024 Each has his own fears
Mrs. Song nodded in satisfaction, and then got up and walked to the table.
The boy silently filled the table with bottles and cans, and a faint fragrance wafted through the room.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, after the loosely hung bed curtain, she finally saw Xiu'e clearly. However, in a few days, Xiu'e's cheeks, which were not very round, were completely sunken, her lips were chapped, her eyes were dark and her face was like gray.
"Is she really, okay?" Xiu'e lay quietly on the bed, without a trace of ups and downs under the quilt, as if she was not breathing. Tilting still couldn't help lowering her voice, for fear that she would be noisy.
Mrs. Song mixed the medicinal powder in several bottles together, "I should be glad that I found it in time, otherwise this little life would have been taken in." Don't worry, I've seen a lot of things like this before, and you see how she looks now, half weak, most of the time she is still scared and fainted. ”
Then he asked, "She is the girl who fell into the water with you?" ”
Tilt your head.
Mrs. Song said coldly and bluntly: "Then she should be even more glad that she woke up early that day, if the person I saved begged for death, I would never save it a second time." ”
This sounds unforgiving.
The practitioner of medicine should have unconditionally saved the life and helped the wounded, but when she thought about it, the person in front of her who she almost lost her life to save actually took her own life after only a few days, how could she be willing. Practitioners are also human beings, and the most unbearable fear is that patients despise their lives. If the person being treated is unwilling to save himself, it is in vain to try to come to the doctor several times.
"How so?" She muttered, thinking about the problem all the way, still unsolved.
Mrs. Song adjusted the ointment, leaned out to give up her position, and watched her apply the extremely viscous green ointment to Xiu'e's wrist cut. After waiting for a while, there was no sign of the blood, and then another layer was applied, and then the cloth was carefully wrapped around it.
Called the two maids in, pointed to the jar on the table, "The medicine is left for you, change it every two days," and pointed to the bloody white cloth thrown on the stool, "Remember to scald it with hot water when cleaning after each dressing change, and put it in a ventilated place to dry, the temperature in the room should not be too high, which is not conducive to wound healing." ”
After giving the order, he waved his hand and let the two of them go down.
"Why did she commit suicide only by asking herself." She then poured out what she had just said, "I checked her pulse, but after she fell into the water, her body did not take care of herself, she worried too much, and her body suffered a big loss." ”
"Worried?" Tilt whispered.
"Why be worried?" The little boy heard the repetition of these two words, and asked with some curiosity. His eyes were clear, and he was obviously an innocent child, but he never showed a look of fear from beginning to end, I don't know if he had seen too much, or if he didn't understand what the bright red color meant.
Mrs. Song patted him on the head and put the bottles and cans on the table into the box one by one. The box didn't look big, but it was very cleverly designed, with a tiled mezzanine in the middle, which could easily contain more things.
She replied calmly, "Because I'm afraid." If you are afraid, you will be worried, and those who are worried are prone to confusion, and if you are not clear-headed, you are easy to be impulsive, and if you are impulsive, you will naturally do stupid things. So, think clearly about everything you do, and don't be impulsive. ”
The boy listened to her tongue twister and nodded with certainty, "Well, I don't like to do stupid things." ”
Mrs. Song smiled rarely, regardless of whether he really understood it or not. Hang the leather rope on the box on your shoulder and ask if you want to go together.
"I'd like to stay a little longer."
Mrs. Song said "um", and it was not surprising that in her opinion, the people here were not very reliable.
Leaned up and sent Mrs. Song off.
The night was silent, and the anxiety and anxiety seemed to have disappeared with the arrival of a new day.
Madame Song accepted the pouring thanks peacefully, and by the moonlight, she noticed the blood stains on her delicate fingertips, "The wound on your hand is well recovered, it seems that you have been taken care of well, and you have not wasted my little ointment." ”
Tilting and smiling, only to hear her say again: "I can say it in front, if you also think about suicide and self-harm, it is best to go back to the palace and do it again, lest no one save you and really lose your life." ”
The smile froze on her face, and the little boy looked at her expression and laughed.
She stretched out her hand and flicked the door of the child's round head, her eyes were full of moonlight, "I have been saved by people again and again, and I don't dare to seek death." "She still has something to do, she has doubts that she can't answer, and she can't die.
