"Teacher Zhao, don't pay attention to her, you said yours!" Hearing me say this, Sissi pursed her mouth again, looking unhappy, Teacher Zhao shook her head and said in her heart, how can she look like a child, and then looked at us and said, "You only know one thing but don't know the other!" ”

"Oh? Would you like Mr. Zhao to solve your doubts? "I couldn't help but be overjoyed to hear Mr. Zhao say this.

"Student Zhu's grades are indeed not good, and his popularity is not good............ Teacher Zhao said this, and he couldn't help but glance at Qianqian, fortunately, I immediately covered her mouth, and she must have questioned her when she shut up, Teacher Zhao smiled and said: "I said this, probably you are also a little confused, but the fact is true, ordinary people don't know much about Zhu, but I know her very clearly!" ”

"Is it really as rumored that Zhu Miaomiao's declining grades are related to her mother's death?" raised this question, I waited for her answer, but I didn't think so in my selfish heart, if Zhu Lei hadn't told a lie, then with Miao Jinglin's character of running outside all year round, she might not be able to establish a deep mother-daughter relationship with Zhu Miaomiao, even if it was biological and had a blood bond, but if the relationship was not carefully managed and maintained, how could it be so deep? Of course, it is not ruled out that Zhu Lei lied, but this possibility is very low, after all, as long as you ask Mrs. Miao about this kind of thing, it will be clear, even if he is busy, he will still pay attention to his daughter's itinerary!

So, I don't think Ju Lei is lying about this. Then the question comes, since Miao Miao's achievements. It's not because of the death of her mother that it affected her learning status, but what affected her? And her tendency to be autistic, what is the reason for it? This question by one, maybe Mr. Zhao can answer some of them for me!

"Yes, yes, but not all!" Teacher Zhao said: "About a month before Zhu's mother died, I found that Zhu's academic performance began to decline slowly, and I talked to her, but she never spoke! Teacher Zhao paused and said, "Later, after the death of Zhu's mother, her grades fell in a big arc, and I tried my best. But she still hasn't been able to mention her academic performance! Speaking of this, Mr. Zhao's tone was a little heavy. said: "And not only has her academic performance been affected, but even her whole mental state has become very bad, lifeless and prohibitive." It would have been with her grades. It is very safe to be admitted to the first high school. But ............"

Teacher Zhao sighed regretfully: "She has failed every subject, and none of them have passed, I know that she may have a bit of a background at home." I've always felt something, but because I didn't think about clinging, I didn't care, I didn't expect that Zhu's parents had the ability to send her to the second middle school, in fact, I was extremely opposed to students who went through the back door, but for Zhu? I only regret and regret, thanks to the attention of my superiors, I was transferred to the first and third classes of the second middle school as a mathematics teacher, I was very happy at that time, because the students I had taught, several of them were admitted to Dongzhi No. 2 Middle School, and I also thought about how to relieve Zhu, let her return to her previous mental state, return to her previous learning state, but unfortunately...... I'm so arrogant! ”

After listening to Teacher Zhao, I thought of a question, and when I was about to ask her, I heard Ye Anxu interject: "It means, Teacher Zhao, you are not only the homeroom teacher of Zhu Miaomiao's junior high school, but you even taught her in elementary school, right?" ”

"yes!" Teacher Zhao's expression was a little depressed: "It's a pity that it's ...... I couldn't explain her, as a teacher, I knew that my students' psychological state had problems, but I couldn't do anything, and because of the long time I paid, I couldn't see any progress, and then I gradually put my mind on other students, subconsciously, I thought she couldn't do it, I gave up on her! Teacher Zhao's tone was full of self-reproach when she said this, she took off her glasses, wiped the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes and said: "I am not a good teacher who is responsible, if I insisted at that time, maybe she would not be so unthinkable, although I don't know what happened to her, but if someone has been by her side to support her, give her comfort, and give her warmth, she should not have come to that point!" I am responsible for her death! ”

"Teacher Zhao, don't blame yourself, if Zhu Miaomiao knew that you cared about her so much, she would definitely regret your rash choice at that time!" Although Teacher Zhao didn't insist in the end, this doesn't mean that she is not a good teacher, she has persisted a lot, from the perspective of human nature, for people who have no relatives and no reason, it is good to be able to insist on giving warm feelings for a year, not to mention that she is just a student, Teacher Zhao is a teacher, as the head teacher of dozens of students in a class, it is impossible to put all the time and energy on Zhu Miaomiao alone, and there are many students waiting for her to care, such as ............ Tian Yi, who may not have a good IQ before!

Teacher Zhao smiled and didn't speak, and I asked again: "I heard that at the beginning, you found out that Zhu Miaomiao didn't come to class first, right?" ”

Teacher Zhao nodded, and then Qian Qian asked, "Then why don't you go to her?" Teacher Zhao was stunned for a moment, and then said, "I was in class at that time, and there were so many students in the class, I couldn't leave them alone!" ”

"But............" Sissi was unconvinced and wanted to say something, I glared at her and said, "It's nothing!" Teacher Zhao didn't know that she wanted to commit suicide! ”

Teacher Zhao said: "I really regret it now that I think about it, if I went out to find ...... in person at that time"

"It's useless!" I comforted her and said, "If Zhu Miaomiao had made up her mind to commit suicide, she wouldn't have let you find it easily!" ”

"What was the school's reaction at the time?" Ye Anxu opened his mouth again!

"Huh?" Teacher Zhao rubbed her temples and said, "Because Zhu's grades are not very good, and her popularity and reputation are not very good, the school thinks that she just skipped class and went out to mingle, and she didn't care at all!" Saying that, she put on her glasses and said, "At that time, I persuaded and told Zhu's previous situation, but the school did not accept it, and said that Zhu is a typical example of being young!" ”

"That's a bit too much!" Hearing this, my impression of this school instantly fell to the bottom, and Mr. Zhao sighed again: "Who said it wasn't? That afternoon, I had two classes by myself, and Mr. Sun, the physics teacher, because I was in a bit of a hurry at home, so I changed classes with me, which means that I didn't have time all afternoon, so even if I wanted to find it, it was a lack of skills! (To be continued.) )