don't want you to dismantle it, tomorrow you let the craftsman engrave your name again, we will live and die together, okay?" β
"Okay." Luo Jun was moved and nodded solemnly. (To be continued......)