"That's good, there's nothing in this world that can't get by." After sighing this, Mrs. Song turned to her and said, "You can see Xiu'e's situation clearly on the side, so go and report to the prince for me, I'll go back directly." ”
After that, he didn't wait for the pouring, and left rashly.
Tilt looked a little envious.
……
Seeing that they were pulling back and turning, the two maids couldn't help but wonder a little. But the so-called strange things don't matter, the two of them glanced at each other, and each of them went to do their own thing.
The room was so quiet that Xiu'e couldn't hear her breathing, and she sat down beside her, gently holding her uninjured right hand, only a faint beat on her pulse could confirm that she was still alive.
What was she afraid of that would make her escape? Is it Mrs. Min's purse that was not found? Is it for fear of being scolded? The fear brought by this was so strong, so strong that she did not hesitate to sacrifice her own life?
Tilt couldn't believe it.
The vague sound of words suddenly overflowed from Xiu'e's mouth, interrupting the pouring thoughts. Excitedly called her name, but she didn't realize anything, only immersed in her own nightmare, muttering something repeatedly.
Leaned down to listen, unable to distinguish a word.
The door was opened from the outside, and he rushed over, and before he could straighten up, his shoulders had been pushed back. Lily of the valley was quick and helped her from the side, so that she didn't let the tilt pressure on Xiu'e.
The person on the bed still had his eyes closed, lifeless, Qiao'er was stunned for a moment, and in a blink of an eye, she saw the two people who looked at her strangely, and said apologetically: "It's okay for you, I thought Xiu'e was awake, and I ...... in a hurry."
"It's okay," leaned up and stepped out of the way, "I just thought Xiu'e was waking up and was talking about something, but I didn't expect it to be just a dream." ”
Qiao'er's eyes flickered slightly, her expression was a little uncomfortable, she looked to both sides, "Mrs. Song is gone?" ”
"Well, the wound has been bandaged, the wound medicine is on the table, and everything that should be paid attention to has been told to the two girls outside the door."
"What about Miss Xiu'e now?" It was Lily of the Valley on the side who was questioned.
Tilting was relieved and replied: "Fortunately, Xiu'e's strength is weak, and she will wake up at any time." ”
"That's good, that's good." Qiao'er breathed a sigh of relief.
Xiu'e said something vaguely, and she seemed to hear the word 'sorry', her heart moved, and she moved her feet slightly to listen carefully, but Qiao'er suddenly shouted that the two girls outside came in.
"Did you all listen carefully to Mrs. Song's orders just now?"
The two maidens seemed to be in awe of her, and resignedly, "Yes, we wrote it down." ”
"That's good, Xiu'e, the two of you are changing shifts, don't leave a step, if you have something to give it to me directly, can you remember clearly?"
"Yes, clear." The two said in unison.
Qiao'er nodded with satisfaction and thanked her, "I'm sorry to trouble you just now, I've delayed you for so long, just leave the rest to us." ”
Tilting wanted to ask her about Mrs. Min's purse again, but when she saw this, she gave up, "I finally got acquainted with her, but I did something small within my ability." I want to go back to report to the prince, so I'll leave first. ”
"I've been out for a long time, and it's time to go back." Lily of the valley said casually.
He looked deeply at the sleeping Xiu'e and walked out with Lily of the Valley.
Qiao'er looked at the figures of the two walking away and exhaled lowly.
"I didn't expect you to look at the delicate and weak, and you are not small." Lily of the valley took the initiative to speak.
Tilting was not impressed by Lily of the Valley before, but this time they met, they felt that Lily of the Valley was stable and had a good impression. She shook her head and smiled bitterly, "So you can't just look at appearances. In fact, it's not that I'm not afraid, it's just that after all, we have shared hardships, and now it's a little uncomfortable to see her like this. ”
"It's understandable that you think so, but this 'fruit' is not due to her character."
Of course, there are personality reasons, but if there is no external oppression, why is Xiu'e like this. Thinking back to Qiao'er's previous moves, he fell into contemplation.
When the maid ring standing outside the door opened the curtain for tilting, the three people talking in the room stopped, and their eyes turned and they looked over.
