"Xiang Wan, can I put aside the relationship between Jing Yao and you and me tonight and say something from my heart? There are some things, if you regain your memory, maybe I will never be able to say it again. ”

Chu Xiangwan looked at the shadows of the trees sprinkled with bamboo forests, and his heart sank to the bottom for a moment, Ning Yanchen, he still said it after all. Chu Xiangwan turned his head to look at Ning Yanchen and asked in a calm tone, "Do you really want to do this?" Yanchen, it's not that I don't know some things, but I just hurt others and hurt myself when I say it, so why bother? ”

"Heh," Ning Yanchen chuckled, his eyes were no longer hidden, and he looked straight at Chu Xiangwan and said, "You are so smart, you must have known my mind a long time ago, originally I only wanted to hide my feelings in my heart forever, but maybe if I don't say it again, I'm afraid I won't have a chance." ”

"Nonsense, Yuhuang seniors, they will come to the Innocent Mountain Villa in a few days, you don't need to worry about your poison at all, as long as you survive this time." Chu Xiangwan interrupted Ning Yanchen's words, she didn't want to believe such a cruel result.

"There is life and death, and I am not afraid of death. It's just that I just want to be a lonely person tonight, an ordinary man who just wants to tell his feelings to the woman he likes. "Ning Yanchen is only willing to selfishly throw away everything tonight and fulfill his heart.

Chu Xiangwan stopped talking, Ning Yanchen had already said it so clearly, if she refused again, it would be really unreasonable.

"I used to think that there would not be a woman in this world who would make me tempted, so, in the face of Xiao'er's closeness, as well as her feelings, I never explicitly refused, since I won't fall in love with anyone, then why should I just say that I hurt her heart, just love her as a little sister. But. I don't know when I started thinking about another woman, I kept telling myself. This is just because he has helped Jing Yao find someone for many years, and it is definitely not because he has any selfish intentions. Qi Wei Palace is close to you, you don't know how much I regret it in the future, if I recognized your back at the beginning, you will not be with Helian City in the future, and you will not be hurt so much. ”

"The matter between me and Helian City is not your fault, and you don't want to take the blame, everything is fate." Chu Xiangwan often sighed. She had also thought about it countless times, why she became a stranger to Helian City, but. This step by step is the impetus of fate, and it is by no means caused by one person and one thing.

"To put it in your way, sometimes I envy Helian City. At least he's been with you. Whether you love it or hate it, he once existed in your emotional world, and this cannot be erased, but I," Ning Yanchen shook his head with a smile, "I will never have this opportunity." ”

"Jing Yao has always been a friend of life and death, and I also feel that you are a trusted and close friend." Chu Xiangwan said in his heart.

"Yes, because of that. I didn't dare to take a step beyond the thunder pool, and the weight of Jing Yao in my heart did not allow me to be sorry for him. As for you, I don't want to put you in a dilemma because of my persistence. Tonight, I would like to ask for your forgiveness, this is the first time I have told you my heart, and it is also the last time, and I will not mention it again in the future, no matter what. "Ning Yanchen is actually a very open-minded person, he can see the emotional matters clearly, once Chu Xiangwan recovers her memory, she will never fall in love with someone else again. Therefore, he didn't ask Chu Xiangwan if he was interested in himself, he just wanted to pour out his heart as soon as possible. If he hadn't had the poison in his body, I'm afraid he wouldn't have spoken his mind for the rest of his life.

"Yanchen, are you willing to listen to me?"

Ning Yanchen nodded.

"Ever since Xiao'er told me that I have you, I have had an inexplicable sense of trust in you, maybe when we met before, you gave me such a feeling. Later, in the Great Zhou military camp, I still had a lot of resistance and misunderstanding with Jing Yao, but I never got angry with you, and I was even willing to listen to your persuasion in my selfish heart. I don't know if you believe it or not, I thought at that time that this person would definitely become Chu Xiangwan's most valued friend. Actually, you have done far more than I thought, so much that I am a little afraid, afraid of Xiao'er's sensitive suspicions, afraid that I will not be able to repay myself. You don't have anything for me to forgive, it's just that my heart can't make waves anymore. Chu Xiangwan sighed, she was moved by Ning Yanchen's heart, but she also felt guilty about Ning Yanchen's heart, tonight they talked about it, which made her heart feel a lot easier. In the future, she will not mention it again.

"I understand what you mean, and I don't want you to have any more burdens, if the woman I like is tired because of me, then I really don't deserve to say the word 'like'." Such a free and easy man is indeed rare in the world, if Chu Xiangwan likes him, maybe he will suffer a lot less suffering and pain.

"It's late at night, and you should go back to your room to rest." Chu Xiangwan got up and smiled gently.

"Okay." Ning Yanchen also got up, but suddenly his hand was heavily on the edge of the stone table, and blood gushed out of his mouth.

"Yanchen, what's wrong with you?" Chu Xiangwan asked anxiously, Ning Yanchen was obviously in a much better spirit, why did he suddenly vomit blood.

"The toxicity can't be suppressed, hurry up and help me back to my room." Ning Yanchen hoarsely voiced, trying his best to control the surging blood qi in his body.

Chu Xiangwan didn't dare to delay, and immediately picked up Ning Yanchen and walked towards his room. As soon as he stepped into the house, Ning Yanchen knelt on one knee and leaned forward, Chu Xiangwan pulled him hard, but the two of them fell to the ground at the same time, even in this case, Ning Yanchen still took care of Chu Xiangwan's safety, and immediately turned around and put his back on the ground, so that Chu Xiangwan could lean on his arms.

"Yanchen, Yanchen!" Chu Xiangwan immediately got up, helped Ning Yanchen on the ground up, walked to the side of the bed and sat down.

Chu Xiangwan ran to the door of Xiao'er's room again, knocked on the door anxiously and shouted, "Xiao'er, open the door quickly!" ”

"What's going on?" Xiao'er was originally sitting in the room, but Ning Yanchen's attitude tonight made her feel depressed, and Ning Yanchen wanted to talk to Chu Xiangwan alone, which also made her nervous and restless. Hearing the hurried footsteps outside the house and Chu Xiangwan's shout, she guessed that something must have happened, so she immediately got up and went to open the door.

"Yanchen vomited blood!" Chu Xiangwan's face turned pale.

"Quick, let's go check it out!" After Xiao'er finished speaking, she walked out of the door and walked quickly towards Ning Yanchen's room.

When he arrived at Ning Yanchen's room, he saw that Ning Yanchen was holding a porcelain bottle in his hand, and he poured out a red pill from the mouth of the bottle and was about to take it in his mouth.

"Stop!" Xiao'er rushed forward and snatched the medicine bottle from Ning Yanchen's hand, and dusted off the red pill in his palm, she grabbed Ning Yanchen's wrist and said, "Senior brother, you can't do this!" (To be continued.) )