Chapter 293: Heart Disease
Zhou Wanwan cried happily, most of the depression that had been suppressed in her heart these days dissipated, and when she thought about it carefully, she found that she was fooled by Zhou Yang and Zhou Chen.
The two of them simply grabbed a little clue to create an atmosphere and play the emotional card, and with a tacit understanding, they easily blew up her words.
Zhou Wanwan was not convinced, Zhou Chen looked like you were stupid and deceitful, and she didn't take her protest seriously at all.
Zhou Yang and his sister were strong for less than half an hour, and then returned to the state of a good old man twenty-four filial piety big brother, and began to explain to his sister where there was actual evidence just now, where there was speculation, and where was pure bombing of her words, which made Zhou Wanwan even more depressed.
She's also a reborn person, why is she so useless in front of her two brothers?! If you want to talk about genetic problems, why can't she inherit good genes?
So when Zhou Yang told her, "Big brother doesn't need you to be sensible, big brother wants you to do whatever you want", she confidently asked to skip school for two more days!
Zhou Yang couldn't do anything about this willful and sweet sister, Zhou Chen looked at his sister's blue eyes and clapped, "Let's play at home this week!" But you'll have to make sure you get the first place in next week's final exam! ”
"Second brother, you are the best! I like you the most! Zhou Wanwan ran over and hugged Zhou Chen for a circle, and then went to pull Zhou Yang around, "Big brother!" I'm happy to be with you at home, right?! Aren't you particularly happy?! ”
Then he went to rub Xiao Wang again, "Xiao Wang! Xiao Wang! We can go out every day! You're happy too, aren't you?! ”
As soon as Xiao Wang heard about "going out to play", he ran to the house and jumped to the street with his small leather ball in his mouth. drove a group of geese and chickens to run for their lives, and for a time almost half of the street was dusty, chickens, and dogs jumping.
Before the dust outside had settled, Xiao Wang jumped back again. was so excited that her eyes lit up, and she raised her head to look at Zhou Wanwan, urging her to hurry up and go out to play!
Zhou Wanwan hugged its big head and explained, "It's tomorrow!" Hang out tomorrow! ”
Xiao Wang recognized the words "go out to play", and didn't listen to anything else, his eyes were shining, and he didn't give up if he didn't go out.
Zhou Wanwan is worried. When the street came, there was a scolding voice from Xue Guifu's daughter-in-law on the front street, "Who is so lacking in virtue here!" Scared the old hen I was laying eggs and paralyzed! I'm an old hen with an egg a day! It's all trembling into an egg (a ball)! What a scary! ”
Zhou Yang and several people went to see Xiao Wang, and Xiao Wang got so much attention. immediately shook his head and shook his head, and stuffed the small leather ball he was holding into Zhou Chen's hand, asking him to throw the ball to play with it.
Zhou Yang sharpened its head twice, and hurriedly went out to compensate for other people's old hens. Zhou Chen solemnly informed Xiao Wang. "You! Grounded for 10 days! ”
Zhou Wanwan couldn't help it, and rubbed it gloatingly, "It seems that I can only go out and play by myself!" ”
Xiao Wang's hala dripped to the ground, and he couldn't accept such a cruel blow with his mouth open, how could he say that this good day was gone?
Zhou Wanwan skipped school peacefully at home, seriously reviewing his mistakes, about family affection, about trust. Regarding the major troubles that he almost caused to his eldest brother by looking ahead and backward.
Seeing that the eldest brother's matter is solved, he can rest at home again. But her mood did not relax, and her body did not improve. I still have a fever in the middle of the night, and it is still difficult to fall asleep.
In her days at home, everything looked fine on the surface, but she couldn't think of Shen Guodong.
Yes, as long as you don't think of Shen Guodong. As long as it doesn't involve love.
In her previous life, because of her eldest brother's companionship and warmth, she was never completely disappointed in her very things. Except for love.
She really loved, really trusted with all her heart, and really gave her all, and in the end she was completely hurt and sent to hell.
In this life, although she has let go of all kinds of things in her previous life, but for love, she is like a patient with allergies, as long as she thinks about it, she will feel a chill from the depths of her heart.
That kind of fear and rejection made her make up her mind from the day she was reborn that she would be lonely for the rest of her life and would never let herself be contaminated with love again.
This is a heart disease left over from the experience of her previous life, and she can't overcome it, so she can only try not to think about it.
It's not that I don't believe in Shen Guodong, it's not that I don't believe in the sincerity and firmness of this feeling, but I can't use it on myself.
She is like a patient with pollen allergies, who knows that flowers are beautiful and fragrant, but she can't touch them, she can't have them. Because body and soul are repulsing, there is nothing she can do.
Zhou Wanwan was willing to give Shen Guodong her life, but she couldn't give him love, because she didn't.
Shen Guodong is such a proud person, if he can't love each other equally, he absolutely disdains to accept any mercy or retreat to the company.
And Zhou Wanwan can't do that, it is an insult to Shen Guodong's care and love for her over the years, and it is a blasphemy of the relationship between them.
Therefore, if Shen Guodong really falls in love with her, then their family affection may also be exhausted soon.
Shen Guodong is such a pure person, either/or, Zhou Wanwan's heart disease is difficult to get rid of, and his heart is like an ancient well. What the prospects of such two people are completely conceivable.
Now, Zhou Wanwan can only hold on to a bit of luck, maybe she was wrong, or maybe Shen Guodong hasn't discovered her mind yet.
Then she can also distance the two of them as soon as possible, dilute their relationship, and separate herself from Shen Guodong's world, and maybe retain the family affection between them.
Maybe. Although there is little hope, I can only try my best.
As long as there is the slightest possibility, Zhou Wanwan is willing to do his best for it.
No one knows how much she values this family relationship in her heart. Shen Guodong is a relative like the eldest brother and second brother in her heart, whether it is losing him or hurting him, it is a purgatory of life for Zhou Wanwan.
However, if it can make him feel better, Zhou Wanwan would rather endure this.
This is what she owes him in her past and present lives.
Early Thursday morning, as soon as Zhou Wanwan came out of the bedroom, he saw Shen Guodong sitting at the table.
"Brother Shen, you, are you back from a business trip?" Zhou Wanwan forced his confused brain to be clearer and carefully observed Shen Guodong's expression.
Shen Guodong grinned with white teeth and smiled brightly, his eyes reflected the morning light, and Zhou Wanwan could hardly see whether the bright and almost scorching gaze was the reflected sunlight or the essence of his eyes.
"If I don't come back, you'll skip school and get addicted! How many days have you not been home?! Forget all your precious vines and kumquat trees?! ”
Shen Guodong seems to be the usual ruffian and a little bad brother Shen who always remembers all her little hobbies, and he can't see the panic when he left that day.
Zhou Wanwan went to wash his face and brush his teeth with one shallow foot, and he kept thinking in his heart, I was wrong that day, right? It must be, otherwise how could Shen Guodong be so natural, there is no difference from usual. (To be continued......)