Mrs. Min leaned over excitedly and asked urgently, "How is Xiu'e now?" ”
He glanced at Jun Ruojin and recounted what he had just seen and heard.
"Overthinking?" Meng Xiwen restated these four words, and his tone was meaningful.
Li Min's eyes flashed slightly, "Xiu'e, she is good at everything, but her mind is too heavy." Since then, she has been in a trance, sometimes sober, either frightened or stunned. I have also told her several times before, asking her to just say what she thinks, even if it can't be solved, it is better than stuffing it in her heart. Every time she responds with a smile, but never mentions it, I see it in my eyes, and I feel distressed and helpless. ”
"In this way, didn't Xiu'e already show the clues?" Meng Xiwen looked at his bright red Kodan, and the corners of his lips curved.
Li Min's hands under his sleeves were clenched into fists, and his nails were sunk deep in the flesh. She knew that Meng Xiwen would never forget to find an opportunity to fall into the well.
This question may seem simple, but no matter how you answer it, it is bound to be unpleasant.
She was embarrassed and annoyed in her heart: embarrassed Xiu'e was the person in her room, and many people had already pointed and speculated secretly before falling into the water, and as soon as the suicide happened, the tip of the sword was directly pointed at her; annoyed with herself, and hated that there was no capable and stable person around her, otherwise she would not have caused such a big trouble.
I only heard Meng Xiwen then ask: "After all this time, she really didn't reveal a single thing about the situation at that time?" ”
Tilt frowned at her words.
Li Min stabilized her mind, and saw that she no longer pursued Fang Cai's question, but instead asked about falling into the water, and immediately understood her intentions. Glancing at the tilt, Li Min slowly shook his head.
"Then you won't know what happened until Xiu'e wakes up." Meng Xiwen's eyes rolled, and his gaze fell on the slim body standing beside Jun Ruojin, "It's tilting you, your body is recovering well." ”
He bowed and said, "Thank you Mrs. Wen for your concern, the slave and maid are fine." ”
Meng Xiwen looked at her for a long time, and said quietly, "It's the same suffering, but in the end, everyone has their own fate." ”
Li Min's face was complicated.
A good person has a life.
Some people are born rich and noble, and they can get what they want without effort, such as Meng Xiwen and Jiang Yan; Some people can also be blessed by disasters, such as admiration.
It's just her, nothing, even the people closest to her, she doesn't dare to entrust them all.
She quietly looked sideways, and the handsome outline of the prince's face was blurred in the flickering candlelight. His heart slowly hung in the air, if he learned the truth, even if it wasn't her, he would have a reputation for being lax in control.
She gritted her teeth, glad that Xiu'e hadn't woken up yet.
But after a while, when she saw the people who had entered the room, her heart suddenly mentioned. glared at Meng Xiwen fiercely, but she didn't expect her to have such a hand.
thought that as long as Qiao'er watched the lily of the valley, he didn't expect that Yuliu, who had not appeared since the beginning, also came to Yuqingyuan.
Yuliu walked forward with Xiu'e, who was extremely weak, and saluted the prince, "Slave and maid greet the prince and Mrs. Min." ”
Meng Xiwen was shocked by Xiu'e's appearance, quietly glanced at Jun Ruojin and Li Min, and it took a long time to clear his throat, and angrily scolded Yuliu and said, "What's the matter? I don't know if Xiu'e is still sick? ”
Yuliu replied unhurriedly: "Mrs. Hui, the slave maid was really worried about Xiu'e's condition, and after dealing with the situation in Xiyan Courtyard, she rushed over. As soon as she arrived at Yuqing Garden, she heard the news that Xiu'e had woken up, and the slave went straight to Xiu'e's residence to visit her as soon as she was happy. Knowing that the prince and Mrs. Wen came in the middle of the night because of her, Xiu'e begged the slave maid to bring her over, but the slave and maid repeatedly persuaded her to no avail, so she had to rely on her. ”
Meng Xiwen raised his hand to cover his chest, and his gaze swept over everyone one by one, "That's it, give her a stool." ”
Yuliu should be.
Li Min looked at the two acting and forcibly swallowed the word "nonsense". She never believed that Yuliu did it without permission, and she didn't believe that the news of Xiu'e's waking up would spread lightly.
Damn it, what the hell is going on?