When I calmed down, I gradually figured it out.

It seems reasonable that Ni Duoduo will be a little sister, which is actually a normal thing. Considering her life experience, she has no father since she was a child, grew up in a single-parent family, her mother also died a few years ago, a young girl, lacking the warmth of family affection at home, lacking a certain family education, has become a rebellious little sister, which is actually a very normal thing.

"What are you standing in a daze?" Aze nudged me.

I suddenly smiled and glanced back at Aze: "It's good." ”

"What's good?"

"This little girl is very good." My smile was genuine, and there was no irritation in my eyes.

Aze frowned: "You can't be crazy, right?" This girl is obviously a little sister, such a girl is not uncommon in bars, what's so good? I tell you, I wouldn't be surprised if someone told me she was [**] on drugs. ”

I understand the meaning of Aze's words, but in fact, he is not embarrassed to say it too ugly:

Indeed, in my life experience, I have seen too much of this kind of little sister.

Find a disco in Nanjing, go in at twelve o'clock at night, and the venue is full of people like this little sister and gangster, those who knocked ecstasy and leaned against the wall and danced, hi is big, and they are fascinated, and any man can take them away with a pull, and they can take them wherever they want, and they can do whatever they want......

Although I understood the meaning of Aze's words, I just shook my head, didn't speak, and turned my head to look at Qiaoqiao: "What do you think?" ”

Qiao Qiao sighed: "This little girl is quite arrogant, and she happens to be the most rebellious at this age...... If you say that it is good, you are not afraid of the sky and the earth, but if you say it badly, you just don't know that the sky is high and the earth is thick. ”

I'm still smiling, but this time there's something else in my smile......

"Jojo, Aze...... Isn't it just that the sky is not afraid of the earth? No matter how arrogant she is, can she be as arrogant as us? No matter how bold she is, can she be as bold as us? No matter how outrageous she is, can we be outrageous? No matter how ridiculous her life is, can we be ridiculous? I smiled warmly, "I just saw something familiar in her." ”

"What?" The question was asked by both Aze and Jojo at the same time.

"My own shadow." I said lightly, and then I smiled and looked at my two friends: "If I'm not mistaken...... Back then, I was almost like this girl. ”

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No parents, no loved ones, no family affection...... Isn't this very similar to my life in previous years?

When I was in middle school, my parents passed away, leaving me alone in the world, and I had such a muddled period...... Fighting, brawls, smoking, skipping school, wandering the streets all day......

Back then, I also had such a rì ...... At that time, I hated everything and despised everything...... Including myself!

And I used to numb myself with this almost depraved lifestyle...... Cover yourself...... I also go in and out of all kinds of chaotic places every day like a gangster, wasting time with a gang of the same gangsters, and getting my own people to look like people and ghosts every night......

I wasted all my time outside just because I didn't dare go home!

Because I don't have a home! There is only one empty house in the house! No one is waiting for me at home, no one will leave a light for me! No one will leave me food in the microwave either...... I can only use everything to hide the fear in my heart, or rather...... Lonely.

But I'm luckier than Ni Duoduo: I also have a master who taught me kung fu.

My master was a folk veteran boxer, an old man in his fifties, who had his own small barber shop. Back then, I was sent by my parents to study in a small county town in another country, and my master lived in that small county town, and no one knew that this little old man, who seemed to be unsightly, was a folk master of martial arts.

What I remember very clearly is that when I was in the second year of middle school, my parents died in a car accident, and I rushed back to Nanjing from the county seat to mourn, and I did not go back to school. As a teenager, I experienced the most painful experience of my life for the first time, I had no relatives and no friends...... For the first month, I locked myself in my house, staying out of the house, scared like a ghost to see the sun......

And after that, I started to learn badly. I started hanging out in discotheques and stuff, drinking, fighting, and making a lot of friends with whom I did evil. It was only when I was drunk that I could forget the loneliness in my heart.

The thought in my mind was: whatever! Whatever you want!

Anyway, even if I die, no one will worry about me!

It was during that time that I used to go in and out of the jǐng inspection bureau, and if it weren't for my young age at the time, I am afraid I would not have been able to come out so easily.

I've been mixing in Nanjing for a year...... And after a beating in a discotheque, I was taken to the Jǐng Inspectorate again, and then sent to a detention center, where I was detained for 10 days.

That was the last time I went to the detention center, and ten days later, I came out of it alone, not even a bag. The hair is sticky and smells weird. It's not that I don't take a bath...... But when I was inside, I would fight with other people in my room every night, and every night I would either be beaten or beaten, rolling from the bed to the floor, and sometimes in the middle of the night, someone would pick up the toilet and splash it on my body, and then someone would cover my head with a quilt, and then it would be a fist and kick!

And after dawn, you have to pretend that nothing happened. It's all on your own! If I dare to report it to Jǐng Cha, then what awaits me will not only be an aggravated punishment, but even greater retaliation in the evening!

And the reason for all this was simply that on the first day I went in, I refused to buy cigarettes for one of the "bosses" in my class. (Note: In the current prisons and detention centers, all of them are consumed by swiping cards, and there are various daily necessities that can be purchased and swiped, and in some individual places, there may even be cigarettes sold...... Of course, the price is much, much more expensive than the other market! ）

When I walked out of the detention center ten days later, I had several new injuries on my body, and I looked at the white flowers in the sky and suddenly felt at a loss...... Speaking from my heart, at that moment, I really thought about it...... Die.

