Chapter 52: A Messy Heart
When it was time for dinner, Gu Ran went to the bedroom and woke up Chu Lingxi, "Xiaoxi! Get up and eat! ”
Chu Lingxi sat up groggily, and then walked downstairs with Gu Ran, Yang Xiaorou saw Chu Lingxi's appearance at this time, and she affirmed her judgment even more, she must have been affected by her own words, she said hello to Chu Lingxi proudly
"Xiaoxi! Are you alright, come over and eat."
Chu Lingxi saw her smug smile, and a wry smile broke out in her heart, and she naturally stretched out her hand and said across Gu Ran's arm
"Let's go! However, Xiao Rou is already waiting for us."
Gu Ran smiled at him and went downstairs with her, Yang Xiaorou saw her action, her lungs were about to explode,
But he still had a smile on his face.
The meal was very quiet, no one spoke, and after eating, Yang Xiaorou said to Gu Ran
"Yes! I'll be leaving tomorrow morning, can you give me a ride? It doesn't seem to be easy to get a taxi here."
"Okay" After speaking, he went upstairs with Chu Lingxi
After returning to the bedroom, Chu Lingxi deliberately avoided Gu Ran, she first went to take a bath, and then lay on the bed after coming back, and when Gu Ran came out of the bath, Chu Lingxi was already asleep, of course! Chu Lingxi is pretending to be asleep, where can she still sleep?
It's just that she really can't control her emotions, she can't have contact with Gu Ran now, because she is afraid that Gu Ran will see something, and now that there is Yang Xiaorou at home, she can't have any arguments with Gu Ran in front of her.
Gu Ran always felt that something was not quite right with Chu Lingxi, since she went out with Xiaorou and came back, she had become very strange, as if she was hiding from herself, what was going on?
This night! Both of them tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, and when they got up in the morning, Gu Ran looked at Chu Lingxi's state was not very good
"Baby! Why is your face so bad, is it uncomfortable? ”
Gu Ran stretched out his hand and wanted to touch her forehead, but she dodged it, "It's okay!" Maybe I didn't sleep well, I always dreamed, and I didn't sleep too well."
Gu Ran asked questioningly, "Is this really the case?" ”
"Hmmm! Let's go, go down for breakfast, don't you still have to send Xiaorou after eating? ”
Chu Lingxi bypassed him and walked downstairs directly, why did she see Yang Xiaorou already sitting there every time she went downstairs to eat, she didn't like this feeling very much, but she still pretended not to care
"Morning, Xiaorou"
"Early"
Gu Ran watched the interaction between them and felt even more strange, he also sat down, and after eating breakfast, Gu Ran drove Xiaorou out of the villa.
Chu Lingxi suddenly felt sad when she looked at this, she was not so generous, she was very concerned that this was once his and Yang Xiaorou's home.
She needed to get out and get some air, so she went back to her bedroom to change her clothes, took her bag and went out the door, walking a long way to get a taxi.
Gu Ran said that she wanted to buy her a car, but she refused, because she felt that they always went in and out together and didn't need it at all.
She came to Lan Ling's house, she knocked on the door, Lan Ling opened the door and saw that it was Chu Lingxi who asked with a surprised face
"Xiaoxi, why are you here? Come on in."
Chu Lingxi walked in, she felt that Lan Ling's home was much warmer, she didn't have this feeling before, but now she felt it, maybe there was no shadow of anyone else here.
Chu Lingxi sat down, and Lan Ling saw that there was something wrong with her
"Xiaoxi! What's wrong with you? It seems like we haven't seen each other for a long time, and you won't tell me what's going on."
"Lingling! I don't know what to do again, I'm here to talk to you because I only have you as a friend."
Lan Ling sat beside her, "Say it! What's wrong with it? Look at the way you look lost and depressed, you know that this must be a serious matter."
Chu Lingxi told Lan Ling everything about it, including her disappearance a few days ago and the conversation with Yang Xiaorou
"Xiaoxi! This matter is really difficult to handle, that Yang Xiaorou obviously came back to Gu Ran this time, and what that woman said to you at the beach is also very true.
Because she doesn't have to lie to you, if you ask Gu Ran and the answer you get is wrong, then Gu Ran will not let her go, so I think her words should be true.
But you don't have to worry too much, you have to be confident, you can't give up because of this, happiness is to be earned by yourself."
"I also understand these truths, I have thought of countless possibilities, but I still can't let go of Gu Ran, what should I do with Lingling?"
"Hey! Is this love? ”
On the way back to send Yang Xiaorou, Gu Ran asked her about the chat with Xiaoxi yesterday, but she still said that she didn't talk about anything, which made Gu Ran feel that there must be something wrong here, why didn't the two of them say anything, there was only one answer, that is, it was related to herself
When Gu Ran returned to the villa, he didn't see Chu Lingxi, "Mother Liu!" Where did Xiaoxi go? ”
Mother Liu was cleaning up in the kitchen, "Young Master! After you just sent Miss Yang out, Miss Chu went out not long after."
"Did she say where she went?"
"Nope"
Gu Ran hurriedly took out his mobile phone and called Chu Lingxi, fortunately the phone was connected, he was really afraid that it would be turned off again.
Chu Lingxi looked at Gu Ran's phone number displayed on his mobile phone, and thought to himself: Why did he come back so quickly
"Hey"
"Xiaoxi! Where have you been? ”
"I'm here in Lingling, you're sending her back?"
"Well, I'll be back after sending her to"
"Oh, I'll be back in a moment"
"I'll pick you up"
"No need, I'll just take a taxi back by myself" hung up the phone
Chu Lingxi breathed a sigh of relief, "That Yang Xiaorou is finally gone"
Lan Ling comforted her and said, "Xiaoxi! Now Gu Ran's love for you is the only bargaining chip you can use against Yang Xiaorou, do you know? ”
"Lingling! But do you think it will really be like what Yang Xiaorou said, however, in fact, he still loves her in his heart, but he didn't find it himself? ”
"We can't solve any problems by guessing like this now, Xiaoxi, you should be the most experienced, whether he loves you or not, the one who knows you best"
"However, my heart is very chaotic now, and there are so many things to think about that I can't bear anymore"
"Xiaoxi, you must be strong, only when you become stronger, you will not be bullied by others"
Chu Lingxi nodded, "Well, I will"
After leaving from Lan Ling, Lingxi took a taxi back to the villa, she got out of the car, and did not go back to the villa directly, but went to the beach, she wanted to walk alone, blowing the cold wind, didn't it mean that the sea could help people take away all their troubles?
She really has a lot of troubles now, and she really hopes that the sea can help her take away all the troubles, but this is impossible, this is just a kind of spiritual sustenance for people.
Chu Lingxi was walking slowly on the beach alone, the sea breeze blew her hair, it was already winter, and the seaside was already a little frozen.
She was only wearing a woolen coat, and the cold wind blew through her clothes, and her body shivered, and her head became much more sober.