Chapter 220: Personal Will
"Doctor Wang, I don't know what you think of Hongmen?" Sitting in the car, Yan Xinwu and Wang Xu chatted with a light smile, testing Wang Xu's opinion.
"What do you mean by that?" Wang Xu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Yan Xinwu to ask such a question, he sighed and said with a smile: "In fact, I don't know much about Hongmen, and most of what I hear are rumors. ”
Yan Xinwu nodded with a smile and asked again: "I heard that Doctor Wang has the principle of three incurables, I don't know how you distinguish between good and bad entry, what kind of entry can be regarded as rich and unkind, and heinous?" ”
"Hehe, Mr. Yan's question really stopped me, the definition of good entry and bad entry is really difficult to distinguish, what is killed is not necessarily bad entry, and what is not killed is not necessarily good entry, it all depends on your own heart." Wang Xu smiled slightly, sighed and said.
"Heart?" Yan Xinwu repeated a sentence and said with a smile: "Then can I understand, Doctor Wang, your three incurables are actually your personal preferences, what should be treated, what should not be treated, it all depends on your will?" ”
Hearing Yan Xinwu ask this, Wang Xu was suddenly stunned for a moment, and asked puzzledly, "Why did Mr. Yan suddenly ask this question?" ”
"Nothing, just curious, just ask." Yan Xinwu smiled and said, "What, am I not right?" ”
"That's right." Wang Xu nodded, and said without hesitation: "Mr. Yan can understand it this way, in fact, the so-called rules are the will of some enters, and they do not represent all. ”
"Oh!" This time it was Yan Xinwu's turn to be surprised, he was stunned for a moment, and asked, "How do you say this?" ”
"It's very simple, from ancient times to the present, whether it is a feudal dynasty or a modern society, the so-called laws are just formulated by the people, although they start from the interests of the majority and safeguard the interests of the majority, but they also damage some of the people, not everyone recognizes." Wang Xu smiled and said: "Whoever formulates the rules is often centered on whose will, and the rules formulated by the ancient emperors are centered on their own will, whether it is for the people or harming the people, in fact, the purpose is nothing more than to consolidate their own country." Speaking of this, Wang Xu paused and said again: "The soundness of the law originally came step by step, from the initial will of the individual, to the will of the privileged class, and finally to the will of the majority. ”
"Dr. Wang is calm." Yan Xinwu never thought that Wang Xu would say such a thing, first nodded approvingly, and then said: "Then do you think that your rules are a little too domineering, you can change your mistakes, and you are very good, just because he made mistakes before, you gave up his life?" ”
Wang Xu looked at Yan Xinwu in surprise, not understanding why he had been entangled in this topic, but since Yan Xinwu asked, he did not shy away from it, and said with a smile: "Mr. Yan, don't you think there is a problem with your position?" ”
"What do you mean by that?" Yan Xinwu asked puzzled.
"Mr. Yan, I think you think too highly of me, I am just an ordinary person first, and then a doctor, including all the feelings that enter, and also the selfish feelings that everyone has entered, and I am not a savior." Wang Xu said with a smile.
Hearing Wang Xu's words, Yan Xinwu was stunned for a moment, then nodded with understanding, and smiled dumbly, Wang Xu said well, he stood on the wrong position, and looked at the problem with a judgmental eye.
"Mr. Yan, to put it bluntly, I am just a vulgar person who knows a little medical skills, and I also live in this big world, and I am bound by the rules of this world, and my own rules are only based on the rules of this world, first, my rules are not illegal, second, my rules do not harm the interests of others, I can't because I don't save anyone, whose death is related to me, there are many diseases in the world, and I can't scruple to come, secondly, my rules are originally based on my standard of behavior, even if I save them, but also connected to their own conscience. ”
Wang Xu didn't wait for Yan Xinwu to speak, and said again: "If I am a narrow-minded and dark-hearted person, then needless to say, even if I have a medical skill and don't make rules, I still focus on my own preferences, if I am an honest and frank person, even if I make rules, I still focus on my own preferences, all I can do is to try to keep me in a good attitude." ”
When he said these words, Wang Xu's thoughts were also fluctuating, since he formulated this rule of three incurables, he has also asked himself many times whether this rule is reasonable and whether he has entered the Tao. For example, Hua Chaoyang, through Guò's understanding during this period of time, he has also heard that Hua Chaoyang was honest and fair when he was an official, and in order to get into a good position, he refused to be treated at the beginning, why, it was because he was disgusted with Hua Hua, which involved Hua Chaoyang.
