Guo Kejian had an open fracture of his thigh, multiple abrasions and scratches on his back, and was smashed by a chair with a mild concussion, just pushed out of the operating room, his face was pale, covered in gauze, bloodstained, and he leaned on the hospital bed in a very awkward position, looking very pitiful.

But in Shen Guodong's eyes, he was so hateful that he almost wanted to strangle him to death.

"If you don't come, I won't say." Guo Kejian repeated again, "I have something very important to tell you, and I want to say it in front of you." ”

Shen Guodong pulled a chair and sat in front of his bed, and smiled at him, "Guo Kejian, haven't you always been full of hearts?" How? Hit stupid? Do you really think that if you don't say it at this point, I won't know? ”

"As soon as I said Gu Tao, you panicked, and what you want to say is also related to Gu Tao, right? Come, let's analyze and analyze, what can make you virtuous or have to make yourself uncomfortable.

You've always been very aware of the times, so why do you have to deal with me this time? Don't fucking tell me you're here for you! From childhood to adulthood, everything you do is for yourself in the end! This is no exception! ”

Guo Kejian didn't say a word, but Shen Guodong laughed more and more cruelly, "Can't hide it?" Gu Tao fell into my hands, are you afraid that if she says it first, you won't be able to pretend in front of Nannan, and you want to make a strong move first, and use your omnipotent mouth to fool her?

Guo Kejian, I have to say you're stupid! You think everyone can be played by you, don't you? Put away your fancy intestines! Do you really think it's time for me to let you see you?

I'm telling you. From now on, you won't even want to see her! ”

Guo Kejian also smiled, his pale face full of sarcasm. "Shen Guodong, do you really think you can make decisions for Nannan? Does she need you to do that? If you really need it, can you wait until the whole Ling'an knows about it? ”

Guo Kejian looked at Shen Guodong's suddenly gloomy face, he didn't have any fear at all, but smiled even more sarcastically, "Also, you never cared about what she needed." How could she suddenly think about her feelings!

You just keep holding her in your hands, hold it tight, she won't be able to run. Of course. I have confidence in you, you will definitely be able to hold it tighter and tighter, and one day she will be pinched to death by you, and you will have to blame others for stimulating you. Anyway, everything is someone else's fault. You just like her! ”

Shen Guodong quickly slapped Guo Kejian in the face, and a blood stain immediately flowed from the corner of his mouth, and his face was swollen.

Shen Guodong grabbed Guo Kejian's clothes and lifted him from the bed, "Guo Kejian, if you want to provoke me to negotiate conditions with you, you don't have that much ability!" You'd better think about it. Are you looking for a chance to turn over or are you looking for death!

Isn't what you want to say about Gu Tao? It's either that she still has some other moths, or that she has done something bad to the girl before. Right?

It's unlikely that she's still holding back something bad, didn't she just use rumors to force Nan Nan to death? There really is some means that have been used a long time ago. Even if she didn't use it, she was a living dead who was about to spend her whole life in prison, and she was completely useless.

That's what she's done before. What was there in the past that we wanted to figure out but didn't? ”

Shen Guodong threw Guo Kejian on the bed, letting a puddle of blood quickly ooze out of his leg, and the hanging needle in his hand punctured the blood vessels, "I don't need to think about it, you two are involved in the kidnapping!" Now you want to betray your accomplices and make meritorious contributions? Want to fool you and believe you? Pity you?

Do I need you to tell me this? The ancient peach is in my hand, I want to know what can't I ask? I'm going to let you come to you and listen to your nonsense?

Guo Kejian, you are a clown who jumps off the beam! Self-righteous ridiculous! Just you, do you deserve to like her? ”

Guo Kejian pulled out the hanging needle on his hand, ignored the wound that had been oozing blood, and sat upright in front of Shen Guodong, although he was embarrassed, he had eyes that were on par with him.

"Shen Guodong, what do you think you are? You're a bully! The most self-righteous is you!

What else do you have besides having a good grandfather?! Relying on her good family background and relying on her kindness to her when she was a child, she grabbed her in her hands! Whether she wants it or not, whether she needs it or not!

I don't deserve to like her, you do? What do you have? Kill without blinking? Rude and savage?

Can't you understand today's events? Your self-righteous protection and care for her simply don't want! You can't even care about her! ”

Shen Guodong kicked Guo Kejian's bed over, the instruments next to the bed, the medicines on the shelves, and the salt water bottles on the hanging bottle racks were shattered to the ground, and the loud noise immediately attracted two nurses on duty at the door.

"Get out!" As soon as a nurse came in, she was frightened by Shen Guodong's loud shout and ran out.

Shen Guodong strode over and looked down at Guo Kejian condescendingly, the cruelty and tyranny on his face almost devoured Guo Kejian.

"I won't strangle you today because I pity you! If it weren't for the fear that she would be sad, do you think you could live until now and live like a dog?! If you dare to say one more word about our affairs, I will make your life worse than death! ”

Guo Kejian was not afraid at all, sitting in a mess and smiling at Shen Guodong, in this seemingly disparity of strength, he was not the weak one.

"Shen Guodong, you can see today's events clearly, if you were someone else, you would have to die and cry alive, but what about her? She plucked herself out of the rumors, and she did no worse than you and me!

The last time you said you wouldn't give her to anyone, what about giving her back to yourself? Don't tell me anything she wants to be with you, you know that as long as you ask, she only has that answer in her life! If you have to believe it, you are deceiving yourself......"

