(84) Obsession
Jinghua has slowly calmed down from the shock and excitement when he first came, perhaps it is the habit left by years of danger, and it is allowed that he is born to be unpermissive and open-minded, even in such a warm and satisfying place now, he still can't help but think more, what to advance and retreat, and take the initiative.
"What's wrong with Jing'er?" Bai Mei saw that he didn't speak, and was a little worried, so she came over and touched his hand.
His hands are fine, but Bai Mei's own hands are a little icy.
"Mother, are you cold?" Jinghua got up, untied the big coat on his body, and draped it on her.
"Ah, don't, don't! The mother concubine is fine, Jing'er is weak, and she is wearing herself. Bai Mei hurriedly shirked and refused.
Jinghua smiled, he was much taller than Bai Mei, ignored her words, only bowed his head and tied the buckle for her, took advantage of the situation and gently hugged her in his broad arms, and said with a smile: "Erchen is fine, the mother concubine is in good health, so that Erchen can do more filial piety." ”
On the table is a set of Xuanjing white porcelain tea sets, a pot of six, warm as jade. He had seen this tea set before, and he heard Changning say that it was Bai Mei's favorite during his lifetime. Of course, he was reluctant to use it, so he asked Changning to put it away and use it as a memorial to his mother.
Now that he saw it again, Jinghua couldn't help but sigh in his heart. He carefully poured a full cup, handed it to Bai Mei and said, "The mother concubine is compassionate, so my father gave this set of porcelain cups, which is really the most suitable for the mother concubine." Erchen Suri didn't have a chance to do anything for his mother, so he replaced the wine with tea today and toasted his mother. ”
Bai Mei took it, her eyes seemed to be slightly red, and said: "Silly child, how can the mother concubine do anything with Jing'er? ”
Jinghua smiled and shook her head.
He held her hand, admiration surging in his heart, a pair of phoenix eyes were already sparkling, and he choked up: "The mother concubine can give her son a chance to come to this world for a while, and her son is already grateful, how can she be blamed?"
Bai Mei nodded, trying to persuade him not to be sad, but her tears fell down, and she complained: "Ah Yuan always says that I shouldn't be so obsessed." I know that you will be born with diseases, but you still insist on doing it. Ah Yuan always persuaded me to ...... you Will you ...... , but I can't do it anyway. ”
"Mother is right, I just have fewer opportunities to go out and play and drink two more bowls of bitter medicine than other children, but I get much more than that. Jinghua half-knelt beside her, raising her eyes.
Bai Mei stroked his head and said softly: "So I still did the right thing, Jing'er is so sensible, which makes the mother concubine very proud." ”
She seemed to be covering up her gaffe, wiped her tears, and sighed and smiled: "Mother Concubine is really today, her tears keep falling, and she hasn't drunk the tea Jing'er poured for me!"
She swallowed the tea, held the porcelain cup in her hand, and rubbed, "Jing'er said that I am compassionate, so I prefer this set of porcelain cups, but in fact, I only know one thing, I don't know the other." ”
"So what's the second one?"
"This set of cups is actually not expensive, but I love it for its good name. ”
"Xuan-crystal-white-porcelain cup?" Jinghua suddenly realized.
Bai Mei smiled, "Yes, Jing'er is smart, and she can see through a little." In this tea set, the names of my mother and son are embedded, Xuan'er, Jing'er and the mother's concubine, and the three of us drink tea together, just like this pot and the cup will never be separated. ”
Jinghua nodded, and in front of his mother, he was rarely relaxed, so he also became naughty, and joked with a smile: "I see, we are a family of four, but there are still too many pots of six." Isn't it that in a few years, the mother concubine will add younger brothers and sisters to her son?"
Bai Mei covered her mouth and sneered, and scolded with a smile: "Silly boy, in a few years, let your eldest brother and you set up concubines one by one, wouldn't this pot of six lamps be just right?
Jinghua sat for a while and chatted with Bai Mei for a few words, but Xuanhua had not yet come. On the contrary, he felt dizziness come over him, his mind became heavier and heavier, and the appearance of the concubine in front of him began to shake, and the more he tried to see clearly, the more blurred it became, and her loving voice seemed to be thousands of miles away, and he could not really hear it.
Jinghua is a spirit, from head to toe, there seems to be a basin of cold water poured down!
No, no, don't!
Is it coming to an end?
It doesn't matter if it's a fantasy or some other scam! Please let me stay, as long as I'm with my mother, I can do whatever I want!
Mother, please leave Jing'er behind! Jing'er doesn't want to leave, let Jing'er accompany you more!
He struggled to stand up, but his legs were already out of sensation! He used his last consciousness to grab Bai Mei, but he felt that she was far away!
"Mother, help...... Jing'er ...... "He lay on the table, holding Bai Mei's hand.
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"Jing'er, are you awake?" Bai Mei called to him by the bedside.
Jinghua struggled to open his eyes.
OK.
is still in Chen'an Palace, and the mother concubine is still around.
Bai Mei touched his forehead and said worriedly, "How does Jing'er feel?"
Jinghua sat up suddenly, grabbed Bai Mei's hand, like grasping a lost treasure, or like a person about to drown grasping a life-saving rice rope, and gasped: "Mother! Mother...... Don't leave your son!"
He was so excited that his chest could not stop rising and falling violently, and his face turned pale.
Bai Mei frowned slightly, pursed her lips and sighed, and said softly: "Did Jing'er have a nightmare?
She took out the brocade handkerchief, only to find that there was no fine sweat on his forehead, but she still symbolically wiped it and helped him sit up.