For example, the president of Tonghua Group, he has never even met in person, why is he disgusted, he just listened to the words of Liang Baohui's father and daughter, because he has a good impression of Liang Baohui's father and daughter, it's as simple as that, this is the most basic love, if even the most basic love is lost, then he is not an entry.
As for the rejection of the other entry, he just listened to the majority of the entry, so-and-so entry is not good, how many bad things have been done, in fact, how much truth he knows, it is unknown, he is not a policeman, just a doctor, there is no need to treat a person, but also to understand his ancestors eighteen generations, unrealistic and not objective.
In this case, as Yan Xinwu said, how can he judge the quality of a person who enters, and why should he maintain the rules he has formulated? A qiē can only rely on his own heart, except for hearsay, the rest can only rely on his observation, depending on his own preferences.
As he explained to Yan Xinwu before, living in the world, in fact, most of the time is based on his own preferences, as long as he does not deviate from the rules of this world, in a small range, he has the final say.
In this case, why should he be entangled, just go on with his heart, he can only try to find his own view of life in the long road, and try to make his rules fair and perfect.
No matter how perfect the rules are, there are flaws, and no matter how good the rules are, there will be scolding, and it is too much to drill the horns of the bull to entangle this problem.
As Wang Xu positioned himself at the beginning, he is not a saint, nor is he a savior, whether it is thought or consciousness, he can't reach the same level as Wang Henian, all he can do is try to live up to his medical skills.
To live in the world, you must first live yourself, and then you have the ability to help or change your own life. As the saying goes, if you don't sweep a house, why sweep it, if you don't even take care of yourself, how can you take care of it, and if you don't live happily, how can you make it happy.
In fact, there is a saying in this world that says very well, if you don't kill for yourself, although it sounds selfish, in fact, it contains a lot of meanings, and the taste is different when placed in different entrances.
Uh, it's far away, the author is not in a good state, some of that, please forgive me.
Listening to Wang Xu's words, Yan Xinwu was also thoughtful, although Wang Xu's words didn't sound very good and a little selfish, but if you taste it carefully, you will feel very real and honest.
After such a short conversation with Wang Xu, Yan Xinwu was completely convinced, not to mention Wang Xu's own products, this understanding and self-knowledge of himself alone is not something that ordinary people can have.
Regarding his own problems, Wang Xu was not full of truths, how beautiful he said, and he did not put on a selfless or lofty hat for the rules of the three incurables he had set, saying what to do to eliminate evil for time, but admitted very frankly that it was his own preference.
Yan Xinwu asked himself, if he thought about it empathically, he himself might not be able to be so honest, pointing directly to his heart, and not hiding it, such a true temperament is more real than how many hypocritical words, I don't know how many times.
"After listening to Dr. Wang's words, I was deeply touched, Yan was taught." Yan Xinwu savored it carefully, and couldn't help but sigh: "I have lived for more than fifty years, and I don't have the transparency that Dr. Wang can see, I was originally a vulgar person, so why use the idea of holy entry to criticize." ”
"Mr. Yan is polite." Wang Xu smiled: "In fact, I'm just talking nonsense, as long as Mr. Yan doesn't laugh at it." ”
"It's better to talk nonsense than some serious talk." Yan Xinwu said with a smile, looking at Wang Xu's young face, Yan Xinwu was really a little suspicious, the young man in front of him was really only in his twenties?
The two of them chatted along the way, and before they knew it, they arrived at the door of the Mingyuan Hotel, the car stopped, Wang Xu and Lin Ying got out of the car, and said goodbye to Yan Xinwu: "Mr. Yan, thank you for sending you off, be careful on the road." ”
"Okay, Dr. Wang, you go slowly." Yan Xinwu stretched out his hand and shook it, said with a smile, and was just talking, when suddenly the expression on his face stiffened, and beads of sweat seeped out of his forehead.
"Mr. Yan, what's wrong with you?" Seeing this, Wang Xu hurriedly stepped forward, grabbed Yan Xinwu's arm to check the pulse, and asked with concern.
"I've had an old problem for many years, a hidden disease that fell when I was young." Yan Xinwu grinned and said, as the master of Hongmen, Yan Xinwu can be regarded as a long-time battle, and he is also a martial artist, at this time, he has such a look, which shows that it is not light.
"The damp poison has eroded, and the old wounds have been entangled for many years, and the damp poison has seeped into the bone marrow." Wang Xu nodded, muttering to himself, he didn't have time to think about it, his other hand wiped on his chest, and there was an extra bright golden needle in his hand, and a needle pierced a big hole on Yan Xinwu's chest, and at the same time opened the car door, stretched out his hand and patted Yan Xinwu's back, Yan Xinwu spit out a mouthful of black blood clots.