And at that moment, at the door of the detention center, I saw Master, who was in his fifties, standing under a plane tree, with a cigarette in his hand—I knew that Master had some asthma and had quit smoking for many years.

He was wearing an old jacket with a deep sè, his body was not very straight, his face was wrinkled like air-dried orange peel, and there were cigarette butts under his feet. Seeing me walk out, Master threw away the cigarette butt and walked slowly towards me.

To be honest, I was completely stupid and stunned.

Master just walked up to me silently, took out a thicker coat from a very shabby leather bag and put it on for me, and he didn't say a word the whole time.

I was stupid at that time, and I just stiffly let Master put on my coat and let Master button me up one by one...... Then Master stood in front of me, looked at me for a few seconds, and suddenly reached out and hit me with a big mouth. Master's hands were very heavy, he was a martial arts practitioner, his hands were full of calluses, and a slap knocked me to the ground.

I was lying on the ground with a burning pain in my face...... But I don't know why, I suddenly felt a little moved...... It's true! I wasn't angry at all, and I didn't hate Master for beating me at all.

Master just looked at me...... The sun was shining brightly that day, and although it was winter, Master stood in front of me, looking at me condescendingly, and his broad figure seemed to cover the sky.

Then, Master stretched out his hand and pulled me up, and whispered to me:

"Boy, let's go home."

At that time, it was as if there was a floodgate in my heart, and it was opened at once, and instead of getting up, I knelt on the ground, hugged Master's thigh, and cried so much that I cried one throat after another, rubbing Master's pants full of tears and snot.

Really, if there is one sentence that touches me the most in my life...... Then it was the one that winter afternoon, at the gate of the detention center, that Master said to me in his slightly hoarse tone with a local accent in northern Jiangsu:

"Boy, let's go home."

It was at that moment that I felt alive and realized that I was still human! I still have a home!

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In the car, I told Qiaoqiao about these past events in a light tone, Qiaoqiao's eyes were a little red when she heard it, she quickly flicked away a tear from the corner of her eye, and whispered: "And then?" ”

"After that day, I followed Master back to the small county town and returned to Master's house. Master took out a plaster and put it on the wound on my body at night, and cut my hair with his own hands. The next day, he went to school to help me go back to school, and I studied in the middle school in that county until I graduated from high school. In the last year I was honest and didn't do anything again. I pulled out a cigarette and lit it for myself.

"Your master is such a good man." Jojo sighed.

"Hmm." I nodded: "Without Master, there would have been no such person as me for a long time." ”

"Where is your master now? Still in that county? ”

The muscles in my face twitched, sighed, and looked out the window: "I passed away, and I left the year I graduated from high school...... Gastric cancer. After saying that, I threw the cigarette I had only smoked out of the car window, and then said lightly: "When Master died, I personally carried his coffin to the car in the crematorium...... Before he died, he asked me to come back to Nanjing, so that I could live well and stop fooling around. Then I came back and lived slowly until now. ”

Speaking of this, I lowered my head and thought for a while: "Actually, in the past few years, I have seen too many bullshit things in that kind of place, and some people want to pull me into the water to do some evil things, but every time I go to sleep at night, I dream of Master...... In the dream, Master didn't scold me or say anything...... I just dreamed that Master was standing at the door of the detention center waiting for me...... Then, I didn't dare to do bad things. ”

Qiao Qiao Shen sighed with emotion: "Chen Yang, these things have never been told to us before. ”

I smiled: "Jojo, even if you are a good friend, you always have some secrets between each other...... Like you, have I ever asked you why you only like women? Another example is Aze, have I asked him why he is so abusive? Or wood, did I ask him why he was so sullen? ”

Qiao Qiao's god was a little unnatural, and then he raised his eyebrows and scolded with a disguised smile: "There is so much nonsense, if you don't say it, you won't say it!" Who is a hitch! ”

I put away my smile and said, "That's why I said that that little girl is actually very good." I took out the photo that Jin He gave me and handed it over, Qiao Qiao took it, glanced at it quickly, and then continued to drive, frowning: "It's a very clean little girl in the photo." ”

"yes." I smiled calmly: "She must have been a very good little girl, but she may have had the same experience as me, except that she didn't have anyone around her to pull her out of that messy environment." ”

Jojo closed his mouth and didn't speak, I sighed: "No one is born with a love for depraved ......"

Hearing this, Qiao Qiao's body shook slightly, and her eyes were a little weird, but then she smiled: "Then let's go to that little girl now, and continue your action to save the girl who has lost her footing." ”

Aze's car used to follow us. The three of us were heading to the city. The destination of our trip was a karaoke room in the city. Before I came out of school just now, I asked Ni Duoduo's classmates where they had made an appointment with their friends to play in the afternoon.

Maybe it's a bit hypocritical for me to say this: I really seem to see my own shadow in Ni Duoduo's eyes. It's true...... It's not a hypocrisy. And I, saying to myself: I must pull this girl!

What's more, she is Brother Huan's daughter!

•；

I have inquired, the school that Ni Duoduo attends is a typical aristocratic school...... Moreover, it claims to adopt a completely Western-style management ...... In fact, this is all bullshit, and the real Western school management is not like this at all! And the real meaning of this school's excuse is: as long as you pay enough expensive tuition to come in, and then as long as your children don't kill people and set fires, and don't break the law and discipline, the school basically doesn't care at all! After graduating in a few years, you will be given a graduation certificate, and then the rich family will continue to spend money on their children to find a university to continue to mix, and if possible, they will simply be sent abroad. Obviously, Ni Duoduo's group of children must have skipped class in the afternoon.