Chapter 90: Germination
At the same moment, Situ Yan immediately let go of the cold and delicate hand in his hand and took a step back, not knowing whether he was relieved or a heart.
In the end, it was the same as I expected.
The prince was obviously quarreling with the young lady, but how could he rest assured that Xie Fanyan, who was pregnant with Chen Jinyu's eldest son (daughter), went out alone in such a late night, so he would always find him.
And as long as you plant a seed of doubt, in the heart of the prince in the future, it will one day blossom and bear fruit.
In and out of the play, the most difficult thing to discern is a true heart.
It was obviously as he expected, but seeing the woman's suddenly frightened eyes like a wounded beast, Situ Yan didn't have a trace of joy in his heart.
Ruining people's marriages and breaking up families is what I have to do now.
Master, sister, sister, you have a spirit in the sky, how do you think of me?
But that's just the beginning.
"Lord Shizi." Xie Fanyan looked ahead, the slender figure in the moonlight, the great discomfort and panic caused by Situ Yan to her, suddenly subsided at this moment, but there were even more turbulent waves in her heart.
She actually just wants to be quiet, and she doesn't want to see anyone.
It's a pity that tonight, it seems that it is not destined to be calm.
"Come here." Chen Jinyu's face sank, only spit out two words, raised his hand, and stretched out to Xie Fanyan.
For a moment of hesitation, Xie Fanyan still stepped forward, and before he could get close to Chen Jinyu, Chen Jinyu had already scooped up the woman in front of him and held her in his arms.
That moment of hesitation, Chen Jinyu saw it in her eyes and remembered it in her heart.
Is it for him? Chen Jinyu's dark eyes. Eye contact with Situ Yan.
Situ Yan smiled freely, "Lord Shizi, it's so late." I should have let Madame go back sooner. ”
"Be nosy, you are a person from Yelin, you should stay in Yelin, and if you see you outside Yelin in the future, if you see you outside Yelin, then you will get out of here." After Chen Jinyu finished speaking, she took Xie Fanyan and left. He left another sentence: "It's just a piano master, there are so many people in the capital." ”
Situ Yan's expression did not change at all, but he bowed his head respectfully. Chen Jinyu didn't get a response to her cold and meanness, and she didn't say more, hugging Xie Fanyan and turning away.
Xie Fanyan stiffened in Chen Jinyu's arms, trying to ignore the sweetness in his heart. Without saying a word, he was taken back by Chen Jinyu. Like a child who has done something wrong, his heart is uneasy.
But then I felt justified, I didn't do anything bad, why should I be weak-hearted.
Until he was brought back to Hetiyuan by Chen Jinyu, Lirong Liyu came to freshen up with a little apprehension and serve himself to bed, Xie Fanyan still felt a little entangled in his heart.
Chen Jinyu just sat silently on the side, and went out. Closing the door, Chen Jinyu blew out the candle. But he didn't move, he still sat in his chair.
No matter how hard Xie Fanyan tried, he couldn't ignore the burning eyes in the darkness that cast his gaze on him, whether he turned around or faced him.
Finally, Xie Fanyan couldn't bear it anymore and sat up, "Aren't you coming to sleep?" ”
Chen Jinyu's voice was slightly mocking, "Aren't you afraid of sharing a bed with me?" ”
When Xie Fanyan heard this, he felt a little weak, "How come, I am your wife." ”
"So you still know you're my wife?" Chen Jinyu got up suddenly, and her anger finally broke out, "I thought you had long forgotten whose wife you were, and you had a private meeting with a foreign man in the middle of the night, skin to skin, Xie Rongyu, you are getting bolder and bolder!" ”
"I didn't." Xie Fanyan felt innocent and wronged, "I didn't do this, I didn't know that I would run into Situ Yan, what you saw was that I almost fell and he helped me up, and then I didn't worry about holding my hand." ”
While talking, he thought of Situ Yan, although Situ Yan was indeed a little strange tonight, but it didn't seem to be anything when he thought about it, maybe he was not restrained by nature, last time he was shivering from the cold, he also took his hand to ward off the cold, it must be that he was too strange tonight, so it was strange to think about anything.
Chen Jinyu suddenly quieted down and didn't move for a long time.
Just when Xie Fanyan thought that he had accepted his explanation, his heart relaxed slightly, and he was about to let him go to bed again, when Chen Jinyu suddenly spoke, "You have known him for a long time?" ”
"Who?" Xie Fanyan didn't react suddenly, and then he realized again, "Situ Yan? ”
Such a movement became a void in Chen Jinyu's eyes, and Chen Jinyu said lightly, "Hmm." "Yes.