Shen Guodong kicked Guo Kejian, and there was another uproar, and he couldn't say a word anymore when he was lying in a mess.

Shen Guodong kicked the bedside table next to him again, and strode out of the ward with a shocking evil spirit. In the corridor of the single room, everyone rushed to hide when they saw him.

Shen Guodong came to the special cell of the Ling'an Public Security Bureau Detention Center with an increasingly heavy evil spirit, and threw the bag in his hand on the table. He said coldly to the two female guards inside, "Get out." ”

The two looked at each other and didn't ask anything. Hurriedly walked out.

Shen Guodong took out the syringe and medicine in his bag, and slowly mixed the medicine in front of Gu Tao, without even looking at her.

Gu Tao was trembling with fear by Shen Guodong's emotionless eyes, "What do you want to ask, I, I'll say it!" I'll say everything! ”

Shen Guo walked over to her indifferently with a syringe and grabbed her arm. Accurately locate the veins and quickly push the drug into her veins.

"I don't want to hear you yet." Shen Guodong took out a dagger and looked at Gu Tao. "Don't worry, I'll give you a good thing, and I'll make sure you won't faint no matter how much it hurts."

Gu Tao's terrible screams echoed in the cell. One after the other. It was as if I had seen the devil and was so frightened that I lost control.

A female caretaker couldn't control her curiosity, walked over to the small window on the door and glanced in, and in just a few seconds, she immediately staggered back with a pale face, and spit out without running a few steps.

The other hurried over to help her, but when he approached the door, he stared at her like a stupid stupefier and did not dare to move, and in the crack at the bottom of the door, a bloody finger that had just been cut off was exposed. Still convulsive and twitching.

When Shen Guodong came to find Zhou Wanwan in the evening, he had just finished taking a bath. The clothes on his body were neat and new, and his hair was still steamy, but he still felt that he had a strong bloody smell on his body, and refused to let Zhou Wanwan get close to him, "Let's go out for a walk." ”

On the bench in front of the library, Shen Guodong handed Zhou Wanwan a letter. It was written by Guo Kejian, and he asked the people from the hospital to hand it over to Zhou Wanwan, and half an hour later, the letter arrived in Shen Guodong's hands first.

Nannan:

I'm really reluctant, maybe this is the last time I'll be able to call you that.

I was going to see you again when you were still willing to call me "Brother Guo". But it's better not to see me, at least I won't see you disgusted with me.

I'm sorry, but the matter of Gu Tao started because of me. I never thought that my love for you would cause you so much trouble. I'm really sorry.

I like you. You don't know, do you? I've liked you for a long, long time, and people like me can like someone so much, don't say you don't believe it, even I think it's incredible.

I am writing this letter to you today, in fact, I have no choice but to do so. If I could, I would have been going to hide from you for the rest of my life.

You know, I'm a person who is used to weighing the pros and cons of everything, and right and wrong are never as important as survival in my world.

But countless times, I have regretted it, if I had a different choice, maybe today I would be qualified to stand in front of you, like all people who like you, full of expectation and joy to say, I like you, can you give me a chance?

Unfortunately, I don't have this qualification for a long time.

I didn't tell you all the truth about your kidnapping when you were nine years old.

When I saw you at that time, you were indeed being held by Madman Liu, but far away from her, there was another person, Gu Tao.

At that time, I didn't know Gu Tao, and I was eager to save people's hearts, so I didn't care about her, I just thought she was a member of the club working in the fields.

When I went to the commune to cooperate with the investigation and met her among your relatives, I realized that she was not an innocent passerby.

However, you also know the situation I was in, and if I used it well, it would be my only chance to turn around. So I hid it.

I'm sorry.

I didn't want to justify myself, I just wanted to use every opportunity to turn around, and I didn't care about your safety.

To be honest, I liked you a lot at the time. It is estimated that no one will dislike a smart, beautiful and cute child like you.

But no matter how much I like it, it's not as important as my future and life. This is a fact that I could not deny until you were growing up.

You also know what happened later, Gu Tao has a handle in my hands, and has been sparing no effort to help me.

Her father was the captain of the production team, and I was given all the recommendations and opportunities I needed, and I stood up again.

I used you to make myself who I am. This is the boulder that has been pressing on my heart all these years, and when you grow up, I find that I have changed from guilt and affection for you to a liking between men and women, and the boulder is getting heavier and heavier.

However, to be honest, if it weren't for Gu Tao's matter today, I would never have said it.

I am such a selfish and calculating person, calculating everything around me, and finally calculating a good future in the eyes of others, but ruining my own feelings.

I know you don't like me, and I don't dare to hope that one day I will make you like me, and I am no longer qualified to fight for it.

Don't believe it, no matter how thick-skinned I am, no matter how mercenary I am, I can also be good to people wholeheartedly without asking for anything, I used to be to you and my parents, but now it's only you.

It's a pity that after this incident, I don't even have the qualifications to be good to you.

My life and life really are all but calculations and fame and fortune.

Saying this, I just hope you don't forget what I said to you before, those words are not my intentions, I really don't have any purpose for your sake.

I hope you can be happy and I hope you can live a smooth life without regrets.

This is perhaps the only aimless wish of me, a selfish and greedy person, in this life without any purpose.

Nan, you have to live your life well, not for anyone, only for yourself.

I really hope to hear you call "Brother Guo" again.

I always hope you are happy and healthy

July 10, 1977 (to be continued.) )