Chapter 66 Heartbroken Gu Chongyi hung up the phone and exhaled deeply.

Gu Chongyi blamed himself and felt guilty.

He thought about it again and again before he could figure out what to say in the first sentence.

"Xingqing, I got drunk at noon today and didn't know what was going on, can you give me some time to deal with it?"

Song Xingqing sneered twice and finally spoke.

"What are you going to do with it?"

Gu Chong was stunned for a moment, and thought in his heart.

He now has to think carefully about every word he says, and he doesn't dare to speak at will.

Song Xingqing continued to ask, "Are you planning to abandon her or abandon me?" ”

Gu Chongyi's face turned pale instantly, his expression lowered his head in pain, and his body suddenly felt weak, so he could only lean against the railing of the corridor.

"Xingqing, I'm begging you, don't say that, okay?"

"I never wanted to say this, and I never thought that one day I could say this, but the reality is so cruel in front of my eyes, even if I don't want to, do I have a choice? Of course, you don't have to do this either-or question. ”

Song Xingqing exhaled deeply, and raised her face high, not letting the tears in the corners of her eyes slide down.

"Because I've made a choice, I'm giving up, I'm going to fulfill her."

Hearing Song Xingqing's words, Gu Chongyi's heart was like a knife.

Gu Chongyi rushed to the door of the classroom and pounded the door of the classroom with all his might.

"Xingqing, can you open the door and let me see you?"

Song Xingqing held back her tears, don't look over it.

"Xingqing, I don't want you to leave me! I've only loved you alone from start to finish! ”

"Xingqing, can you open the door and let me in? I beg you to forgive me once, I'll go and talk to Shirayuki about it clearly, okay? ”

Song Xingqing's tears finally blurred her vision and poured out.

"I knew why you had to do it in the first place!"

Song Xingqing cried loudly, and all the emotions that had been pent up in her heart for a long time burst out at once.

"You promised me that I wouldn't have any more dealings with her, so why do you want to meet her again? I'm going to sing K and drink together! Gu Chongyi, where is the good thing to say, never deceive and don't betray? Where is the only thing that says yes to do each other? You tell me, tell me! Where have they gone! Where are your vows, your promises! I hate Bai Xue, but I hate you even more now you know that! ”

Song Xingqing's words pierced Gu Chongyi's heart like a sharp sword, his heart was like a knife, but he was powerless to refute.

Gu Chongyi felt that what Song Xingqing said was right, if he didn't meet Bai Xue as agreed, everything would not happen today, in the final analysis, he ruined everything. Thinking of this, Gu Chong slammed his head against the wall at first, as a way to vent his resentment and dissatisfaction with himself in his heart.

Song Xingqing and Zhou Yifan could clearly hear the sound of someone hitting the classroom wall.

Zhou Zhou Fan didn't get up, he looked at Song Xingqing.

Song Xingqing covered her mouth and cried bitterly, she couldn't cry anymore.

As the sound of the impact outside the door became louder and louder, Song Xingqing finally couldn't help but stand up and walked to the door of the classroom, shouting at Gu Chongyi outside the door: "Enough!" Stop torturing yourself! Who can you make up for like this? How long will it take for me to be sad and sad for you? You have to take responsibility for what you do! Even if it comes at the cost of losing me and losing our relationship! ”

"Nope! Xingqing, I can't accept it! I can endure any punishment, but this is the only one I can't do! ”

Gu Chongyi's voice choked, and his eyes moistened. "I can't do it, do you know!"

Song Xingqing hid her face and wept and squatted on the ground.

"Chongyi, I told you that I can forgive everything, but I can't forgive for deception and betrayal! I finally convinced myself not to care what purpose you were with me in the first place, but you and Bai Xue immediately threw me a new level, this time, I really don't know what method to use to clear the level, I really can't accept it! ”

Song Xingqing couldn't cry, and Gu Chongyi was also in great pain.

"Xingqing, I was wrong, really wrong! Are you okay with the door? Let me see you!"

In the art building at night, only Gu Chongyi's crazy knock was left.

Zhou Zhou Fan got up and walked to Song Xingqing's side and said, "I'll go open the door." ”

Song Xingqing grabbed Zhou Yifan's hand and didn't say a word, just cried and shook her head desperately.

There was a voice in the classroom that sounded like Zhou Fan, which surprised Gu Chongyi.

He didn't expect that there would be others in the classroom, or he didn't expect Song Xingqing to be with Zhou Yifan at this moment.

Before Gu Chong came back to his senses, Zhou Zhou Fan spoke again.

"Why do you have to do this? Isn't it good for everyone to make it clear in person? ”

This time, Gu Chongyi was even more sure that it was Zhou Zhoufan's voice, and was sure that he was inside, but this certainty made Gu Chongyi a little difficult to accept.

"Zhou Yifan, why are you in there? Xingqing, you open the door! I'm going in! ”

Gu Chongyi increased the intensity of the knock on the door, but Song Xingqing was unmoved, just pulled Zhou Zhoufan's arm and refused to let go, and now this scene is the pain that Song Xingqing has hidden in his heart for ten years.

Ten years ago on the night, Song Xingqing was also in this classroom with Zhou Yifan, announcing her choice to Gu Chongyi outside the door. locked the door as she did now, no matter how frantically Gu Chongyi outside the door pounded the classroom door and screamed in pain, Song Xingqing never opened the door, she just hid in Zhou Zhoufan's arms and threw it to Gu Chongyi with red eyes: Let's break up, I don't love you anymore.

That's right, ten years ago, Song Xingqing split his legs.

She fell in love with Zhou Zhou Fan and abandoned Gu Chongyi.

For this reason, the cycle of cause and effect, Song Xingqing could not escape the fate of being abandoned in the end. Yes, Zhou Yifan, who said that he would love her for the rest of her life, abandoned herself as if she had abandoned Gu Chongyi.

Therefore, God is fair, and Song Xingqing regrets it in her heart to this day. Only tonight, a similar scene played out again. The only difference from last time is that this time, the person who split the leg was not her, but Gu Chongyi. Ironically, Song Xingqing was mentally derailed back then, and now, Gu Chongyi is physically derailed, but Song Xingqing, who used to be mentally derailed, can't accept Gu Chongyi's physical derailment now.

Could it be that God gave himself another chance, just to humiliate himself? Give yourself such a painful blow again? It's been ten years, and the two have never been able to escape the ending of splitting their legs, is this another punishment from God? Why give hope, but ruthlessly stifle it.

Outside the door, Gu Chong became more and more excited.

He slammed the classroom door and kicked it with his foot.

"Open the door! Open the door for me! ”

Song Xingqing shouted outside the door: "You go!" I'm done with my words, I don't want to see you! ”

Gu Chongyi still kicked the door like crazy.

"I'm not done with you! You open the door, and we'll say it to your face! ”

Zhou Fan frowned, looking preoccupied.

Song Xingqing firmly grasped Zhou Yifan's arm, still refusing to open the door.

Song Xingqing knew in her heart that once the door was opened, not only would her words be unclear, but there would inevitably be a fight between Gu Chongyi and Zhou Yifan, which Song Xingqing would never see. Song Xingqing just wanted to use Zhou Yifan as a factor to make Gu Chongyi, who was outside the door, face the facts, accept the demise of their relationship, and completely despair of himself. Long pain is better than short pain, since you can't convince yourself to accept that you can't be together again, why not just break off the joy?