"Yes, I have known Situ Yan for a long time." Xie Fanyan remembered that the teahouse was bumped into last time, Princess Ruizhu didn't know what she chewed with Chen Jinyu, and wanted to explain the matter clearly at one time, so as not to make Chen Jinyu suspicious again, so she continued, "Once in Yelin, I heard him play the piano, and he played it very well, it was a peerless famous song. Later, in the teahouse, I didn't bring any money, but I wanted to have fun with Fat Rong, and I happened to see him playing the piano on the open-air platform of the teahouse, so I went up and asked him to pay the bill for me. Speaking of which, the tea money hasn't been paid back to him yet. ”
Xie Fanyan finished speaking in one breath, Chen Jinyu still didn't move, Xie Fanyan felt that what he said was right, I don't know why Chen Jinyu still ignored him, so he could only be silent.
"Xie Rongyu, do you know, you are not a person who talks so much." For a long time, Xie Fanyan was lying on the bed and was almost asleep, Chen Jinyu's voice suddenly came, Xie Fanyan reacted for three seconds, and all the sleepiness was dispelled at once.
"What do you mean by that?" explained to him in a good way, but he felt that he was weak-hearted, so he talked too much?
"Literally."
"Chen Jinyu." Xie Fanyan gritted his teeth, "You think you know me well?" ”
"I don't know about you, not at all." Chen Jinyu replied very quickly this time, "You may not know me either, I don't like others to lie to me." ”
"So, give you another chance, I'll wait for you to tell the truth."
"What is the truth? Say it 10,000 times and I'll still say those words, it's the truth, but you don't believe it. Xie Fanyan sneered, "You never trusted your wife. ”
If you believe in her, if you really love her and protect her, how can you let your sister die a lonely and tragic death?
"I don't want to believe it? Xie Rongyu, then you can explain to me. Why is it difficult to see a smile on your face when you marry into the palace? Why do you always respect me like ice? Why refuse all my good? Why do you leave early and return late again and again? And even why, that time with me and separation? And why, you don't want a life of fine clothes and food. Do you have to kill yourself in the garden?! If you want me to believe you, tell me these reasons. Tell me, and I will believe you. I love you in every way, but you treat me indifferently, husband and wife share the same bed and bed and different quilts, you tell me, how do you want me to believe you? ”
That moment. Xie Fanyan's heart suddenly became extremely quiet, listening to the accusations, speechless.
Originally. Cause and effect, cause and effect, there is a cause, there is an effect.
"Do you really want to know?" Xie Fanyan's body that had originally sat up lay down tiredly, and said slowly. "Do you have the capacity and responsibility to take on it? If not. I won't believe you either, so why bother. ”
Chen Jinyu's eyes sank in the dark, and she intuitively felt that her wife seemed to have confided in a major matter, but she didn't seem to say anything.
Sufficient responsibility and competence? What does this mean exactly?
Is it that she is not good enough to be her husband? There seems to be something else hidden.
Chen Jinyu's mind was racing, she got up and walked to the bed, bent down, and whispered in Xie Fanyan's ear. "Ayu, you are my wife. As long as you are in the palace of Changkang, I will not let anyone hurt you, and from the day you marry me, you should believe me. ”
The slightly hot breath reddened Xie Fanyan's ears, and the man's demagogic and gentle tone revealed incomparable seriousness and persistence, like a promise, Xie Fanyan closed his eyes, but felt that his heart was soft, such a night, it seems that any words should be believed.
From the day you marry me, believe in me.
Xie Fanyan felt another pain and confusion in his heart, should he believe it? This man?
Maybe it's not that he is so idle, with the title of son of the world, but he has no ability and means.
Could it be, my sister is wrong?
She wants to carry everything by herself, at the cost of her life, in fact, maybe it would be good to believe.
To believe, this man.
Xie Fanyan sat up again, his eyes were particularly bright in the dark night, he looked at the man kneeling in front of the couch, and said tentatively, "If you can really be believed, can you believe me first?" ”
Tonight is destined to be a bewitching night, and two hearts full of suspicion and suspicion are incomparably close at this moment.
And, from now on, close.
Everything started with the sentence, "If you can really be believed, can you believe me first?" ”
Chen Jinyu suddenly felt a bright heart, as if a person who had been trekking in the desert for a long time had finally found the oasis of his dreams, and just wanted to drink water by the river, so as to comfort the loneliness of his trek, but he didn't dare to move, and he didn't dare to startle the people in front of him.
I'm afraid that this smart and somewhat clumsy woman will suddenly change her mind or idea, put up a high cabinet again, and isolate herself.
