Calm down, calm down.

Chen Jinyu was silent, asking herself not to speak, for fear that if she was impulsive, she would really answer the letter of resignation she wanted.

It's ridiculous, it's obvious that she has someone else in mind, it's obvious that she has turned a deaf ear to her previous efforts, and now, it's clear that she doesn't hesitate to ask for a letter of resignation, and she doesn't hesitate to lose her reputation, but she also has to turn her back on herself.

But he still pretended to be so sad.

I didn't know that this woman was so good at acting.

It's disgusting!

Seeing that Chen Jinyu ignored his words, Xie Fanyu subconsciously bit his lip and didn't dare to say more.

Too much talk can make you lose it all.

She was afraid that she would be suspicious if she said something wrong.

And the matter of retiring the book just now is also a quick mouth, she naturally will not affect her sister's reputation, but she has always been willful and strong, and she often does not choose to speak, I don't know how many times I have said such things to Fu Qingtong, just now I was grateful for a while, and I blurted out such words to my brother-in-law.

Fortunately, fortunately, my brother-in-law did not agree to come down.

Otherwise, I really don't know how to end up.

For a while, the two people in the garden looked at each other, their eyes were complicated and indescribable, but they didn't speak.

At this time, the door was pushed open, and the maid Xian Xian Xian, who Xie Fanyu had seen last time, came in with a food box.

"Shiziye, Aunt Yue, she heard that Shiziye came to Hetiyuan, so she made some snacks for you and Mrs. Yue, Aunt Yue said that you haven't been back to Hetiyuan for a long time, so you will eat more with Mrs. in Hetiyuan, and go to bed early." Xian Xian put down the food box and smiled sweetly at Chen Jinyu.

didn't look at Xie Fanyu at all.

Aunt Yue, the one from Yuehuaju?

I really don't take my sister, the wife of the world, in my eyes.

The son of the world came over, as if she had become her fulfillment.

Chen Jinyu glanced at the food box, which was opened by Xian Xian, and inside was delicate and good-looking snacks.

It's just that Chen Jinyu has a little appetite now.

"Put the lid back on it and send it back to Yuehuaju." Chen Jinyu raised her hand and stroked her brows, trying to smooth out the frowning brow.

"Lord Shizi......" Xian Xian and the other maid on the side looked a little anxious.

"Let's go together, I'm just here to explain a few words to the young lady, and now that the explanation is over, it's time to go back." Chen Jinyu glanced at Xie Fanyu again, turned around and walked out the door.

Xie Fanyu stood in place expressionlessly.

Xian Xian's expression immediately became happy, and she glanced at Xie Fanyu with a little shame, raised her eyebrows, as if showing off, and followed Chen Jinyu out closely.

"Young lady." Seeing that the room was deserted again, Fatty Yu called Xie Fanyu with a cautious look.

"Oh, I'm here, serve me to sleep."

Xie Fanyu, who had vented hysterically, was a little dizzy and felt very weak.

Fatty Yu nodded, and Xue Ru also approached Xie Fanyu, "Young lady, the maid just broke the tea cup by mistake, please punish the young lady." ”

"Okay, I know it's your mood, forget it this time, don't take it as an example." Xie Fanyu said with a strong breath, but he was actually exhausted in his heart.

Even though I was exhausted, I couldn't sleep when I was lying in bed.

Today, his body is buried.

Xie Fanyu didn't feel the slightest nostalgia for the past, so even if he wanted to make a sad tribute now, he didn't feel particularly sentimental.

But now, the powerlessness of the past seems to have returned.

I can't hold my husband's heart, I can't tolerate my mother-in-law, I can't compete with my concubine, and I don't get along well with my sister-in-law......

Now in his sister, Xie Fanyu seems to have seen the signs that he was walking towards the abyss step by step.

The concubine was proud, the husband didn't like it, and the mother-in-law didn't know how, but the old lady was very disgusted with herself when she heard it for some reason.

Will the two sisters end up on the same path? Do you want to end this life again?

Xie Fanyu suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with that, he was completely dead, dead, he didn't have to worry about so many things, he just needed to relax and sleep for a long time.

"No, Xie Fanyu! What are you thinking? ”

As soon as Xie Fanyu thought about it in frustration, another voice sounded vigilantly in his heart.

"Do you think this life is your own? You can see clearly, this is my sister's, there are Liby Rongyu around, as well as Chen Hao, and Xueru, they all care about this body, how can you be sorry for them? If you really give up lightly, even if you go to Jiuquanxia, I'm afraid that you won't have the face to see your sister! ”

"Yu'er, I'm so sorry, you have to come on." In a trance, the strange place where I saw my sister was like a dream, and my sister's words rang in my ears again.

My sister said, come on.

It was as if he knew his fate.

Sister, living like this every day must be very tiring.

Xie Fanyu suddenly sat up, his dark eyes shining in the dark night.

That's why my sister chose that path?

No, no, my sister has always been more sensible than herself, and her heart is stronger, how could she give up her life because of such a trivial matter.

So why?

I don't even know why my sister gave up this world.

I actually want to end it with this life.

Xie Fanyu, you are not allowed to think like this in the future, otherwise my sister is afraid that Quanxia will be ashamed of having her sister.

Xie Fanyu clutched the quilt tightly in his hand and secretly admonished himself.

That self has been buried, and the past qiē will never exist again.

Xie Fanyu lay down slowly again, and from then on, he was Xie Fanyan.

Xie Fanyan, the word Rongyu, the daughter of the Xie family, a university scholar, died early, and the sister of the compatriot also committed suicide, and now she is the wife of the prince of Changkang Palace.

Xie Fanyu slowly pressed his hand to his chest, closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed.

Xie Fanyu is dead.

Himself, it's Xie Fanyan, no, it doesn't matter who it is, it's just that as the only person who lives, it's where the hope lies, isn't it?

As long as you live, there will always be hope.

Xie Fanyan, Xie Fanyu, sister, myself.

You should live more vigorously to live up to this adventure.

And I want to live seriously, and I want to know those things that my sister who longs to know but never told sù about herself, and I want to live without being so tired.

Only by first fully integrating yourself into this body.

Sister, Xie Fanyan's body.

in order to integrate into the life of her sister Xie Fanyan.

In order to be the soul of this body, I can seriously feel every psychological change of my sister, and maybe I can really become a sister.

And that sister who is not angry, from today on, is dead, really dead.

He is Xie Fanyan.

Xie Fanyan, who was carrying the weight of two lives.

The only lucky one among the sisters was Xie Fanyan, who got new hope.

(The author has something to say: I have finally completed the plot of the first transition in my heart, and from then on, the protagonist's name has officially changed to Xie Fanyan.) Otherwise, Xie Fanyan in front of people, but his mental activity is Xie Fanyu, and it will be very troublesome to write and write. Of course, this is only the first transition as an official change of identity, after all, Ah Yu can't accept it all at once. Finally, today's military parade is very shocking, long live the motherland! ）