"Why did you secretly pour the medicine again?" Bai Mei took the bowl of medicine and said with a little disgust: "The medicine is bitter, besides, your sister Yuan has also been busy all morning, Jing'er can't be willful!"
She still felt more pity than blame on her face, and said softly: "The mother concubine knows that Jing'er is afraid of hardship, is it okay for the mother concubine and Jing'er to drink together?"
She blew the bowl of medicine cold and carefully scooped it with a small spoon and fed it to him.
Jinghua was still obedient and obediently until he drank the bowl of medicine.
Bai Mei was slightly surprised that this little son was so refreshing to take medicine today, and was a little worried, seeing that his face was as usual, she put her mind at ease and asked him if he wanted to lie down for a while.
Jinghua shook his head.
He saw Bai Mei put down the medicine bowl and went to the bookshelf to look for books, so he said: "Mother, my son has a headache and doesn't want to read, let's go sit in the garden?"
Bai Mei was a little hesitant, but thinking that he lingered on the sickbed all day long, except for lying down and reading books, he had no fun all day long, so it was better to go to the garden to see the plum blossoms, and his mood would be better. She couldn't bear to disobey him, so she brought up Heling Dayu and surrounded him for him.
When he walked out of the door of the dormitory, Jinghua still took a slippery step, but he seemed to be prepared, gently held on to the door frame, and smiled at Bai Mei.
It's still full of fragrance.
In the fragrant rain of flowers, the beautiful girl was still sitting under the tree and pounding medicine.
"Sister Yuan!" Jinghua took the initiative to call her.
Miao Yuan raised his head, and when he saw him, he immediately put down the medicine pestle, rushed over, and said with annoyance: "Niangniang, look at Your Royal Highness, he is disobedient!
Bai Mei smiled gently, didn't scold the two, put the Xuanjing white porcelain cup on the stone table, and made tea for everyone.
Miao Yuan looked up from time to time and looked out the door.
Jinghua smiled: "Sister Yuan is waiting for the eldest brother? He usually comes in the afternoon, and he is afraid that his homework will be hindered at this time." ”
Miao Yuan's white face flew two pink red clouds, and he lowered his head weakly.
Bai Mei smiled: "Xuan'er is the crown prince, and his father has higher requirements for him, but usually he should be on his way here." ”
Miao Yuan nodded shyly, and stood up again after a while.
Jinghua glanced at her and said, "Sister Yuan, my eldest brother has always been hungry, you might as well go and steam some plum blossom cakes, he will come in a while, and he will definitely ask you if you can eat." ”
Miao Yuan seemed surprised, but what she wanted to say was asked to Jinghua to say it first. She let out a stunned "um" and withdrew.
Jinghua looked at Miaoyuan's back, smiled and said to Bai Mei: "Mother, don't you think that eldest brother and sister Yuan are very compatible?"
Bai Mei covered her mouth and smiled: "You kid doesn't go out much, but you can see through the world." Ah Yuan and your eldest brother have been in love for a long time, and I don't know if he comes back to see the two of us or Ah Yuan?"
Jinghua coughed lightly twice and said, "Big brother looks at us, Sister Yuan, we are a family, what do we share with each other?"
Bai Mei nodded and sighed faintly: "Not bad." Jing'er said it very well, and the mother concubine was very relieved to hear it. In the future, if the mother concubine is gone, Jing'er will remember to listen to the words of the eldest brother, and also listen to the words of your sister Yuan, and adjust her body, you know?"
Jinghua raised his eyes and smiled, and his eyes were as clear as water on his beautiful face.
He said in a casual tone: "How can you say such a thing? The mother concubine naturally has a long and healthy life, and lives with heaven and earth. is a son, single and frail, I am afraid that I will not be able to serve my mother for a few years. ”
Bai Mei's eyes were slightly red, and she lowered her head and whispered: "It's the mother concubine who is not good, and it has affected Jing'er." Ah Yuan told me a long time ago, let me ...... you Will you ...... But I never got that heart. ”
Jinghua squatted under her knees, she held his handsome face that was the same as herself, and said with a sneer: "Ah Yuan said that I am obsessed, knowing that you will not have health when you are born, knowing that your quilt will suffer a lot more than your eldest brother, and suffer a lot of sins, but ...... But I still insisted on going my own way......"
Bai Mei finally couldn't restrain herself anymore, and her sad emotions came surgingly, and she burst into tears.
"Jing'er, do you hate the concubine?" she said in a trembling voice.
Jinghua shook his head gently, he stood up, leaned over to wipe away the tears of Baimei, and then untied the big curtain on his body, draped it on her, and said sincerely: "The mother concubine brought her sons to this world, so that her sons can see their father and eldest brother, and see the people they love, and this life will be in vain." ”
He paused, showed a peerless smile, and said: "If you have to say that there is a regret, it is that the mother concubine gave her son too little time, and she did not let her son be filial piety." ”
Jinghua pointed to the tea set on the table and said to Bai Mei: "In this set of Xuanjing white porcelain cups, the names of our mother and son are embedded. When the mother concubine drinks this cup of tea, it will be regarded as the son who accompanies the mother every day, okay?"
Bai Mei wiped away her tears and sighed funny, "What's wrong with the concubine, today I let Jing'er see the joke." ”
Jinghua poured tea in the pot, but only emptied it, and said with a smile: "It's really in this palace today, I don't know how to add a little when the water is gone?"
He raised his voice and shouted, "Jing'an!
Bai Mei said: "Xu has something to run away." ”
She also reached out to carry the pot and said with a smile: "Isn't there still a lot of water?
As soon as she raised her hand, two full cups were poured out of the pot that was empty just now!
Jinghua's face changed slightly.