His wife has a secret, how can he not know.
This secret may not even have anything to do with love, and the information he got from his grandmother and Ye Lin's people was imposed on his wife, and it may not be fair to her.
Xie Fanyan pondered for a long time, "I'm not going to commit suicide, I don't want to die." ”
Chen Jinyu's eyes suddenly enlarged in an instant, and slowly returned to their original state, responsibility, responsibility, ability, his wife's words are still in his ears, a person with a clear mind, a little bit of understanding, Chen Jinyu suddenly understood something at that moment.
"Tell me, who did you offend?"
When Xie Fanyan heard this, he was relaxed and hesitant, but he didn't know how to speak.
Chen Jinyu suddenly thought of something, "Is it really Princess Jiahe?" ”
Xie Fanyan hurriedly shook his head, almost subconsciously, and the reaction in his heart was directly conveyed to his limbs, without going through his brain.
"No, it's not her."
"Who's that?"
Xie Fanyan just shook his head.
Chen Jinyu sighed, sat on the bed, hugged this thin person with hesitation and panic in his eyes, and patted Xie Fanyan's back comfortingly, "Tell me, don't be afraid." ”
"With me here, I won't let anyone bully you anymore."
"From the moment I choose the portrait, you will always be my wife."
Xie Fanyan struggled in his heart, while telling himself that after completing the difficult task of "false pregnancy", he could leave the palace under the arrangement of the old woman, why implicate Chen Jinyu again, since his sister chose to protect him, let him be protected all the time. On the other hand, he coveted the warm and stable breath in his arms, and wanted to cry out all the suffering and entanglement in this embrace. In the end, the rational part of his heart was still sneering and reminding himself, don't trust the man, what he said at this time is so good, maybe when he turns around, he will give himself away because he is afraid of the power of the eldest princess, just like the decision made by the old lady.
Chen Jinyu felt the trembling of the person in her arms, knowing that she was still hesitating and unwilling to force, but just hugged Xie Fanyan tighter.
Finally, Xie Fanyan spoke: "I don't know who it is, I don't even know why, but someone does want to be unfavorable to me, it's true." ”
If you make me believe in you, show me your sincerity, and show me how far you will go for your wife. Then judge whether my sister is wrong, or just your nonsense.
Chen Jinyu's body stiffened for a moment, how could she not understand the vigilance of the person in her arms against her, and she was more cautious in her heart, knowing that the stakes were very important, and it was not trivial, but if she didn't say it for a day, she would be in danger for a day.
It turned out that she didn't commit suicide by drinking poisoned wine.
It turned out that in a place he didn't know, someone wanted his wife to die.
"Okay, it's okay, I will protect you in the future, and I will protect you until I find out who it is, and I will break it for you, and no one can threaten you again. You are my wife, and you believe me, I am not as ignorant as I seem. I want the emperor and the queen mother to believe in me and cancel her guard against me. ”
"Slowly, you'll know."
"It's just, I'll ask you one last question, and you'll answer me truthfully, okay? Ayu. ”
Xie Fanyan nodded in an unusually stable and contented mood.
"Is there anyone else in your heart?"
Xie Fanyan understood Chen Jinyu's question, broke free of his arms with some displeasure, looked at Chen Jinyu's eyes, was slightly angry for his sister, and was anxious to prove something: "You are the only one in your wife's heart." ”
After speaking, he remembered something, hurriedly got out of bed, barefoot on the ground, slightly cold, Chen Jinyu wanted to stop it, but couldn't stop it, Xie Fanyan rummaged through the cabinet for a while, and turned out a painting from the box last time.
"This is for you."
Xie Fanyan's eyes were shining, and he handed the painting to Chen Jinyu.
As soon as Chen Jinyu opened it, it turned out that the painting was herself.
"You drew this?" Chen Jinyu opened her mouth with difficulty, and her throat was a little dry.
"It was painted by your wife, and your wife has you in her eyes and in her heart."
Chen Jinyu didn't notice that there was anything wrong with Xie Fanyan's speech, wasn't his wife her?
Put down the painting, pull up the little woman who was still standing barefoot on the ground, and put her back into his arms, she really loved him.
How much time did he and her waste?
But he didn't know that what he had done once could never be repeated, and that person was no longer the person he had chosen to be his wife.
But at this time, he thought that he and his wife still had a long life.
And will continue to think so.
"I worked so hard to find out the paintings, and you don't care about them so much and throw them aside." Xie Fanyan protested.
Chen Jinyu just hugged the person in her arms tightly and said astringently, "Call someone to frame it tomorrow and hang it in the room." (To be continued......)